Expressive Words Column Part.L @74 Note 76page 17th.Nov.2015 - Page 28

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 Armaan looked at her shocked as he heard her and he keeps on looking for a second and then he hold her hand in his making riddhima looked at him as he holds her hands and then armaan looking in her eyes takes her in the living room and makes her seated on the couch and then he 

A:''yahan dekho riddhima meri taraf''

Armaan called her as she lowered her eye lids and riddhima slowly lifted her eye lids as their eyes met with each other armaan softly speaks up looking directly in her green almond eyes as

A:''riddhima tumhe sach meiin aise lagta hain mom tumse gussa hongi come on riddhima mom ko tum mujhse zayda jaanti ho riddhima. Riddhima mom tumhe vapis pakar bahut khush hongi jaanti ho kyun kyunki mom ne bhi in do salon meiin tumhara vaise hi intejar kiyya hain jaise ki maine kiyya hain riddhima. Jaanti ho riddhima tum mom ko oonka beta tou lauta ayi thi par in sab meiin tum yeh bhul gayyi thi ki tum mom se oonki beti chen kar jaa rahi ho, pata hain mom mere ootne qareeb nahiin thi jitni ki tumhari jaanti ho kyun kyunki mom ne tumhare saath aapna dard banta tha jab bhi main drink karke ata tha mom ne aapni har baat tumse share kari hain. Aur humara rishta jinse hum pyaar karte hain na oonse bhi zayda qareebi rishta oonse hota hain jinke saath hum aapna dard bantte hain riddhima.''

He said and riddhima looked at him she knows he is saying all the truth and she knows this too avantika malkin never treated her just as the gardener's daughter she treated her like her own daughter she is never tensed for that but what about Riddhan how avantika malkin takes that truth of their life she knows she will accept Riddhan open heartedly and open arms but will she forgive her for this mistake and will she forgive her for hiding all this from two long years and seeing her not saying anything armaan pressed her hands bringing her back to reality then

A:''riddhima tumhe mujh par yakeen nahiin hain kya?''

He asked as he knows there are lots of questions and doubts in her mind and he did not blamed her for this at all after all their relation is like this only and hearing him riddhima immediately speaks up 

R:''nahiin aisa kuch nahiin hain please galat mat samjhiye mujhe I trust you''

She said and armaan has smile on his face as he can see her honest eyes and

A:''fir riddhima tum pareshan kyn ho trust me mom will be more than happy to see you back and now tou we have our Riddhan too na''

He said as smile played on his lips and that makes riddhima tensed this is the thing that is bothering her so she just

R:''main jaanti hun malkin ne mujhe bahut pyaar diyya hain bilkul aapni beti jaise par kya malkin mujhe maf karengi dhanu ko lekar mujhe galat nahiin samjhenge''

She said out of blue as she looked in his eyes and his eyes has that captivating power in them that just makes her losing herself and forgetting her everything she put her heart in front of him that's the effect of his eyes on her and here armaan hearing her is so shocked she is tensed for this thing that if his mom did not approve her relation and Riddhan the life of hers now his too so he just holds her hands in his more tightly and then he

A:''nahiin riddhima aisa kuch nahiin hoga mom is going to be so happy to dhanu she will be elated to see her grand son riddhima that too with you''

He said and riddhima looked at him then she nodded and

R:''main jaanti hum malkin kabhie bhi aisa nahiin karengi ki nanu ko na apnaye I know riddhan oonka prince hoga lekin''

Armaan smiled hearing her but frowned as she said but'

A:''lekin kya riddhima''

He probed her as he can't saw her all tensed up and he loved her and she go through from alots in past so he just wants to shower her with all the happiness now and seeing him she just spoke

R:''mujhe maf nahiin karengi na ki maine yeh sab kaise kar diyya aur itna sab karne ke bad bhi maine riddhan ke baare meiin aap sabko nahiin bataya na''

