O Saathi Re - IshRa OS.

Author' note:

O Saathi Re

Ubal pade aankhon se, meethe paani ka jharna

Tere kohre badan mein, sil jaaungi re

Jab karvat lega, chhil jaaungi re

As she goes limp in his arms, he releases her and allows her to fall face down on their bed.

Her face hits the pillow and before she can even have enough clarity of mind, amidst gasping breaths to move a muscle, he turns her around to face him once again.

Not giving a chance for her to regain her composure, her breath even he enters her.

She had grasped he is troubled, upset, irate with something the moment they had left the party hall. He had not even looked at her once while driving home. She had tried to ask him what went wrong but he wouldn't respond in fact when he had yelled and cursed an overtaking driver who passed them by she knew it would be better to let him be.

When they had stepped home, thankfully, it was too late and hence everyone was asleep.

With the perpetual scowl on his face he had marched on in their room, she had followed him quietly. She had made her mind once the door would close she would talk to him.

However, she never got a chance to speak up a word.

He had closed the door shut the instant she stepped up behind him and was inside the room and was on her like there is no tomorrow.

The frenzy, the aggression coursing through him was evident in his touch to her.

He had been never this violent, this rough with her.

To say she had been shocked with the outrage in her husband' touch would be an understatement.

The harder she tried to talk with him, the more aggressive he got. If he got an inkling she is about to speak he would plunder her mouth with his own.

Not the fear of his aggression but the panic in his eyes finally got her to yield to him.

He avoided looking at her even when he continued kissing this and that of her almost all the while, but in a moment when she had all but yelled his name to get him to stop, to control he had savagely grabbed the back of her head and stopped his assault on her cleavage.

His nails had dug into her scalp as he had panted and looked at her so intently; in that one moment she had seen a multitude of emotions in his eyes for her. There was love, lust, anger, authority but most of all there was fear... a deep-seated fear reflected in them.

She had resisted no more after that and let him have his way with her.

Though her submission somehow had subdued him a bit in a matter of moments, he divested them of their clothing and they were on their bed.

She understood something has gone very wrong making her husband behave the way he is; knowing him as well as she does know, a year into their marriage she is sure he would open up to her, she would make him - they are not at the stage anymore where keeping secrets was accepted between them or needed in the slightest. As of now, he needs her and if this, this is what he wants of her - she would let him have it if he could find solace and peace in her.

As his breathing gets shallower, his pace fluctuates she attunes herself to him.

With one last furious thrust he lets out a growl that has them both shattering; to contain the noise though they simultaneously bite into each other' shoulders.

They release the bite once they need air and are panting as he lies in her arms, his face nuzzled in the crook of her neck. Before he can have a chance at escape though, she puts her arms around him and digs her nails into his skin making a stronghold on him.

The pricking of the nails on his back gains his attention and he tries to move finally facing her.

"Tell me. What's wrong Raman?"

"Nothing is wrong."

He tries to release himself from her but she further traps him as her legs close in on him entwining around his thighs.

"Until and unless I don't hear from you, I am not letting you go."

"Damn it Ishita, let go off me, before... before..."

"Before you do what huh?"

"Before I end up hurting you somehow; let go off me."

"Is that supposed to be a threat to scare me Raman?"

"If that is how you want to take it as."

"Then do your worst... I am bruised enough as it is right now; a few more injuries won't matter."

The change in her husband' countenance, his features is evident.

He goes from stunned speechless to being shocked to horrified in a fraction of seconds.

He runs gentle fingers over her collarbones, her shoulder, and her arms. His change affects her so, she does not realize when her grip on him loosens enough for him to free himself from her hold as he moves towards the bedside stand and switches on the night lamps.

With better visibility now at his aid, he looks at her - all of her and notices the various bites he has left all over her body; the nail marks the bleeding tissues going purple at some junctures.

"Oh god, oh my god... Ishita... what... what did I do?"

The horrified tone and expression that he has as he asks her the same question over and over finally snaps her out of her flux as she holds his face in her hands and kisses him to get him to stop.

He pushes her back though,

"What are you doing? How can you even bear to look at me after I did this much less kiss me? I...I behaved like a monster with you Ishita, a monster!"

"Because I know this is not you... Raman what went wrong in the party? What happened to you, please I beg you tell me what the matter is."

He looks away then swallowing a lump as he finally musters enough strength within him to go on,

"I heard your talk with Subu."

