Hello All
so i m back with another OS . This one is especially for those who were not happy when i wrapped up Sweet Tasha Moments. hope u all like it , i tried my best to forget that mishal is no longer part of the show and in his absence its really difficult for me to write anything but still managed to dish out something for u all. OS : Adhure hum Adhure tum
She stood in front of the idol of lord Ganpati with folded hands and closed eyes, the scene where dutta was taken away in the van flashed before her eyes and she whispered his name silently, praying for his safety and return she opened her eyes and looked at Him with the belief that he would definitely come back to her soon no matter people around her were losing hope but she had full faith in her bappa after all He brought him as her savior in her life and after facing so many trials they had finally united then now could he just leave her like that when even he had started believing in her bappa. No it was totally unacceptable to her to think that he was no more " mujhe aap (bappa) par aur apne pyar par pura bharosa hai , sahab zaroor lautenge , unhein lautna hi hoga . aapne har kadam par meri pariksha li hai aur maine khushi khushi di hai lekin is baar pariksha meri nahin apki hai. Ek insaan jo aap par vishas nahin karta tha aaj usey bhi apke astitva (existence)par bharosa hone laga hai aise mein aap uske vishwas ko kaise undekha kar sakte ho." She picked up his ganpati locket, tied it to the edge of her saree, that he had thrown away in anger long time back and decided to give him back once he returned.
The clock struck 10, she went to the kitchen to get his dinner ready and thought of feeding him with her own hands. Just the thought brought back those wonderful moments that they had spent in the jungle alone where she made halwa for him and he had asked her to make something sweet for him to have once he returned after rescuing the villagers. This again gave her the hope that he would come back home safely because now he could he even see properly. When he had lost his eye sight he still managed to put up a brave fight and now after gaining his eye sight the old Dutta Shreeram Patil was back which brought a smile to her face and she started making kheer for him.
She took the dinner tray to their room and kept it on the table. She stood near the window gazing at the moon and stars above. The night became cooler and she wrapped her saree around herself to keep warm, hours passed away which made her eyes heavy. She sat on the floor and leaned her head on the wall thinking "sahab aasmaan mein jaage hue taaron ko bhi ab toh neend aane lagi, aap ab laut aao aur intezaar mat karwao." Soon sleep took over her making her close her eyes. He kneeled in front of her and moved back the tendril behind her ear gently which was stopping his view. Her angelic face looked weak and distressed due to his absence, even in her sleep she appeared restless and lines of worry were clearly visible. He pressed his lips on her creased forehead softly making her murmur "sahab"
She opened her eyes slowly to find a bruised and bleeding dutta in front of her. Unable to believe what she saw she embraced his face tenderly in both her hands. Tears of happiness welled up in her eyes as she felt his touch but the happiness was short lived when she realized that he was wounded "sahab apko toh chot lagi hai , kitna khoon beh raha hai , mein abhi dawai lagati hoon." And rushed to get the first aid box, she dipped the cotton ball with antiseptic and started cleaning her bruised neck slowly then moved to his temple and pressed the cotton on his bleeding wound, he hissed in pain and grabbed her hand kept on his shoulder. She moved closer towards the corner of his mouth and rubbed the cotton gently over it then blew on it slowly to relieve him of pain. With her just centimeters away from him he felt like drowning in her soulful eyes and whispered "nakku". As if That's all she wanted to hear so she threw her arms around him, the tears which she tried to control for long time now dropped from her eyes like pearls , he pulled her closer and rested his chin on her shoulder, inhaling her sweet fragrance and feeling her long awaited touch "sahab aap kahan chale jate ho mujhe chod kar? Thakh gayi hoon main apka intezar kar karke. Pehle umeed jagate ho aur phir door chale jate ho, kahan the itne din?kyun itna waqt laga diya? Jaaana tha toh mujhe batakar kyun nahin gaye?kabhi socha ki apke bina mein kaise rahegi? Ab chup kyun ho ?jawaab do." He broke the hug and caressed her tear stained face"itne sawaal kar rahi hai , ek baar bhi pucha ki sahab apne kuch khaya ki nahin?." She slapped her forehead for forgetting to ask him whether he was hungry. She at once got the tray and started feeding him with a big smile on her face, he too picked up a spoonful of rice and offered her "nahin sahab aap khao mein baad mein kha legi." Not willing to accept her excuse he didn't move his hand back "jab tak tu nahin khayegi mera peth kaise bharega?" how could she refuse him this time so ate the rice happily.
She kept the empty tray aside and he took her hands in his "raat bahut ho gayi hai ab tu so ja ." she nodded her head in negative "nahin sahab main nahin soyegi , main janti hai agar main soyi toh aap phir mujhe chod kar chale jaoge. Ab toh main apni palkein bhi nahin jhapkayegi (blink) is darr se kahin aap mujhse door na ho jao." He smiled at her innocent yet true love and brought her closer, he wrapped his arm around her and she placed her head on his chest "nakku main tujhse door kaise jaa sakta hoon, tere bina mein adhura hoon tera saath paa kar pura hota hoon. Tu mujh mein basti (reside)hai , yeh saansein sirf tera naam leti hain." He could feel her breathing getting heavy so closed her tired eyes and kept his chin on her head , even in her sleep she clutched on to his kurta tightly when suddenly she remembered about tying the ganpati locket around him so opened her eyes immediately and took out the locket from her saree "sahab yeh maine apke?" she looked around frantically in search of him but found him missing. She stood up and scanned the whole room but failed to find him when her gaze fell on the table where she had kept the dinner tray. She moved towards it to find it untouched , helpless tears rolled down her eyes when she realized that it was just a dream , he had still not returned. She walked like a lifeless being and stood in front of his photo frame.
Kise pata tha hum yun bichadenge
Par dil kehta hai hum phir milenge
Har khushi ki shuruaat hai tumse
Mere pyar ki saugath hai tumse
Tumhare bina zindagi mein ek kami si hai
Aaj kal palkon mein kuch nami si hai
Kise pata tha hum yun bichadenge
Par dil kehta hai hum phir milenge
Door ho ke bhi tum kareeb ho
Mera chand mere naseeb ho
Har aahat par tumhare hone ka ehsaas hota hai
jahan nazar pade wahan tumhara deedar hota hai
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