Blast from the Past Thread #7, ep 87, pg 119 - Page 72

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

                                  

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82- PART of 83

Parents'Anniversary PART 2 

Happiness and sadness are the two sides of the same coin. Every person experiences both sides so as to maintain the natural equilibrium. Sadness is a feeling which strikes the heart of humans when there is an undesired result or when he/she lost something very precious.This is exactly Arnav [king]and [queen]Khushi's life story.They both have lost their parents and this side of the coin is always there for them no matter what ,the only thing matters how to deal with it to move on with their lives.

Story of [rooks]Anjali and Shyam along with the story of [pawns] Gupta and Raizada's family [with Bishops(Nani and Arnav's mom) involvement ] is filled with these two sides of the coin.

Humein Aansu Se Zakhmo Ko Dhona Nahi Aata

Milti Hai Khushi To Use Khona Nahi Aata

Seh Lete Hai Har Ghum Hans Ke

Log Kehte Hai Humein Rona Nahi Aata

By shayari

TRANSLATION:

I CAN'T CLEAN MY WOUNDS WITH TEARS

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOSE HAPPINESS WHEN COMES TO ME

I EMBRACE ALL GRIEF WITH SMILE

BUT STILL PEOPLE SAY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CRY

 

a song for your superb start the other day i also posted on indi's thread about sukh and dukh

Yeh Jeevan Hai, Is Jeevan Ka
Yahi Hai - Yahi Hai - Yahi Hai Rungroop
Thode Ghum Hain, Thodi Khushiyan
Yahi Hai - Yahi Hai - Yahi Hai Chaon Dhoop
Yeh Jeevan Hai...
Yeh Na Socho Isme Apni Haar Hai Ke Jeet Hai
oose Apna Lo Jo Bhi Jeevan Ki Reet Hai
Yeh Zid Chodo, Yuh Na Todo
Har Pal Ek Darpan Hai

(ASR practicing to say sorry before the mirror)Its from Piya ka Ghar

These two epis have  plots side by side...

PLOT #1

King and Queen's sad moments[continue from part 1]

Khushi rushes through the door to be free from the immense pain given by Arnav by closing the door at her without her fault.Her steps are faster than her dropping tears when Naniji calls her to put halt on both.She in her standstill does not know what to do but with her golden heart how can she see the elderly Naniji struggling with all and this.Naiji asks her to fill up  Ganga Jal for Sharat and she knows the meaning of it as Arnav made it very clear to her.

Symbolism and connection:This is related with the flour which Khushi just spread all over him in the kitchen but also spread on her feet too.In some casts in India they wash Bride's feet with milk and flour.Khushi is doing all the rituals one by one.Its pure FATE and today she is taking blessings indirectly from His parents as she is here on their death anniversary and She is the elder Bahu Arnav's wife and she is preparing it as this is her right.FATE is playing big role here.

 

Arnav stops her furiously "Sharadh ki tyari sirf ghar wale karte hain...Aaj ka din mere liyeh bohot important aur aaj keh din mujhe tumhari shakal dekhna pade mujhe bilkul pasand nahin hai[Only family members do the prep of Sharadh,Today's day is very important for me and I don't want to see your face today] DM is making her do as she is your future wife😉

Convulsion of Khush's pain reaches its hikes and she rushes towards the doorway with eyes filled with tears and Arnav stood there ruthlessly as he wants to hate her for  thinking of him that low.

Lovely and sentimental collage

Anjali stops Khushi again and asks her lovingly and with concern, the reason of leaving as someone said something to her but she never did nor will do mentioning Arnav's name.Anjali understands she can't take this pain as she is an orphan too and all of this is increasing her distress.She tries to pacify Khushi while Arnav rages over this but stupefies at Anjali's words"aapko apne Amma aur Bauji ki yaad aa rahi hai"[you are missing your parents] He couldn't move or blink while watching two  important people in his life crying and sharing their common pain .

the shock to know that she has also lost her parents collage with correct pictures👏 her consoling was genuine

Reverberation of his words make him realize his mistake and he wants to rectify it but she is gone .He tries to find her and gets a glimpse of her face filled with pain which brings agony in him but she leaves him with this affliction and gripping hurt because he knows the real meaning of this pain he gave her and this time he has to rectify it.

