AN OS ~ PEARLS OF MEMORIES
(edited with little changes in pink colour)
ONCE UPON A TIME ,
SOMEONE CAME INTO MY LIFE ,
BY HIS KINDNESS , BY HIS SWEETNESS , BY HIS CUTENESS , BY HIS LOVELINESS , BY HIS SMILES , BY HIS ANTICS ,
THAT SOMEONE , THE VERY FIRST ONE ,
KNOCKED D TIGHTLY CLOSED DOORS OF MY HEART
THOUGH I NEVER WANTED 2 OPEN D DOORS OF MY HEART FOR ANYONE
AS I ALWAYS FEAR OF HEART BREAK , PAIN OF LOVE ,& RAIN OF TEARS
BUT THAT SOMEONE ,
I GUESS WAS SPECIAL SOMEONE , WHOM MY HEART THOUGHT 2 BE KNOWN FROM AGES ,
WHO EASILY MANAGED 2 ENTER INTO MY HEART THROUGH A SMALL WINDOW ,
I GUESS IT WAS LEFT OPENED FOR HIM ONLY
BY MAKING D WAY OF LOVE THROUGH IT ,
HE TAUGHT ME TO SMILE , TO LOVE , TO HAVE FUN , TO ENJOY , TO LAUGH , TO DANCE ,TO FEEL LOVE ... TO LIVE
HE MADE ME FALL IN LOVE,
HE MADE ME BELIEVE IN LOVE ,
HE MADE ME LOVE HIM ,
HE WAS SPECIAL , VERY SPECIAL TO ME
BUT ONE DAY , HE ALSO LEFT ME LIKE EVERYONE DID , 😭😭😭 BUT IT WAS NOT HIS FAULT
IT WAS THE FAULT OF MY DESTINY WHICH SNATCHED HIM AWAY FROM ME , 😭😭
HE CAME AND PASSED AWAY TOUCHING MY LIFE BY HIS LOVE & HIS PURE HEART , LIKE A WIND COME AND PASS AWAY TOUCHING US , FEELING US ,
AS WE FEEL THE WIND , I FELT HIM AND HIS LOVE
BUT I JUST LEFT WITH TEARS OF PAIN ,😭
TEARS OF SEPARATION ,
TEARS OF LOOSING LOVE ,
TEARS OF MISSING SOMEONE SPECIAL , VERY SPECIAL BEYOND LIMITS ,
TEARS WHICH NEVER BE WIPED OFF AGAIN ,
AS THE WIPING HAND WAS NOT LEFT WITH ME ANYMORE ,
I FORGOT TO SMILE
AS THE REASON OF MY SMILE WAS NOT WITH ME ,
I FORGOT TO LIVE
AS MY LIFE WAS NOT WITH ME ,
HE HAD GONE AWAY FROM ME , FAR , VERY FAR AWAY FROM ME ,
TAKING AWAY ,MY LIFE , MY HAPPINESS , MY SMILES ALONG WITH HIM ,
AND I WAS LEFT WITH JUST PEARLS OF MEMORIES , WHICH HE HAD GIVEN TO ME
MEMORIES WHICH NEVER LEFT ME ALONE TILL THE END ,
MEMORIES WHICH NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY FROM ME ,
SOME PEARLS OF HIS MEMORIES MADE ME SMILE ,
WHILE SOME MADE ME CRY ,
SOME PEARLS OF MEMORIES WHICH SHINED WITH OUR LOVE ,
SOME WITH OUR LAUGHTER,
SOME WITH OUR CARE FOR EACH OTHER , AND SOME ... WITH THE PAIN OF LOOSING MY LOVE , MY LIFE ,
I REQUESTED GOD AGAIN AND AGAIN 2 TAKE ME ALSO WITH HIM , BUT DON'T SEPARATE ME FROM MY LOVE , IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE 4 ME 2 LIVE WITHOUT MY LOVE , BUT GOD DIDN'T LISTENED 2 ME , I HAD TO LIVE , I WAS LIVING 4 HIM , 4 A PROMISE MADE 2 HIM AT HIS LAST TIME 2 LIVE LIFE AND NOT HARM MYSELF
BUT HOW COULD I MAKE HIM UNDERSTAND THAT HE WAS MY LIFE , MY REASON OF EXISTENCE , MY EVERYTHING ... THEN HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT HIM 😭
AND WHILE LIVING A DEADLY LIFE , ONE DAY I FOUND HIS DIARY ,
THAT DIARY WHICH HE WROTE FOR ME , DON'T KNOW WHEN ,
BUT THE EVERY SINGLE WORD OF THAT DIARY WAS REFLECTING JUST THE REFLECTION OF HIM 😭, FOR A MOMENT I FELT AS IF MY LOVE WAS NEAR ME ,CLOSE TO ME AND MY HEART ,
I FELT AS IF I AM TALKING 2 HIM ONLY , LISTENING TO HIM ONLY ,
AND WHAT WAS WRITTEN WAS EXTRAORDINARY,
THE LAST WORDINGS OF MY LOVE IN THAT DIARY:
" I ALWAYS WISHED FOR JUST ONE THING IN MY WHOLE LIFE AND THAT IS THE HAPPINESS AND LONG LIFE OF MY TRUE LOVE BUT NOT EVEN A SINGLE TEAR IN HER EYES "
IT BROUGHT TEARS IN MY EYES , FEELING HIS TRUE LOVE ,HIS SPECIAL CARE FOR ME , HIS KINDNESS AND HIS SWEETNESS , 😭
THESE WORDS TOUCHED MY HEART BY THE LOVE HIDDEN BEHIND THEM , PURE LOVE WHICH STORED IN THEM BY MY LOVE JUST FOR ME 😭😭
