Udaan DEDT #4 - Page 80

Originally posted by: Ruby7

Hi

i dont remember if we have interacted before but i am Ruby

Originally posted by: meshmesh

Hi Sandy

You're right but Sukor had a simple marriage in front of the villagers when she returned from Banaras, nothing grand, wearing their travel clothes but there was a pandit.

Sukor ... I smiled... but I cried too...

The whole episode (18th January 2018) was cute, made me smile but unconsciously my eyes were tearing a lot... I smiled but I cried too...

I don't now if I was the only one feeling this way... a mixed bag of emotions. Unable to explain... Still

He the Ghulam Complete rebooted RAM ... Only one command prompt is working... it is kill chakor ...kill chakor...Unless the recovery files are reloaded... The CON+ALT+DEL will not work...

She expects with all that expectations in her eyes, just looks up to him so innocently after being hit by the wheel just for him to touch her wound that's all she wants... He too wanted to but his command prompt is not allowing... and she gets shattered, just froze...that cuteness, that innocence made my one eye smile but my other cried...

He gets down to make her come to the reality and says everything happens because of her... yes, Jungli billi starts her usual nonstop ranting. All because of me... thinking as their past journey only to taunt he drink and drove but comes the rude reality no it is not the drunken dude but the doctrined Ghulam in front of her...Ham sharab nahi peethay!!!!

And the next shock of not opening her rope when he says ...Thume vishwash nahi kiya humme

That one look from him made her stop for a second... I cried...

But she is Chakor goes on on... Finally he could not take it just closes her mouth her mouth with hanky and holding her by her neck with his arms crisscrossing so that she does not run away... does he need to that... No just one hug from you she will be within you not to run...

His fossil knows (that's what I am referring to his heart) knows she is his strength and when she is with him he can move the world afterall this is his jeep!!! She keeps on and on with that cloth hahah can a small kappada ka thukkada stop the billi... here I smiled my heart...

He says I will open but you should not run away...

Cuteness in that h hooo hooo nobody can win her in that cuteness yes what am I saying she is indeed always a winner in anything... True she is just her self ... comes Paakhandi and that look he gives... Hahahah

The concern asking her to keep quiet as everything goes smooth when she is quiet and without fail asking her to apply haldi or medicine for her wound... again his fossil does bleed and I did cry for what the destiny has made him into...

Butjungli billi runs... Shocking the paakandi... And he indeed worries, worries mixed emotions, concerns...

Irony she was running away... the one who runs into his hands the safe abode is indeed running away from him ... she ran even during the Benaras track but then she ran because not to save her life but to save the life within her, but now again she ran not to save her self but to save him, save him from getting more tainted with more sins... After that dastardly act...

When he hears her voice bachaoo that second his face and his voice his insticts bring it "chakor for a second I saw the placedo but only for a second... am I getting flashes... of what he was...

But he indeed ran forgetting all the doctrine... he could have left her to die... not to save but ...he did defy the doctrine...the continuous command ...

Not realising about anything he falls into the pit ... Yes the mangalsutra fall down on his dagger... What should I infer... He killed her just few days before by doing that dastardly act and she did kill him from his mind but not from her heart.

Is it that ... Symbolically proves his dagger has indeed killed himself from her mind and hence the symbol of him living is being thrown away!!! Yes he has indeed murdered himself as I did mention that he died first before he killed her next... I cried

Chakor is chakor absolute self her self when with her Pakhandi ...whether he is in sense or without sense...on and on and on non stop... chup chup without talking one can live... but can she!!! I smiled.

He holds her so that she does not run but the moment she hears the tribal people that they would kill them she holds him and that miniscule second he is confused she holding him??? All the while dude is not saying anything and denying the marriage too... But follows what she says...

The blissfull moment followed...

