Losing a friend! Heart Broken! But still holding on! Tribute in my Way - Page 4

My dear friend Seetha,

My dear Tulasi ❤️ Thank you so much for the link you send me 🤗

Such a beautiful Thread, a true Tribute to a beautiful friendship and a great Friend. 🤗

I know how much you love and miss Seetha...know how much she meant to you. Ehose everyday conversations that you shared, laughter and jokes...advices she gave you...memories you shared, were flooding your heart those days...such friends are not easy to find, esspecially one that are so compassionate and caring as Seetha was, so the void they left behind as they left us is not easy to fill...and they are not easy to forget...But, that is a point, we should not forget them, nor do we need to say Good Bye to them...there is nothing wrong to remember and love them forever...there is no time that will heal that loss, it will just be easier to accept it and remember fondly all those times when you lough together, all those smiles that her words evoked...and after some time, tears will be exchanged with smiles (which does not mean that tears will not come again...just like I was crying now reading all those beautiful poems and posts that you wrote, in which all your love and longing for Seetha and lost friendship was palpable, and so beautifully expressed) andmourning her death will be exchabed by celebrating her life...I know it will be like this...Life itself teached me that.

Seetha will forever be with us, and I know...just like I do, you will always think about her, not only when you come here on IF, but as you see a beautiful rose, or when jasmine's fragrances surround you...whenever you see Nature in all its beauty, hear birds that are chirping...Seetha will always come to your mind...and that is OK...she will always be with you...care about you...love you... Love you dear...take care...and be strong...nothing that Seetha teached you, no love that she gave you is wasted, all that is within you, and it made you stronger...😊

The Wound that Never Heal ,So Learn To laugh It Off !

There is this wound it hurts so bad
it always appears when I am sad
No matter what I do it won't go away
Its in my heart where it will always stay
It appeared the day you left this world
and I was no longer your immature girl
Forced to grow up with you not there!
I search for you every day
if I'm sick, sad, or just have something to say.

I search for you everyday!

I have this pain that won't go away,

It makes me mad that you couldn't stay

No matter how much time go by
There's still one time of day that I do cry,
I miss you dearly and this is true,
My wound will not heal until I'm with you

You always put a smile on my face

No matter how mad I was
All I had to do was write to you and you would make everything better.
The day that I heard that you were taken from us my heart broke.
I dropped down to my knees and cried and cried.
All I wanted was for one more day with you
As I sit here at my desk and looking at your picture.
All I want to do is hug you and laugh with you and talk to you.
I miss you so much, we all do !

Now and forever ,and when you died.
The whole forum felt the pain

I think about you everyday
But every time I look at your picture or read your post ,

my eyes start to water.

I will never forget you, I love you and miss you,
But I know that you are in heaven , laughing at us !

Tulasi and Seetha'sSneha , after reading your words , this is my murmuring !

Originally posted by: Tulasi14

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxeVMyqLeUM&sns=em[/YOUTUBE]

Seetha ,

When you take things as granted and I did with you.In the last few months before you came to US we discussed about health,death and will many more things.Now looking back after almost one year lot as changed but my love for you is unconditional and I miss you a lot.

Love is a gift by God to every one.

Nature ,Earth ,Sky,Sun,Moon,Air ,Fire and Rain are also gifted to us by God.

When our body and soul are disturbed ,life becomes like battle field but at the right time u caught me showered me your love!

Yes,nature,earth,Sky,sun ,moon,airand fire and rain they do shower love but they also shower t...

Love is universal but to be loved and share that love with others is great.It always asks for sacrifice.

That is the unique quality u have my dear Seetha !

Bold --- Great words Tulasi ! She was God's gift and abruptly taken away , because he wanted her most !