OHHH I MISS U MY LOVE SO MUCH , I WISH IF WE COULD BE TOGETHER , 😭😭
WHY DID U LEFT ME ALONE , ???? WHY GOD TOOK U AWAY FROM ME ???? WHY OUR LOVE STORY LEFT INCOMPLETE THOUGH IT WAS FILLED WITH PURE LOVE ??????? WHY ???? I CRIED IN PAIN, IN AN UNFULFILLED WISH OF GETTING MY LOVE BACK , OF FEELING HIS LOVE AGAIN , I CRIED IN AN INCOMPLETE EFFORT OF FEELING HIM , HE WAS NOT WITH ME ANYMORE , I COULDN'T FEEL HIM AND HIS PURE LOVE ANYMORE , I COULDN'T TOUCH HIM , I COULDN'T HUG HIM AND THIS WORST FEELING ACHED MY HEART REAL BADLY 😭😭😭
BUT EVEN IF WE COULDN'T BE TOGETHER ,
I PROMISE TO U MY LOVE THAT WHENEVER I WILL DIE , I WILL COME STRAIGHT AWAY TO UAND ONLY U, AND ACCOMPANY U MY LOVE IN THE HEAVEN ALSO , CONVINCING GOD BY MY LOVE , OUR LOVE AND AT THAT TIME GOD WILL ALSO HAVE TO SUPPORT OUR TRUE LOVE 😭 HE CANNOT DO INJUSTICE TO US AGAIN , HE WOULD HAVE TO ANSWER OUR PRAYERS AND WISHES , HE WILL COMPLETE OUR LOVE STORY EVEN IF NOT IN THIS LIFE BUT WILL IN OTHER LIFE , IN OTHER WORLD , BUT HE WILL HAVE TO COMPLETE OUR INCOMPLETE YET TRUE LOVE STORY 😭
I HUGGED THAT DIARY IN A HEARTY WISH TO HUG HIM AS TIGHTLY AS I COULD , FOR BEING SO GOOD TO ME , FOR SHOWERING THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ON ME , FOR EVERY WISH OF HIM , FOR EVERY PRAYER HE DID FOR ME
I SO BADLY WISH IF I COULD GET MY LOVE BACK , I LOVE U MY LOVE , I JUST LOVE U SO MUCH
DON'T KNOW WHEN I COULD MEET YOU MY LOVE, IN THIS LIFE OR THE OTHER ,
BUT I HEARTILY THANK U MY LOVE FOR COMING TO MY LIFE , FOR ALL THE PURE LOVE U HAVE GIVEN TO ME WHICH STILL BEAUTIFY ME , ADORE ME AND THE LOVE WHICH IS STILL AND WILL ALWAYS BE SHINE IN ME AND I PROMISE HIM THAT HE WILL ALWAYS LIVE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT , AND MY HEART ALWAYS BELONG TO MY LOVE , MY TRUE LOVE ...
AND I WILL TRY MY BEST TO FULFILL ALL THE INCOMPLETE WISHES OF U , MY LOVE ,... MY LOST LOVE 😭 😭
I WILL TRY TO BE HAPPY IN THE PEARLS OF MEMORIES U HAVE GIFTED ME ,
IN THE SHINING PEARLS OF LOVE U HAVE GIFTED ME ,
I WILL SMILE FOR U MY LOVE , LIVE LIFE FOR ONLY U IN THE PRECIOUS MEMORIES U HAVE GIFTED ME, FEELING THE NEVER ENDING FRAGRANCE OF OUR LOVE , FEELING THE PURITY OF OUR LOVE WITH WHICH MY HEART IS FILLED.
OUR LOVE IS MIXED IN THIS AIR THAT I BREATHE AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE SURROUNDING ME, GIVING ME STRENGTH TO LIVE LIFE , AND RELIEF TO MY HEART ..
I PROMISE U , MY LOVE TO LOVE U FOREVER N EVER ,
AND THE CANDLE OF OUR TRUE LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE LIGHTING IN MY HEART , IN WHICH U WILL ALWAYS LIVE FOREVER AND EVER
I LOVE U MY LOVE ,MY TRUE LOVE
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So friends how was it , i just wrote it what comes 2 my heart , as i was yearning 4 writing , u know na i love writing so much 😳 plz tell me it good or bad from heart , i dont know but really wanna know in ur comments ,so plz do tell me in ur precious comments , 😛
LOVE U ALL MY SWEETU BUDDIES !!!!!!!
TAKE CARE N KEEP SMILING ALWAYS 😊😊
CYA SOON HOPEFULLY 😉
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PLZ DONT' CRY FRIENDS ,
I DON'T WANT ANYONE 2 CRY , i m sorry , main sabko rulati rehti hun na , but trust me friends when i start writing , it automatically turns 2 be an emotional piece , as i myself is so emotional 😭😭
M SO SORRY IF I MAKE ANYONE CRY BUT PLZ PLZ SMILE 4 ME , plzzz😊
AND KEEP SMILING ALWAYS 😊😊