She said putting all her fears in front of him and armaan is shocked she thinking about this and tensed about this well she is right at her own place how any mother approved the girl who is already sleeping with her son and they have their child out of wedlock though they are married but how no one knows, but here he is the one who is at fault not riddhima but she is tensed about how his mother will approved her, and he knows this is something riddhima can't be judged her character is so pure and seeing her face he feels so guilty if he did not do that sin with her she will not have these questions for facing anybody its all because of him he cursed himself for putting her under those questions and suddenly riddhima feels something warm fell on her hands and she is shocked as she saw his eyes filled with tears. And she holds his face in her palms immediately as some fresh tears fell on her hands and she panicked seeing him crying what happen to him so suddenly so

R:''armaan sir kya hua aapko kyun ro rahein sir please batayiye na kya ho gayya armaan sir ek dam se mujhe dar lag raha hain armaan sir boliye na please sir''

She said and armaan just holds her hands near his eyes and sobbed in between her palms in between he said in his uncontrollable sobs

A:''muhe maf kar do riddhima please yeh sab mere qaaran se hain mere oos ek gunah ke qaaran na jaane tumhe kya kya sehna pada riddhima, mere oos gunah ki saza riddhima tum bhugat rahi ho its all because of me riddhima maine bahut kuch bigad diyya riddhima. Maine tumhe itna dard diyya hain ki ooski koi mafi hi nahiin hain main jitna is dard ko kam karne ki koshish karta hun yeh sab ootna hi badh raha hain riddhima. Aaj bhi sirf mere qaaran jo gunah sirf maine kiyya tha ooski saza tou sirf mujhe milni chahiye riddhima tum kyun oos saza ko bhugto riddhima nahiin riddhima yeh sab meri qaaran hain maine hi sab kuch kharab kar diyya tumhari zindagi humare bete ki zindagi main bahut bura hun main bas aaj tak jise beinteha mohabbat kari ose sirf dard hi deta aaya hun main''

He could not able to complete as he breaks into uncontrollable cries he start crying bitterly and riddhima just engulfed him in her arms as she can't see him in this state her heart feels so much pain seeing the tears in his eyes. She always wants his happiness and his tears always tore her apart she caressed his back try to calm him and as soon armaan feels her hands wrapped on his back and soothing his back he hugged her back he needs her. She is his life support, he knows he hurt her like anything but she is the anchor of his life and heart too, without her his life is meaningless and 

A:''main bahut ghatiya insan hun riddhima main bahut maine tumhe bahut takleef pahunchayi hain tumhe janwaron jaisa mai''

But he is cut short i between as he feels her untangling him from herself and then she puts her hand on his lips preventing him to say anything the she

R:''kya ho gayya aapko kuch bhi bole jaa rahein hain aap pata bhi hain ki kya keh rahein hain aap kuch samajh bhi aa raha hain aapko. Kuch bhi bakwas kiyye ja rahein hain aap''

She said taking armaan in shock as she scolded him and said in all angry voice but he lowered his eye lids thinking he is at fault. And seeing him not looking at her riddhima gets more heated up and she just blasted on him as she could not able to control herself so long so

R:''aab aap aise kyun baithe hain aapko kisne kaha ki aisa sab bole aapnein bare meiin bolein bhi kyun socha bhi nahiin na aapne yeh sab kehne se pehle. Yeh sab sun kar mujhe kitna hurt hoga aapke muh se yeh sab sun kar. Par aap mere bare meiin kyun sochenge aap tou humesha se hi aapnein bare meiin sochte hain na, jab dill karta hain khud ko aise blame karne lagte hain aap, meri jaane dijiye zara dhanu ke bare meiin sochiye aagar ose yeh pata chale ki ooske dada aise guilt meiin hain tou what will he think, pata hain aap yehi kahenge na dhanu in sab baton ko janane ko bahut hi chota hain. Pata hain mujhe par aagar aap osi baat ke saath jeete rahein tou sooner or later yeh bat ooske saamne aa hi jayegi. Tab hum kya kahenge oos se ki oske dada apne bare meiin aise sochte hain jabki ooski mumma ko ooske dada se koi gila shikwa nahiin hain na hi ooski mumma ooske dada ke bare meiin aisi koi soch rakhti hain boliye''

