SS: Aisi hai yeh mohabbatein...pt 29...pg 140 - Page 83

wt an updt with shocking twist...

Whn u r going to update next part...
its almost one month since u updated dis story...
update soon na!

Originally posted by: kaa1202

Update?

Originally posted by: -kri-

Once i get free, i will update... Sorry... Another 5 days...

Hi Kri

Ishita was still unconvinced of Raman's decision to let Adi go. She kept feeling restless yet ecstatic. Finally, she decided to confront her feelings and shut herself in a room.

Ishita: (Self talk) What is wrong with me? Mujhe bura lagta hai Raman ke liye jo apne bte ko kurbaan kar raha hai. But...i feel happy too. Kyonki meri zindagi se Shagun jaa rahi hai. Once and for all... Mujhe yeh chahiye. Aur... Adi ko apnane ki koshish toh maine kiya lekin...mujhe yeh bhi pata ki Adi mujhe kabhi nahi apna saktha... And darr lagta ki voh Ruhi aur Raman ko mujhse keench lega. Yes, Adi voh kar saktha. Raman mujhse pyaar karta hai lekin I feel insecure. But, on the other hand, I hate myself for being selfish too.

Ishita was finding it more and more hard to face her feelings and tears started flowing from her eyes. Raman who was searching for Ishita found her in a vulnerable state in the room.

Raman: Ishita...Are you ok?

Ishita: No. Am not. Raman, mein buri hoon.

Raman: Voh toh tum ho (seeing Ishita's stare) lekin...ab realize kaise kiya re?

Ishita: I am serious kyonki

Raman: Adi ko lekar tera mixed feelings hai

Ishita: Exactly...aapko kaise pata?

Raman: Kyonki tum mujhe jitna duffer samajti ho, utna toh main hoon nahi.

Ishita: Toh mere liye kurbaan kiya...Adi ko. Hai na

Raman: Ishita... We are not staging any emotional drama here. We are real persons. Na tum 100% mahaan bann sakthi na mein. All of us are selfish. Aur tere situation hai complex. You are daily bearing with that female with whom I shared everything at one point of time. It is not easy Ishita. Frankly, I am not open minded. When I see you and Subbu, I feel jealous just because of the love that existed between you two at one point of time. So, it is natural that you are neutral to this decision of mine. Itna jyada mat socho ki tum cruel step mother ho and all that crap. Even, I am not sure if I can father my child who has been fed with poison all these years anymore. Zaroor se jyada bigad gaya Adi. Ishita, yeh failure mujhe zindagi bhar chubega lekin agar mein iss mauke ko gawa diya toh hum sab ki zindagi barbaad ho jayega. Waise bhi kya assurance hai ki Adi mujhe apnayega. Voh duniya ko Shagun ki nazaron se dekh raha hai.

Ishita: Raman, aap khud bolte ho ki zindagi bhar aapko yeh chubega. Phir...

Raman: Fine...Ek minute ke liye socho we fight this case against Shagun. Kya hoga? Ashok phir se apne scheming chaalu karega. And we will keep fighting. Phir... Ishita, iss case mein mera side weak hai. Ek toh child abuse ka inzaam hai upar se Adi chahta hi nahi mujhe. Humara chance shayad 10% hoga. Haarne pe Ashok aur Shagun phir humare zindagi mein dhakal dena shuru karenge kyonki mein Ashok Khanna ke saamne haarunga. Else, let us stay positive. Mein jeet bhi gaya toh...As a gift, Adi ke saath Shagun aur Ashok aayenge aur itna zaroor ensure kar lenge ki Adi sudhar na jaaye kyonki hum Shagun ko Adi se milne se rok toh nahi paayenge. Adi ko mental pressure hi milega aur tumhara bhi wahi haal hoga. Adi aur Ruhi mein zameen aasman ka farak hai Ishita. Sab kuch sochne ke baad hi yeh decide kiya. Aur shayad chance hai ki Shagun khud sudharegi.

Ishita: Really Raman? Aapko aisa lagta hai?

Raman: Yes. I know her better Ishita. Agar Shagun settle ho jaati toh Adi ko dhyan degi. All this girlfriend status is making her go insane. Shagun ke life mein insecurities jyada hai. Kahi Ashok chod na de, kahi Raman Adi ko cheen na le, kahi society mein mein zero na reh jaaye...so much. If all this becomes alright, shayad voh itni buri nahi rahegi. Somewhere, she loves Adi in her own way yaar. Ruhi ko Shagun ke pass chodna khatra tha lekin Adi vahaan adopt ho gaya. Let us give up on him to live in peace. Tum sochna bandh karo. Itna complications bhara zindagi kyon chunna hai tujhe?

Ishita goes and hugs Raman.

Raman: Kya hua baba?

Ishita: Raman. Zindagi mein kabhi bhi kisi bhi mod pe iss baat humare beech nahi aani chahiye. Agar kabhi bhi future mein yeh baat aapko chubega toh...I am afraid. I can't let that happen Raman.

