New Arshi ts: I love your heart last part updated 29/7/16

Hey galz I am back with a ts. This time I am writing a story with different format. In this shot I wont be mentioning anyone's name during their conversation.

They entered a big hall, where the party was arranged. It was his business party and unfortunately Akash couldn't attend because he was in Mumbai. Arnav made his presence in the party along with his wife and Sheetal. Sheetal was also a member of AR, and all staffs were invited so she was welcomed. Khushi felt very uncomfortable when Sheetal was around. She has been in so much of pain from past one month, for netting the desired attention from Arnav. Khushi was gradually getting bored in the party, whereas Sheetal stuck to Arnav. There was music, drinks, dance everything.

Here, Khushi desperately wanted to be with Arnav but Sheetal didn't give her a chance. And there was the time for dance but looked like the dj was not with her. He announced that none of the couples should dance together. Sheetal didn't let this opportunity go and asked Arnav for a dance. He agreed. That made Khushi more jealous. Mr.Pathak, Arnav's business partner(also a married man) asked Khushi for a dance. Khushi agreed. Even though she was dancing with Mr.Pathak, her full concentration was on Arnav and Sheetal.

Kya hua? Are you fine?

Khushi just nodded her head looking at Pathak for the first time during the dance. That's when Arnav turned his face to see Khushi. He didn't expect her to dance with Pathak. Now his eyes were glued on them. He felt a weird sensation run through him. He was burning from inside when he saw his wife with somebody else. Soon his eyes shifted to Sheetal when she asked "what happened?".

I know that you aren't fine, Mrs.Raizada.

He looked at Arnav and Sheetal.

You are worried about her right? Take this as my sincere advice Mrs. Raizada. I have known you from past few days, and if you continue to be so good then any other woman will take advantage of your innocence. I don't think that girl is a good person. Keep your husband away from her. She is not as good as she looks.

He winked at Khushi, advising her. Khushi just smiled when he winked at her. Arnav had noticed everything. He was curious to know what Pathak and she were discussing and the wink surely made him more jealous. He gritted his teeth.

But how can you be so sure that she isn't a good person.

I just felt so.

The song changed, partners changed and Pathak purposely pushed Khushi towards Arnav. Now she was in her husband's arms, secure. He pulled her closer. She could see his furiously burning eyes. He turned her in a jiffy motion and pulled her swiftly towards him, making her collide on his chest. Khushi didn't know what was happening. She adjusted herself.

What were you both chatting?

He asked her with curiosity. She could feel some possessiveness in his voice. But where was that possessiveness from past one month. She was damn hurt with his behavior. She slowly pushed him, refusing to dance with him.

I am thirsty, I want a cold drink.

That was the excuse which she could make for now.

Arnav was stunned at her behavior. He saw a completely different Khushi. Sheetal's voice made him come out of thoughts. He looked at Khushi going towards the counter to fetch a cold drink. He went with Sheetal to meet few other businessmen. A person beside Khushi had asked for a wine. The waiter brought the cold drink and wine at same time. Lights went off and Khushi accidently drank wine, instead of her cold drink. After a few seconds the lights came back.

She searched for Arnav, and once again saw Sheetal beside him.

This was heights now!!!

None of them bothered about Khushi. Khushi felt lonely and left the party without informing them. After speaking to a few businessmen Arnav searched for Khushi. She was nowhere. He was tensed now. He asked with Sheetal about Khushi, but she didn't know. He asked everyone present there, but they didn't know. And finally he asked the watchman and he said that she had left the party. He came outside and searched for Khushi. He sat in his car and looked everywhere in the road, and suddenly he saw a woman right infront of his car and applied sudden brake. It didn't take much time for him to realize that it was Khushi.

What the!!

He got down from his car and started scolding her.

Where did you go all of sudden? And what is this? Why did you come in front of my car? What if I hadn't pressed the brakes at the right time? Answer me dammit!!!!

He left out all his frustration on her.

Yo..you..laaad governor...stop (she closed her eyes and again opened)..shooutingg att mee...and doont worry for meee...i..cann manage..

She was swaying as well as smelling. She was drunk!!

Khushi you are drunk???

He was shocked when she laughed under the effect of alcohol.

Get into the car Khushi, he said gritting his teeth.

Nooo, she protested.

He grabbed her wrist and pushed her into the car. His anger has reached its peak.

Howw..daaare...you..touuch..mee.???