She said and armaan is dumbfounded hearing her out burst he never saw her like this, she is always the calm one while he is the tough nut to crack but today she blowed him completely not that he is complaining that she scolded him not at all he loved her when she scolds him well as he knows she does all this for just his own benefit but he is confused as she is scolding him not for his mistake but for his guiltness towards his mistake and then he slowly called her name as he frightened seeing her that much upset

A:''riddhima I am sorry''

And hearing his low voice riddhima finally calm down herself she mentally smacked herself for losing her temper, she knows he is guilty for over their past but she has to make him understand that she is all over with that thing so she maintaining her composure speaks up as that

R:''no armaan sir I am sorry mujhe aap par aise chillana nahiin chahiye tha na''

She said in low tone and armaan looked at her in disbelief here he is the one who is at fault but she is saying sorry to him then he finally holds her hands in his as he comes closer to her that

A:''riddhima main jaanta hun maine jo bhi kiyya galat tha please I am sorry''

But he is again cut short in between as she speaks up as

R:''please meri bat suniye aap''

And as she said looking deeply in his eyes for the very first time in his eyes and armaan can sense of impatience in her voice so he quietened and then seeing him not speaking riddhima speaks up as

R:''main jaanti hun jo bhi humare beech meiin hua kisi bhi rup meiin sahi nahiin tha. Par jo hua sab kuch humara ateet tha past jise humein bhul kar aage badhna chahiye. Aagar hum ose aapnein saath lekar chalte rahenge tou kabhie bhi age nahiin badh paayenge humari zindagi osi kal meiin ruki reh jaayegi. Jaanti hun aap ose yad nahiin karna chahte par aap yeh kyun bhul rahein hain aagar oos kal se humein gile hain tou sabse important baat osi kal ne humein humara Riddhan diyya hain ek aisa tohfa ek aisi hansi jiske aage mujhe vo saare aanson ya vo saara dard kabhie dikhayi hi nahiin diyya aap yeh baat aapnein dill se nikal dijiye nahiin tou hum meiin se koi bhi aage nahiin badh paayega na aap aur na hi main''

She said and armaan looked at her as she said all this looking straight in his eyes and her each word reach to his heart and he is shocked as she takes all those past happening like so sportingly though she suffers from all that so much still and then armaan slowly

A:''riddhima tumne mujhe maf kar diyya kya oos sin ke liyye?''

He asked and then riddhima just nodded before saying as

R:''ji jaise hi nanu ko maine pehli baar aapnein aandar mehsus kiyya tha osi pal se maine aapko maf kar diyya tha,  main aapnein bache ke papa se naraz nahiin reh sakti thi aur jo bhi hua osmein sirf aapka dosh (mistake) nahiin tha main bhi osmein barabar ki responsible thi tou aap akele guilt meiin kyun rahein aap''

She said as tears fell from her eyes and armaan looked at her he knows she meant each and every word of it what she is saying its not that she is saying just for the sake of making him feel good and then he finally speaks up 

A:''thank you riddhima aur main aaj bas aakhiri bar os baat ke liyye tumse mafi maangna chahta hun aaj ke bad main humare relation meiin kabhie bhi os baat ko nahiin launga I am so sorry riddhima''

He said as he placed his head in her lap taking her in shock but then she relaxed and then she puts her hands above his back hesitatingly and then she speaks up softly with all the feelings she has for him that

R:''maine aapko maf kiyya armaan sir aage badhiye mere liyye humare nanu ke liyye liyye aur sabse badh kar humare rishte ke liyye''

She said and then armaan nodded and then hugged her and riddhima finally hugged him back and then he just