Symbolism and Connection:Arnav's reflection while he was in pain but reflection is approximately  same as him ,

Acc to Egyptians reflections are like reflecting on one's thoughts and actions in an eternal process of self-evaluation and this time Arnav is in this process as reflection tells you what is currently true.He is self evaluating himself to rectify his mistake.

Also there are two vases while he is coming down and # 2 represents a famine # as it relates to closeness, harmony, and sensitivity.Sensual awareness among couple.That's what Arnav and Khushi are being going through.

Khushi's pain has no end today when she finds out her Babuji's condition.She can't see her Babuji like that as she has lost her parents but her immense love shows the power of love this family has given her.

 

Pause here[Connected Dots]:Khushi was only eight when Garima brought her when she got married with Shashiji as Buaji says in epi 2 and since then Shahiji gave her love more than anyone even more than Garima.She is so close to him and very much vulnerable to tell him all which she shares with DM the same way Arnav is vulnerable to his Di for now but Khushi will be more than her as I explained  in epi 80.He was hugging her while crying without opening up but he opens his heart filled with pains to Khushi regardless in anger in epi 81 and will tell her about his Mom's suicide too later and that day he will be free from this burden on his chest.At the same time Khushi is the only one he takes  to his sacred Garden where his mother is in between roses ,the rose which he gives her on her Bday  even if TODAY he does not want her to attend their Barsi[death anniversary] . Not only that he will believe in stars [both will see stars together and telepathy moment]as parents and will create for her the Galaxy where his mother and her mother will be together.[Saath Saath]

 

Khushi's affliction has no limit today as someone scratches her wounds again and he is no other than her Arnavji.Sitting right besides her Babuji a girl of eight years old again wants her Babuji to embrace her the same way he did  ten years ago.She can't leave him or see him in this pain as she already lost her parents and she can't go through the same agony again.

Pause here:"hum apne Amma aur Bauji ko eik bar kho chuke hain ..hum se Dubara yeh sab nahin hoga.."[I lost my parents once and I can't bear that pain again]Khushi says these to Arnav while hugging him and then again while sitting besides him.

Arshi liked all your references to the future episodes which will bring these two together along with the picture stories.

 

PLOT#2

[Rooks]Anjali and Shyam's sad moments

Anjali wants her husband right besides her as this is her important day.She calls her artful and crafty hubby more than enough time but each time sly has

illusory and deceptive answer to deviate her questions as he can't go there while Khushi is there this is a sad moment for him as he can't keep up with this."Dhobi ka kuta na ghar ka na ghat ka"...[sly]

Anjali,'"you did'nt come on Teej ,wasn't present at time of wedding anniversary but I didn't say anything.But today if you are not here then..."Love her the way she disconnected him.

a no good fellow who camouflage  his tracks well no one suspects him yet except Babuji who is not comfortable with him

SYMBOLISM &CONNECTION: Water,[Pani...Jal] Shyam's entrance with dropping water and putting Ghee in the fire.

Water is associated with purity but water is an element usually associated with girls and women also. It can also be used to show love or concern.  Characters and things that are shown to have a 'watery' quality to them usually have a blue-colored theme to them.  Blue color of water as Shyam's bracelet .He is in love or more of having lust of a girl.

Ghee[boiled butter and strained] symbolizes sacrification along with the use in marriage ceremony and funeral to purify dead. Arnav is going to sacrifice his Love for his Di .

 

Water spills,ghee goes to fire and Shyam enters"Dhan aur Mun Chunchul hai, miritue sache hai"[ Money and heart are naught but death is is a truth] Hatts off to creators how beautiful they connected these things together.Water and his character is so cleverly connected here.

Anjali's tears for her parents or for her agonizing sly hubby who never stands right besides him makes me vexatious for her.His astute , artful , and insidious moves are going to hurt almost anyone especially Anjali's parents especially her mother whose spirit is not only in pain for her son but also for her daughter too.

 

 

PLOT#3

 Gupta [Pawns]Family's sad moments

Shyam is playing his slimy games with house ladies while Babuji is playing his sagacious game given by the grace of DM.He feels pain in his arm and chest and fells down unconsciously.God sometimes plays game with our heart and minds in such a way that you have to leave it him because of lack of answers .Divine power is making Shyam a reason of survival here.He brings the doctor and tries to give courage to the family too even in his Slithery way.Payal he can't call RM to tell Khushi come home "iski pol na khul jayegi"[he will be exposed] as RaniSahiba is calling over and over.

