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OS: her Choice
Ok i am a bad writers, tomatoes are welcome i ll make chatni of it 😛
Beae with me i know its bad
Ok i am a bad writers, tomatoes are welcome i ll make chatni of it 😛
Beae with me i know its bad
Forfive typos
Simmi:
My 10 years old aged niece ran into the house with flowers in her hand...
As my brother and hers left their occupation and went to her who sat on the sofa and kept the flowers on the table, separating the petals one by one delicately as if her soul was filled in them...
Raman and Adi helped her, the same way...
They were happy, but i know, that somewhere deep in their hearts, there is an immense hidden pain...
Tears flew from my eyes but i quickly wiped them...
I saw her, yes her, i dont really know what relationship shall i call her, walking toward the trio, a large photo into a beautifull frame in her hands...
Ruhi...that little innocent used to bring new flowers everyday to put on that photo frame...she never allowed us to put artifficials flowers on it, everyday after shcool, i dont know from where...but she manage to get some beautifull flowers for it...and by her little delicate hands, she take a pin and make a little hole delicately in each petal, and fill them on a wire to hang it on the photo...
Ruhi saw the photo in her hands, she took it from her, with all her love kept it on the table...
I saw my brother getting lost in deep toughts as he looked at it...Raman, he never ever stopped loving her...he would show it to no one, but in a deep corner of his heart, i can see pure love for her...
I left for my bedroom as i could'nt stop my tears anymore...
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Mrs Bhalla:
It was a daily evening, Ruhi, Adi and Ananya were playing videos games, they were laughing and teasing each other...
Raman was finishing his dinner, as he watched them with a smile...
'Ruhi, come and finish your ice cream first, it will melt, and i wont clean then'
Ruhi went to sit on the table looking at her
Ruhi: I only came because i dont want to clean, not because i listen to you Shagun mamma
Shagun: yeah whatever, just finish it...
Ruhi and Shagun, they could never talk with love or show care for each other, Shagun isnt like her, she was very loving and would care of every little thing of Ruhi, but no worries, they doesnt hate each other, Shagun is carefree, she has her own strange way of parrenting her kids, but Ruhi and Adi are happy with it, they can never give Shagun, her place, but i am relived to see that they have accepted her, and given her another chance...
On the other side, my son had only and only started behaving correctly with Shagun because it was her last wish...but slowly ,they have developped a friendly bond, for the sake of their childrens, they had to interract with each other, Raman brought her back into this house only for his kids and to respect her last wish, today, he behave friendly with her, and even she has changed a lot, when he lost her, Raman was shattered, i tought he will die, i hate to admit it ,but that woman handled him, i dont exactly know, but one day they both and Mihir met at his house, and from that day, he has started to talk with her politely and they had started to bond, and for his kids he slowly came out of his depressed state, they both are now friends, they care for each other, and are happy togheter but he can never give Shagun her place, they didnt got remarried, in fact they do sleep in differants room, he can never love Shagun in that way, that place if for her only, he still love her and will always do, she was perfect, usse sab se bohot pyaar tha, Raman bas usse pyaar karta hai,par main itna janti houn, ke agar wo iss duniya me uske beghair khush reh sakta hai, to woh baas Shagun ke sahare...i am happy that at least, he wont end his days in sadeness, crying over his lost love, but happily, with a friend on his side...
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Mihir:
It a saturday afternoon, and i went to my in-laws
Rinky hugged her mother, Romi hugged my little 2 years old son.
And i waw Raman bhai, Shagun, Ruhi and Adi are playing a game, laughing and chatting, like a happy family...
I saw a huge smile on my sister's face
There was a time, she wouldn't smile genuinely for months...
I am happy that i got my sister back, the Shagun, the real Shagun i knew since always...
The exact Shagun i knew since my childhood
Moody, a little crazy, caring, how much i missed her cheerfull nature...and i got that back, i got her back
And its only and only because of her and Raman bhai,
Shagun relaised how wrong she was because of her...
But thats wasnt enough to get my sister back
She went into depression, she would only cry, sit in the dark...
I saw my sister's future dark, no future, she would be alone all her life, and she was responsible for it...but i, as the Mihir who truly loved his sister, i was really sad to see her like that, but when i see today, Raman bhai had created the happy life, the happy life she lost since long, the happy life she always wished to live, today she is happy, she has got her childrens back, they love her, she has found a caring friend in the Raman who once used to hate her...
Simmi:
My 10 years old aged niece ran into the house with flowers in her hand...