Originally posted by: Tulasi14

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxeVMyqLeUM&sns=em[/YOUTUBE]

Tulasi , though unable to understand the lyrics , seems many pathos there in those words , I can see and understand the facial expressions .😭

Originally posted by: Snehamadhuri

Tulasi , though unable to understand the lyrics , seems many pathos there in those words , I can see and understand the facial expressions .😭

In this story, a dancer bAlakRSNa, played by Kamala Hasan, ruins his health by drinking after losing his mother and the girl he loves (played by Jayaprada) around the same time. Life gives him a chance to teach the daughter (played by S.P. Sailaja) of jayaprada everything that he knows about dancing. Sailaja's character resents having to learn from a person her mother used to like and makes the classes as hard as she can.
In the video clip, you can see Balakrishna, unmindful of his illness, pain and the efforts of doctors to save his life only concentrating on the classes. He says that they are all trying to save his body and he is trying to save his knowledge. Sailaja realises that her guru regards her mother very highly as his own mother and regrets her own bad behaviour.
She dances on the stage, for the first time in her young life, with a bhakti bhAva (feeling of devotion) and excels. Balakrishna is proud that he has successfully gifted Jayaprada's daughter all his knowledge and she is pleased that she has gifted him a student. (Which is the greater gift?)
As Balakrishna dies with the contentment that comes from doing what you want and achieving your goals, the song says that for those with a body of fame (yas'ah kAya) there is no fear of old age or death. And that they are victorious who have done good (sukRtinah), the rasasiddhAh and kavIs'varAh. Those who attain rasa (the exact emotion/feeling/essence) and the master-seers.
The title of the movie - sAgara sangamam - talks of "union with the sea". And we understand that it is a river that unites with the sea. The river being the life of this artist balakrishna, the ocean being the feet of naTarAja (s'iva).
K. Viswanath's movies always reiterate the theme that music and dance can lead to advaita siddhi and amaratva labdhi - attainment of advaita and immortality. And he keeps saying that to achieve those things, you must not focus on the claps of the audience but on devotion to your art and to divinity. He also subtly suggests in this clip below that that you must regard your audience as God. (This is a good feeling. It means that Krishna is reading what I write - feels awesome.)


Hi madi true! This is the story of movie n in brief about the meaning of the song.I found it on the net.

Originally posted by: Tulasi14

In this story, a dancer bAlakRSNa, played by Kamala Hasan, ruins his health by drinking after losing his mother and the girl he loves (played by Jayaprada) around the same time. Life gives him a chance to teach the daughter (played by S.P. Sailaja) of jayaprada everything that he knows about dancing. Sailaja's character resents having to learn from a person her mother used to like and makes the classes as hard as she can.
In the video clip, you can see Balakrishna, unmindful of his illness, pain and the efforts of doctors to save his life only concentrating on the classes. He says that they are all trying to save his body and he is trying to save his knowledge. Sailaja realises that her guru regards her mother very highly as his own mother and regrets her own bad behaviour.
She dances on the stage, for the first time in her young life, with a bhakti bhAva (feeling of devotion) and excels. Balakrishna is proud that he has successfully gifted Jayaprada's daughter all his knowledge and she is pleased that she has gifted him a student. (Which is the greater gift?)
As Balakrishna dies with the contentment that comes from doing what you want and achieving your goals, the song says that for those with a body of fame (yas'ah kAya) there is no fear of old age or death. And that they are victorious who have done good (sukRtinah), the rasasiddhAh and kavIs'varAh. Those who attain rasa (the exact emotion/feeling/essence) and the master-seers.
The title of the movie - sAgara sangamam - talks of "union with the sea". And we understand that it is a river that unites with the sea. The river being the life of this artist balakrishna, the ocean being the feet of naTarAja (s'iva).
K. Viswanath's movies always reiterate the theme that music and dance can lead to advaita siddhi and amaratva labdhi - attainment of advaita and immortality. And he keeps saying that to achieve those things, you must not focus on the claps of the audience but on devotion to your art and to divinity. He also subtly suggests in this clip below that that you must regard your audience as God. (This is a good feeling. It means that Krishna is reading what I write - feels awesome.)


Hi madi true! This is the story of movie n in brief about the meaning of the song.I found it on the net.

Thank you Tulasi for explaining me in a detailed way .👏