I really felt for the two souls, my adories, she did the unexpected this time too for she wanted his vibes to get activated as it had during their recent passion fight... He has been feeling deprived of the warmth of her lips ever since the Benares track... And she is yearning for him ever since she went into imprisonment... She indeed ignited him though confused and next what happened made me still...

the most excellent kiss (which I always loved it and is the best one) the one which he always gives her, which always shows his respect for his lady, the care for his lady, the surrender of himself... I was still as even when he has lost himself, killed himself, lost his memory but that signature gesture of his still stayed with him... deep down buried in that fossil... the way he held her and just planted that kiss ... closing his eyes just living that feel, he just gave himself and she just imbibed, that most precious feel she gets, imbibes, infuses within her as that is the recharge she gets for her to battle the odds always...When he kisses her forehead she always holds him by his chest as that is the place she resides though now turned into a fossil but the shoot, the small sapling is coming out... they both just gave in wanted everything to stop..... kaash ye pal kabhi katham nai hua... Suraj this time I spoke what you would have spoken... I cried cried a lot...

The reminence of their lucknow trip made me cry again and he just saw her trying to read her as he is completely rebooted so unable to read or infer anything but the Greek Geek turned hot even though it rained...(am not writing anything) but for me Chakor was just looking so so so innocent, that slight shiver, shiver in her lips just looking at him... Wanting him, just wanting her safe abode to take her ...but lo he is taking her not bundling her with his arms but with ropes...

The cuteness as she knows his immunity during their earlier rain trails but she was indeed very weak as she has been through hell but still shivering and the way he cared, he did albeit everything... I smiled...

But the next scene... That innocent bird asking the caged lion are you going to kill me!!! And those eyes glistening with hope,... so much trust on him but the Command Prompt is saying Kill Chakor... Kill Chakor..

I stop here as I am just crying... crying ... nothing else.

I am sorry if I had disturbed all your fine minds which would have been smiling at their cuteness yesterday but somewhere I smiled but still cried...

No Wine...No Baang but only Pain she needed

My after effects of yesterday episode (January 19, 2018)... Albeit the BTB, it was a positive to see Kasturi's prayers to Daak Baba which indeed gave me positive vibes that there will be progress.

What stood out of the beautiful episode yes indeed . I may be a minority or may be an odd one out as I felt and saw what I wanted to see, what I wished for ..

Yes infact in my earlier post too I said I indeed feel for Suraj, I will always be by him, Cannot or willnever give upon him but I also wanted Chakor to confront him as to why he did that dastardly act, Yes he is indeed the Ghulam , he has no heart only fossil , but I wanted her to hit the fossil and ask him, shout at him, confront him and ask him why he did that ...

Yes I was so happy for I saw the vulnerable girl who opened up the third time...She did not needed that Wine ... Which he gave..... She did not needed that Baang ...which she had... but She indeed had that Pain... that Pain... that excruciating pain of the that dastardly act... Which made her open out...

Yes she just needed that punching bag , her bag she does not bother if it is badlahua Suraj, Bandhuva Suraj, or her Suraj or the New/ Ghulam Suraj all she need was just SURAJ... no matter what type... she just pours out, she is her self...with him... he in sense or out of sense. She is not bothered.

The irritation she had when he wiped her face...the irritation when she spoke that he has pledged each and every second to his Maalik and Maalkin, the irritation when she heard him say she cannot die there as it will ruin his Maalkin prospects... All these he was just that Robo, Zombie who was constantly hearing the Prompt Command...from his Maalkin... Kill Chakor.

True Suraj did mention in the early episode that iron can be bent or dented only with iron... She is turning herself into that iron... to rip that iron... that fossil in front of her...indeed she is getting hurt...

He is indeed getting error messages as he realises when she asked him as to why he kissed her... Excellent was his action... sharp but confused conflict... first time he looked at her maang... For he always looked blank ... Vacuum filled in his eyes always and no modulation just that stern voice...but first time he LOOKED at the place he kissed... why did I do that... He gives a lame excuse that she may be killed by the tribe but dude you just imbibed and infused in her as that was your signature kiss... She did not prompt you for the forehead kiss if you were following her you would have kissed her cheek but you did what you do... Yes she did say you are not completely animal yes even now you are Zombie but not completely a Zombie for the fossil is shooting...

I clapped when she said you cannot force me, release me I will show what I am... indeed she did what I wanted ... That banging on him... how can you do that dastardly act on me... he was taken aback... he did not expect as he has always been commanded and he has executioned the task, he has not been questioned about his execution... Here she is questioning him or rather accusing him, why did he do that... did he not realise what he was doing... his program does not know this command... So he is indeed perplexed... The fossil is having a hairline crack... the next he is completely getting hit by this virus...