A:''thank you riddhima mujhe maf karne ke liyye aur han sahi keh rahi ho tum humara Riddhan is duniya ka best gift hain maine kabhie socha bhi nahiin tha ki jo mujhse hua ooske bad mujhe is duniya ka sabse haseen tohfa milega humare riddhan ke rup meiin I promise riddhima (puts his hand on her head little parting away from her) main sab past peeche chod dunga humara beeta hua kal kabhie humare beech meiin nahiin aayega. Main tumhe aur humare prince ko saari khushiyan dunga jo tum log deserve karte ho jo main aaj tak nahiin den paaya par aab aur nahiin I promise aab hum humesha ek sath rahenge kabhie bhi ek doosre se aalag nahiin honge har gum meiin har khushi meiin sab saath meiin rahenge''

He said and riddhima can sense that honesty in his voice and two fat tears fell from her eyes and armaan immediately wiped her tears before it rolled on her cheeks saying

A:''nahiin riddhima aab aur aanson nahiin''

He said and riddhima nodded and then she too cleared the corner of his eyes and armaan smiled and again he took in his arms and this time riddhima hugged him not feeling any awkwardness and they keeps on hugging each other feeling the warmth of each other and the love that's still did not confessed. ''Fursat Bhi Hain Mausam Bhi Hain

                                              Man Hain Rangraliyon Meiin''

As riddhima breaks the hug after few minutes and she blushed as she feels him so close to herself and armaan smiled as he saw her red cheeks and she did not looked at him as she feels his eyes bored on her and then she gets up making a excuse as its very hard for feeling his intense gaze on herself, just his mere gaze is arising goosebumps all over her skin so she tried

R:''main aapke liyye doosri coffee lati hun yeh thandi ho gayyi hain''

She said as she picked up the cup from the table as the coffee mug which is long forgotten in their conversation and armaan let her go as he did not wants her to be uncomfortable about anything and riddhima moved towards the kitchen and armaan flashed million dollar smile as finally he feels little bit relieved as after talking to her he knows that a burden lifted from his heart but still he knows he has to give her time to accept him fully in his life though she accept him in Riddhan's life fully and her too but she needs to be comfortable around her like his lady love like the love of his life and he very well knows this will going to happen soon off course as he can see that hidden love in her eyes for himself and he promised himself this time he will win her like every lover did. He will become the best husband in this whole world and he smiled at his thought then suddenly thinking about best husband he remembered about their marriage he still did not know that how they got married and he thought to ask her as no one is around at this moment he can ask her about this so he moved towards the kitchen and she finds her making his coffee her back facing him and he admired her as he saw her how she tied her hair in bun while working he smiled seeing her, he so wants to engulf her in his arms, but could not able to do at least not now. Then he come back from his thoughts remembering he has comes to ask her something then he just called her and then

A:''riddhima''

And hearing him calling herself riddhima immediately turned to him and finds him standing at the door of the kitchen she replied him

R:''ji armaan sir''

And he looked at her how he hates the fact that she calls him armaan sir gosh he is just armaan for her, her armaan, he so wants to hear only armaan from her and seeing him not saying anything she asked him again breaking his chain of thoughts as

R:''aapko kuch chaiye kya?''

She asked in her ever so soft voice and then he looked at her face and seeing the Sindoor in her Maang of his name he then just asked

A:''riddhima humari shadi kab hui?''

He asked making riddhima shocked out of her wits and her face turned pale hearing his question, she did not know what to say to him and armaan keenly looked at her she looked so shocked. He did not expected this at all he thought she would love to tell him about their marriage after all its his right to know about it but her expressions are saying something else and riddhima is so shocked about this topic she never wanted to talk about this topic and then he just again called her as

A:''riddhima kahan kho gayyi?''

He snapped his fingers in front of her eyes but she did not replied and then she just

R:''huh''

A:''riddhima main pooch raha tha ki humari shadi kab hui thi?''