As my brother and hers left their occupation and went to her who sat on the sofa and kept the flowers on the table, separating the petals one by one delicately as if her soul was filled in them...
Raman and Adi helped her, the same way...
They were happy, but i know, that somewhere deep in their hearts, there is an immense hidden pain...
Tears flew from my eyes but i quickly wiped them...
I saw her, yes her, i dont really know what relationship shall i call her, walking toward the trio, a large photo into a beautifull frame in her hands...
Ruhi...that little innocent used to bring new flowers everyday to put on that photo frame...she never allowed us to put artifficials flowers on it, everyday after shcool, i dont know from where...but she manage to get some beautifull flowers for it...and by her little delicate hands, she take a pin and make a little hole delicately in each petal, and fill them on a wire to hang it on the photo...
Ruhi saw the photo in her hands, she took it from her, with all her love kept it on the table...
I saw my brother getting lost in deep toughts as he looked at it...Raman, he never ever stopped loving her...he would show it to no one, but in a deep corner of his heart, i can see pure love for her...
I left for my bedroom as i could'nt stop my tears anymore...
********************************************
Mrs Bhalla:
It was a daily evening, Ruhi, Adi and Ananya were playing videos games, they were laughing and teasing each other...
Raman was finishing his dinner, as he watched them with a smile...
'Ruhi, come and finish your ice cream first, it will melt, and i wont clean then'
Ruhi went to sit on the table looking at her
Ruhi: I only came because i dont want to clean, not because i listen to you Shagun mamma
Shagun: yeah whatever, just finish it...
Ruhi and Shagun, they could never talk with love or show care for each other, Shagun isnt like her, she was very loving and would care of every little thing of Ruhi, but no worries, they doesnt hate each other, Shagun is carefree, she has her own strange way of parrenting her kids, but Ruhi and Adi are happy with it, they can never give Shagun, her place, but i am relived to see that they have accepted her, and given her another chance...
On the other side, my son had only and only started behaving correctly with Shagun because it was her last wish...but slowly ,they have developped a friendly bond, for the sake of their childrens, they had to interract with each other, Raman brought her back into this house only for his kids and to respect her last wish, today, he behave friendly with her, and even she has changed a lot, when he lost her, Raman was shattered, i tought he will die, i hate to admit it ,but that woman handled him, i dont exactly know, but one day they both and Mihir met at his house, and from that day, he has started to talk with her politely and they had started to bond, and for his kids he slowly came out of his depressed state, they both are now friends, they care for each other, and are happy togheter but he can never give Shagun her place, they didnt got remarried, in fact they do sleep in differants room, he can never love Shagun in that way, that place if for her only, he still love her and will always do, she was perfect, usse sab se bohot pyaar tha, Raman bas usse pyaar karta hai,par main itna janti houn, ke agar wo iss duniya me uske beghair khush reh sakta hai, to woh baas Shagun ke sahare...i am happy that at least, he wont end his days in sadeness, crying over his lost love, but happily, with a friend on his side...
*************************************************
Mihir:
It a saturday afternoon, and i went to my in-laws
Rinky hugged her mother, Romi hugged my little 2 years old son.
And i waw Raman bhai, Shagun, Ruhi and Adi are playing a game, laughing and chatting, like a happy family...
I saw a huge smile on my sister's face
There was a time, she wouldn't smile genuinely for months...
I am happy that i got my sister back, the Shagun, the real Shagun i knew since always...
The exact Shagun i knew since my childhood
Moody, a little crazy, caring, how much i missed her cheerfull nature...and i got that back, i got her back
And its only and only because of her and Raman bhai,
Shagun relaised how wrong she was because of her...
But thats wasnt enough to get my sister back
She went into depression, she would only cry, sit in the dark...
I saw my sister's future dark, no future, she would be alone all her life, and she was responsible for it...but i, as the Mihir who truly loved his sister, i was really sad to see her like that, but when i see today, Raman bhai had created the happy life, the happy life she lost since long, the happy life she always wished to live, today she is happy, she has got her childrens back, they love her, she has found a caring friend in the Raman who once used to hate her...
I am happy, because they four are happy, because my Shagun is back, and she is happy...life has changed a lot since she has left...but she has left only beautifull memories of her...
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Ruhi:
I laughed at my father's taunts on my mother, who was retorting them back
They were like that, not at all like others parents, papa was like he was since always, but since he has forgiven mamma, its like she complitely changed
She is crazy, i think she is more of my friend who care for me, have fun with me, tease me and taunt me...
Not like her...peaple often asked me if i miss her...
