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<Scene 10>: Outburst
"Omkaaraji, humhare haath chodiye. Yeh humari kaam karne ki jagah hai.. main nahi chahthi mere naukri is tamaasha ki wajah chali jaai.. Meri maa ki ilaaj chal rahi hai iss naukri ki wajah se.."
OM was going to the frustrations end. He has to find it out today. Period.
"Teek hai.. aao meri sath... He almost dragged her clutching her arms.. She was feeling the pain since he was clutching with a force that could crush her arms... He dragged her in to his room and locked the door..
"Abhi.. jawab do mujhe.. Kya abhi bhi woh saare cheesein manti ho, jo tum batayi thi??"
"Mein manoon ya na manoon.. aapko kya farak padtha hain.. aap ko shaadi ek naatak thi.. aur main ek giri hui ladki hoon.. ?" Pain ducked up in the heart erupted like a volcano...
"Main us galti ke liye baar baar maafi mang raha hoon.. aur maine poocha tum kya sochthi ho...?"
Both were standing opposite each other with endless anger which raised out of the helpless situation they are in. Little they knew they both wanted the same thing but backed off thinking the other doesn't want it.
"humhare liye shaadi ek khel nahi hain baar baar khelne ke liye.. Aap sahi kehre the.. Shaadi ke liye phere se zyaada ek doosre ki soch maine rakthi hai.. Aap kaali Thakur se humhe bachakar humhari izzat bachayi thi.. humhari jaan bachane ke liye shaadi kiya.. humhare liye wohi khaas baat thi yeh shaadi ki maan rakhne ke liye.. aur phir.. meri maa ne vachchan le liya.. humse.. ki hum iss shaadi ko poore dil se sweekar karne ke liye.. Par aapne humhe chodiye humhari maa mein bhi shak dala.. ki hum dono woh kaali takur ko phasanae ke liye aisa ghatiya harkat kar rahe.. Aap ki galti nahi.. jab aap sultana madam se shaadi karne ke liye tayyar ho.. aap sab ladkiyon ko aise hi nazar mein dekhenge.."
"Alok ji pichle hafte humhari maa se milne ke liye gai, aspathal.. Unhone maa se humhari riste ki baare mein baat khi.. Maa bol rahi thi.. Tum jo bhi faisla legi.. main teri saath hoon.. Soch rahi hoon.. haan keh dena chahiyae".. She lost her control and temper in anger and was speaking something else which was not intended to be..
Omkaara lost it.. He was not able to digest the very fact that she could be someone else's..
"Toh bol kyoon nahi rahi ho.. Kitna hypocrite hoon tum.. keh rahi thi.. eh shaadi sankar ji ki ashirvaad hai.. akeli hi pyaar karke kushi reh jaogi.. pati hoon mein teri.. abhi kisi ache ladke mil gayi tho ashirvaad, viswas.. oh sab doob gayi paani mein.."
"Aap ki mooh me yeh sab acha nahi lagta hain, Omkaara ji.. Jo khud sultana madam ji se shaadi karne wale the.. mere sath naatak hi sahi.. shaadi karne ki baad.. Agar main nahi hoti.. aapki shaadi bhi hua hota.. aur najane.. o abhi pregnant bhi hoti.. aise mein humhe kya karna chahiye.. aap ko us chachi ke saath dekhar kush hona chahiye ?? Kya aap yeh sab bolte tab bhi??"
"Tumhe kya laga mujhe koi aur ladki nahi mili.. isliye tumse beeg mang raha hoon?" Ego crept up.
"Aapko main kya de sakthi hoon.. Aap itne oonche hain.. mere paas kya hai dene ke liye..?" Gauri was into almost tears and controlled herself..
Omkaara could not ask her love even though he badly wanted to ask. She is talking about rishta with someother person who could give her a simple and peaceful life that she wanted. How can he come in between that..
There was a 2 mins silence in the room..
<To be continued>
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