Part 64
Bani opened the door, jai stood there with his torn shirt, disheveled look, she thought his eyes were moist too, he stood there like a child who wanted the candy but knew couldn't have it, not yet, he had been naughty. Her heart went to him to see him like that. They stood there silently, eyes locked with each other. Though the radio was loud and raghav was blabbering all they cud hear was heartbeat.
Uncomfortable moments, electric tension, no one dared speak or dint want to, Jai wanted her to say something, his head was buzzing 'bani pls, pls say something, say you hate me but say something damn it"
Bani on the other hand was too overwhelmed, she looked at his disheveled state, he looked enticing, her body inflamed. Nothing unusual in that. it happened at the mere thought of him, not to mention what actually seeing him did, especially now, after so much that had happened. She cursed herself for being so much under his spell. She had to get her nerves under control which were fluttering maddeningly. She had to talk.
Bani pointing to the radio – What is all this….
Jai noticed her voice shook, she sounded uncertain, yeah he knew the feeling. He wanted to comfort her, but wasn't sure that was what she needed. Or if he could stop at that. He came to her, moving swiftly. Only one thought in his mind, he could not loose her, he needed her for his survival.
Jai – Bani will you marry me?
A simple question, or was it?
Bani,s zapped – Mr walia….
Jai – Bani will you marry me, NOW?
Bani – Mr Walia what are……
Jai impatient – bani just answer me, yes or no?
Bani simply – Yes
Now jai zapped – You will!!!!
Bani smiled slightly – should I say no?
Jai thrilled to bits – no no I mean god after wot I did, I did expect a no, bani common lets go, we'll get married in a temple right now.
Bani – Mr Walia I will marry you but not now, not like this. You can't make hasty decisions like this, we will marry when both of us are ready, not like this in compulsion.
She was so sensible, so matter of fact, so logical at times, it bemused him.
Jai – bani it's not under any compulsion, I love you and I want to marry you.
Bani – It won't be right. We have to think about others and not just ourselves. And don't you think we also need to talk.
Jai couldn't stand the despair in the slump of her shoulders. He lifted her into his arms and murmured "you are right darling, we need to talk"
She turned her face to him, questions in her beautiful eyes. He wondered how she seemed able to peer into his soul. He carried her to the sofa and put her down, made her sit. He slouched on the floor, holding her hands in her lap, their heads at level. Jai spoke softly.
Jai – Bani I am really sorry for…..
Bani simply – I could have slapped you when I saw you.
Jai was like "whoa the lady is blunt" he said instead – you sud have, but the kick was not bad either.
Bani – did it hurt?
Jai – yeah it did, still hurts. Its gonna be blue by tomorrow.
Bani – good I am glad. You deserve the hurt.
Jai thought "oh god she is after my heart, I love her so much"
Jai – yes bani I know I do, but you dint deserve it, wot I did was unacceptable. I was angry at myself.
Bani had the confused look, angry at himself, why?
Jai continued – agreed earlier I was angry at you for not accepting the gift. My huge ego cud not accept that n I got mad at you but then when we reached here and saw you all huddled up in a corner, fear in your eyes, looking so fragile, I wanted to take you in my arms and kiss you senseless, the only thought was to bring you up here and love you, rather ravish you. And I freaked, I thought oh god the control that I had over my emotions just goes out of the window as soon as I set eyes on you. All rational thinking stops there. Call it passion, call it love, call it need, call it wotever, takes over. A 23 year old girl comes into my life, and has control. Control over Jai Walia. Can you imagine what that did to me? For the past 16 yrs I have not let anyone break the barrier I made around myself. At that moment I was angry at myself for letting you do that. I lashed out on you, I hurt you in the only way I could. But all that I said to you was actually true for me.
She listened to him quietly; he was speaking the truth, which man would ever do that. Which man would come and tell his woman that he was sacred of the feeling she aroused in him. That he was insecure by those feelings. Only an honest man, a man with integrity.