Huh??? He was utterly shocked. This crazy kumari gupta singh raizada would give him jolts after jolts. Who was he to touch her?? He was her husband and had full rights on her.

I.am.your.husband. Got it you crazy lady.

Theen where weree uu froomm so many dayss, she murmured, unaudible to Arnav.

He started the car and drove to his farmhouse which was just 5 minutes from the party venue. He knew that Nani would get a heart attack if she sees Khushi like this. None of them spoke. Arnav knew that there was surely something wrong with Khushi. They reached the farmhouse.

Khushi was finding it difficult to walk, so Arnav carried her in his arms.

Leeeaavee mee..i cann...manage.!!!

Will you stop being stubborn?

His one stare was enough for her to shut her mouth.

He placed her on the bed and covered her with the blanket.

Now sleep, he ordered her.

But she didn't follow him. She pushed the blanket and sat on the bed.

Now what? He asked her.

I amm thirsty!!

He sighed and got a glass of water for her. After she finished took the glass and stood to proceed.

She caught his hand when he was going away from her. She knew that he was angry. He kept the glass on the table next to the bed, when she pulled him. She made him sit on the bed and cupped his face. She asked stammering.

Humse koi galti hui hai kya? Yaa phir aap humse kisi baat ko lekar naraaz hai?(Have I done any mistake? Or are you angry with me about anything?)

She asked him with moist eyes. He was startled when he saw her like this. She was turning emotional. His expressions changed. What was she talking about? The frown on his face vanished ages before, when she cupped his face.

Something is wrong. No, something is surely wrong, he thought.

Ja ja jawaab dijiye(Answer me)

Nahi aisa kuch nahi hai(No its nothing like that)

He could see her swaying under the effect of wine. She was surely speaking something important, something which she would never tell him in her senses.

Jho jhooot!! Aaap jhhooot bol rahe hai.(lala lie..u uu are la lying)

Mujhe kuch nahi hua, lekin tumhe zaroor kuch hua hai. Tum kisi cheez ko leke pareshaan ho kya?(nothing has happened to me, but something has surely happened to u. Are you worried regarding something?)

He asked with concern. He could see her lips curving to answer him. To his surprise, she lessened the gap between them and stared his eyes, the chocolate brown eyes. She was deeply lost in them.

Youurr aa eyesss rr bb ba beauuutifull!!

He smirked when she complimented him; she looks smoking hot when she says something like that. She looked at his smirk and smiled.

Youur smirk!! It can kill someone.

She paused for a while, and he kept thinking, what happened to her.

Everry girl desireess uu..adooress your face. You.are every woman's dream!! Afterall..you. are soo haanddsome.

She caressed his cheek. He could see her eyes getting moist again.

He could understand something now. She was getting insecure and possessive.

She continued.

But..

She bent down and kissed his chest where his heart was. He was touched by her action. He whispered her name when she did that. He was also getting emotional now. He knew that something was eating her.

But..i love your heart..n not just your face.

His eyes became moist when she said that. Nobody could love him like she did. He cupped her face.

I know that Khushi. Whats wrong? What happened? Please tell me..

He asked her in the softest way possible.

My heart alwwayys beats for uu..but (she sobbed) nnowadays myy heart is lonely..becausse your heart is lost somewhere else!!

I am not getting you Khushi.

He understood one thing that she was hurt, regarding something. And he could never stand her tears. He slowly wiped her tears with his thumb finger. He kissed her forehead. She opened her eyes.

Its been ages since you kissed me.

She said softly and slowly made him realize. Yeah, he had kissed her a month ago. He was busy in office work and upon that Sheetal had started staying with them, along with her son, Aarav.

Freak!!! Damn it!! Now I understand, he thought, I am such a jerk!!

He shut his eyes in vain. How could he do that? How could he ignore her for so long? She shove his hands from her face.

Do you love me like before?

Yes I do, he replied with moist eyes.

She nodded a no.

No, you don't love me like before. Iff uu would then you wouldn't ignore me, after your friend came in, oops I m sorry your ex- girlfriend, and your never meant love story with her.

He felt like his heart pierced into pieces.

You wouldn't make me feel so bad, if you had loved me. You both go to office together and come home together. You never turned up to the room before 11 pm and you go to office at 6 in the morning. Its been ages since I saw you properly. I was dying for your one look, but you never glanced at me.

There was a kind of pain in his heart, an unknown strong pain. A lone tear escaped from his eyes.

Khushi..

She placed her hand over his mouth.