He again asked and riddhima don't know what to say but this time they heard a long happy voice as

Ri:''mumma''

And she sighed in relief as she heard riddhan's voice echoed in the house and she just excused himself as she speaks up as

R:''dhanu aa gayya''

And she just run from there armaan is surprised with her behave as she literally ran from there, as if she is running from him but she is not running from him his heart told him she is running from his question, sighing he turn off the gas which she forgot to turn off and he too walked in the living room only to be greeted a gleeful riddhan and his dad sitting in the living room he saw his prince with lots of toys and then he runs with his tiny steps to his dada and asked him to pick up and armaan with a big smile picked him up in his arms and

Ri:''dada meli cal''

He said pointing to the car that is in his mom's hands now and then armaan smiled and kissed his cheeks

A:''arey vah dekhen tou''

He walked towards riddhima and then holds the car in his hands and then he

A:''arey vah yeh tou bahut achi hain''

He said making riddhan squealed in joy as he clapped his tiny hands making him smile too and then riddhan

Ri:''dada meli bal, bo bo bhi''

He said as he pointed to the pile of new toys that is landed in one of big couch of living room and a horrified riddhima looked at riddhan then harish who try to hide himself and armaan suppress his smile as he saw his dad's attempt. He probably faced riddhima's wrath as he faced when he just bought everything and anything which riddhan touched then he heard

R:''you know papa this is so not done maine aapko kitna kaha hain ki aap aise mat kiya kijjiye aapke prince ke pas kitne toys hain. Aur aap bas you adding more and more in the list this is so not fair na''

She said and harish lowered his head but managed to speaks up

H:''rhea main aapnein prince ko kaise mana karun bacha''

He said and riddhima sighed knowing this is coming so

R:''papa main aapko ose lad karne se kahan roukti hain, aapka haq hain infcat mujhse bhi kahin zayda par papa yeh bhi galat hain. Is speed se he will turn a teenage without touching each toy we buy for him papa. Aur moreover aab hum Mumbai vapis jaa rahein hain tou itna sab kaise lekar jaayenge batayiye na papa''

She said making armaan surprised as she herself says that they are going back to Mumbai that means she is as eager as him to go back to her home and hearing it then harish just speaks up as

H:''jaanta hun rhea tabhie tou aapnein prince ki har khwaish poori kar raha hun Mumbai jakar tou main is se mill nahiin paunga na''

He said sadly and both riddhima and armaan are shocked at his words they knows what he is saying is the truth technically as avantika and harish are separated and armaan is staying with his mom and that means riddhima and riddhan is also going to stay with them that did not mean he will not able to see them yes off course he knows whenever he wants riddhima and armaan will come to him along with riddhan. But that will not be like this, he missed his family he missed his wife his son his daughter in law now his grand child he wants them back in his life and that makes him sad and tears welled up in his eyes and before they saw his tears he tried to move from there saying

H:''main abhi aya''

But armaan knows his father better and then he handled riddhan to riddhima and then walked towards his dad and then he hugged him and harish hugged back getting the affectionate hug of his son and tears spilled from his eyes and riddhima looked at them she knows they missed each other and then breaking his hug and then wiped his tears armaan speaks up as

A:''dad aisa kuch nahiin hoga aap humehsa aapne dhanu ke saath hi rahenge dad''

He said and harish replied

H:''off course buddy main oos se dur thode na reh sakta hun jab bhi mujhe ooski yad aayegi aur merii princess ko tujhe laana hoga oon donow ko promise''

A:''I promise dad but iski naubat hi nahiin aayegi humesha saath meiin rahenge hum aab''

He said making harish shocked out of wits how this can be possible avantika will never agree to this and

H:''nahiin buddy aisa nahiin ho sakta teri mom avantu nahiin manegi''

A:''nahiin dad mom manegi''

R:''han papa malkin bhi aapko ootna hi yad karti hain jitna ki aap oonhein''

She said coming towards them harish looked at them and

H:''nahiin beta avantika''

A:''dad aab aur nahiin aab hum sab mill kar gharr jaayenge mujhe aur kuch nahiin kehna hain''

He said firmly and harish just went from there and then armaan looked at riddhima and riddhima saw that unspoken questions in his eyes and she hesitatingly wiped that lone tears from his eyes and

