CHAPTER
22:
SWPOV
The next day, Sharon acted the same as the day before and I
did what Simmi asked, I didn't try to bug Sharon or talk to her unless it was
class related.
At lunch, the guys planned a game night on Friday to watch
the Washington State Cougars play. We're going to make a night of it and meet
at my house because evidently my mom can make the best food for this sort of
thing.
Lunch ended and Sharon and I met each other in photography.
Unfortunately, Tanya got it in her mind I needed a new friend..again.
"Hey Sway..." Tanya attempted to purr as she put
her slimy hand on my arm. "I just wanted to let you know that I'll be here
as you're recovering. I was absolutely stunned when I heard about the accident!
I apologize I wasn't there to like keep you company at that dreadful hospital;
I'm sure it was just awful like being there by yourself. I bet you like totally
thought of me while you were there." She smiled, or grimaced, I couldn't
tell which one.
I couldn't help but roll my eyes. "On the contrary
Tanya, I didn't think of you a single time while I was there. And even more
surprisingly, I had all the company I could have ever wanted. And just for the
record, yesterday was my first day back, not today..but thanks so much for your
concern. I'm sure you were worried sick about my absence in your pitiful
life."
Tanya raised a drawn on eyebrow. "Oh really? Who kept
you company? Kria, Rin-"
"Sharon." I answered shortly.
"Uh-huh, I'm sure that was like loads of fun
there." She said bored.
"Yea, Sharon was terrific. She stayed with me from the
time I was admitted to the time I arrived home and allowed to come back to
school." I told her with a smug smile.
"I bet she just like felt sorry for you."
"Actually, I was genially concerned. Swayam is one of
my closest friends, something I'm sure you've never been fortunate to have, and
I wanted to be there for him when he woke up, wanted to hang out, work on
homework, everything." Sharon butted in fiercely.
"No one was talking to you be-och!" Tanya
exclaimed stomping her foot.
"Detention Ms. Gupta." Mrs. Martel said as Tanya
turned to her stunned.
"But-but-but." Tanya whined.
"But, but, but, nothing." Mrs. Martel mocked.
"Little do you know, Ms. Raiprakash kept up with all of her class work
including this class and her extracurricular, and not only did she complete
everything but completed it with flying colors. Unlike you who have been here
the past two weeks and your projects have been more than lacking."
"But I had like cheerleading practice!" Tanya
exclaimed.
"Is that supposed to impress me somehow?" Martel
asked starring her down. "You've been in school perfectly healthy these
last few weeks. Swayam on the other hand has not, and is actually ahead in his
work, unlike you who has decided to slack off these past two weeks and occupy
your time with a certain Mr. Crowley."
"I-uh-he's just a friend." Tanya stammered looking
guilty.
"That's not what I thought when I saw you pressing him
against a locker during lunch today. Unless of course, that's the way you all
tell each other you're friends nowadays." Martel smirked.
"You know Tanya, I've never been attracted to you, and
after learning this unsurprising piece of information, there is no way I would
or could ever even consider dating you. You're repulsive, in more than one
way!" I told her returning back to the current assignment.
"Humph. Well..I never wanted you either! You're too-too
incredibly perfect in every frickin' way!" Tanya attempted to insult me.
"Right..well I'm glad you won't be bothering me any time
soon. I really don't have time for you or your whiney friends."
"Amen to that!" Martel cut in laughing.
"You're siding with him?" Tanya shrieked.
"What does it look like? Now, get back to work."
she said flatly.
Tanya plopped down in her chair and began quietly talking
with her partner who she detests...or did detest.
Sharon and I began working on our project silently, still
frustrated with each other, but she had given me a little more hope. She had
stood up for me, or I guess herself, but she was still putting gin her two
cents on an issue that didn't directly pertain to her.
The period ended and Sharon and I walked silently to our
respective music classes. As we were getting ready to part, I pulled her aside
and quietly and simply said, "Thank you."
She nodded then went into her class.
My mind was distracted the entire time I was theory. Mr.
Wooten even commented on my odd behavior asking what was on my mind. I shrugged
him off and thankfully the class ended soon.
As I left the class, Sharon was leaving hers as well. We
walked in silence to our lockers to get our books then to our cars without
looking at each other.
Before she got into her truck, I caught her arm and firmly
told her, "We need to talk, soon."
She looked me squarely in the eye and slightly nodded before
yanking her arm out of my grasp; then closed the door to her car, locking it
and pulling out of the lot. Leaving me starring after her like someone in
shock.
As soon as I arrived home, I trudged up to my-or Sharon's
old-room and began writing two letters.
My Future Wife,
I want to tell you right now that I will screw up. I am not
a perfect person. And while I'll think you are perfect, I also will know that
you will have your flaws. Those flaws will make me love you even more! It's the
quarks that make a person drawn to another.
Think about it, if you set someone up on a pedestal that's
incredibly high, the first time they do something you aren't expecting, all the
things you once thought will be taken away from you. But if you get to know
that person, you'll love them despite their flaws.
I can't wait to meet you and get to know all about your
flaws. I love you more than my own life and I can't wait for the day when I see
your beautiful face smiling back at me. I love you, love.
Always Yours 'Till Death Do Us Part,
Your Future Husband
Once I was finished with my first letter, I immediately
began on my second.
Sharon,
I can't apologize enough for what I did. Reading the letters
you had written and set aside for your future husband was the worst thing I
could have ever done to betray your trust. To be completely honest, I had no
clue the letters were even yours until I opened one that began describing your
friends and school life. By that time I was not only falling for the writer of
the beautifully written letters, but also for my beautiful best friend.
Only one other person knew about the letters, and they
didn't find out about them until I was in the hospital. Sanjana, my mother, scolded
me for keeping them, but she was also happy that I had finally found someone I
would be willing to share my life with. After reading your first letter (I went
in order), I decided I'd write back to 'My Future Wife' whether it be to you or
my real future wife.
Now with everything transpiring, I am giving you full right
to read the letters I wrote, it's the least I can do. You may have noticed my
now that Simmi grabbed the wrong box of letters; therefore, you have my box.
Please don't worry, I haven't ready anymore of your letters since Simmi
colorfully informed me that they were definitely your letters, you used to live
here, and you not loath every fragment of my being. If I could, I would be mad
at you, but there is no way I can possibly be mad or blame you for a stupid
decision on my part.
I now am realizing that because of my decisions our
friendship and potentially more have once again, shattered like an expensive,
irreplaceable vase. But that this time, the pieces won't be as easy to put back
together again.
I can only hope you can accept this sincere apology, but if
you can't I understand. I just hope we can still be pleasant with each other in
the future.
Sincerely Yours,
Swayam
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