#676
A cold blooded prank.
Things were growing between us. We were developing a strength in each other. For me, I knew it was love, and maybe, for her, it was the same. I don't know, why we were doing this. We felt deprived of our control. It would either be her, or me, losing their control for the day, and doing something, that would bring us closer. No, we did not do anything, that a husband and a wife would do, in their bedrooms, but yeah, we kissed, several times. It was just getting harder for me, and I don't know about her.
We have become so comfortable with each other, that we wouldn't mind, changing clothes in the same room, without a wrong thought passing through the minds. Right now, we were in a relationship, that was between that of best friends and husband and wife. Things were strange. I had felt her lips on mine, many times, when I was asleep. I felt good, but bad, at times, that she could've done this openly. After all, we were married, but I came to a conclusion that she needed time to open up this much. We were going to the office together, as usual. She made me leave the gym, and join her in her daily fitness routines. But yeah, working out with her, was surprisingly good, and also, I would get more time to spend with her. Also, I was able to supress my desires for her, by doing so. Working out helps a lot.
Things were doing good, until she found a pack of protection in my drawer in the morning. She was completely pissed off after seeing it there. I promise, that I did not purposely keep it there, but she feels that I did it on purpose, and that I wanted to get closer to her. That I had lust for her and what not. It really hurt hearing those things from her mouth, but then it was my fault, I had kept the pack there. But I never bought them. I SERIOUSLY NEVER BOUGHT THEM. It was a cold blooded prank of my best friend, who couldn't come to my wedding, and hence, he parcelled me this yesterday, and I had to hide it in my drawer, and unluckily, Nisha, who never touches my cupboard, touched by cupboard in search of something, and I had completely forgotten about the thing that I had in it, and then, I got framed wrongfully.
I tried talking to Nisha many a times, but she was hell angry with me. I didn't know what and how to explain to her. I didn't want to make a wrong image of my best friend in her eyes. He wasn't a wrong guy, but a bit idiotic, sometimes. She even left for office without telling me, and came back home too. I was so worried. When I came back home, she was sleeping on the couch, and not on the bed. She distrusted me so much!
I woke her up, and simply said sorry, though she wasn't ready to listen. But then, I told her the truth, I told her about the prank of my bestfriend, and then also that, I yearned to be close to her, that, I yearned to love her without any hindrances, and also that, how I was getting out of my own control, but also, that I will never ever touch her without her permission. I also told her how much I loved her. She was maybe satisfied by what I said. She stood up, smiled a bit, and went back to the bed to sleep. This was enough. I was happy that I told her my feelings already, and she did not reject them, this time.
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