Jai continued – Bani I can't promise you I will not be angry in the future, if I did then it wud be a blatant lie. You know how I am. But I will promise you one thing, I will try to control it, wotever it takes bani, if I hav to meditate or join yoga or go for Art of Living, wotever.
Bani – Mr Walia you don't have to do any of those things, I like you as you are.
Jai – you do?
Bani nodded shyly. He had been completely honest with her, now it was her turn. (main pagal ho jaoongi inki honesty se)
Bani – Mr Walia I am sorry too, I should have taken that gift in the first place. If I had known all this will happen coz of that then i…..
Jai cut her off – no Bani I realize now that wot you did was right, never let your pride or self respect go thinking of the consequences. Then that won't be my Bani. The Bani I love and respect.
Bani smiled – but you had bought it with so much love, I should have thought of that.
Jai gave her his most dazzling smile– don't worry darling, here take this.
He pulled out the jewelry box, it was similar to the previous one. (Well most of the jewelry boxes in India r red n square)
Bani was zapped, just now he was talking big bout not letting her pride go and now this. Did she understand the man, she was so confused, But she dare not refuse, she took it hesitantly.
Bani – you got it again, I…..I mean you found it…..
Jai pointed to the box with his head – go on open it sweetheart.
Bani opened it and was instantly amazed, she had the biggest smile on her face, ear to ear, she looked delightfully happy. Jai thought he would make re-cycled jewelry all his life to see that smile, that one look of ecstasy on her face. (walia empire mere naam kar dena boss)
Bani – omg omg this is so beautiful, she looked up at him, you made it?
Jai laughing – no I woke up the cobbler in the middle of the night. Of course I made it sweetheart, anything for you.
Bani – Jai this is the most awesome gift I have ever received, the most precious. I will keep this all my life, guard it with my life.
Jai – sweetheart it is not more precious than you.
They both looked at each other, eye lock.
Bani softly – can I kiss you?
It put a knife in his heart, yes she was unsure of herself now, he had chipped her confidence somewhere and she was not like "yeah let's make up with a kiss" kinda girl. He got up and sat next to her, took her in his arms.
Jai – bani do you need to ask that, do I still need to prove what you are to me, how much you mean to me..
Then he took her lips in a very soft kiss, just touching it lightly with his own lips. She kissed him back then. They hugged each other, with lots of kisses following that first one, tender, soft, light kisses. It was not about passion or want, it was bout love, trust, care and togetherness. It was bout reunion of two souls.
Later he was just lying on the couch, she had her head on his chest, his arms wrapped around her. Both lost in feeling each other. Both hearts beating as one.
Jai – Bani….
Bani – mmmmmmm
Jai – look at me.
Bani lifted her and rested her chin on his chest.
Jai – happy?
Bani nodded.
Jai – am I completely forgiven?
Bani again nodded.
Jai – thank you. I will sleep well now. I was worried that you won't.
Bani – humko malum hai ishq masoom hai, dile se ho jati hai galtiyan.
Sabr se ishq meroom hai.
Jai laughed – now I know there is nothing to worry. Bani I think I should leave now, its getting late.
They both got up, jai moved towards the door.
Bani stammered – I want you …..to stay.
The words were spoken so softly he barely heard them. Two simple words, but it meant so much, he looked at her she was ready to surrender everything now, all that she had, her love, her trust, and her complete being to the man she loved, totally completely.
Jai looked at her intensely – I cant….. I can't make promises for being rational if I do.
Bani – stay.
The word was a plea. He closed his eyes and tried to think of noble things, honor and all that. It didn't work. He took a step forward with a groan, into her arms. He opened his eyes as she slipped both hands around his waist and leaned her head against his chest. She moved her hands up and down his back under his shirt.
Jai huskily – I can't promise anything platonic if you keep that up.
Her hands went to the few buttons he had on the shirt. Her hands trembled.
Jai – let me.
His voice deeper as need overrode scruples and all that baggage. She dropped her hands to her sides, inviting him to finish the task, he was glad she was looking at him and could not see how his fingers shook as he undid the buttons.