The answer puzzles her to no end. What did her husband hear that made him so frantic? True she bumped into her ex at the college reunion party where Raman had accompanied her and they exchanged words. However, what could have caused this reaction from him. She has to know what he heard as she conversed with the man she happened to be in love with once.

"What did you hear Raman?"

"I heard him tell you... how very sorry he is for having betrayed you, break your trust. How it still haunts him - the memory of that day when he had to break his engagement with you. I also heard him say...that he is leaving his wife, divorcing her as he does not love her nor does he think he ever will. That its ironical he can't find it within himself to stay with her even for their son' sake and they have already filed an application on mutual consent and his divorce could come through in a matter of months."

"So ...what if he said all those things, I still don't understand. Why did it get you this hyper Raman?"

He looks at her then with wide eyes and almost shouts

"What got me this hyper? Don't you see what this means Ishita? He still loves you...he STILL loves you and is hence divorcing his wife."

"So?"

"What do you mean by so? Ishita I am saying that he... Subu still loves you."

"I heard you the first time around Raman and understood what you said, and my question stands the same - so?"

"It doesn't matter to you? You aren't affected that Subu still loves you?"

The shock on his face matches his voice as he looks at his wife bewildered, while she is perched on an elbow beside him looking keenly at him.

He notices then, once the shock wears off; her eyes betray her as usual even when her face is a mask of composure. He watches and sees pain, hurt but mostly anger in her eyes, aimed at him.

"Don't you trust me Raman?" She asks him quietly without batting an eye and he has to speak up in an instant,

"I do Ishita, with all my heart you know I do."

"Then why did it matter to you my ex still loves me? Why did you... Raman, god...your words say one thing and your actions another."

"Ishita... look, how do I explain myself? The way he had looked at you, the way you were comfortable enough with him to let him speak all of that... it just got to me ok. I do not, cannot say much when it comes to what I feel, I know that but...you know how I feel about you. How possessive I am about you... its... it is unlike I have ever felt for anyone ever. Do you know it scares me sometimes, how crazy I am about you?"

"Why does it scare you? Do you think I don't feel as much for you? That you aren't important enough for me?"

He is ashamed enough at the questions that he cannot bring himself to look at her.

"Tell me Raman, have I ever given you any cause to doubt the extent of my love for you. Where have I failed please tell me."

"You haven't; not at all." He whispers the words with the utmost sincerity.

"Then why did this get to you?"

"Because I am scared Ishita, I am scared alright."

"Why? Do you think I would leave you...for Subu?"

He has to take her hand in his and look her in the eye as he replies,

"No, I know you won't leave me ever, for anyone."

"Then why does it scare you when you know I am always with you, will forever be?"

"Because I haven't been loved like this before Ishita...because I haven't loved anyone like I love you. Its true I was married before, I too have a past but one where all the feelings in the relationship came from my end... with you I found someone who loved me back for the first time. It broke me when I was cheated on... but it would destroy me now if I ... I ... lose you. I don't have it in me to recover from you, from us anymore."

He closes his eyes as silent tears escape them and tries to move away but his wife is quicker than that. She holds him tight as she kisses his eyes and his tear stricken face. As her husband opens his eyes to look at her he sees so much love and understanding reflecting he cannot help himself and captures her lips.

The need for air has them finally break the kiss.

"It scared me... I got scared because ... for a moment a thought came to me, one which shook me, something I couldn't help."

"What thought?"

"What if he had realized this before? Came to his senses or whatever before I ever met you or married you. You... you might have forgiven him, taken him back... I would have never found you; I would have been alone... so much alone even now Ishita. I wouldn't have known I could be this happy, this in love, this loved ever...the very thought made my heart pound so hard there I swear I felt my heart would leap out of my body."

"Stupid man, do you even realize you are saying utter nonsense here. Even if Subu had taken this step before I met you or married you I would NEVER have forgiven him, he ... he broke my trust Raman, more than my heart. He lost the respect I had for him the day he came to call off our engagement, not because he was breaking up with me, but because he did not have the courage to face me as he did so. He stood there with his back to me even when he knew I was there. I could never, NEVER go back to a man for whom I lost all my respect and trust. And the question to love him again doesn't even arise.As for us, we were meant to be... you know why?"

"Why?"

"Because I was always meant to be with the love of my life silly Amma said so to me, do you know when?"