How could i forget her, she is a special person in my life, and in a corner of my heart, i will always miss her, she had made a heaven like word for me on earth...with her, everything was just perfect, i cant describe it otherwise, only and only love, it was a magical time, i thank god that even for only 2 years, he gave me the chance to know such a magic world...he gave me the chance to know the angel he had sent on earth...i will always miss her...but i cant deny, that after she left, mamma and papa took good care of us, and they did their maximum best to make me happy, and they are successfull...because today i am happy, because i know that it will make her the happiest to know that i am happy...
She used to be there with me, for everything, not once she has left me alone or been careless towards me, she used to wipes my tears, she used to reassure me when i would be scared during night, she used to make my favorite dishes without even my asking...
Shagun mamma is strange, she do left me alone during scary night and say if goday you are scared tomorrow you wont, she do let me cook alone, even if i mess up the whole kitchen she say today you will make an omelet and tomorrow you will win master chef...
How much laughable it is, what she say always come truen aarrggh i hate that, somewhere i hate myself, but i cant help, today i am happy in life..but...i miss her...i love her, and the moments spend with her, were the best of my life...
'Ruhi!!! Tell your father to wash the plates today'
'Adi!! Tell your mother that i am not her dog, and she will do that by herself!!'
I laughed hearing their antics, as i wiped my tears, and kept her photo back on my table after kissing it...and i left laughing...
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Raman:
I came back to my room, taunting that crazy woman,
How weird can Shagun be?? She was...my thinking process stopped as I remember her, i looked arround me and saw her couch, yes her couch
It still smell of her...i love to sit there for hours...i feel her, i feel she is present...i sat there, tears in my eyes...and started to talk alone, noo, not alone, with her, like i use to do daily
'Do you know today Adi passed his minor driving liscense, i have been teaching him since months and i told you naa, i am sure that he will have it, but that crazy lady you left on my shoukders always taunted me that he was like me, so he would only fail...today Ruhi brough red roses for you, its mother's day naa, i think Ruhi was the luckiest, to be loved by you for 2 years, when i realised how much i loved you, you left me...you had made my life a heaven, you had made my daughter the happiest, you used to make everyone happy, you used to care for everyone, you were never selfish, and till your last breath, you tought about us, how it was important for your kids to have a mother, how it was important for me to have a partner in life, a support...and you know what, even that was the right choice...everyone make mistakes, but i hated Shagun for what she has done...Ishita you always tought about Ruhi...we got married for Ruhi, i always tought i will try my best to live life as you used to live, when Shagun cried and pleaded me to forgive her, i tought about Ruhi, i tought that it was no use of hating her, for a mistake i am glad she made, because otherwise i would had never meet such a wonderfull woman as you, I forgave her, and I tried my best to give hapiness to our childrens, to your Ruhi...I did righ naa?? You did right, you again did right by asking me to take her back in my house, I think she genuinely regretted and she has tried her best to make me and the kids happy, thann you, thank you for making the right choice again, i love you, i miss you...'
I felt asleep holding her pillow
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Shagun:
As my daughter wished me good night, I also switched off the TV and left to my room...
I sat down on my bed, how happy I am today, I have got my kids back...I have got hapiness back
The same kids and hapiness I left for money
How disgusting i was, I dont know what made me so blind that I left a perfect life for some luxuries...
What made me so blind that I couldnt see the real diamonds of my life...
How dumb I was to choose THINGS over humans, over that Raman who loved me that much that he could die for me...
That little Ruhi, that 6months old baby...I craved for love from her, and today I got it...but I dont deserve it, because when that 6 months old craved for her mother's love, I left her...
Tears flew from my eye as i remembered how my daughter was crying the day I left her, Blind, but what made me so deaf that i couldnt hear her crys, that i could'nt hear Raman's pleads...
I wipped my tears, I just want to forget all that, but how can I?
I have hurted so much just for my selfishness...I couldnt realise that...I am lucky...lucky that I got back all what I lost because of me only
I dont want anything more...i know that i dont deserve to be forgiven...
SHE, she has made me realise...
She is the one who made me realise that my choice was wrong...it was the wrongest...
That day, i realise how much painfull It must would have been for her to left Raman and the kids, but she has no choice...and me, I had choice, and what I did??
I realise how much she would have wished to have the choice, to stay with her loved ones...but she could'nt...
I am thankfull to her, that moment, when she realised she has no choice, she looked at me, miserable that i was to had choice and to had left them...
**FLASHBACK**
Ishita:
Raman was crying non stop holding my hand..
