You Actually Love Me Or. AR FF Prt.54 (8th-July-2020) - Page 3

Part 9 - Meraa Ikraar

ar:''kyonn nai jaogi tum itni koi gehri dosti nai hai hamare beech meinn''

ri:''kyonki''

ar:''wht''

ri:''kyonki mainn apsee bht pyaar karti hun. aur apkoo chodd kar kahiin nai jaongi'' 

ra,mu ,ni,an:''aur hum bhi nai jayenge''

ri:''tum sab yahan''

an:''yes riddhima hum ye hamara hi plann tha''

ri:''kya plann tha''

mu:''thand rakhh kudiye btate hainn pehle baithe to sahin'' 

withh thiss theyy all setteled dwn except me and arman

ra:''tu bhi baith sakta hai arman teraa hi gharr hai meree yar''and arman alsoo sit wid rahul

and nikki pulls me dwn and i am sitting in front of arman

ni:''han to ab bol ridzi kya puchh rahii thi tu''

mu:''mainn btati hun ye na hamara plann tha tujhse terii dill ki bat ka ehsaas karane ka.''

an:''kyonki humee pataa tha tu arman se pyaar karne laggi hai par apnee so called gusse meinn kabhie manegi nai.to humne hi arman se kahaa jab tu yahaan aye ooska hal puchne to vo tujhe jaane ko kahee aur daant de''

ni;''aur ye sabse mushkil tha is romeo ko manana ki vo tujhe daante''nikki sighs

ra:''aur ye saala majnu bas ek bat par hi atkaa tha ki mainn use kyoon daantun vo to meraa hal jaanne aayegi na''

ar:''oye raooooolll bas kar tu abhie ok''

mu:''han meree kan khajure mat cherr meree honee vaale jeeju ko''

ri:''muskan''

an:''kya muskan jeeju na kahein to kya kahein aur tunee to humee kuchh btana jaroori hi nai samjha''

ri:''nai anjii aisaa kuchh nai hai mujhe khudd kpo nai pataa tha ki mainn''

and i feels vry shy and not complete my sentence

mainee dekha ki arman was continuosly looking at me and i justt lower my gazee

mu:''ye dekho kaise sharam se lal ho rahii hai''

ra:''achaa yar bht ho gayya muski subhh office nai jaana chale''

mu:''han chall nikki tu aur anjii bhi aaa rahee ho na''

ri:''na muski tu ja rahul ke saath mainn anjii aur nikki ko dropp kar doongi''

merii bat sun kar arman ka chehra ootar gayya

an:''nai riddhima hum muski ke saath jaa rahee hainn tu jiska hal puchne ayi thi theek se hal to puchh le kyoon nikki''

ni:''yup''

ri:''but''

an:''no ifs and no butts''

wid tht theyy all go.

now its me and arman

ri:''arman mainn bhi chalti hun''

mainn jaane ke liyye mudii to arman ne meraa haath pakad liyya

ar:''meraa daant na buraa lagaa na sorry''

jab oonhone meraa haath pakda to maine dekha oonhee tempp sachh meinn tha.maine oonhe bithaya

ri:''arman apkoo to tempp hai''

ar:''nai vo bas thoda sa hi hai''

ri:''kya thoda sa u r burning arman''while checking his fever by caressing his forhead

ar:''naraj to nai ho na maine daanta''

ri:''chupp arman pehle ye btayiye davai khayi''

he did not reply and i get my answer

ri:''had karte hainn ap arman chaliye dawai khayie''i gve him medicines and he tke it

ri:''chaliye arman ab ap restt kariye''

ar:''riddhima abhie jo tumne kahaa tha vo''

ri:''arman bad meinn bat kartee hainn''

ar:''nai riddhima merii zindagi ka sabsa achaa din aur meree nikame doston ne mujhe pyaar se sunne nhi diyya jo mainn kab se sunna chahta tha''

ri:''arman ap bhi na bas''

ar:''riddhima betho na''

i sat dwn beside him

ar:''riddhima tum mujhse pyaar karti thi to bataya kyoon nai''

ri:''arman mujhe pataa hi nai challa mujhe kab AAPSE PYAAR HO GAYYA aur apnee gusse meinn apnee feelings chupati rahii par os din airport par apkii halat dekhh samajh aaa gayya ki AB MERII ZINDAGI KI SAANSEIN APKII DHADKON KI MOHTAJ HO GAYYI HAINN''

