Feb 4th - Love Till Death
I'm back! Not continuously. I have a lot going on, but I will try to analyze episodes that especially call to me. Like today's.
Today was dedicated to love.
Maya's love - Maya has realized that she loves Rudra as well. She was ready to kill him, but then as he spoke, she realized her love for him. Unlike in Rishi's case where she faltered and yet continued on with her plan, in Rudra's case she couldn't go through with it. I won't call this redemption though. Because there is no redemption for Maya. There is only death (more on this later). But for today, seeing Rudra slip away from her, Maya refused to let go and held on tightly.
Maya's revenge - But Maya's revenge still takes a forefront. She loves Rudra and that's why she wants him far away from everything now. She cannot destroy the person she loves. She cannot even see the people she loves in danger. She sent Nandini and Rajiv away. She cried over Myra, someone she tried to send away but failed. And now there is Rudra. She tries to force Rudra away because she knows that in her revenge, he will get destroyed. But he refuses to leave.
Aaj vs kal - Maya's questions and her repeated aaj vs kal comparisons feeds into the very gist of this show. It is aaj vs kal. Maya's kal destroyed her and her innocence. It took her on a dark path, a path of no return. Yet is that the case? Is there no way for aaj to save her? Is there no way for aaj to show her that revenge is not the answer to everything? Is there no way for aaj to stop her, remind her that she is becoming the person she detests, and to salvage her? The battle is not just external now, but internal as well. Rudra has gotten past all the defenses, all the darkness, and lit up a small flame of hope inside Maya. She is no longer just battling MJ, but is also battling this flame, a flame that is out of control and spreading fast. She needs to control it, contain it, douse it to stay on track and yet the flame refuses to be controlled, contained, and doused. It refuses because it is adamant and will do everything in its power to save Maya and fill her life with happiness.
Ab main sab kuch khatam kar doongi - Maya has made her decision. She wants Rudra in her life, but her revenge is more important. Her kal has won over her aaj, for now. She wants to end everything. Her revenge, her hatred, MJ, his cronies, and herself. Note the last one. Herself. She will end herself to end this revenge. This was decided from the beginning, but today Maya accepted it. She knows she will die for this revenge, but she has to because she killed an innocent person - Rishi. Because she became the same person she was hating to date. There is no Maya anymore. There's only a vengeful shadow and a hatred that will carry her through to death. But that flame still burns her. That flame of hope and love that Rudra has ignited.
Aaj se main aapni puri zindagi tumhare naam karta hoon - Alright folks, the end of the show will be this. MJ's death or him going mad, Maya's death, Rudra's death or him going mad. I've written it down. Let's see how true it turns out to be. This is what I believe will happen. Rudra loves Maya madly and without her, he doesn't envision a life. The day Maya dies either Rudra will die or he will go mad, never to return. Rudra has written his whole life to Maya. There is no life without Maya for him.
Bride in black - The first ever bride in black. Maya Rudra Roy. She made her decision. She wants Rudra even if it destroys her and him both. I like how Rudra left the decision to her. He loves her and he wants to be with her for the rest of his life, but the decision belonged to her. This was an important moment for Maya because we saw the young Maya's dream getting fulfilled here. All she had wanted was a happy life and to be married and happy with the person she loved (whether that was MJ or not is still up in the air). Yet that got taken from her and killed along with her baby and almost her life. Today, she got that back. Those tears were real. They were tears of sadness, of happiness, of a future that cannot be.
The vows - Alright important moment coming right up.
(1) Aaj ke baad hamare beech koi nahi aayega bhagwan bhi nahi. - Rudra will trust Maya implicitly. He will not see the truth no matter who shows it to him, but if he himself sees the truth one day, then it could be a different matter, though he has promised to take every pain of hers so he may support her even then.
(2) Main tumse wada karti hoon ke khud se pehle tumpe bharosa karongi. - Maya has handed her life to Rudra and she now trusts him implicitly as well. But does this mean that she will tell him everything or are these just empty words for her?
(3) Mere zindagi ki andhere tumhare zindagi ki khushi aur ujale cheen nahi payenge. - This is a promise Maya intends to keep. She loves him and she cannot destroy him now. She will do what she can to shield him from reality.
(4) Main tumse wada karta hoon ke zindagi mein andhere ke badal chahe kitne ghere kyun naa ho main hamasa tumhare saamne ujala ban ke khada rahonga, humsa tumhara saath doonga, chahiye woh khushi ho yah gham, zindagi ho yah phir... - And the vow remains incomplete because Maya wants it to remain incomplete. She does not want him to accompany her in death. On the first part though, Rudra is like the light at the end of the tunnel. He will always be there, Maya just needs to reach out to him. He will always try to bring her out of her darkness, she just needs to accept his help and come out.
(5) Main tumse wada karti hoon ke hum hamasa saath rahenge. Jab tak mein zinda hoon, main tumhare pyaari ki ifzaat karongi aur jab maut aayegi toh mere haath mein sirf tumhara haath hoga. Meri saanson pe sirf tumhara naam hoga aur meri aankhon mein sirf tumhara chehra. - Maya has again made a promise that she will not let anything bad fall upon Rudra. She will stand in front of it and take it on herself. She just asks for one thing in return - Rudra's support till the end. She wants to die in his arms. She does not want to see him die, but she will die in front of him.
(6) Main tumse wada karta hoon ke aaj se tumhara har pyaar mera pyaar hoga, tumhari haar nafrat meri nafrat hogi, tumhara har bharosa mera bharosa hoga, tumhara har aansoon mere aansoon honge. - Ookay. Rudra will support her in right or wrong. The day he learns the truth, he will not disappear, but stand by her and support her. Question is will he do that even when he learns that Maya killed Rishi? Nonetheless, he has made the vow.
(7) Main tumse wada karti hoon tumse pyaar ki har kasam nibhaongi. Main bhi.- And above all, they will always be together. Despite Rudra's love though, Maya will not let her revenge against MJ go. Instead, she will use Rudra's support and love to win her battle.
Bad VFX - Maya's driving scene was really bad VFX. Please pay attention to such small details CVs.
Finally, I hope I have time to watch tomorrow! MJ and Maya finally come face-to-face on MJ's turf.
Edited by Minionite - 4 years ago
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