I looked at Shagun, with those hopefull eyes...
Ishita: Raman...I have a last request
Raman: what? Bolo, I will do whatever you want Ishita, please tell me...
Ishita: take her back
I said looking at Shagun
Raman didnt realised what I meant
He looked at me confused, then looked where I was looking, and saw Shagun
He was shocked...
Raman: Ish...Ishita yeh...how...
Ishita: Raman please, for me...its my last wish Raman, please promise me Raman..
Raman: I..but...
Ishita: If you love me you will take her back Raman, thats final!!
Raman broke down in tears and got up from there he stood away, his back to her...
Ishita: Ruhi...
I saw Ruhi who was just hugging me tight, not wanting to let me go, crying, her tears falling on my heart...that heart which was letting me down, that heart because of which I had to left this poor soul..
Ruhi: Ishimaa...
She looked up at me as I called her
Ishita: Ruhi...when I will leave..
Ruhi (cutting): dont leave Ishimaa, I cant live without you please dont leave me alone
She said crying and pleading me...if i had the choice, I would never do that...
Ishita: ok, Ruh baby...but IF I ever leave...she is your mamma, I said pointing at Shagun who was just starring at me like a statue...
Ruhi: No Ishima, never, she is not, you are my mamma, I love you Ishima
Ishita: you love me?
Ruhi: Yes Ishima, please...
Ishita: then promise me, after me, Shagun is your mom
Ruhi looked at me...how much that kid was understanding, she had never discussed any decision of mine, and even today she didnt..
Ruhi: Ok Ishima, promise, but you wont leave me naa, please Ishimaa
I broke down and just hugged her...
I dont want to leave
I dont want..
But my heart was leaving me...slowly...
Raman turned shocked as he heard those metalic machines being witness of my heart's betrayal
He rushed to me and held my hand
Raman: Ishitttaaa
Ishita(weakly): Raman...promise...
Raman: promise Ishita...
Raman said as he broke down seeing his biggest nighmare becoming true...
**FLASHBACK**
I wish I was at her place...I deserved to die...and She deserved to have the choice...
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Ruhi:
I laughed at my father's taunts on my mother, who was retorting them back
They were like that, not at all like others parents, papa was like he was since always, but since he has forgiven mamma, its like she complitely changed
She is crazy, i think she is more of my friend who care for me, have fun with me, tease me and taunt me...
Not like her...peaple often asked me if i miss her...
How could i forget her, she is a special person in my life, and in a corner of my heart, i will always miss her, she had made a heaven like word for me on earth...with her, everything was just perfect, i cant describe it otherwise, only and only love, it was a magical time, i thank god that even for only 2 years, he gave me the chance to know such a magic world...he gave me the chance to know the angel he had sent on earth...i will always miss her...but i cant deny, that after she left, mamma and papa took good care of us, and they did their maximum best to make me happy, and they are successfull...because today i am happy, because i know that it will make her the happiest to know that i am happy...
She used to be there with me, for everything, not once she has left me alone or been careless towards me, she used to wipes my tears, she used to reassure me when i would be scared during night, she used to make my favorite dishes without even my asking...
Shagun mamma is strange, she do left me alone during scary night and say if goday you are scared tomorrow you wont, she do let me cook alone, even if i mess up the whole kitchen she say today you will make an omelet and tomorrow you will win master chef...
How much laughable it is, what she say always come truen aarrggh i hate that, somewhere i hate myself, but i cant help, today i am happy in life..but...i miss her...i love her, and the moments spend with her, were the best of my life...
'Ruhi!!! Tell your father to wash the plates today'
'Adi!! Tell your mother that i am not her dog, and she will do that by herself!!'
I laughed hearing their antics, as i wiped my tears, and kept her photo back on my table after kissing it...and i left laughing...
