Hey guys I have been a silent spectator of this forum and after the constant horrible episodes I’ve decided to write something based on yesterdays epi , here it would be raavi who would walk out . i haven't written in a while so do forgive any mistakes and im not sure if i would turn this into an SS or TS or leave it just as an drabble , do let me know if you would want me to continue. Im sick of seeing the dejected and hopeless raavi so here it goes . dialogues are in bold
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It had almost been 2 weeks since Raavi was trying to mend her relationship with shiva , but after what happened today , things may take a major turn
Raavi ran out of the angan after shiva pushed her away infront of everybody, was she so unwanted in everyone’s lives that people could just use her and then throw her away? all the built-up insecurities made their way to her mind blocking away every possibility of thinking right , she thought back at the time her parents had left her
“jab mere khud ke maa papa mere apne nhi hue , kisi dusre se kya hi umeed rakhon mein” laughed raavi at her fate
Walking aimlessly on the road her mind travelled back to shiva’s words
“hum dono kabhi ek nhi ho sakte”
“yeh compromise mein nhi karne wala”
“chali ja yahan se”
“meherbani ka Rishta hai yeh“
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Shiva looked startled as she ran away , scrunching his eyes at his behavior he turns to leave but is held back by a strong arm pulling him inside the kitchen , by the time he processes what is happening around him he receives a tight slap across his face by gaumbi
“gaumbi” he managed to say but not before receiving one more slap right on the face .
“maine yeh kabhi socha nhi tha ke aise naubat aegi ki mein tujhpe haath utaunga shiva “ gaumbi said, his face clearly showing disappointment
“kaun hai woh huh ? kaun ?!! teri biwi hai woh shiva , koi saman nhi hai woh , uss bachi ki bhi feelings hai , mein bhi kitne dino se dekh raha hoon ,raavi kitne efforts dal rahi hai tujhse bath karne ke liye aur tu sada hua Padwal ke tara muh banake chala jata hai . aur aaj jo tune kiya usse hadd paar karne kehte hain , sabke samne apne biwi ki apman karna kis se sikha hai tunne ? “ screamed gaumbi in anger
“gaumbi mere woh matlab nahi tha , mujhe nhi pata ki woh sab kaise hogya , mein gusse mein tha issi liye “
“toh tu apne gusse mein pure mohele ke samne apne patni ki bezzati karega? Kabhi socha hai ki usse kaise lagega jab uska khud ka pati usse aise treat karega toh , aise sab ke samne dhaka dena yeh kaise tameez hai shiva ?sabke samne kya , akele mein bhi tujhse aisa karna nhi chahiye . “ gaumbi said sternly
“mein manta hoon maine ab jo kiya woh galat hai par main aur usse iss unchahi rishte mein nhi bandna chahta .. kab tak karegi woh compromise “
And again he gets slapped again but harder this time in order to show him the reality
“kya compromise ?!? tumne apne rishte ko ek samjhota ka naam diya hai !kabhi usse pucha ki woh kya chahthi hai ? agar uske liye yeh samjhota hota toh phir woh tujhse bath karne ki ya phir apna Rishta sudharne ki kyun try karegi”
“par gaumbi , main nhi hoon woh insaan jo raavi deserve karthi hai , wohek gentleman deserve karthi hai jo usse khush rakhe “ murmured shiva whilelooking disappointed
“shiva aaj ke pehle tu mere liye gentleman hi tha , koi sirf ache kapde pehne se gentleman nhi ban jata , woh mard jo apne partner ko respect kare , pyaar kare aur uski value kare woh hota hai gentleman , par aaj jo harkat tunne kihai woh ek gawar ki hai . “ after a few seconds
"aur agar tujhe aise lagtha hai ki tu uske liye teekh nhi hai aur tu usse deserve nhi kartha , toh ban woh insaan jo woh deserve karthi hai , Raavi ne kabhi tumse shartein nhi rakhi ki usse branded kapde dilao ya phir mehege mehege restaurants mein khana khilo , woh bachi sirf pyar chahti hai , respect chahti hai" he said a little calmer than before
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It was pretty late at night and the clouds looked like they would fall any minute . Raavi sat down near a lake letting all her bottled up emotions out.
“jab choti thi tab ma- papa chod ke chale gaye aur phir jis insaan seshaadi hone wali thi ussne mujhe mandap pe chod diya aur ab jisse shaadi hui wohshaadi ke baad chodna chahta hai . urghhhhhhh kyun hai meri kismat itni buri ,kyun mein uss pagal bhootnath ko chahne lagi , kya hai mujhme kami ?itna asaankyu hai logon ko mujhe chod ke jane ke liye . itni baad kismat hu kya main ?pehle meri ek kangan se sauda kardiya aur ab sab ke saamne mera Mazak bana dia, Mazak ….haan wahi toh hoon main .. “ she smirked and then cried until her tears dried up
As time passed it started pouring heavily and as a fresh gush of wind hit her face , she decided
“lekin ab aur nahi, mujhe naahi maasima ki zarurat hai aur nahi shiva pandya ki , jab bath self respect ki ho toh no compromise. Shiva pandya tum jo chahte the wahi hoga. “ she said to herself before walking the other direction .
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so how was it ? i wrote it in a haste to get my mind out of the crappy episodes , and im sorry if ive given shiva too many slaps i felt he deserved it here, anyways do let me know how you liked it and whether or not u guys want me to continue this :)
lots of love
tani <3
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