The below piece of writing is purely fictional and meant for entertainment purpose only.
Please read it as story.
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Previous OS LINK - https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/5187432
This will be purely Preesha's point of view in first half.
In second half, it will be Preesha talking to her heart.
Dramatic, I know! Bear with me.
P.S. (heart) is actually Preesha's heart talking to her.
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Preesha's point of view.
I fell down on my knees and my vision got blurred as soon as he left from there.
His words were still ringing in my ears.
My mind had images of him and our happy times. His eyes, his smile and only him.
I want to shout but I don't even have that much energy left me.
I want to cry but tears ditch me.
I have so much to say but words failed to come out of my mouth.
My eyes become heavy, my head was spinning.
My hands and legs were trembling.
I was panting hard.
I lost my breathes.
My heart stopped working.
I was completely lifeless as my soul just left my body with him.
I could only see darkness in front of my eyes.
I collapsed.
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Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt, suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday, waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Preesha - Rudra...
(heart) - Rudra...? Why Preesha? Why did you take his name first?
Preesha - I want to see him, I want to stop him...he is going. He said its all over, it has ended.
(heart)- So? So, what if he is going? What if it is over from his side? Why do you care?
Preesha - I care, because he just cannot put an end to everything...
(heart) - What 'everything' Preesha? Define 'everything?'
Preesha - Everything...I...mean..I
(heart) - See, you are fumbling with words. You yourself don't know what 'everything' means to you.
Preesha - I just know one thing, I don't want to lose him...
(heart) - Lose him as what? As Saransh's father, as your husband or as your friend?
Preesha - I don't know...I don't want to lose Rudra, that's it.
(heart) - Only Rudra? Are you sure you don't want to lose only 'Rudra'?
Preesha - Who are you and why are you here? I am already not in right state of mind...you just go...
(heart) - I am here to bring you in your 'right state of mind', Preesha. I am your HEART.
Usually, I am always found to be in the battleground with my arch rival, mind. We are always in a war with each other.
But somehow we still co exist, because humans can't live without both of us. We hate each other, but we still have to be with each other.
But ultimately, I am the winner at the end of the day.
In your case, your mind hasn't allowed you to listen to me. It's enough now.
Its my time, you have to listen to me, you can't ignore me anymore.
I am here to WIN and make you WIN.
Preesha - I don't want to listen anything from you. I just want go and search for him.
(heart) - Why?
Preesha - I told you I don't want to lose him, I need him.
(heart) - But when did he became "yours" that you fear losing him today? Who is he really to you that you don't want to lose him at any cost?
If you are thinking about Saransh then you need not to worry as he has promised that he will always be there for Saransh and you know he will keep that promise at all costs.
He will be back for Saransh. He will fulfil his duties as a father.
He has made himself very clear.
What else is there that you feel you need him for?
Preesha - You just go from here...
(heart) - I am your heart, Preesha, where will I go? See you never allowed me to ask you these questions? You always run away from me and my questions. Come on, its high time now...let's have a chat.
Preesha - I don't know you what questions you are talking about.
(heart) - Even your tears are asking you the same question, Preesha.
Preesha - I don't know what are you talking about? I just know one thing that I can't live without him. I can't imagine myself without him.
(heart) - Since when he did become the reason of your existence? Isn't he just Saransh's father and your husband?
Preesha - Why are you doing this to me?
(heart) - I am just asking very simple questions.
Preesha - I don't have answers to your questions.
(heart) - I'll help you to find...
Preesha - I don't want your help...
(heart) - This answers are needed. Otherwise, you'll truly LOSE HIM FOREVER.
Preesha - I don't need to know any answers. I don't need to know anything...
(heart) - Then you shouldn't be getting affected by his departure. Stop hurting yourself, stop bothering, stop caring, stop thinking about him. Forget him.
Preesha - NOOOO...
(heart) - Hurts, it's impossible, right? Just look at yourself, Preesha.
You are clearly getting affected by his non existence.
You want him around you, you want to stop him, you need him.
Preesha - I just can't take it anymore...I don't know what's happening...to me.
(heart) - It has already happened to you.
Preesha - What?
(heart) - LOVE.
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything, take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday, waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Preesha - LOVE?
(heart) - Umhmm, love.
Preesha - How is that possible?
(heart) - and why do you think its not possible?
Preesha - love...how, when?...I don't know..
(heart) - because you never asked me, but I always knew. I tried to tell you but you never listened to me.
Preesha - How can you be so sure?
(heart) - Because I am in you. I am your heart and I am the first one to know and it's been a longgggg time.
Preesha, you are madly, deeply, hopeless in love with him.
I can fully assure you because I can feel it.
I can feel his pain more into me, in fact more pain than he himself is going through.
There were times when I broke but I still gathered myself for HIM.
He was already broken, but it pained me like I can't even tell...
I can't see him crying.
I died many times seeing him hurting himself.
It really pains me to see him in that state.
I was literally going to sink that day when I saw him dieing in front of me, remember that accident?
Preesha - No, please don't remind me of that accident...
(heart) - Ok, sorry. Let's talk about the beautiful memories.
I used to beat faster when he used to come close to you.
I used to skip my beats every time he used to touch you.
I never wished to stop him, I liked it, I loved it.
He indirectly touched me whenever he used to touch you.
I used to jump, dance, sing (oh, I know you are a bad singer) in happiness whenever he used to make you feel special.
I used to get happy seeing him happy, I can't see him sad at all. I feel like he deserves happiness always.
I wished him all the happiness in the world. I feel like protecting him always. I want to keep him safe from dangers and evils. I want to secure him in me, always.
I can proudly say that is best father, best husband, best life partner and best human being.
HE WON ME, Preesha.
HE OWNS ME, now.
I BELONG TO HIM. I AM HIS.
I beat for him, I live for him and I'll die for him.
Preesha - I didn't know all this...I never thought of it.
(heart) - I know, but I was aware of everything, but you never asked me.
Preesha - Sorry...
(heart) - It's ok. It happens...
Preesha - Yes, you are right. I love him.
(heart) - Yes you do, in fact you have always loved him without even releasing it. You were always in love with him, unknowingly.
Preesha - Really?
(heart) - Of course. You didn't realise but a dutiful wife in you have always had a touch of love in everything you did for him.
You thought its your duty but it was ACTUALLY ME who was compelling you do everything. I was hoping that you would realise it yourself, but that's ok. I am always here to help.
But as expected, my arch rival, your mind, didn't let you listen to me.
Preesha - Its actually me, who didn't listen to you. I am sorry.
I was a dutiful and caring wife, a loving mother and a responsible daughter in love in my mind.
I never allowed my mind to think beyond this.
I restricted my mind in believing that I am only his wife, Saransh's mother and daughter in law of Khurana family.
(heart) - That's the problem with my buddy, mind. Sometimes, my loving friend just get on my nerves...
Anyway, I think my work is done here.
Preesha - Thank you.
(heart) - Now what will you do?
Preesha - You tell...
(heart) - Tell him that you love him.
Preesha - So much has happened between us...will he believe me...
(heart) - Just don't care about anything else, go and tell him.
Preesha - Ok...
(heart) - Take me to where I belong truly. I WILL BEAT IN HIM AS YOU.
Preesha - ...and his heart will beat in me as HIM.
And all along I believed, I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Song : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtOvBOTyX00&list=RDrtOvBOTyX00&start_radio=1
Crap, I know.
I don't know what made write this.
I tried my best to write as much as I know Preesha.
I was eager to write about her and I ended up writing this.
Please let me know how it is...
Please don't throw chappals, tomatoes and eggs at me 😆
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