STRAIGHT INTO HIS EYES... I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS ACT... NEVER ...

this is what I had wanted... Yes she showed her anger, she just emoted her disgust which was new and he was indeed perplexed ... confused,,,, the iron had hit hard the iron and he is made to do something new not in his program... realise what he has done... and immediately leaves her hand... He has been hit hard not to ask his actual task... how will he redeem this act... that is one herculean task for him sure... But for sure he will be the healer for her and he will indeed have the most hard time in healing her but I will wait to see him go through that turmoil through as that is worth the turmoil.

She completely opened up... shivering... but indeed the pain has reduced as she has released hers but he has taken that... so starts his ordeal

She did what she normally does...banging... pouring out... And he did what he normally does... just listened but this time not that he wanted console her but just he wanted to condone himself...confused... what is she saying... My execution is wrong?

Nature is always in aid of Sukor... that thunder and she goes into her safe abode... albeit whatever he is ... He is her safe abode... she shivers... his command is prompting ... Kill chakor...

Innocence and I keep saying she is her self... and that cuteness... she is shivering and he says she will die of cold and the usual ranting why are you bothered... even if I die...blah blah...I teared up when she said if you had told me you are kidnapping I would have brought bag full of clothes... What can I do with this kid... but to cry and pray for her... Yes Daak baba is indeed hearing this as Kasturi has told that she is his responsibility and left the ball in his court... I really cried for few moments.

She shouted , showed her disgust , said she will not forgive him but still like a child after throwing tantrums runs to its mother,,,, she ran into him...

He is confused as the fossil is slowing giving the way to the seedling... But the command is still saying kill Chakor but he indeed overrided and said I will not allow you to die... He may mean a different meaning but for me it was like he was telling that to himself... But he is still conflicting as his face was straight, firm, no eye contact but his anatomy is knowing her and hugs her close to him so much that I could see her eyes just crushing to each other as she has been crushed into him... Was he trying to imbibe her, infuse her... I don't know what it is but it was something divine...

I again cried at her as she said its been so long since you took me into your arms, wish I die like this in your arms...no Chakor you are not to die in his arms you are to live in his arms and you will...

His mind is still contemplating as he wants to warm her... come what may Suraj will not allow any harm to harm his chakor but that phone call he just pushes her aside, the doctrine has taken him over... but when he questioned his Maalkin I for sure felt Daak Baaba is plying his heart for he was not happy to do that execution ...that task.

Yes she needed no Wine... No Baang... But only her Pain and I was happy she opened up again and sure she will win him back to make him repent, go through heart burn, turmoil for Chakor will not forgive him easily and he will indeed turn the world topsy turvey to win her forgiveness and I will wait to watch that process with a smile on my face for I may need a peg to enjoy that process!!!

The ant did leave its trail on the stone...

Yesterday episode (January 23, 2018) was a clear demarcation of two aspects... love and dream but the fighter she is does not trespass her areas...

There is a saying that even a small ant when it keeps going in the same line again and again on a stone (though it may take ages) still leaves it trail and eventually the stone cracks...

Well I got reminded of this yesterday on seeing my adories... Yes am using this term again after a long time...

True she does not give up an opportunity to say "Thumhari Chakor as that is the trail this ant is creating on that stone... Fossil... I should say...

It was so positive to see him wanting to know who that child is who is bothering him... So eventually and rightfully said his life is chakor even during his childhood albeit their equations... and for the first time he is talking, expressing, investigating and comes the conversation...who is that child and who is the boy who is troubling her... (yes his equation of understanding has changed he acknowledges that act... and dude says she keeps on talking like you...at any age Chakor is Chakor)

The irony is that Mahadev has indeed created this situation through his Vasuki (the name of his snake) as rightly said only a women will know the agony suffering of a women... so she stings him as snakes venom is a powerful antidote... the antidote for the poison which has been inflicted into him.

She did not speak as at the base her sapling is shooting, she is happy that her picture has not faded in him... no it can never ...

The convo they had was a breaking for this Ghulam who only now... only now trying to reason things, understand things, he was emoting infact... he was shocked to realise that she inspite of knowing that he was ordered to kill her had indeed saved him(well dude you both are born to save each other in whatever situation) and also is questioning her as to why she came back... the change in his facial expressions was awesome.