"When did Amma say that to you?"

With a coquettish smile she looks shyly at his lips and runs a gentle finger on his chin as she whispers,

"On the day I met Ruhi for the first time. She read it in my horoscope."

"What?" He almost screams the word.

"Shhh...do you wanna wake up everyone." She admonishes him with a finger on his lips.

Flaring his nostrils, he looks at her for a long moment before he bites the finger still on his lips.

"Ouch! Raman, what are you doing?"

"Shhh, we don't wanna wake up the others." He repeats her words and gets a glare from her in return.

"Why did you have to bite my finger so hard?"

She is about to suck the bruised digit when he beats her to it and sucks it instead, and with a kiss to it he finally releases it.

"Did you just say my daughter is the love of your life?"

"My? You mean our and yes, she is."

"Fine our daughter, but if she is the love of your life what am I then huh? A freebie you got with the package."

"You can say that." She says with an impish smile.

"You..."

He rolls her over then and is on top of her with a bright smile, which instantly diminishes as soon as he sees the purple bruises on his wife' collarbones and shoulders.

He is about to move when she stops him by making him look at her.

"You are the other half of me, how can you be the love of my life then?"

She whispers to him so solemnly he does not realize it but he hugs his wife tight as his lips capture hers again.

"I... I am so sorry Ishita."

He apologizes for the pain she had to suffer because of him - physical and otherwise.

"Don't apologize... make it up to me if you mean it Raman."

"How, please tell me I would do anything."

"Anything at all, you promise?"

"I promise. Anything you ask of me."

"Then make love to me Raman."

He can't believe his ears for a moment but the serene smile on his wife' face snaps him out of his reverie.

"Your wish is my command." He utters the words quietly as he gazes at her as if she is the most precious thing in the world.

With the crack of the dawn, his wife quietly sheds a tear as he takes her apart for the nth time in the past few hours while he comes apart too, at last ending the night he made love to his wife more tenderly, more gently and for far longer than he ever did before.

res

PS : i thought u meant old song "o saathi re"(my fav old song)...bt when i saw ur post..i got babaji ka thullu 😆

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omggg tht ws EPIC INTENSE PASSIONATE OS...!! uff tht one line by Ishu to Raman tht he is her other half..omg BEST LINE i hv ever read frm Ishu in this forum..SPOT ON..👏👏👏👏👏... THIS hv bcome ur BEST OS written by u for me...⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Res 😳

Aani u almost transported to me to some other land with this piece of urs. 🤪 I especially like it when a writer infuses emotion (specially that of belonging and desire) into sensuous scenes 😳 And u did that so beautifully.❤️ Loved this possessive and vulnerable Raman to bits. This is the reason I am dying for Subbu's return.Because its only Subbu who can bring out many new shades of Raman.

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whoaa whoaa. ... what a passion 👏☺️again pretty so much similarly going with script of show. just like Rust and Stardust

She too observes his restlessness. I just wonder how he had controlled volcano trying to outburst the way he grabbed her.
god, ishu is not less ☺️☺️☺️
pretty consistent character . he din know in adi s case he did mistake by lying to her and went to picnic with ex wife how much she was hurt same here in this grabbing scene.but in both cases he realizes what he has done and he regrets by heart , he himself is horrified realizing it, omgg he loves her so much he can't see her in pain and he himself tries to heal those wounds
his fear of losing her is making him wild because he has never got his dues from his spouse what he has got now and he is NOT ready to lose her.
so much much similar to show, how much you are so much in sync with script writers 😲👏saying ruhi is her first love and raman feeling buy1 get1 free 😆😆😆 gosh i loved kisses

your ishita is damn bold, am in love with your ishu . Aani grt job. So beautiful writing.you have equally made rkb restless just like show. Hats off

Haha

This is wildest one you have written

I have always said that you write stuff we will not get in show

But I now say that your earlier ones have chance of happening

But this one will never happen

Hope no one from cast reads it they will pass out

By the way you have a good range good stuff

awww beautifully written..passionate and romantic! ☺️

That was a beautiful OS, it was definitely worth my time for reading. You brought the whole concept with such beauty and crystal clarity - The way Ishita cleared Raman's doubts. Ishita reassuring Raman that she was more to him than just the love of her life, that she was the other half of her, was superb! One of the best OS' I have read in a long time! Well done!