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"It is DIFFICULT to know at what moment love begins,It is LESS DIFFICULT to know that it had begun...!"
The last two episodes had so heart touching Sukor scenes that in spite of so many discussions,I just could not refrain myself from writing an analysis...so here I go...
Of all the love quotes I have heard or read ever from anywhere,the one that is my favorite is by Lord Tennyson-"Its better to have loved and lost,then never to have loved at all...!"
This particular quotation fascinates me in the most deep way,I heard this one when I was very young,around eleven or twelve,and over the years as I have grown up and matured,I have always encountered a more precise,more intense,more meaningful,analysis of the above written quote...
Actually,according to me why it is said so coz LOVE is the feeling that gives you an experience of a lifetime...on one side if there is a person who has travelled each and every place of the world,had read an entire library,and on the other side if there is another person who has simply fallen in love in the most pure way...I bet that the latter is the person,much more mature,much more learned...Love is that the hell of a ride,this particular feeling can give you the experience of both heaven and hell simultaneously,at one go...
In the same way,I got to see two different sides of same emotions in Suraj...for once he was saying to Chakor to leave him,and immediately after few minutes he was requesting her,Not to leave him alone...The guy was almost there,and then stopped at the ONE PARTICULAR WORD,,,,,,,,,,,,the p... word held such significance...If only the duffer could have spoken it,If only the dumbo could have understood it...IF ONLY HE COULD HAVE COMPLETED THE P WORD,,,,,,
"Jab kisi ki taraf dil jhukne lage,baat aakar zubaan tak rukne lage,Ankhon aankhon mein izhaar hone lage...!"
"BOL DO AGAR TUMHE PYAR HONE LAGE..."
At first,he was upset at losing the bout to Vivaan,not because he could'nt arrange clothes for himself,but because he could not prevent Vivaan from joining the evil force,he stood up for getting water and then tripped,then wifey dearest,as usual,as always standing bu his side,held his hands and prevented him from falling...they had an eyelock,then he had the question which actually had no particular answer to,,,,,,"Tum kab tak yun hi hame sambhalte rahogi...?"
He asked this with so much innocence,that it completely melted me,then he suddenly realized that,no Chakor cant be with me as long as I stuck in here,she is not meant to be with me,suddenly he realizes that Chakor needs to think of herself,she was not supposed to be associated like a,"badnaam,ghatiya gunda"...she has to be away from him...he is so wrong that She should simply get away from him...he never wanted her to be here,once he wanted to destroy her fame completely,and today he wants her to fly...courtesy#-"tum azaad panchhi ho aur azaad hi rahogi..."
since from when these equations changed,he himself did'nt realised...
"Chaahne jab lage,dil kisi ki khushi,Dillagi yeh nahi,yeh ahi dil ki lagi...
aandhiyon ko dabaane se kya faayda,baat dil mein chhupaane se kya faayda...!
aur jeena bhi dushvaar hone lage...
BOL DO AGAR TUMHE PYAR HONE LAGE...!
He so tenderly cupped her cheeks in her hands and asked her again the questions,the questions,to which perhaps he knows the answer to,but he wanted to know it FROM HER,why the hell she cares so much for him?...why not the damn she justs leaves him to think of her own?...THE MOST CONFUSED WE EVER GET IS WHEN WE TRY TO CONVINCE OUR HEADS OF SOMETHING OUR HEARTS KNOW IS A LIE...
but the girl is also a real player, instead of properly answering him,enough to satiate him,she ended up piling on the very same questions on himself only...making him recall the things he had done before.for HER,the things that had made herself feel so much special...MAKE A GIRL FEEL SPECIAL AND UNIQUE IN HER OWN PERCEPTION,AND MAN,SHE IS ALL YOURS...and Suraj unintentionally did that before only...and then she gives him the most lame reply,"Kyunki tum hamaari chinta karte ho..!"...is it that much?
And then comes the most heart warming dialogue,"Chakor,tumne hame jeet liya..!"
And then comes the most heart warming dialogue,"Chakor,tumne hame jeet liya..!"
A man who was hard to win over,who openly claimed to be in love with just himself,who was supposed to be devoid of any kinda sentiments,Is so easily surrendering of his defeat,,,,,,,,,,so easily...
some days back,when drunk Chakor had said the 'alag ho jayenge' topic,how innocently he had asked her,"Kya hum sach mein alag ho jayenge"...the fact that one day they will be separated was such an issue of botheration for him,that it was hard for him to make peace with the fact that,one day they will be separated.And today this is not much a issue for him,coz somewhere he has the affirmation that,come whatever may,she would never leave him...
"Uski khushboo agar apni ssanson mein ho,uska sapna agar apni aankhon mein ho...
Jab na dil ki behelne ki surat lage,jab koi zindagi ki zarurat lage...
jaan se zyaadah jab dildaar hone lage...
BOL DO AGAR TUMHE PYAR HONE LAGE...!"
The affirmation that she would never leave him made him to utter the half p word,but he could'nt,he just could'nt...speak,he was himself unsure of his feelings for her,how could he sat that to her,what if she would leave him after hearing it...!
so instead he just said or rather requested her not to leave him ever...
Few minutes back he was saying her to leave him,for her own good and now for his own good,he wants her not to leave him ever...the fact that someday they would be separated is now not a matter of botheration anymore...love is like that only,it sometimes makes you even greedy,bringing out in you two different phases of the same emotions at one go...actually in this particular moment Suraj was CAUGHT BETWEEN WANTING TO LET HER GO,AND HOLDING ON TO WHAT THEY COULD BE...
all that Chakor does for him to fulfill his basic daily requirements has now become a reason for them to be together,and I bet,I bet if someone goes to Suraj and give him an offer that he would be freed forever,but after that he has to completely get away from Chakor...the guy will happily embrace slavery for his entire life,but separation from her SUCKS him...
The man had started questioning himself regarding her,and very soon that duffer will come to know what it really is...but at first he has to battle out his emotions...
"LOVE IS NOT THAT EASY AND IT NEVER WAS,NOR IT WILL EVER BE...!"
-Rabia.😊
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