She lifted her arms to him. It was more than a mortal man could resist, and he had never claimed to be a saint. He stepped forward and felt her heat all along his body.
Jai kissing her neck– you're beautiful, so beautiful, it takes my breath away.
Bani – that was a song.
She pressed her lips to his neck and causing lightning to flash into every part of him.
Jai ran a fingertip from her forehead, over her nose, down till her stomach – you are the most incredibly stunning woman I've ever seen.
She pressed fervent kisses on his throat and chest. Her incoherent thoughts flew to her tongue – you make me feel that way. Beautiful. Sexy. Hot. Cold. Frightened.
He tipped her chin up with a hooked finger said fiercely– you don't ever have to be afraid of me, don't you know I'd do anything to keep you happy, and will never hurt you again.
He said this feeling humble and courageous at the same time. He knew he had hurt her but now no more. He looked at her, her pupils were dilated with passion and her eyes gleamed in the dim light from the lamp. A flush spread upward from her throat to her cheeks. She stirred too many things in him, this woman with her stubborn independence, her pride and her honesty. He wanted to show her more than pleasure. He wanted….too many things. He couldn't begin to enumerate them.
Jai – will you have regrets in the morning?
Bani kissed his collarbone – I don't know. I guess we won't know until the morning, will we, and by then it won't matter.
A shudder went through him, he gathered her again into his arms, her lips quivered under his as he touched them, then her arms slipped around his shoulders as she arched against him.
The last of his principles fell away. Her touch ignited a need that wouldn't, couldn't be denied. Reasoning didn't enter into the equation.
He fell on the sofa, taking her weight as she came down with him. But it was not big enough for a man his size, he rolled over on the floor, slipped a hand under her hair and held her head in position to deepen the kiss. For a long time he only kissed and caressed lightly along her back. He had never known passion could be so totally engrossing. The world narrowed to this room, to her, and the places where he caressed. Bani closed her eyes. Bright veils of light flashed through her mental vision like magical draperies controlled by a genie.
The ring of the phone was like a bomb blast in their ears. They had no clue what that sound was or from where, the phone persisted rigging. Bani was the first to realize it was her land line. She tried to get up. Jai cursed under his breath, choicest of words.
Jai ordered – ignore it damn it.
Bani – it could be important, it's late in the night, omg Rano.
Jai and bani had completely forgotten bout Rano she could be here any moment.
Part 65
The ring of the phone was like a bomb blast in their ears. They had no clue what that sound was or from where, the phone persisted rigging. Bani was the first to realize it was her land line. She tried to get up. Jai cursed under his breath, choicest of words.
Jai ordered – ignore it damn it.
Bani – it could be important, it's late in the night, omg Rano.
Jai and bani had completely forgotten bout Rano she could be here any moment.
Bani went n took the call. Jai sat up reclining on the sofa, trying to get his breathing to normal. Listening to the conversation, he cud make out it was Rano. Bani returned.
Bani still a bit shaken – uhh… it…it … was….it was Rano.
Jai – Yeah..
Bani – she… she… will be….here in 10 minutes.
Jai – yeah..
Bani very uncomfortable – I'll…..I'll….mmm get u some water.
Jai smiled – get me a bottle.
Bani dashed to the kitchen. She stood by the sink thinking, holding her stomach " o god wot was I doing, wot if Rano had walked in,wot wud she think. I am supposed to set an example for her. Omg I asked him to stay, wot will he think, wot kind of girl am I. This is not the way I was bought up. This is not the values I got from my mother. This is not our tradition. O god wot do I do now?" all sorts of thought that a girl wud have was running in her mind. She felt ashamed, tears burned her eyes.
Jai called out – Baniii
Bani gulping down the tears – yeah yeah I am coming.
She took out a bottle of water from the fridge n went to him, sat down on the sofa beside him.
Bani gave him the bottle, he drank thirstily.
Bani – Mr Walia I am sorry….
Jai turned his head up to her – Bani stop apologizing for something that was not your fault. It was quite mutual. More mine coz I sud know better.