Raman: Ishita. I will never do that to you. Never... Yeh decision mera hai. Mere past kabhi humari zindagi mein lautkar nahi aayega. I am just your Raman. Aaj mein apni past ko ek final closure de raha hoon.

Ishita: I love you Raman...

Raman: Ohhh... I never knew that. Ishita, we need to talk to papa n mumma.

Ishita: Abhi?

Raman: Drama toh hoga lekin karna padega...

Ishita: Hmm...

Raman asked his whole family to gather at Iyer house and asked Mihir to start video chat to share his decision with the family.

Toshi: Puttar... Kinna patla hogaya madras kaana kaa kaake? Ma ke pass aa jaa puttar.

Raman: Ma...Do din pe chat kiya humne. Do din mein koun dubla hota? Yeh naatak khatam hui toh ek important baat bataun?

Mr.Bhalla: Kya hua Raman? Sabko ikkata kyon kiya?

Raman narrated everything to his family and his full family was shocked beyond wits to grasp how their life changed so much within a matter of few hours.

Toshi: Yeh kya kiya tune puttar? Adi ko kurbaan kar daala?

Raman: Ma... For once, aap practically socho. Adi haath se kabka nikal gaya... Papa, aap bolo. Kya maine galat kiya aise decide karke?

Mr.Bhalla: Nahi puttar...Teri koi galti nahi hai. Ab hume aage badna hai. Toshi ji dheere dheere samjegi iss baat ko.

Toshi: Ek aakhri baar Adi se milna hai puttar.

Raman: Adi yahaan nahi hai. Voh chala gaya mumma. US... Sirf paper work hi reh gaya. Shagun Ruhi ki full custody hume de degi. Ek do din mein sab sort ho jayega.

Toshi: Ek aakhri baar to

Raman: Ma...Samjo aap baat ko. Adi is gone. Yeh baat accept karna hai. Phir se yeh aakhri mulakat, yeh, voh... Nahi chahiye. Aage badna hai hume. Adi nahi aanewala humare pass.

Mr.Bhalla: Toshiji...Bas. Raman ki decision sahi hai...Puttar, hum tere saath hai. Fikar na kar.

Raman: Hmm...Papa, yeh Romi ka shakal aise kyon hai?

Toshi: Kuch nahi puttar. Tu apna khayal rakh. Ishita...tum bhi.

Ishita: Teek hai mummyji.

Another 2-3 days passed and Ishita and Raman finally got Ruhi's custody and tearfully gave up Adi's custody. Raman slowly became his old self.

Raman: Ishita...Shagun finally chali gayi. We should talk about Mihir Mihika ki shaadi to your chitappa. Tujhe kya lagta?

Ishita: Ya...We should but can we put it on hold for a month?

Raman: Kyon?

Ishita: Mihika ko promotion milne wala hai aur Mihika tab tak yeh shaadi postpone karna chahti... Shayad ek chota business tour bhi hoga...

Raman: Kounsi kal karne ki baat karenge hum... Fine... Let us wait for a few days... I am really getting bored Ishita. Ruhi bhi class gayi...those drawing class and stuff...Tere cousins bhi gaye... Can we go out? (Self talk) Waise bhi uss kisss ke saath rukh gayi humari kahaani...aage badaana hai...

Ishita: Haaan?

Raman: Yeh voh wala haan hai doosra wala...

Ishita: Dono... Kya badbada rahe ho?

Raman: Tujhe bhi sab kuch samjana hi padta... Ready ho jao...

Ishita: Kahaan jaa rahe hain?

Raman: Tu ready hona shuru karo...Mein batadoonga tabtak.

Ishita: Fine...

Raman: (Self talk) Kahaan leke jaon isko? Kaash ek lodhi garden yahaan hota toh...

Mihika: Lodhi garden kisliye jeeju?

Raman: Hawaa kaane ke liye aur kya hosaktha tere akka ke saath...

Mihika: Jo bhi ho, lodhi garden jaise ek jagah hai yahaan...

Raman: Kya? Kahaan?

Mihika: Itne jaldi hai? Voh bhi park hai... Lekin 90% couples hi aate...

Raman: Aur uss jagah ka naam kya hai?

Mihika: Aapke samaj mein nahi aayega. Mein akka ko batadoongi. It is in Nungambakkam. Itna jaan lo aap.

Raman: Ok...

Ishita took him in auto to some place that Raman couldn't even spell out even when Ishita spelt that out to the rickshawala.

Raman: Ishita. Can you spell it again?

Ishita: Semmozhi poonga it is.

Raman: Whatever...

Ishita: Issi whatever batane ke liye baar baar pooch rahe te? Lekin, all of a sudden...park hi kyon.

Raman: Jagah se kya matlab hai mujhe... Mihika ne bola vahaan logon ke beech bhi privacy mil jaati kyonki sab apne apne duniya mein ghum rehte.

Ishita: Cheee...

Raman: Cheee matlab... EK sataya hua mard hi jaane haddi ke bina rehna kya hota hai...

Ishita: EK hi cheez ke baar mein har sataya hua mard ka dimaag sochta kya Raman?

