ishra ss-tune dil mera toda#2 part 43 on pg 140 added on Oct 10 - Page 15

Originally posted by: Ishra_Sona

Aww Ishu tolerated so much...

But she met good souls...

Loved it...

Continue soon...

Thanks dear will continue soon

Originally posted by: super_cutie

Di any update today

Sorry dear can't update today.my son jumped from stairs and hurt himself.will update soonish


Ps -updated meera Si deewani but u didn't read.why.

Originally posted by: cutieruhi

Sorry dear can't update today.my son jumped from stairs and hurt himself.will update soonish


Ps -updated meera Si deewani but u didn't read.why.

Originally posted by: super_cutie

I have commented on that di

No need to update today di

Take care of chotu

Thanks for understanding dear

Take care of ur son dear we will wait for d update

Originally posted by: rufana10

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though i was waiting for ishra moments but to present d happenings of ishita's life
after raman betrayed her is really very important for this story and thanks to usaonly
for requesting to present this 😊
ishita is lucky to have a friend like rahul...he and his parents r really great persons
felt very bad for ishita 😔 she was so excited to inform raman about her pregnancy but
she couldn't 😔 and she was badly missing him during her pregnancy periods 😒
i want to see that ishita is pregnant with their second child in future
so that this time they together can enjoy
all those moments which they missed during ansh's time 😳
hope u will consider this wish of mine 😳
looking forward to d next part...update soon
hope u r ok now...take care of urself 😊

Thanks for liking it dear
Yes it was indeed necessary for the story to know her side of story and that's what is presented
Glad u like it
Every wish of urs will be fulfilled sweety
Will update soonish

Originally posted by: sumbalkhattak

Absolutely marvellous. Read all parts in a go and now i can't wait for the next part. Am dying to know the remaining story of ishu's diary. Way to go girl😉

Thanks for liking it dear
Will update soonish

Originally posted by: Sri1091

Take care of ur son dear we will wait for d update

Thanks for ur concern dear

PART 31


Raman heart skip a beat reading that Rahul once proposed her for marriage.he continued reading.


I didn't understand what he was asking.I asked him what did u mean.he said I know u don't love me and I don't love u either but just think ishu.Raman has moved on in his life and u r all alone.for how long u will be alone.ishu its a long life it can't be spent alone.i know its difficult for u to move on but u have to.u r my best friend and I can't see u in pain.i know u don't need a support I am here to be ur companion.I was overwhelmed by his unconditional support to me.i answered him thank you so much for ur support but I can't marry u.i have two reasons for it.firstly I can't give Raman 's place to anyone in my life and secondly u r very good Rahul infact u can be the best husband to anyone but u didn't deserve a girl who doesn't love u.u also deserve a woman who will love u like I love Raman.u r my best friend but can't be my husband.and about my loneliness it will over only if he comes back.noone else can help in it not even u.hope u understand.

He said he do understand and from that day my struggle to be successful in life to provide my son every happiness in the world started.while doing my course I made a project to open a seven star hotel in Manhattan.it was a wonderful project many appreciated it but noone wants to invest for a new entrepreneur.I was very disappointed when rahul's dad decided to invest in my project.i assure him to return his investment in a year but he said he don't want it back but I have to make Rahul my business partner since he thinks I am the only one with whom he is serious and can do anything seriously.I agreed instantly.there starts the journey of my success.we named our company ishra group of hotels.for the world it may be ishita and Rahul but for me it is always ishita and Raman.everything started changing from a small employee of a hotel I became the owner of many seven star hotels in Manhattan.for the whole world I am one of the most successful entrepreneur but for me I am a loser.a woman whose man left her and married someone else.how hard I tried but could not accept the fact that Raman is not mine.my life has become miserable.days were busy and nights were horrible.I couldn't close my eyes for a second and if I close it I imagined him with someone else and that very thought broke every single strength I have in myself.I feel suffocated .i can't handle anything.I am such a lost soul.i know I behave like a selfish jerk but I can't think of anyone close to him.its my place.many days passed and everything changed within me.i lost the believe I have on love.i feared to love my own son thinking he may also leave me.the smile of my face has lost and the spark of my eyes were gone.i am no longer the one who love her life.i have become a fearful woman who fears to feel anything for anyone.everything in my life changed but the love I have for him didn't changed.how hard I tried but just can't hate him.i just don't know what is more difficult to love him or to leave him.

