Sukor...My adories finally... Made love?? No... Healed each other
Today's episode February 19,2018
to be honest like every sukor fan ever since the Friday precap.. I too was waiting with bated breath to see Sukor romancing... making love...thud thud thud my heart was beating...
Yes but what unfolded in front of me... Not love, no passion, no aggressiveness, definitely not sensuous nor sexy, no lust then what it was, pure unadulterated feelings of healing each other. My adories just healed each other... My heart was beating so rhythmically... Like listening to a beautiful song...
This is purely purely my view... I may sound really stupid... different... But sukor just healed each other.
Well my dude is back Suraj Rajvanshi is back, Chakor's suraj is back but not my old dude, not that one whom I know from his aggressive, passionate hug, his lustful eyes when he sees his Chakor... his naughtiness and above all to make her his... No he is yet to come... but why????
He is still somewhere feels hesitant, as many of his deeds which had been done during his memory loss is paining him so he is very very treading carefully as he has just started to breathe, started to live...
Chakor my girl, my heart just just wrenched for her... For as I always say Chakor when she is her world where only her Suraj is there she is only her self, only her innocent self,
She knew that he had suffered, suffered something which no one would suffer, beyond imagination and still the innocent kid found her long lost punching bag and starts ranting, punching him and all she was saying again and again... I just wanted to be in your arms, yes she wanted to get into her safe abode ever since she knew she was going to be released and she was just waiting for him at the entrance of the jail only to get into his arms...and when she finally got into comes her anger, that ranting... she cares not about anything for she is she with only him... loved her innocence when she said how can you ask me who am I, how did you live without me, how did you breathe without me... for you promised that you would forget to breathe but not me... My dear Chakor... She broke...she was disintegrating... pouring herself...
And ...He did what he always does... when she breaks... when she is vulnerable... he took her punches and just allowed her to rant and he just listened to her... listening the most important act of acknowledging the other...
My heart skipped a beat when he just looked at her with pure love very innocently...and told. Chakor but I did not live... I only breathed... as everything was erased and not in my control but breathing was just automated so I was inhaling and exhaling... she froze when he said he did not live and froze further... when he said... You atleast had the hope that your love will come back... but I did not have any for I lost everything... My memory ... he went on to explain his state but he is also a fighter as he said now that you have brought me back I will take away from life what is due to me... yes he will live for her...
Chakor... I literally cried... When she asked him to love her just love her... for she wanted to forget herself... loose herself... Be lost in his love...She just wanted to be loved, get back all the lost love... she was more pained not about the love lost while she was in the prison but the love she lost eversince she came from the prison... the love she was yearning for... And she shed all her inhibitions and was just wanting him... for He is just Hers...
Suraj rose in my eyes... she was wanting him... but he was just trying to hold her as she was disintegrating... For I did not see lust in his eyes for he knew she was suffering from pain, physically her bruises were hurting her... and he is still hesitant, something playing in his mind... for he cannot see her suffer...but he just gathered her... and what he did was a melancholy for me. He just soothed her... He turned her healer for he kissed most beautifully, and his kiss was healing her wounds... For he kissed her wounds... he just healed her while healing himself for he was very very careful not to hurt her even while he was loving her... Indeed Chakor you are lucky as no one can love you or make love to you like your Suraj... Yes he is not my old dude fully... but he will come back... When he does make peace by taking those monsters to task for what they made him do to Chakor...
The scene was a bliss, so divine... I was not aroused... not felt discomfort... not provoked... I just saw my adories healing each other beautifully...
The morning scene was the THE BEST... (for once I did not see that same old goats and the women sweeping in front of Haveli) but thanks to makers... It was so symbolic that the Sun has come out of its eclipse and risen and the chirpy birds were flying... that was so beautiful..
The Sun rose along with the chirpy bird......
And more beautiful was seeing my adories in each other's embrace ...so soothing... (I had been longing to see them like this and it was bliss). Always Suraj was a early riser but this time thankfully Chakor woke ... She was looking so beautiful and the way she felt complete and blissful looking at her Man, her Husband, Her Healer, Her Suraj who was holding his world as he knows she is in his arms the safe abode... she was full of pride looking at him and it was so pleasant to see him awake as the sun's rays reminded the sleeping sun and what he does is the most eternal one which I love... the forehead kiss that kiss always speaks volume as the amount of respect he gives to her... (thanks to the single bed which made her cuddle him and sleep on himđ
After a long time I saw my adories as The Man and His Lady arise from the sweet slumber and she felt healed and he felt proud to be her healer and I also felt happy... a very very emotional satisfaction to see my adories together...
I am not going to write anything about the other scenes... but just to add, he was dam cute with his eyes just winking at her standing near Daak Baba...just engrossed looking at her, his world...
Daak Baba thank you for bringing my adories together...
My adories... Finally healed each other... can love making be so surreal ... Yes ofcourse it is my Sukor...who made it...
Shiv Shakti