R:''aap chinta mat kijiye sab theek ho jayega''

A:''tum mera saath dogi na riddhima main akele nahiin kar paunga''

R:''humesha aapke har kadam par''

A:''thank you so much riddhima''

And he hugged riddhima and riddhima hugged him back with one of her hand at his back as her another hand holding dhanu in her arms she knows he needs her and she is always there for him and then they breaks the hug as they heard dhanu's voice

Ri:''mumma dhanu gami''

(mumma dhnau ko garmi lag rahi hain''

And both riddhima and armaan smiled as he actually got crushed in between his parents arms and then armaan took him in his arms and ruffled his hairs

A:''mera bacha I so love you''

He said and kissed him and then riddhan yawned and

Ri:''mumma ninni''

And riddhima nodded and she knows he is all tired after his long activities and then she took him from armaan

R:''layiye main ise dula dun''

A:''riddhima mujhe khelna tha dhanu ke saath''

He said like a baby and riddhima smiled at his cute face

R:''abhie thodi der meiin ooth jaayeg tab khel lijiyega aur vaise bhi aab puri zindagi isnein aapke saath hi rehna hain na''

She said with a big smile making armaan flashed his million dollar smile meanwhile riddhan puts his head on her mother's shoulder and start sucking his thumb armaan then holds her wrist and planting a soft kiss on her wrist he speaks up

A:''thank you riddhima''

And riddhima blushed ay his sudden kiss and then she runs from there making armaan smile at her retreating figure

Man hai rang raliyon mein

Chhup gayee hai tu khushboo ban ke

Shayad in kaliyon mein

Maine tujhko kitna dhoondha awara galiyon mein

Riddhima reached her room and she has big smile adoring her face and red cheeks. She still can feels his lips on her wrist and then she looked at riddhan in his arms who is quite sleepy now. And taking him in her lap she kissed on his forhead

R:''pata hain nanu aapke papa kitne ache hain aapki mumma bhi oonse''

But she is cut short as riddhan whined and she

R:''sorry nanu mumma bhi na acha chalo abhi aapki tummy fill karte hain aur fir mera baby aaram se ninni karega na''

She said and then start feeding him so lovingly and she puts him to sleep.

Its night already and they have to left for the colony function as they have to celebrate Lohri. Harish is already ready waiting for his son and daughter in law and riddhan too and then he saw armaan coming all ready in that green kurta and black salwar and seeing him harish

H:''armaan rhea aur riddhan kahan hain dekho budy oonko humein der ho rahi hain''

He said and armaan nodded and then he moved towards riddhima's room and as soon he reached there he knocked the door but door pushed open with his pull and he looked inside and the sight in front of him shocked him beyond limits.

Yeh awaaz lagaayee

Ki aaja teri yaad aayee

Ki aaja teri yaad aayee

Precap_R:''i am scared armaan sir mujhe sachi meiin bahut dar lag raha haiin''

 A:''dad aab aur nahiin aab hum sab mill kar gharr jaayenge''

R:''shaadi''

A:''mujhe poora sach janana hain riddhima aadha adhoora nahin riddhima''

Av:''mere bachon ki yahi marzi hain tou ruk jao harish''

H:''nahiin riddhima mujhe mafi nahiin milegi bacha''

Ri:''dai''

R:''main sab thek karna chahti hun armaan sir please''

A:''sirf armaan''

He said as he placed his finger gently on her lips and the cool breeze blows riddhima's pallu making her shiver under his hold.

R:''dhanu ro raha hain mujhe jaana hain''

A:''huh''

And he is dazzled feeling what transpired between them a moment back.

Av:''jab bhi tumhe maf karne ki koshish karti hun tum sab kuch yad dila dete ho''

H:''avantika''

Av:''bas aur nahiin''

A:''mom''

Av:''armaan stay out of it''

A:''Jadon Eh Aundi Eh Lohri

Bada Jee Laundi Eh Lohri''

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Nikita