Its the irony of my life that the owner of many hotels and a big mansion don't have a home.yes I am homeless.i don't have a home where I can sleep peacefully,safe and secured ,where no one can hurt me ever again.i am living a hell and feels like a dead body.

He cried loudly thinking what his ignorance have done to her.he can't even imagine what she has gone through just because of him.what he has done can't be forgotten easily.he flipped some more pages.

When I entered the conference room,he was standing in front of me.ohmy god am I dreaming Raman is standing in front of me.i so wanted to go and hug him hard and let my heart cry loud so that all the wounds of my heart and soul will be healed but the thought of his marriage stopped my foot.i glued to the place I was angry at Rahul to call him but only my heart knows how I felt seeing him.he is like a mirage for me.but he was not like my Raman.why he is so sad .is everything ok.oh god where is the spark of his eyes gone.i felt like he feels the same seeing me but I walked without talking anything.but looks like destiny have a new plan for me.

Next day he was in my house with our ansh sitting in his lap.how I wished to see it in all these years.my son finally have his father around him.i didn't want him around ansh but I can't restrict him to meet his own son.neither I want that.i am very confused I want him in my life but can't give him access into my life.don't know why he is here.i want him to go and don't want him to leave me.

I shouted on him,insulted him even say that he is noone to me but he never show anger on me.doesn't he feel anything for me.but he entered my cabin after drinking and kissed me.the intensity of his passion ,i just can't handle.i was melted inhis touch but the thought of him being married make me push him back.he was stubborn to not go back until i say he matters to me and then an idiot bodyguard of mine hit him.oh my god he collapsed.how dare anyone to hit him.he fainted in my arms and i felt like i died.

When the doctor came he informed me that he is very sick and may be all alone.i was shocked to know that he was equally alone as me.may be he wants me back as i wants him.may be he loves me.

I went to him.he was sleeping.how cute he looks while sleeping just like ansh.like father like son.when i got up to go he held me and hugs me tight.i felt heavenly to be in his arms.how can i hate him and when he told me how alone he was without me i felt like slapping myself.how can i do this to him.i hugged him even more tightly.when he asked innocently can i love u.how can i deny him and then he touched me,loved me like never before.it was a night of complete bliss where we together found solace in each other.

He was shocked beyond words after reading this.they made love that night and it was the reason for the change in her behaviour ,outfit and everything.that's why after that night she always use to openly confess her love for him.he tried very hard and finally recall the incidents of that night.he was crying and don't want to read further.


He rush to her office since he knows she can be found only there.she was sitting in her chair facing towards the window.he entered the cabin.she was about to turn when he stopped him.

Raman -don't turn.what i have to tell u cant tell facing u.how can u do that.no its not right.i know i am talking like a mad and u r not getting what i want to say.so let me clear it.u cant love like that after what i have done to u.u have suffered alot just because of me still u love me to this extent.u never told me that ansh is our child thinking i can't think otherwise but i was such an idiot that i believed that u moved on with rahul and ansh is son of u and Rahul.i couldn't trust u and u trusted me like anything.u surrendered yourself to me once again just because i wanted u.no this is not right.i don't deserve u .i just don't.i know u will forgive me for all my mistakes and even if i apologise for a lifetime then also i can't forgive myself.so i have decided to go far away from ur and ansh's life.i will not ask for any forgiveness since i don't deserve any .i am just leaving forever.

Saying so he turned and started walking.


That's all for now.i know its a cliffhanger again but i promise next will be ishra confrontation.till then keep liking and commenting.will update soonish.

Love u all.