Part - 10
Its during my graduation, I entered the college and was taken ride by seniors for ragging. However free I might try to be with them...its of no use... They were trying my patience one after the other and we jrs were items ..I was continuously ragged for two hours.looking at my state a dynamic feminine voice stood up saying... Kisiko tang karke khushi manane Mein kya hai mardaangi ... Agar himmat Ho toh ladikiyon ko satake to dekho...
All guys have turned to her shockingly ... I stood there looking at her guts thinking omg what a beauty with brains...
I was in BBA she is doing her Diploma in fashion designing while Ashok was in BTech. We three were studying in same institution.
Days passed by and we both have become good friends. Friends use to tease us that we have an affair which was nt true by then however we use to like each others company. Daily she use to go for work post college which she never revealed but one day she said that she lost her parents and elder bro in a fatal accident and since then she is taking care of her younger brother Mihir. Since then even I helped her by going for part time and helping Mihir to cope up with his studies so that she can plan well for her future.
At college we all use to meet at arts hour. I love painting as she is fashion design back ground we all use to catch up.
I use to compete with Ashok in every extra curricular activity and use to win... It was a cricket match during inter state sports meet, My team was competing against ashoks team and we won... That's when he came to me and challenged that he will break my relation with shagun but for his unfortunate fate... In front of him shagun came running to me and confessed her feelings for me.
Later Ashok came to us asking that be wants to be our friend. He generally use to come in imported cars to impress girls. Shagun though use to drool over him she preferred me.
Since then for more than an year and a half me and shagun enjoyed the status of love birds. We did so many things like charities, we started a small botique for her for which you. Gave my savings and bank loan approvals Ashok got it done. We three were good friends then... While Mihir and my relation starts taking deep dedication.
It was my graduation final year and I got selected for a corporate company to work for. Shagun really was excited but my aim was to join IIM and go with my MBA. I expresses my interest and assured to secure our future once we are married. She obliged and I revealed my affair with shagun at home and family accepted. My engagement was done and later I appeared for CAT. Secured top 2and left for IIM kolkata. Came out as gold medallist in Entrepreneurship and international business as my majors. Left for US to do MS and returned. Got married.
But after I returned I found a slight change in shagun. She I more intended towards worldly luxuries. Got hang of cover page stardom celebrities .. Coz of Ashok. He seamlessly took over her brains which we always clung to high level life style.
Yet her attraction towards me and the fire of age didn't let her brains win over her heart. I got job in a reputed MNC as Manger presales.
Married life started and during our first night she asked me somethin which I never thought of... She said... We will have relation but kids we need to find a surrogate mother coz my shape gets affected. I was shocked. I thought I could change her with my love. But during that night when I went close to her she was dozed off. She came directly from a party to the hotel. So we could t establish a physical relation. Slowly distances developed. Days passed by I used to yearn for her presence. Rarely we use to go out and she use to like my choices. One fine day we had a fight followed by an emotional breakdown from me and ended up consummating our marriage. With the help of physical bonding I somehow won her back. Days passed a d got to know that she conceived.
No limits for my happiness... Its me and my kid my first kid who will call me "papa" for the first time. My next gen I was so elated my happiness had no boundaries but it took just a minute for her to break it... Saying she cant bear the child as it will be a hindrance for her life. I tried to convince but in vain ...
Finally doc gave a suggestion to opt for a surrogate mother. But in front of family I couldn't reveal this so informed that I Got an onsite opportunity and am taking shagun with me. She obliged as its overseas
Months passed, its the day my kid came to earth finally I felt him .. I lived the moment for ages... Felt like eternity is attained with my kid in my had... Soft hands moving chubby cheeks thin lips a baby who looked like a saint who did tapas for 9months to give birth to a couple as parents... My eyes welled with tears
Hands were shivering as to not to hurt the kid... The moment of eternity... feel of being a father made me proud... And I really thanked the mother who never met us but gave us this kid...
We were back home with kid a d we named him Aditya. Slowly the innocence of Adi pulled her. She got attached to him.
Her relation with Adi and Ashok got deepened day by day while it lost its grounds with me... Every now and then we use to fight how much ever luxury I try to give... She never use to get the happiness. Things were really going bad as the years passed...
In the midst of this chaos of our relation, our family gave us a gift for marriage day.A honey moon trip to Mauritius. We went. The entire way we were fighting. I was unaware of the fact that shogun invited Ashok. After landing I saw him and was shell shocked thinking damn it WTH is this tall tom doing here. We got booking in a lavish 7star hotel. There was a party organized only for couples... We ended up with a fight there too but later patched up spending cosy moments. We shared a passionate moment after years of wild storms between us. After two months got to know that shagun is pregnant foe the second time. I felt happy and sad same time recollecting how she behaved during Adi time. But to my surprie, she wanted to deliver the child. I wa so happy. But, Later after few days I caught these two shagun and Ashok red-handed while they were in cosy ways. I warned shagun that this act of hers will ruin theirs and adis life too. She delivered ruhi. I was about to take the child in my hands and that's when Ashok said that the kid is his own and not mine. My world got shattered in seconds. 6years of my marriage and 6 years of my love before marriage seemed to a wild lie and a dirty joke of my life. That's it. Later shagun confessed that she cannot live with me as I am not fit to be a husband not only for her but to any other girl. She taunted me saying that I don't even maintain ti show as turn ons during bed time. Which is why she never craved or thought of having intensive relation with me and she wanted to part ways. I obliged thinking instead of living with a cheap woman like shogun its better to live a life of own though there's no meaning for lve in my life.
Got divorced and started the journey again. Ripped the world of corporate. Stood up to a level equal to Ashok. Gave them tough time every day at business. But in my own world remained as a loser who couldn't satisfy his wife and an unfortunate father who couldn't enjoy the parenting bliss though had two children. Then you stepped in my life Ishita ...
This is the story of your Ravan Kumar Bhallah and looks into her eyes only to find ishitas eyes puffed and turned red with tears running down endlessly...
-to be continued
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