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This Story 'Janam Samjhawan' is very close to my heart for some reasons and I Hope you all Like it...😳
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#4 Janam Samjhawan
-
Shravs😳😳
Deep
down the memory lane, when I go back to that day, it's just the memories of
that day, which makes me go week... Still there is this undying wish, that you
will come back to me and we will be together forever...
Writing
this in her dairy she kept looking at it, when a song grabbed her attention on
the Television.
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTpjEbXL9nc[/YOUTUBE]
Janam Dekh Lo
Mit gayi
DOORIYAN...
[Darling, look around; the distance between us is dispelled.]
She
thought to herself, I too feel your presence everywhere, but, the truth is you
aren't there.
Main Yahan hoon
Yahaan hoon
YAAHAN...
[I'm here, I'm here, and I'm here, here!]
You
aren't here dear... Her heart screamed... She closed the eyes to just listen to
the song and not to think anything else... when she heard a masculine voice,
" ishita..."
She
closed her eyes.. saying to herself not again...
Kaisi Sarhadein,
Kaisi Majbooriyan,
[What borders are there now? What obstacles?]
Why
are these borders there between us, when we know both of us loved each other so
much,...
"Was all of that a mere
Pretence"
She
said to herself... she let go of her tears... not able to give up her pretence
of not missing him... Truth remains... And it is that...
Tum chupana Sakogi,
Main Woh Raaz hoon...
Tum Bhoolana Sakogi,
Woh andaaz hoon...
[I'm the secret that
you can't hide;
I'm the impulse that you can't forget.]
She
put a hand over her bumpy stomach, and nodded a yes... another hand over her
heart... How do you think, I would forget your words, your touch , your breath
, your smile , you love filled eyes , your secured arms , your hairs , your
neck , your lips , your soul... yes...I'm connected to you with your soul... I'm
your Soul mate... Am I not???
Goonjta hoon jo dil mein toh,
hairaan ho
kyun,
Main tumhaare hi dil ki toh,
awaaz hoon,
Sun sako, toh suno,
dhadkanon ki zabaan
Main Yahan hoon
Yahaan hoon
YAAHAN...
[When I echo in your
heart, why are you surprised?
I'm your heart's very
voice.
If you can hear it,
then listen to the language of your heartbeat.
I'm
here, I'm here, and I'm here, here.]
Yes...
You are right... You are within me... I shouldn't get surprised anymore... My heart
do calls you every other moment... It does think about you... Yes... You are here,
you are her, you are here...
She
hit her heart twice... This is your place... I won't be startled anymore, when I
will be hearing you, you calling me... when you come from behind to hug me... When
my nostrils fills with your cologne... when I feel your presence at every other
place I see... You are right, I'm within
you and you are within me... But why this physical distance... Her heart
flattered...
Main hi main ab tumhaare khayaalon mein hoon
Main jawaabon mein hoon, main sawaalon mein hoon
Main tumhaare har ek khwaab mein hoon basa
Main tumhaari nazar ke ujaalon mein hoon
Dekhti, ho mujhe, dekhti ho jahaan
Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan
[Now I and only I occupy your thoughts;
I'm in the answers you receive and the questions
you ask.
I'm at the centre of every one of your
dreams;
I'm the light that shines from your eyes.
Wherever you look, you see me;
I'm here, I'm here, and I'm here, here.]
Her thoughts wandered
to that day, when she called out his name absent Mindy... All these things,
happens to me... You do occupy my thoughts, you are the answer of my prayers and
also the questions in my prayers... you do have an impact on my answers as well
as questions... My eyes see only you whenever I see myself in the mirror... I see
you admiring me, I see your eyes darting over me top to bottom appreciating
me.. You are within me... She accepted it for the nth time to herself... again the
same question popped... then why we are separated from each other...
The song finally came
to an end... Leaving behind lots of unanswerable questions... the first and
foremost question being... Why did you distance yourself from me... why did you not
have a reason to tell me... why didn't you
come back, why didn't you care to re-unite... why you didn't miss me anymore... Or
was all these months we spent together where just a Pretence from your side...
the way you loved me, the way your eyes poured love... was all these just a
Pretence... What about those Promises... Those words which make my heart flatter
even today... That moment of our life we enjoyed our togetherness... Our Promise
to each other...