I am not done. Are you so busy with your friend that you can ignore me for so long? Each and every minute, each second I feel that I don't deserve you, I don't match your standards. From nowhere a middle class girl deserves a rich guy like you. I always make you feel embarrassed.

She bent her head when she said that. His eyes were drenched with tears.

Listen to me..its not like that, he protested.

No..you aren't my Arnavji. My Arnavji couldn't stay without me. My Arnavji never missed an opportunity to stay with me. My Arnavji was naughty, who used to love me like anything. He could understand my feelings without implementing them into words. But you aren't the same. You have changed.

She cried.

In a swift motion he buried her into his chest.

I am your Arnavji Khushi. I still love you, love you more than anyone. I was a jerk to ignore you, but believe me there's nothing between me and Sheetal. I still love you. I was just busy with office. You are my life. Even now your tears affect me. Please stop crying.

I am hurt. Even before you were busy with work, but you never failed to check on me. You never failed to spend time with me. If you really love me then why did you stay away from me? You didn't even hug me from a month. You didn't kiss me from a month. You didn't even chat properly from a month, after your friend appeared. You never thought of me. You, your friend and her child!! Khushi was never seen in the picture.

His coat was getting more wet. He gulped his throat. His eyes couldn't stop from shedding a lone tear.

I am sorry Khushi. I shouldn't have done this. I know I am a jerk, but I never meant to hurt you. I am sorry jaan. Please stop crying. Please.

His hug became tighter. He ran his fingers through her hair.

Arnavji, what did you find in her that you forgot me?

Her question surely made him feel lifeless. She was too hurt. He was really a bad husband. He stooped low in his own eyes.

Hey, its nothing like that. I love you Khushi.

I know, she wears modern clothes, she is modern. She speaks English very well. She doesn't embarrass you like I do in your parties. She is perfect for you, and me, a middle class girl, who doesn't even know English, how can she match you? I must have made you ashamed. I am sorry for being a burden on you.

He stopped breathing when she said that. "Burden?" How could she feel that she was a burden when his heart was beating just for her? She was his life.

He slammed his lips on hers when she said that. After a few seconds they pulled from the kiss.

Just shut up!! SHUT UP!! You are not any burden. You are my life. You never made me ashamed Khushi. You always make me proud, by being beside me. Khushi, I love you, not your clothes. It doesn't make a difference for me about what you wear, Khushi. I love you. Its only you who can attract me, with your innocence, with your crazy acts, with your cute smile, with your beautiful heart, and I m most attracted to you when you wear saree. Mere hosh udaa deti ho tum.

He kissed her cheek sensuously.

Really?

She asked him with innocence.

Really.

He kissed her another cheek.

Because I love your heart Khushi.

He kissed her bosom, indicating her heart.

You are the only one with whom I fell in love, true love. I know I had many girlfriends before, but trust me that wasn't love, and neither attraction. It was just name sake relationship meant for nothing. Trust me, I never touched any of them. You are the first one. Do you trust me?

He asked, touching his forehead with hers.

She slightly nodded a yes.

I am sorry Khushi, I ignored you since a long time. I am sorry that I didn't get to know your insecurities. But that doesn't mean that I don't love you. You want to see my love?

He kissed her cheeks, then her forehead. He slowly wiped her tears and kissed her eyes, nose and her neck. He slowly pushed her hair aside and kissed her lips.

Arnavji promise me that you will never repeat this mistake again.

He took her in his arms.

I promise.

There was silence for a long time.

Khushi...Khushi...

There was no response from her. He broke the hug and saw that his angel was already fast asleep. He made her lie on the bed and kissed her forehead. Obviously she had to be asleep after consuming wine.

I need to speak to Khushi, tomorrow, I need to clear her misunderstandings soon.

Today she had forgiven him in her intoxicated state, but tomorrow would she remember all these? Will she forgive him?

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I am just hoping to finish it in next shot. Galz I wanna say a big sorry for writing too many Sheetal tracks. But that's the only plot with various different thoughts, for me atleast. I was never happy with what happened in the actual serial. I have read many ffs based on Sheetal track and I must say that those were far better than what happened in the serial. And I don't understand Nani's character. In the beginning she was against Arnav and Lavanya's live in relationship. And then the whole family made a big issue that Arshi didn't take saat pheres, but still they were staying in the same room. And when Sheetal, who was a single mother, came to RM, nobody had any problem. Especially Nani was fine with the fact that she was a single mother. I found this very weird. Sorry if I talked too much.