"DOOR TALAK HAI SUNA FALAK,KE DHOONDE TUJHKO KAHAAN,
TU HAI KIDHAR,NA AAYE NAZAR,AA SUN LE YEH ILTEJAA"
'MAT JAA RE,MAT JA...
MAT JAA RE,MAT JA...
TERI KAMI HAI,SAANASEIN THAMI HAI,SUNA HAI DIL MERA"
And finally,they were brutally separated,after a really long time,I cried during the entire thirty minutes and was left upset even after that.As a viewer,I was torn apart in between the two characters...Suraj and Chakor.
I believe that when two people are in love,no one is at fault...both are equally right in their choices,actions and decisions.Both are right in their own ways,no one is wrong only the time and circumstances are wrong.So here I would like to write an analysis on Sukor's separation from two sides.
From Chakor's pov-
"PHIR KYUN SHIKWAA KARTI HO,USKI BEWAFAAI KA...
EK TUM HI TOH KAHAA KARTI THI KE,WOH SABSE ALAG HAI.."
Chakor,the free bird,who flies high in the sky coz she loves the moon,but this bird ended up falling for the sun instead.The girl was mortgaged even before his birth.She lived her life as it came upon her,on her own terms.And one fine day love came to her life in the form of her childhood friend,she knew nothing about this feeling...and as usual she accepted it as it came her way.But that love story was never allowed to bloom in its full form and today,even the ruins of that love is not to be found anywhere.
And she was left heartbroken...and when she was mentally and emotionally going through the worst phase of her life,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,HE CAME WALKING IN THE RAIN.
And suddenly,she started to see life from an all new perspective.He never did anything to woo her,nor did he committed any noble act that she got crazy about him...Yet there was something in him,that made her fall in love all over again,with a passion which a passion that made her a "JOGANIYAA"...for her,he made her understand the real meaning of love.And she spun her life,all around him,he became her reason to wake up every morning.She had blind trust on him,she loved him more than herself.She was considering her life to be a fairytale where Suraj was her "Prince Charming".
But one fine day,all her dreams came crashing down,like a house of cards,where her aspirations,her hopes were mercilessly butchered in the very front of her eyes,that too in the hands of her LOVE.
She has devoted herself to him and he threw him out of his life,in the drop of a hat,by one confession..."That he slept with her own sister,and it was just a mistake"...
She kept on telling herself,that it was utterly false,she kept on gleaming inside with a faint glimmer of hope,that he must be definitely lying.But all her aspirations,all her hopes were cruelly crashed...AND SHE BROKE DOWN.
And then the crazy 'joganiyaa',the lover girl within her died,and her self esteem came calling.Not for anyone else,but for her own self respect,she had to leave her husband's home,coz if she continued living there than it meant,that she would be dis regarding her own self.The woman inside her would not forgive her,and she would fall in her own eyes.And so she left.And even before leaving she claimed to still love him...and for a second she also stopped hearing his groan,but much loss had already been done.
In her words she lost everything,her respect,her relations,her husband,her love.
AND NOW SHE WAS LEFT WITH NOTHING TO LOSE.
"DIL ISHQ SE BINDA[binded] HAI,EK ZIDDI PARINDA HAI
UMMEDON SE HAI GHAYAL,UMMED PAR ZINDA HAI"
AAS KI ARDAAS KO AISE NA TU THUKRAAA...
MAT JAA RE...MAT JA
MAT JA RE...MAT JA.
From Suraj's pov-
"KHUD PAR BEETI HAI,TOH ROTE HO,SISAKTE HO...
SOCHO,WOH JO USNE KIYA HAI TUMSE,KYA WOH ISHQ NAHI THA.."
ok Suraj Rajvanshi,the famous 'self-centered',''self-obsessed','selfish' brat of azadgunj.The one who has nothing inside him,except for self-love.Some even considered him to be a beast,the one who actually had no heart inside his chest at all.Life meant luxury to him,where one is born to just enjoy one self,and make money,drink and dance.And if anyone came in between your way of enjoyment,then it meant end for him.
Then,all of a sudden ,she came,the girl who was so self-less that he started to hail her as the " jagat-maata".
But she turned his world,upside down.She made him understood the real meaning of life,of love,of emotions,of feelings,which she imbibed in his soul.And he started to love her,to worship her.Coz for him she is s goddess,and much more than love,she is his object of respect,of worship,of devotion,for he has dedicated his own self to her being.
Through her,he has imbibed the feeling of self-lessness,so deeply within him that out of it,he has destroyed his own life.
For he took the blame of a mistake on him,that which he was not even connected from very far also.He claimed that the child breathing inside her sister's womb would be called his.
And he did that,not because he has a soft corner for some silly ex.He did that for his Angel,coz he was not able to see her begging for her sister,He did that to protect a pregnant traumatised woman.He did that to safeguard the life of a still unborn child,who is innocent.
But in doing so HE HURT HER THE MOST,AND HE IS WELL AWRAE OF THE FACT.HE KNOWS THAT HE HAS DONE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE,AND HE IS EVEN READY TO BEAR THE PUNISHMENT.
He was ready to bear her hatred,but he never knew that he is going to get a punishment,bigger than his sin.
His biggest fear,coming alive...SHE LEAVING HIM.
Coz,he feared that she would leave him,in his dream sequence,when he first realized his feelings for her.He even demanded a vow from her in the fair,that she would never leave him,even in his proposal also,he confessed that,"TUMHE HAMAAREA JAISE HAZAARON LADKE MIL JAYENGE,LEKIN AGAR TUM HAME CHHOD KAR CHALI GAYI,TOH HUM APNI CHAKOR KAHAAN SE LAYENGE".
And one fine day,she did left him.
Even in the last moments,he was hell bent to stop her,even made her remember the wedding vows,but he had already damaged much more than repairable.
Al last,he stood in front of the gate,nodding his head in a no,to stop her as his last try,with tears in his eyes,not a word from his mouth,but speaking millions from his eyes.
And then she made him helpless by stating the issue of her respect...HER RESPECT,which mattered to him,more than his life.
coz,he was unable to free himself from shackles when stamped,but he had broken all the chains for HER RESPECT.
coz he was ready to starve to death out of hunger but refused to slap her just because of HER RESPECT
coz he was unable to earn himself clothes but ready to take down upon six muscular men because of HER RESPECT.
AND HE LET HER GO.
After which he just roared her name,"CHAKORRR...",with a wrath that would even shake the skies.
Coz HE HAD ALREADY LET GO HIS MOST PRIZED POSSESSION...AND ONCE AGAIN ALL ALONE
"YEH KAUN SA RISHTA HAI,TERI AANKHON SE RISSTA[flows] HAI..
DOP DIL KI PAATON MEIN YEH BAT-TA HAI,PISTA HAI.
ZID PAR APNE DIL KE TU,AISE NA JHUTHLA...
MAT JAA RE...MAT JA
MAT JA RE...MAT JA.
and the last scene with Sukor breaking down,brought out all the emotions with 'tum saath ho' played aptly in the background.
this one is for Sukor-
"INHE BHI SHAUK HUA ISHQ KARNE KA,
AAGAZE MOHABBAT MEIN HI JAAN GIRVI RAKHNI PADI"
So guys,this was my analysis on Sukor separation,do let me know,how was it...
and if anyone has a problem in understanding the poem or shayari,do ask me,coz they are in Urdu.
love to all...
-Rabia.
Edited by KUTUR - 8 years ago