Buaji praises Shyam way too much and same as Amma as Shyam is the one who saved his life.Arggg ..He is winning heart over here to get Khushi.

Pause here:Doctor tells Shyam about the medication and warns him about the heart attack. He is a healer now and killer later because he is not going to tell family about meds and he will use his heart trouble to kill him.

Hate his moves today as he is totally disgusting.😡😡😡

Babuji even in this condition did not forget to recall the duty as a father.He picked up his phone which he made Payal leaving there to get another pillow for him.Meanwhile Slither notices he left his phone in the bedroom and he comes in and gets suspicious at Babuji as in this condition and moving on his bed But before he could do anything Khushi comes in and embraces with her father .Babuji calms her down.Sly takes his phone and goes out but I hated him lusting over Khushi while she was embraces her father...Yuck! Dirty man with dirty thinking.Cheap creep!!😡😡😡

He calls RaniSahiba as "Maidan Saaf hai"[everything is clear] and he can go to his money but mone does not want to talk to him...

PLOT # 4

Raizadas[Pawns] with Bishops

"Meri aankhon mein tu muskuraye

Meri Dadkan pey hain tere saye"

Naniji [Bishop#1 ] sitting in distress  with her grandson Akash.Her pain has no limit so is her courage and strength.She lost her child Arnav's mother but got courage to raise her two kids with Love and affection.Her tears does not show weakness but shows the loss she feels for her kids as a mother because she has seen ups and downs while raising them.Akash is his right hand as he was sitting on her right side.He is her son's child but she always keeps Arnav and Anjali up front no matter what.Her lives with her through her eyes Arnav and Anjali who are close to Nani's heart.Mamiji and Mamaji love these kids like on one can and Mamiji's concerns for Dmadji makes absolutely sense ,he must be present right besides Anajli at this fragile moment.Arnav's hand on his sister as"Dair se sahi par zaroor ayenge"[it will be late but he will be here.] 

Arnav's Mom[Bishop #2} is always with him .She knows his pain and always show him the way.Because of her attachment he was always close to her heart and Arnav's eyes are always searching for her even these are close under that scream"Maa".The pain he closes in his fist grabs his Mom's spirit and gives him sign I am here with you don't worry.Her "Rooh" Atma [spirit] is in tremulous seeing her son in agony as her painful memories are still fresh as the day one in his head.

Pause here:Acc to some beliefs during praying for dead ,pure and good spirits [Rooh][Atmas]come and visit you and they are not happy if they see you crying so its better to pray to God May God bless them with his blessings in their after life rather than cry and make it difficult for them.

I also felt like that that his mother came to give him double Khushi(happiness and the girl)

PONDERING POINT-REMEMBERArnav's Mom is the one who is going to guide him during his marriage day regardless of Dadi and Shyam unanimous effort to destroy it.👏👏👏

 

 

                   MOMENT OF THE DAY

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Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 82!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The episode starts with Khushi walking out down the stairs upset. Nani calls for her. She wipes her tears and turns around only to find  Nani lifting the heavy pooja thaal. She immediately goes to help . Nani asks her if she can get some gangajal (holy water) because she has to speak to the pandit about the pooja, Khushi seems reluctant but agrees to help. As Khushi is leaving with the gangajal, ASR comes and snatches the plate from Khushi and asks her what she's doing here as he'd asked her to leave. Khushi tries to explain but Arnav says that preparations for the shradh are only done by family members and he doesn't like false sympathies. He doesn't want to see her face on this day. She will get a lot of opportunities to be 'selfless' in front of Nani, she should just get out. Khushi is in tears and leaves. As she was leaving, she is stopped by Anjali. She notices something wrong and asks her about it. Khushi says she's fine. Anjali takes Khushi with her despite her refusals. Anjali is trying her best to console Khushi. She asks her if she's feeling uneasy because of the barsi's atmosphere and if she's missing her parents. Khushi says that there is no option. Those who go away, they don't come back even if we call them. We can only miss them. ASR is witnessing all this. Anjali says that her mother had always said that one should always cry one's heart out. Bottling up emotions does no one any good, letting them out makes one feel better. They both hug and ASR gets emotional seeing this. Anjali asks Khushi if she's feeling better. Khushi nods and asks her to carry on with her work; they'd already wasted a lot of time. Anjali leaves. ASR recalls the time he's shouted and snubbed her when she was trying to share his pain. He feels guilty seeing Khushi crying and genuinely repenting. Just then, a servant comes and asks ASR if he should keep his phone in his room. ASR says yes, he will sit in the pooja, not take calls. As he turns to Khushi, He notices she's gone. (Man this whole part was so emotional, I was a broken tap'I am glad arnav realized what he said was wrong'he is not the only person in the world who has lost his parents'he acts like only bad things happened to him in the past and no one else sometimes'and Anjali was a sweetie)