Bani on the verge of tears – but I was the one who stopped you….oh god wot if rano had come.
Tenderness, the strange, confusing tenderness that only she had ever aroused, surged through him. One thing was true. He wud do anything to keep her happy. No one wud hurt her, not while there was life in his body.
Jai got up n sat next to her holding her – Bani bani I know wot you are thinking, but darling don't do this to yourself, don't persecute yourself. I know all this was a mistake…..
Bani very mater of fact tone – I can't keep my hands off you, I forget everything.
That made jai laugh.
Jai laughing – bani I don't want to keep my hands off you so don't worry we are in the same boat, we'll think of something.
His laughter warmed her all the way through. She smiled at his humor, knowing he was giving her time to become comfortable.
Bani smiled – I think we sud not meet like this, u sud not come here. We sud meet with people around us.
Jai – ya I think so too, you are too hazardous for my heart.
Bani – I am serious.
Jai laughed – I was serious too when I had asked to be just friends.
Bani – well you cud not keep your promise but I can. Do you want me to promise that I will not meet you like this?
Jai folded his hands – nahi meri amma I don't want you to promise any such thing. I'll go n talk to masi n ask her to fix a date as soon as possible. Theek hai
Bani smiled and nodded. Jai pulled her nose with a "badi jaldi hai shadi ki hhmmm kya baat hai"
Bani shyly – aapko nahin hai.
Jai comin close to her – main to aaj abhi shadi ke liye tayaar hoon, tumne mana kiya.
Bani laughing n pushing him away – now you go b4 Rano comes.
Jai also laughed – yes and b4 we r back on the floor n get caught.
Bani blushed.
Jai – she most probably wud have killed me. She is always after me. She is my nemesis.
Bani – she likes you.
Jai – hhhmmm I like her too, she is a nice kid.
Bani laughed – Kid? U r going to marry her sister n I am just 2 yrs older to her.
Jai teasing – ab us mein meri kya galti hai, u r a kid too but u enticed me. You fell in love with me n I just cud not see u suffer.
Bani – you are so conceited. But I love you.
Jai took her in a hug – I love you too, n now I must leave b4 that sister of yours comes.
Jai gets up too go.
Bani – Mr Walia how can you go like this.
Jai zapped – bani don't start it all over again.
Bani going red to her toes – I mean look at you, you can't go with a torn shirt.
Jai looking down at his shirt, pulling it together a bit – it's ok bani, ghar hi to jana hai and its late sab so rahe honge. Main chala jaoonga.
Bani – no wait, there will be those gfn boys down there n they love to gossip. And chotu the lift man….
Jai – oh ya don't remind me, he even warned me.
Jai tells her, they both laugh
Bani – he is crazy, I shouted at him one day, he always leaves the door to the lift open n plays around when I am getting late for office. You know how my boss is, he bites my head off if I am late.
Jai nuzzling her neck – I am sure your boss is in love with you n wants to see you in the office when he is there.
Bani laughing – I think so to, but he is a workaholic, he comes b4 time, how can he expect me so early?
Jai – don't worry darling, now that he is having late nights or sleepless nights, he will be late too. And now b4 it gets more late wot do we do about my shirt.
Bani thinking – Rishi is also not there, I wud hav got u his shirt. Ok give me your shirt, I'll try n find the buttons and put them on it.
Jai flirting – you always want my shirt off don't you, r u sure u will be able to handle me without a shirt.
But he took it off n gave it to her. bani just pulled her tongue at him and started going towards the bedroom.
Jai called bac – u want me to come darling, help u look for the buttons.
Bani turned – you just stay there Jai walia.
Jai laughed – ya see I knew I am too hot to handle.
Bani ignored him n went in, jai laughed a full throated rich laugh, he stood there drinking from the bottle.
Rano came in using her keys, she had her back to jai while locking the door, jai cursed in a low voice, he was standing in the middle of the living room without a shirt.
Rano – di I am back n I will never go out with rishi again he is so……….she had turned n seen Jai….Wot the hell r YOU doing here like this.
