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Banner Credit to 'MsChanadlerBong'Chapter 7 (Part A)Zoya's POVJust as I had asked for, Asad stayed away from me. Only for the movie promotional events he accompanied me. I didn't know whether I should be happy or sad by Asad's distance from me. I knew deep down I still had feelings for him, but yet something stopped me from accepting it and trusting him again. It was confusing me a lot.
As the month end came, I was excited to meet my parents. Me and Humi came to Bhopal after nearly an year. I hadn't told Humi about Asad. I even thought of hiding it from Ammi, I was successful in doing so too.
____________________It has been a week since I came to Bhopal. In this whole week time, I have been thinking about my confusing feelings. Finally after cracking my head, I understood my feelings.
The fact that Asad threatened Yousuf to stay away from me, hurt me thinking that he doesn't trust me.
The reason I aborted the Baby was because I couldn't take a break when my career was beginning and also I wasn't ready for such a huge responsibility. But I didn't inform Asad about it because, I knew he loved babies a lot. So it would have been difficult to make him understand my situation. Even though I should had done it, I didn't but found out a easy way to handle the situation. Well actually which worsen the situation.
I was broken beyond repair as Asad uttered those harsh words on my face. I just couldn't believe that he didn't even trusted me a bit. My heart was bruised by his words. The only thing in my mind was to end every relationship with Asad and I did it without a second thought.
Years flew like a arrow and I knew that even though I pretend to hate Asad, I actually Love him. I couldn't help it, my optimistic mind would come up with a reason to defend Asad and my stupid heart accepted it easily. But yet I would pretend to have moved on and think that my feelings for Asad died the day our relationship ended.
My decision of working together with Asad in a movie made me realise that he too still had feelings for me. Somewhere deep down I was elated to know it. As I spent more time with him my feelings resurfaced. His pleas melted the wall I built around my heart. It's truly said that if Love hurts you immensely it also will heal you. His Love had began to heal my wounds and I wasn't even aware of it or didn't care to notice it. Maybe because I would just be irritated by Asad's antics and was thinking about it only. But now as Asad distanced himself from me, it hit me hard, as realisation dawned on me that Asad indeed is an essential part of my life.
Once again thinking about it, gave me a clear idea of what actually was holding me to give another chance. It was my trust issue but not my lack of trust in Asad, but my lack of trust in my fate. Then I decided that I wasn't a coward to sit thinking what if's of the future and to ruin my present.
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Argh! Dammit! Why can't you pick up your phone Asad?
I cursed under my breath trying to call Asad for the umpteenth time in the past couple of hours.
Allah Miya what's wrong with you Asad? I'm desperately trying to talk to you but you aren't even receiving my calls. I whined.
____________________I spent another two days in the same frustration of trying to contact Asad. Until I came to Mumbai.
It was late night by the time my flight landed. As the next day was a Sunday, I thought of going home and resting for a while before going to meet Asad.
____________________Where are you Asad?
I thought as I walked back to my car. I had come to Asad's house only to know that Asad didn't turn up to his house since 4 days. I checked on Internet about Asad's whereabouts but found nothing.
As much as I tried to be optimistic, my stupid mind came up with horrible conclusions. Firstly I tried to shrug it off but as time flew fear gripped my heart.
Am I late in realising my mistake and feelings?
No way, just calm down Zoya. Maybe Asad has gone to Pune and he could be absolutely safe.
But what if he isn't in Pune? What if he isn't safe?
The nagging feeling in my heart made me worried sick thinking about Asad.
Would I ever get back "My Asad"? Or is it really too late?
End Of Zoya's POV____________________Today was my first exam and it went pretty good. So back with a update, but I know it's a very short update. Will update the next part in another 5 days.
I hope Zoya's pov is explained appropriately because this is the first time I've written something like this.
Is Zoya really too late in realising her feelings? Where is Asad? Is he safe? Would Zoya get her Asad back?
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Edited by AsadZoya1708 - 5 years ago
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