i think it's becoz Arnav never shares his grief to anybody. if you share your pain it decreases and if we share your happiness it increases.

Anjali is such a nice human being.

Bua ji telling Shashi that he's only had Shyam's tea at the moment. There are lots more to see and he makes amazing food. Shyam says that if Shashi wants, he can make it today itself. However at that very moment, Shashi starts getting a heart attack. Everyone panics. Shyam is calm and goes to get a doctor. (well someone has to me the calm one).  The doctor gives injection to Shashi. Shyam asks Payal to control herself, (well she just witnessed her dad have a heart attack'kind of hard to calm down from that'but it was nice of him to calm down the atmosphere, I cannot believe I sort of praised him twice already).Shyam did it to impress Khushi's family. otherwise he is a relentless monster. He is the one who tried to kill Sashiji and Anjali several times and wanted to kill Arnav too.And said that she needs to take care of Garima and Madhumati too. Payal asks Shyam to inform Khushi. Shyam says he would. He takes his phone out reluctantly and says he can't get through her number. He says they'll try again. Doctor said he came right on time else it would've been a problem. He asks Shashi to rest. Payal tells Shyam to try Khushi again. Shyam says it's a no reply. Payal says she'll try.
Garima is very upset. Madhumati consoles her and says thank God Shyam handled everything. Garima says that Shyam saved Shashi's life. (Nahi!!!! Garima is Team Shyam now). I don't blame them. Anybody in that situation would appreciate his deed. The doctor gives Shyam some pills and says Shashi has heart problems and he can even get a heart attack. So in case he encounters such a pain again, he must immediately be given the pills and the doctor should be called. (The doctor told this to the wrong person'he can totally use this to his own advantage'the villains always get the good information). You just said it.As Shyam sees the doctor off, Payal comes and tells Shyam that she, too, can't get through RM's number but there is some Rani Sahiba calling him up. He hurriedly takes the phone from Payal and says he'll handle it. As Payal leaves, his phone rings again. Shyam tells Anjali that he might not be able to make it. Anjali starts crying and says she never said anything on teej and their anniversary but if he doesn't come today then she'll not speak to him ever. Shyam tries to say something but Anjali cuts the call(Go, Anjali, show your man who's boss). At least she showed some guts. Good job Anjali 👏Shyam thinks to himself that he's stuck (He sure is!!!!) Anjali's upset but he cannot go to the RM with Khushi around! (seriously how low is that'it is your wife's parents barsi'you should be with her and not worry about the other lady'well Anjali is only his ATM machine)

such a shabby and heinous guy Shyam!😡

Meanwhile Arnav is looking for Khushi. A servant tells him she's left most probably. But he sees her talking to someone and recollects her and Anjali's conversation. A visibly upset and lost Khushi walk away from Arnav's eye sight once she's done.  Khushi is leaving the RM. Arnav follows and calls out for her but all in vain. He is upset. (poor guy is just trying to apologize for all those harsh words)

that is his punishment to hurt our angel.