maine dekha ki arman mujhe hi dekhh rahee theoonkii vo bluee eyess jisme meree liyye bepnah pyaar tha aur jinme mainn apnii zindagi bitaa sakti hun

ar:''ab kabhie dur to nai jaaongi''

ri:''nai''

ar:''ok riddhima par''

ri:''bki bad meinn ap ki tabiyat theek nai hai chaliye aaram kijiye''

we wents to his bedroom arman setteled on bed

ri:''arman mainn abhie ayi ap rukiye''

i wents frm there and bck wid one glass haldi milkk and water in bowll

ar:''ye kya hai riddhima tum kya kar rahii ho''

ri:''btati hun pehle ye doodh pijiye'' i handled him glass of milkk

arman sipss and

ar:''nai riddhima mainn ye nai peeyonga bht ajeeb hai''

ri:''arman ye apkii injury ke liyye achaa hai''

ar:''na riddhima bht kadwa hai ye''

i setteled on bed beside him and takes glass in my hands

arman shifts his gazee other sidee

ri:''arman''

ar:''hmmmmmmm''

ri:''merii taraf dekhiye na pls''

he shifts his gazee towards me

ar:''riddhima pls mainn ye nai pee sakta''

ri:''achaa arman mainn apkoo pilati hun agarr phirr bhi na peeya jaaye to mat pijiyaga mainn force nai kaarongi pakka''

ar:''ok''

i put the glass on his lipss and look intoo his eyess and he looks intoo minee 

whn the milkk finishes i break eye-contact

ri:dekha pi liyya na apnee''

ar:''agarr aisee pilaogi to din meinn das bar peene ko tyaar hun''

ri:''arman''i completly blushes after his comment

imainee oonkee sir par thandi phatiyan rakhni shuru ki as oonka fever tej tha

ri:''arman gharr ke sab log kahan gayye hainn''

ar:''vo ek relative ki marriage meinn gayye hainn nexxt wek tak aayenge''

and he go to asleep because of medicine aur oonko is halat meinn akela mainn chodna nai chahti thi

to maine gharr par kahaa ki mainn anjii ke gharr par rukne vaali hun aur anjii ko bhi phone kiyya ki vo bol de mainn ooske yahan hun aur subhh hospital jaate hue merii car bhi le jaaye.

arman ko abhie bhi fever tha and around 3 a.m oonkaa fever kuchh kam hua mujhe pataa hi nai chala ki merii aankh kab lag gayyi

nexxt day

i wokee up whn sun rayss hit on my eyess. maine dekha ki arman is sleeping likee a kid holding my hands and i immediately check his fever.

oonko tempp kam tha and after detangling my hands frm his gripp i go to washroom for freshen up.

Part 10 - Meri Care

After freshing riddhima is in kitchen whn she heard sme noise and she quickly rushh towards arman's rooom

it was the sound of breaking glass

ri:''kya hua arman''

ar:''vo riddhima mainn ootha to dhayan nai diyya aur glass par haath lag ke vo tut gayya''

ri:''chodiye use apkoo to nai laggi na''

ar:''nai''

ri:''gud''

arman is abt to stand whn

ri:''arman khabrdar jo ap uthee to''

ar:''kyonn riddhima''

ri:''niche kaanch hai apkoo lag jaayega.mainn abhie clean karti hun rukiye''

and she start picking the broken glasses

ar:''riddhima please tum rehne do na tumhare haath meinn lag jaayega''

ri:''nai arman nai lagega mujhe''

ar:''par''

ri:''arman chupp''

ar:''han ek bimar insan ki bat to koi nai sunta''

and after cleaning the glass pieces riddhima cme to arman

ri:''arman''

ar:''mujhe tumse koi bat nai karni''

ri:''arman merii taraf dekhiye na''

ar:''kyoon dekho tumhari taraf tum merii bat sunti ho.agarr lag jatta tumhe kaanch pataa hai kitna dardd karta''

ri:''par lagaa to nai na''

ar:''riddhima''

ri:''ok sorry ab breakfast karein''

ar:''mainn nai karunga''

riddhima holdd his wrist and settle him to chair and herself go to kitchen and bck wid foood

ri:''chaliye arman nashta kar lijiye''

ar:''mujhe nai khana''

riddhima takes a bitee of parantha and

ri:''ab bhi nai khayenge kya''

whn arman saw her cutee facee thn he himself opens his mouth and takes the bitee

ar:''riddhima ye to alooo ke paranthe hai''

ri:''han apkoo achee nai lagte kya''

ar:''nai ye meree favourite hainn.''