I will not go into the emotional details as its true and we all know they cannot see each other's pain and then where is the question of dying...

I should say history is repeating... He has realised... (during the bhanduva days after the maharasankrati event he did emit so much of hatred for her to leave him and azadganj for the fear that she will be troubled again) that due to her love towards him (he is still camouflaged still to accept that) but he has realised how stubborn she is so she will not leave him unless he reveals his hatred... ( as this was evident the way he said leave the basti, leave azadganj but he has now realised she will not but finally uses his last arrow... leave me, I hate you... The last hammering...

She runs not to save herself but to save him from further turmoil...

The ant did make its trail as after she left he was frustrated on himself... the fossil is indeed giving way to the sapling but it is so hard to understand and the way he threw his dagger was evident of his frustration for still he be the Ghulam but does not want her to suffer, does not want her to loose ... as for him She is Indeed a Winner and Will always Win...

Originally posted by: ndivyateja

Sumi,

I actually lost my emotional connect to the show..Thanx to the great writing before last week..So, completely watching the show as a neautral viewer..I must say I am entertained, it isn't bothersome now..😃

I can never miss your posts..You put out ur heart and soul which makes your words so beautiful..I must say they are brilliantly written..😳

About Suraj-Chakor fight, for me it was more like a fight between Suraj's state of mind and Chakor's broken heart..I just loved how she gave it back to him and finally won it..Suraj, surprised me with his defense instead of attacking, which is a remarkable progress..👍🏼 And when I read your post, you gave another dimension to it, Smoking Hot !! Great one..

The other part, I found Chakor blabbered too much..Suraj's eardrum was on the edge of bursting 😆 When he fell into the pit while running to save Chakor..Her reaction was so cute and funny..😆 That tribal scene was illogical (But had to take in, its Udaan)..Finally, when I read your take on it..You put forward Chakor's sorrow which made me emotional too..

The last one, confrontation was unexpected..Happy she let him know how she felt..I was feeling lighter..Your take on it, bang On !! Apt !!

I love the way you write your opinion as a heart-warming story..Not everyone can write like that..Its a pleasure reading your posts..Ofcourse Do write more 😳

Chakor ... The Jhansi Ki Rani... You March ... We follow...

I am quoting here again

Yesterday episode (January 23, 2018) was a clear demarcation of two aspects... love and dream but the fighter she is does not trespass her areas...

As I keep telling for Chakor has two areas, two worlds ... one her dream where it is about her fellowmen, her azadganj, its freedom... and no where Suraj comes in this world, area.

The other area is simple to identify only Suraj and only Suraj and no one comes in this restricted private , personal area.

It was evident when she was with him she did not think about any thing all her thoughts, her talks her expressions were about her suraj, to get back him to her, as her Suraj and she will go to any extreme to achieve that motto ... all this while she did not think of any thing ... Nothing...

But the moment she set her trail and set off her legs to the boundary she gets indeed confused but the messiah as I would say was the little boy actually I personify him as her mind... who told her about the other world ... Her dream... Where it is about her Azadganj... nowhere she thought about Suraj as she knows once she goes back the fossil will be there...

Why I compared her to Jhansi Ki Rani... Laxmi bai always carried her child behind her as she was confident that no one will kill her as a coward from behind she may be killed as a strong warrior through her heart... This warrior also has come to the other world but still is carrying that child, or that bundle which is her love as that love was taken care of by Suraj as he was the sole custodian as she never bothered about it as she know it was always in the safe hands... But now as he is yet to embrace it... its her bundle and she keeps it behind her dream... only to protect while she is at war...to be handed over to him... Till then she has to hold it...

I may be challenged up on but this is what I felt...

The second part of the episode... Firstly I must say about the flag that Chakor carried... I don't know if I am colour blind... The colour was looking like blue instead of green and if I am right then it is a big blunder that the makers has made and they may be penalised for such an ignorant act...

I had goose bumps right through the way she came up with her stern voice... when I am there nobody can chain MY AZADGANJ nor my Fellowmen... What an astounding stern face and straight eyes she had facing her chin high up... (I was searching for that suraj's Chakor na I did not see an iota of her but saw a tigress, a warrior, that Jhansi Ki Rani) walking, walking straight into my heart too as I stood to salute her.