B4 jai cud say anything rano was at him
Rano shaking a finger at him – Jai Walia wot hav u done.
Jai calmly – nothing as yet.
Rano screaming – Jai Walia don't even think bout it, I will kill you with my own bare hands.
Jai rolled his eyes impishly - these days all I think is that
Bani came out with his shirt – Rano relax his shirt was torn, I just took it to stitch.
Jai wickedly – btw Rano…..
Rano – shut up you are so disgusting.
Jai – let's say I am a red blooded man.
Bani's eyes were still all red n swollen from all that crying, rano noticed this.
Rano – di why r your eyes so red, hav you been crying, she held Jai's shirt who was trying to put it on n shook him, did you make my Di cry.
Jai took off his shirt, crumpled it in his hands n threw it on the floor.
Jai – hato yaar main shirt hi nahin pehnta, dono behene mere shirt ke peeche padi hai. I will go home like this.
Bani went hysterical, she picked up his shirt n gave it to him, rano stood there zapped.
Bani laughing –Mr Walia common don't behave like a kid, here wear it and Rano don't worry, we had a fight and I tore his shirt.
Rano – you did?
Jai complaining – and she even tore my poster.
Rano – I am sure you deserved it. Wot did you do Jai?
Bani teasing – sud I tell her wot you did.
Jai pleading – no bani no please.
Rano curious – Di now you have to tell me common di.
Bani told rano bout her not accepting the gift and jai getting angry for it, she skipped the details bout wot Jai had said n done, she told bout how Jai apologized with the jewelry and the request.
Rano pulling his cheeks – wow Jai I am impressed. Wot a way to make up. I wud not expect so much mushiness from you. You sure r a surprise a minute. I wish some other guys were like you.
Jai blushed – well Rano its nothing like that, she was really very angry n I had to make up, I hurt her.
He looked at bani n they both got lost in each other. Rano coughed.
Rano – can we have you both back?
They stood there chatting when rano noticed the bruise on Bani's neck.
Rano – Di wot happened to ur neck.
Jai n bani exchanged looks. B4 jai cud say anything
Bani – ah rano I think it is an insect bite.
Rano is smart she dint buy that.
Rano teased – Di does that insect have initials JW.
Jai coughed on the water he was drinking. Rano burst out laughing.
Jai – Bani I think she just called me an insect. I am not gonna leave your sister.
Rano went behind Bani – Jai at 36 u still don't know how to kiss a lady, you gotta learn boy.
Jai trying to pull her out – oh ya you gonna teach me, common let's see….
Rano – y sud I, u already hav a target, practice there.
Bani pushed them both – stop it both of you.
Jai – why don't you tell your sister, she is the one putting wrong ideas in my head?
Rano – no one has to put them Jai, you already have them. She imitated him 'red blooded man'
Jai – God look who's talking. Both you sisters r as bad. I am gonna get out of this asylum.
Rano – Jai we are the innocent angels. Now go and talk to Rishi.
Jai groaned – now where did rishi come in between kissing lessons.
Rano – shut up Jai get your mind away from it for a lil while. Rishi is upset over something and won't talk to us, maybe he will talk to you.
Bani also had a pleading look.
Jai –I spend an eventful evening with my girlfriend and now u want me to go talk to some sulking majnu.
Rano – common Jai cant you do that much for me.
Jai – tumhe badi chinta hai Rishi ki hhhmmm kya baat hai Rano?
Rano – he is a good friend Jai.
Jai – wot bout me am I not a good friend, why you sending me there at this time when I am so tired?
Rano – Di please tell him.
Bani – Mr walia please and she pushed him towards the door.
Jai - haan haan ja raha hoon, god you girls are just slave drivers.
Bani – come back and tell us wot he said.
Jai quietly in her ears – of course sweat heart I'll be back, can't leave without saying good night to you.
Rano shouted – go on lover boy.
Jai threw the bottle at her and left.
Edited by sanam84 - 18 years ago