Tears made their way
down the cheeks...
Her Brother in Law came
calling her...
"Bhabhi Aap idhar kya
kar rhe hain... Mummyji bula rahi h... apka check up hai... Chaliye... ?? "
[Dear Bhabhi, what are you doing here , Mom is
calling you... Its your check up today... Lets go.. ]
"hmmm...
"
Little
did she know sweet surprise was waiting for her... The Man she was remembering
all this while had finally heard her... Making her Numb ... She couldn't
understand anything... What's happening... how can she see him here, at this
place... Is she dreaming... Is she hallucinating again... Why is she not living
the fact... But she couldn't hold her tongues anymore... She couldn't be tight
lipped any more... She roared and poured her heart out to her family...
"Main
Pagal ho gayi hoon... Mujhe har jagah Raman hi dikh rhe hain... Jab woh mere saath
rehna hi nabi chahte... Toh yeh sab kyun... mujhe har pal mere aas paas unka
ehsaas hota hain... Woh mujhe bulate hain... Mere kaano mein Unka mujhe Ishita
bulana sunayi deta hai... Phir agle hi pal sannata ho jata hai... Aas Paas koyi
nahi hote hain... Main jo bhi dekti hoon...
Jo bhi sunti hoon... bas wahi woh hain... Mujhe abhi bhi woh dikh rhe hain... Par
palak jhapakte hi... Woh nahi honge... Firse mujhe khud ko samjhana hoga... Ki woh
nahi hai... mere saath... Woh mujjhse pyaar nahi karte... Woh mere saath rehna nahi
chahte... "
[Am I Mad... Why am I seeing raman everywhere...
when he doesn't even wanna stay with me... when he doesn't even care... I keep on
hallucinating him everywhere; I feel im around me every time, everywhere... He
calls me out... I hear him call me... I
hear ISHITA... The way he calls me... But when I wish to see him or hear him
more... I feel myself drowned in deep inside the ocean... where i don't hear
anything... silence is what I get... I don't find him near me... Loneliness takes
over me.. Whatever I see, whatever I
hear, whatever I do, I end up on him... Even now I can see him... but the next
moment again we won't be there...giving me that loneliness back... again I have to make myself understand and
accept or pretend to accept the fact that he isn't there... He won't be there..
He isn't there with me... he doesn't love me
... he doesn't want to be with me... doesn't want to stay with me... ]
She
closed her eyes with her hands...
"Main
nahi reh sakti aise... Main unke bagair nahi reh sakti... Woh yeh sab kyun karna
chahte hen... Main... nahi... reh sakti... "
[I cant live like this... I can't live without him...
why he is hell bent on doing all this... I
... Can't ... Live... ]
Felt
her being hugged by two pair of arms... She recognized the touch... She shook
her head... She couldn't believe... Unless she felt the hand tighten their hold
against her either sides of arms... She let go off... Even if she was
hallucinating... She accepted the embrace being offered to her... She cried her
heart out... Muttering her love to the person... without whom she was in complete...
He
found her calm... He tried to loosen his grip to talk to her, to let know her he
also missed her the same way she did... To let her know that, those promises,
those moments, that togetherness was not pretence... It was just his over
protectiveness, overwhelming love that made him act in this way... Leaving her
behind... to hurt her more than ever... He just tried to soothe her for those
pains... Which he caused her... but as his hold loosen... he saw her tightening her
grip... and shook her head in negation... He did not let her go this time... he told
her via his actions he won't let her go from now on...
He
took her to their room... To make her understand... He won't leave her again...
The song played... Which was very much apt for that situation... and to make her
understand... That he is there for her...
His decision had gone so wrong that he don't even know how to seek an apology...
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XGdeSKL6eE[/YOUTUBE]
Nahi jeena tere baaju
Nahi jeena,
NAHI JEENA...
[I don't have to live
without you, don't have to live, don't want to live..]
He
whispered on her ears the same... He whispered those words again... Settled her on
the bed.. Side hugging...
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Tu kee jaane pyaar mera
Main karaan intezar tera
Tu dil tuyyon jaan meri
[What do I explain to
you,
without you my heart is nowhere,
[as in, my heart/mind isn't into anything,
I am unable to concentrate on anything]
what do you know about my love,
I will wait for you..