Garima asking Shashi if he's fine. Shyam tells them not to be upset. The doctor has said there's nothing to worry about. Madhumati asks if he could get through RM's number. They must inform Khushi. Shyam says he'll try again. Just then the bell rings. Khushi is back. Shyam goes to open the door and Garima and Madhumati follow to inform her and Shashi tells Payal to get him a pillow. Shashi recalls Shyam talking to Rani Sahiba and takes his phone and jots down Rani Sahiba's number. (I have mention how much I love this dad). me too. he is the sweetest dad like my dad. Khushi is panicking and upset that no one cared to inform her about Shashi's ill-health. Everyone tries calming her down. Shyam realises his phone is not with him. He goes to the room to get it and Shashi is quick enough to put it back in place as Rani Sahiba calls. Khushi comes and hugs Shashi. He consoles her saying he's fine. Shyam takes the phone and walks out. Shashi looks at Shyam's retreating figure suspiciously (he is the only one who can see past his faade and notices the odd coincidences) he loves Khsuhi immensely. so he can't take risk with her life. That's why he was meticulous. Shyam says he should leave. Khushi can take care of Shashi, he has important work pending. Madhumati asks him to return soon. He calls Anjali up and she cuts in call (Again you go girl!!!!)

Anjali and the other family members sitting in the pooja. Manorma passes a comment on how Shyam should've been here on time. Anjali looks at her and she shuts up. Arnav says that he's sure Shyam will turn up even if late (arnav always has to take his side, it annoys me).coz he didn't see Shyam's true face yet. Or moreover he was trying to pacify his di. The pooja starts. Akash notices that Nani is pained. She has a sad smile on her face as she sees the garlanded photo of her late daughter and son-in-law. He puts a comforting hand on her shoulder. Arnav closes his eyes and recollects the happening of that fateful night when the terrible incident had happened. He clenches is fists recalling those painful memories and the garland from the photo falls (okay the first time I was convinced that one of his parents were alive'I mean the garland fell off from one side'in dramas that is a sign that, a person is still alive'I was sure wrong). Arnav opens his eyes and puts the garland right. His tear stricken face freezes as the episode ends.

I think the garland fall from his mom's side,becoz her soul was in turbulence to see her son in turmoil.That's my perception.

Originally posted by: indi52

ina,

good one. yes he does do that. and he's so cute... sounding really mean and disgruntled and a little shocked at himself at the turn of events. you come leaping to talk to a woman, when she brushes you off, you think, am i mad, who wants to talk to this one anyway and fly into a rage but with exactly whom not too clear.

main aisa hi hoon... why he's like that he even he doesn't know.

no need to know. we're cool with you as you are. just don't become too sweet.

Originally posted by: DurgaS

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Episode 83-84

Arnav's Sorry

 

Picture credit: Chalhov

 

Ek jhonkey mein bahut badi bhool hogayi

Maannaa hi pada, galti mujhse hogayi

Main to anjaan tha, kuch bhi jaanta na tha

Gussey mein mujhse saari baat ho gayi

 

Koyi kaise kahein, mujhko maaf kardo

Apni dil ke gile-shikvey saaf kardo

Koshishein maine kee, tumse kehne ki bahut

Par kya karta mujhko tum kahin nahin mili

 

Milkar bhi tumse kuch keh na paaya

Nakamyaab main tha, gussa tumpe dikhaaya

Dil bhar aaya jab, tumhaari baatein suni

Ek nahin do baar, main keh gaya sorry

  

Translation:

 

In a flurry I made a big fault

I had to agree that I made a mistake

I was in the unknown, did not know anything

Everything was said by me in anger

 

How does one say, forgive me

And clear one's heart's complaints

I tried many times to tell you

But what could I do, couldn't find you anywhere

 

Even after meeting you, I couldn't say anything

Unsuccessful I was, but I showed anger on you

I was overwhelmed when I heard what you said

Not once but twice, I said sorry 👏

 

Originally posted by: supriya.arshi

Couldn resist makin an edit of the most Heart-felt Apology ever!!!!

Originally posted by: indi52

🤣 🤣 not all bongs write poems and stories in their spare time. and if it's about these two, i doubt IF will allow me to print it. teehee. but now that you mention it, maybe i should attempt one and see how nahiiin it can be. ok promise to try. massage? what massage? i am a very good girl, i just adore from afar. and send messages.

my dear ones, do you know barun read a message i wrote for almost a full minute while i watched dhakdhaking? team sobtians, this acebook barun fan club i belong, to sent ragvir.fan/deeba to meet him in your shehr. she took with her incence, myrrh and a message from team s, written by this nacheez. the boy read it, intently i might add. then said, nah, not one of his funnies, just a soft, thank you, that's sweet.

sweet, wiwy. samjhi tum? okay?