I quickly had a trail of event going through my brain. This girl was so vulnerable, abused, tortured and yet went ahead to chase her dream and even though she has been put through so much hurdles in her race of marathoning... she turned each hurdle into a milestone, a winning post, and carried the baton without bothering as defeat was always behind her. And she was always ahead to reach that finish line... and I unconsciously was waving my hand with that black and white checkered finish line flag as she emerge victorious.

The whole scene was excellent the dream she dreamt of making her villagers strong... Yes I saw her dream the way they were so bold all their heads up against atyachaar...the way they came behind her with those thumping march was amazing amazing...

Na the ultimate was the punch when she said that she has filed her nominations and that no harm should be inflicted on the contender and the emphasis of MANTRI IMLIDEVIJI was bang on like thousand whips on that ***** face.

Yes the way she held the flag high... I Hail you the Leader

For you are indeed my Jhansi Ki Rani...

You March and sure there will be more like me to follow you.

For you are the Winner and a True Leader.

Albeit what... My dude is Smart!

Well Suraj Narain Rajvanshi... the traits never die.. albeit what... grey Suraj, badlahua Suraj, Chakor's Suraj, Ghulam Suraj... My dude is always smart!!!

We all have been analysing, venting out our anger, feelings frustration etc etc... on this Suraj Rajvanshi albeit whatever it is...

But, when I just rethought through ever since the kidnapping... Leave aside the emotions, our expectations what is right what is wrong, when I stand aside and thought I smiled and realised... My Dude is indeed Smart!

I indeed had a big smile... just a stress buster girls no hard feelings... feel free to bash me I would like that !

Right after the dastardly act, the dude started to realise this girl is not so easy to handle, she looks into his eyes straight, pierces his fossil and one thing he realised he can never never escape from her non-stop talking, blabbering, advices, he realised she is smart and often says "Zaada hoshiyaari math dikana and he was so sure of her smartness that he kept her tied like a pet. (I just laughed). He is not in his sense yes so unable to tie her with her love so used the rope to keep her to him!! Isn't he Smart!

But the smarto is smarto... his trait... that shrewdness never died in him😊

The way he closed her mouth with his hanky... None would have thought...😆.

The way he was sure to keep her belted in the car...

If she was smart saying hungry... he outsmarted her by getting all the ingredients keeping her like a puppy alongside and cooked single handedly and fed her... I just laughed my heart out. Albeit what he cannot see her starving..or feel cold👏...😆.

He knows about the girl if she goes on and on... so he says please open your mouth only for eating. ROFL...🤣

He was indeed smart for after going through the ordeal of snake bite... etc he was smart to say leave Azadganj, leave the basti... He realised she will not...so smartly played his cards... I hate you, I donot want to see your face... Leave me... and She indeed left... isn't he SMART...😭

But comes this ultimate smartness. RV kiske saath paala..Suraj Rajvanshi but unfortunately he is your Ghulam but not his trait ...😊

I was amazed the way he has smartly handled the situation knowing RV and the goons will come in search of him as they are not able to reach him on phone... he hurts himself, gets tied to the tree to make them believe Chakor had hit him, fooled and escaped. The attitude he showed (that was amazing) when RV pointed the gun to him and holding his hair (he would have told wait wait my dear my day will come for you touching my hair and sasa is moth).👍🏼

Wah Wah dude you are amazingly Smart...

In Sense or Out of Sense your smartness never weans!!!!

Is my adories in anyway less in smartness albeit whatever situation is...Na

Dude gets caught by the goons taken through the basti and one look at her, just that look and his girl gets the info... his eyes speaks, "girl I am getting into trouble, get your antics ready and save me!!!

Bingo!!! He is saved and the smarty plays her card superbly, explains the strategy of how she escaped very calmly to the Devils, not for them to understand but for her Dude to understand so that he can use that as his striker...

I just smiled, smiled to my self Indeed My Dude is Smart!!! Else how could he have won over my strong Chakor the epitome of smartness, shrewdness, cleverness...and why would she go through hell to get this Smarto back at any cost!!!