You're my heart, and
you're my life too..]
Held
her hands saying those words... Making her understand it has been the same for
him as well... She is his life too... she is in his heart too... Those promises
weren't pretence...
Mere dil ne chun laiya
ne ;
Tere dil diyaan raahaan
Tu jo mere naal tu
rehta
Turpai meriyaan saaha
Jeena mera..
hun hai tera,
kee main karaan
Tu kar aitbaar mera
[My heart has chosen
the path of your heart...
Had you been with me,
My life would have
been easier...
My life... Is now
yours.
What do I do...?
You've got to believe
me...]
He
Gestured her... showing his heart to her... took his hands to his heart to make her
feel the same... Then kissed her knuckles... Showing her, how precious she is to
him...
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tuiyyon jaan meri
Main tenu samjhaawaan kee
Na tere bina lagda jee
[I will wait for you...
You are my heart , my
soul..
How do I make you
understand the same...
I don't have to live
without you ...]
Ishita
For the every first time saw him... Her eyes had a accusing look... She mouthed the
next lines... The lyrics were apt for her... To express herself... to tell him this
is what you have done... to your love, to your soul...
Ve changa nayion keeta beeba
Dil
mera tod ke
Ve bada pachhtaiyaan ankkhaan
Naal tere jod ke
[You didn't do well,
By breaking my heart..
My eyes repent a lot,
Having fallen in love
with your eyes..]
She took
his hand within hers... made him touch the bump... which was the symbol of their
love...
Tenu chhadd ke kitthe jawan
Tu mera parchhaavaan
Tere mukhde vich hi main taan
Rab nu apne paawaan
Meri duaa.. haaye,
Sajda tera kardi sadaa
Tu sun ikraar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tuiyon jaan meri
Main tainu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
[Where can I go
leaving you?
You're my shadow...
In your face only I
see my God...
My wish, Oh,
Is that I bow to you
always,
You listen to my
approval...]
They sat
there, reminiscing the lyrics of the song that just got over... Their eyes had
approval... They had acceptance... They had a calm spread over themselves... Silence
took over them... They didn't know how to delete these few months, which had
caused so much pain to their loved ones... But, Ishita spoke... Breaking the
silencing... answering the question which popped in their minds...
"Yeh hona
tha Raman... hum dono ko yeh samjhna tha... ki hum ek dusre se alag nahi reh sakte...
yeh jaroori thi... hum ek durse ko jante the pehle bhi ki hum ek duje se pyaar
karte hain... Par ab mujhe lagta hain ki humara pyaar badha hai is judayi se...
ab jo hum eek dusre ko pane ka sukoon mila hain... pehle nahi mila tha... humne
humare gujre huye kal ko bula toh diya... fir bhi un dino ke karar khatakti hai
hum dono ko... Hum aaj... Is mode pe
pohochen hai ki.. apko mujhse maafi mangne ki jaroorat nahi padi... Naahi maine
apse yeh chaha... Hum humare rishtey main
aage toh bad hi gaye Raman... Par aaj aura age bad gaye hai... "
[It
had to happen this way Raman... To let the other know.. We cannot live without
the other... This was much needed ... We both knew even earlier that, we both love
each other... but now I feel our love has strengthen more by this... It has given
the much needed peace to us from both of our past ... You didn't utter an apology...
Even I didn't expect it... This is where our relationship has progressed to... We have come to a page where both of us know
each other more than anything and everything..]
"Haan
Ishita... Hum Humare rishtey mein wakai aage bad gye hain... , Hum ab alag nahi
hone... "
[Yes
Ishita... We have crossed all that barriers in our relationship.. We have come
to a point where our soul has become one to never apart...]
With that
the slept peacefully in each other's arms to welcome the sunrise... which was as
bright as their future was with their kids and awaiting the new arrival...
Writer's
Quote:
Each
story has an end, a beautiful One... especially a Love story, a Fairy Tale... where
the end is always that... Soul mates never get apart; they happily live ever
after... I do believe in this and dedicate this story to those who have got their
soul mates... and weaving a fairy tale story with their life partners... Mark my words... You are so Lucky to have found
your soul mate... And also living a life with them...
With Love ,
Shravs😳😳
Edited by shravsss - 9 years ago
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