Raman: Ab tujhe jaanna hai toh bata hi deta hoon... (Took her hands into his hands) I want you with me all the time... I wanna make love to you Ishita...Always...Tum mujhe magnet ki tarah keenchti rehti ho... I am deeply attracted by you and deeply in love with you...(He bit his tongue on realizing his confession) Sorry... I really am... Aise...Kuch...

Ishita: Its ok...

Ishita blushed harder after listening those words and never turned her face towards Raman while Raman was equally flushed since he never intended to let that out... Not before his innocent wife... Raman never wanted to force his feelings on Ishita and his inadvertent confession made him uncomfortable. Finally, they got down at the park.

Raman: Couple matlab boy girl couple nahi hai kya?

Ishita: Yeh boy girl couple kya...

Ishita's eyes fell on two guys whose position told a different story to her...

Raman: Chennai kaafi develop hogaya... Idli sambhar kaaye toh kya? Universally, pyaar ko gender ka discrimination bhi nahi hai...

Ishita: Enough Raman...

Raman: Yehi bait jaate hain... Kam se kam mere biwi ko toh nahi dekhenge...

Ishita: Lekin mere pati khatre mein aa jayenge...

Raman: Ishita... Mujhe sirf ladkiyaan pasand hai... Chill...

Ishita: Ladkiyaan matlab?

Raman: Ohhh...Fine... Ladki... Mere bagal mein hai voh bhi...(Raman took Ishita's hands into his) She is driving me crazy all the time... (Letting go of Ishita's hand) Sorry... I didn't want to tell that in auto... Jasbat mein aa gaya aur...

Ishita: Kuch bhi bol diya?

Raman: Haan lekin kuch bhi nahi sach... Ishita, you can take all the time in the world to take our relationship ahead but I felt something else...Which keeps stopping you.

Ishita: No one has ever loved me so much Raman. I never knew I can make a man go crazy.

Raman: Is that what you feel about yourself? You make every single head turn towards you... You are desirable Ishita... Uss duffer Subbu ke priorities ko apna sar pe kyon le rahi ho? You are my complete woman Ishita...

Raman and Ishita felt all the veils making its way out to make each other souls naked before each other ... Every defense they had built around them was slowly shedding down while Raman got phone call.

Raman: Hello... Not today Mihir. Aaj kuch bhi nahi. Bahut kar liya kaam... (Winking his eyes) Office mein... Mein phone switch off karne wala hoon... You take care of the rest...Bye...

Ishita: Zaroori kaam tha?

Raman: Aaj nahi... Ghar chale?

Ishita: Abhi ?

Raman: Thoda romance karne ka iraada hai... Mujhe jagah se matlab nahi hai lekin tujhe toh hoga...if I am right...So...

Ishita shyly nodded and Raman gently took her arms into his and fled off. The journey till home became the longest in Raman's life and after what felt eternity to him, they reached their house.

Raman: Chalo...

Ishita: Kahaan?

Raman: Kya... Ishita, tujhe romance sirf gay couple ke beech mein soojta hai kya?

Ishita: Raman...Its just 7.p.m... Acha lagega kya agar hum aise...

Raman: Yeh ghar aate hi tum kya responsible ghar ki beti hogayi... Emotion ko samaj le...

Ishita: Sab samajti hoon...Na mein kahi bhagoongi na aap kahi...

Raman stopped her once again with a kiss on her lips...

Ishita: Raman... Yeh kya hall mein...

Raman: Bas karo lecture yaar... Jaa raha hoon...Aur... Haddiyon ki list banake sabko sort kar. Warna...

Ishita: Warna...

Raman: Warna kya hoga...tum jaanti ho apne Raavan kumar ko... Beware...

Ishita: Sachi Raavan kumar hai...Lekin Raman, humare life mein haddiyan dastak deke thodi aate hain...

Raman: That's your problem baby... I am going.

Ishita: (Self talk) What was all that? Raman kya kya baat karte hain... Besharam hogayi mein bhi...

Mihika: Akka...Yeh khud se baat karna...Kya hua?

Ishita: Kuch nahi...

Mihika: Aapke Miku se secret...

Ishita: Mihika... Bas... Acha, Ruhi...

Mihika: Bahaar hai thatha ke saath... Khel rahi hai...

Ishita: Hmm... Mihika...Ek madad...

Mihika: Bolo akka...

Ishita: Nahi...rehne do.

Mihika: Bolo na?

Ishita: Kuch nahi baba...tum jao...

Mihika: Okkk...

Ishita: (Thinking) Disaster...Mein, Raavankumar, Ruhi and Romance... Murugan...Save me...

I am really sorry about the delay. YHM has put me off the track. Trying to best to stay connected to the SS reminiscing of the old times. Will send PM to everyone tomorrow if not today.

Welcome back Kri..

Originally posted by: kaa1202

Welcome back Kri..

Glad u continued this one..

It was a nice update re..

Raman is being practical here..

Sometimes he needs to let go off things in life..

He wanna romance his biwi now..

Cont soon..

Long time kri