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So guys this is my first ff based on current sidyali track...hope u guys like it...if any mistakes then you are free to comment
After getting scolded by kamini mam everyone went to their dorm room nd got ready for their
Siyali was really hurt internally as well as externally. Coz she actually started getting somewhat attracted towards sid after that washroom incident. Her forehead got swollen due to eggs being broke on her.
Somehow she prepared herself to attend the class. On the other hand sid realised what blunder he just did. He couldn't believe that he did that with siyali. He was feeling so guilty for what all he did with siyali. It was the time for their classes but he thought that now how will he even face siyali. He wanted to apologise but he knew he did such a mistake that now he don't even deserve her apology
He proceeded for his class
Both siyali nd sid entered the classroom at same time nd he saw her swollen forehead nd this hurted his heart so much that now he was not able to meet his eyes with hers
He bowed down his face due to shame nd guilt
He tried to hide his watering eyes
Siyali went to her seat but this time she didn't gave him her saddu angry look instead her eyes had a sense of deep pain nd sid did noticed this pain in her eyes
He went to his seat which was opposite to that of siyali
Now this pain of siyali hurted him soo much that he wanted to kill himself
His eyes went red out of frustration on onself
Soon krissane started poking him
Baby ? Dekho uss behn ji ko...how her forehead is badly swollen
she deserved this...I mean how can she point out on u that tum usko patana chahte the...kbhi apne aap ko usne aayine main dekha hai?...Acha kia tumne jo usko uski class dikha di...sid was now not able to bear a word against her nd he shouted "shut up" soo loudly that whole class was shocked
"Not even one more word against her,did u got that"
Nd soon he ran out of the class cos he wasn't able to control his feelings anymore
Siyali didn't paid much attention to what happened between krissane nd sid
Sid ran nd went to washroom...he looked himself on mirror. Tears flowed down through his eyes. He was hating himself
He reminded all those words he said to her. In anger he started hurting himself. He broke the mirror by punching it with his fist. His hands started bleeding but he couldn't feel the pain of his bleeding hand but he could just feel the pain that he gave to siyali
He recalled the words of his dadi in his mind "tumhari sbse bdi problem hai tumhari ye ego...jis din tumhari ego khatam ho jayegi na sid...us din hi tum Ek Ache insaan ban paoge"
He started talking to himself looking at the mirror...sidharth Rajput mil gyi jeet tujhe aaj Ek ladki ko nicha dikha ke...mil gyi khushi uss ladki ko hurt krke jo tere liye sb kuch thi...aaj tu apni nazro main khud hi gir gya...tu uss ladki ki class ki baat kr rha tha...teri konsi class hai...itna matlabi nikla tu ki apni izzat rakhne ke liye tune uss ladki ki bezti krdi sb ke Saamne...he cried now like anything nd went on punching his fist on wall again n again
He came out of washroom nd saw siyali coming
He tried to hide his bleed hands but siyali clearly noticed his watery eyes nd bleed hands
she was shocked she wanted to run towards him out of concern
She almost started crying but to hide her feelings she ran back towards girls washroom
She was not able to understand that why is she crying. She said no siyali tu uske liye aisa nhi feel kr skti. Ye galat hai
Main Ek orphan hu...no one will ever love me...mere toh mom dad hi mujhe chod ke chle gaye...shayad meri kismat main pyaar likha hi nhi hai...main bani hi nafrat k liye hu ...upar se logo ko dikha dikha ke thak gyi hu main ki I'm very strong but andar se meri life ne mujhe poori tra todh dia hai Ab
Sid was hiding besides the door of washroom
He heard every bit of her words...he was crying along with her...he wanted to hug her so tightly to tell her what she actually mean to him but he stopped as he wanted to gain her love first
He went back...he thought in his mind "kitne dard mile hai tujhe teri life main siyali...mujhe nhi pta tha tujhe itni takleefe mili hai life main, bus ab or nhi ab tu or nhi royegi...or dukh nhi milenge tujhe...khushiyon se bhar dunga main teri life...itna pyaar dunga tujhe ki tujhe apna bura past kbhi yaad nhi ayega...itna will make u mine siyali
Sid was now determined to make siyali his partner for life
Precap- Sid and siyali confront each other at dance room
Cricket
Anupamaa