********************************************
Raman:
I came back to my room, taunting that crazy woman,
How weird can Shagun be?? She was...my thinking process stopped as I remember her, i looked arround me and saw her couch, yes her couch
It still smell of her...i love to sit there for hours...i feel her, i feel she is present...i sat there, tears in my eyes...and started to talk alone, noo, not alone, with her, like i use to do daily
'Do you know today Adi passed his minor driving liscense, i have been teaching him since months and i told you naa, i am sure that he will have it, but that crazy lady you left on my shoukders always taunted me that he was like me, so he would only fail...today Ruhi brough red roses for you, its mother's day naa, i think Ruhi was the luckiest, to be loved by you for 2 years, when i realised how much i loved you, you left me...you had made my life a heaven, you had made my daughter the happiest, you used to make everyone happy, you used to care for everyone, you were never selfish, and till your last breath, you tought about us, how it was important for your kids to have a mother, how it was important for me to have a partner in life, a support...and you know what, even that was the right choice...everyone make mistakes, but i hated Shagun for what she has done...Ishita you always tought about Ruhi...we got married for Ruhi, i always tought i will try my best to live life as you used to live, when Shagun cried and pleaded me to forgive her, i tought about Ruhi, i tought that it was no use of hating her, for a mistake i am glad she made, because otherwise i would had never meet such a wonderfull woman as you, I forgave her, and I tried my best to give hapiness to our childrens, to your Ruhi...I did righ naa?? You did right, you again did right by asking me to take her back in my house, I think she genuinely regretted and she has tried her best to make me and the kids happy, thann you, thank you for making the right choice again, i love you, i miss you...'
I felt asleep holding her pillow
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Shagun:
As my daughter wished me good night, I also switched off the TV and left to my room...
I sat down on my bed, how happy I am today, I have got my kids back...I have got hapiness back
The same kids and hapiness I left for money
How disgusting i was, I dont know what made me so blind that I left a perfect life for some luxuries...
What made me so blind that I couldnt see the real diamonds of my life...
How dumb I was to choose THINGS over humans, over that Raman who loved me that much that he could die for me...
That little Ruhi, that 6months old baby...I craved for love from her, and today I got it...but I dont deserve it, because when that 6 months old craved for her mother's love, I left her...
Tears flew from my eye as i remembered how my daughter was crying the day I left her, Blind, but what made me so deaf that i couldnt hear her crys, that i could'nt hear Raman's pleads...
I wipped my tears, I just want to forget all that, but how can I?
I have hurted so much just for my selfishness...I couldnt realise that...I am lucky...lucky that I got back all what I lost because of me only
I dont want anything more...i know that i dont deserve to be forgiven...
SHE, she has made me realise...
She is the one who made me realise that my choice was wrong...it was the wrongest...
That day, i realise how much painfull It must would have been for her to left Raman and the kids, but she has no choice...and me, I had choice, and what I did??
I realise how much she would have wished to have the choice, to stay with her loved ones...but she could'nt...
I am thankfull to her, that moment, when she realised she has no choice, she looked at me, miserable that i was to had choice and to had left them...
**FLASHBACK**
Ishita:
Raman was crying non stop holding my hand..
I looked at Shagun, with those hopefull eyes...
Ishita: Raman...I have a last request
Raman: what? Bolo, I will do whatever you want Ishita, please tell me...
Ishita: take her back
I said looking at Shagun
Raman didnt realised what I meant
He looked at me confused, then looked where I was looking, and saw Shagun
He was shocked...
Raman: Ish...Ishita yeh...how...
Ishita: Raman please, for me...its my last wish Raman, please promise me Raman..
Raman: I..but...
Ishita: If you love me you will take her back Raman, thats final!!
Raman broke down in tears and got up from there he stood away, his back to her...
Ishita: Ruhi...
I saw Ruhi who was just hugging me tight, not wanting to let me go, crying, her tears falling on my heart...that heart which was letting me down, that heart because of which I had to left this poor soul..
Ruhi: Ishimaa...
She looked up at me as I called her
Ishita: Ruhi...when I will leave..
Ruhi (cutting): dont leave Ishimaa, I cant live without you please dont leave me alone
She said crying and pleading me...if i had the choice, I would never do that...
Ishita: ok, Ruh baby...but IF I ever leave...she is your mamma, I said pointing at Shagun who was just starring at me like a statue...
Ruhi: No Ishima, never, she is not, you are my mamma, I love you Ishima
Ishita: you love me?
Ruhi: Yes Ishima, please...
Ishita: then promise me, after me, Shagun is your mom
Ruhi looked at me...how much that kid was understanding, she had never discussed any decision of mine, and even today she didnt..
Ruhi: Ok Ishima, promise, but you wont leave me naa, please Ishimaa
I broke down and just hugged her...
I dont want to leave
I dont want..
But my heart was leaving me...slowly...
Raman turned shocked as he heard those metalic machines being witness of my heart's betrayal
He rushed to me and held my hand
Raman: Ishitttaaa
Ishita(weakly): Raman...promise...
Raman: promise Ishita...
Raman said as he broke down seeing his biggest nighmare becoming true...
**FLASHBACK**
I wish I was at her place...I deserved to die...and She deserved to have the choice...