Ri:''ok''

ar:''par tumhe kaise pataa chala''while eating frm her handss

ri:''rahul ne btaya''

ar:''tumne meree liyye banaye hai''

ri:''aur to koi hai nai yahan par to it's obvious apkee liyye banaye hainn''

ar:''bht achee hainn tum nai khaogi''

ri:''nai mainn coffee peeyongi bas kyonki mainn'' and she is cut short by arman

ar:''kyonki madam subhh breakfast nai karti right''

ri:''han''

ar:''vaise riddhima tum kab ayi''

ri:''kya ho gayya arman apkoo pataa to hai kal 7 vajee ayi thi apnee hi to dor khola tha''

ar:''matlab tum rat ko gharr nai gayyi''

ri:''nai'' she answred vry innocently

ar:''tum pagal ho riddhima tumhare gharr par sab kya sochenge''

ri:''oonko pataa hai ki mainn anjii ke gharr hun''

ar:''par''

ri:''nai arman mainn apkoo itnee tej tempp mrinn chodd ke nai jaa sakti thi na,pataa hai kitna fever tha apkoo subhh 3 vaje kam hua''

ar:''matlab tum 3 vajee tak jagii hui thi''

ri:''han arman ab koi sawal nai chaliye jaldi se milkk peejiye phirr medicine bhi khani hai''

ar:''tumhe pataa hai ab mainn roj beemar honaa chahta hun koi itnee pyaar se meraa dhayan jo rakhne vaala hai''

ri:''arman ap na bas chaliye ab doodh peejiye''

ar:''riddhima mujee doodh bilkul pasand nai hai''

ri:''par ye apkii health ke liyye achaa hai''

ar:''par''

ri:''no par var chaliye muh kholiye''

and she herself put glass on his lipss while looking intoo his eyess 

and their eye-lockk breaks whn thy heard doorr belll

ar:''arrey yar subhh subhh kaunn aaa gayya disturb karne''

ri:''anjii hogii maine bulaya use'' she places glass on table and arman holds her dupatta 

ri:''arman chodiye na''

arman leaves after wipee his mouth wid its corner

ridzz bluches and ran to openn the dooor

ar:''oye hoyye''

an:''ye le madam terii dress aur jeeju kaise hai ab''

ri:''anjii yar''

an:''ok no moree teasing vaise arman kaisa hai ab''

ri:''theek hai temp hai abhe bhi''

an:''chall mainn milti hun ose''

in his rooom

an:''hey arman''

ar:''hi anjii can I calll u anjii''

an:''ofcourse u can kaise ho ab''

ar:''fy9''

an:''vaise merii bhi ek confusion dur aroge mainn tumhe jeeju bulaon ya arman''

ar:''as u wishh u can call me jeeju bt u hve to ask ur sweet friend''

riddhima is blushing after hearing ths

ri:''mainn change karke ati hun'' and she ran towards washrooom

an:''jaldi ana jeeju waitt kar rahee hainn''

and thy bth laugh

after smetime she cme outside she is wearing purple churridar,she is not yet taken her dupatta and she feltt arman;s gazee on her and she is 

Ri:"vo anjii''

ar:''vo paani peene gayyi hai''

ri:''arman can I use ur coomb''

ar:''ye bhi koi puchne ki bat hai all urs sweetheart''

ri:''ok''

and she tiess her hairr in ponyy and places dupatta

ri:''arman ab mainn chalti hun''

ar:''mat jao na''

ri:''arman mainn aaongi na shaam meinn aur ap apnaa dhayan rakhiyga medicine le lijiyga samay par''

ar:''nai mainn nai khaonga medicine''

ri:''arman kya bachon jaisi bat kar rahee ho theek ho ke hospital nai ana kya''

ar:''ok le loonga par on one condition u hve to say me those three words''

an:''chall yar riddhima lte ho rahee hainn bye arman apna dhayan rakhna''

ar:''bye anjii''

and thy bth leftt for hospital

in hospital lunch timing cafetria

an:"chall riddhima kya legii tu''

ri:''han mujhe bhi bht bhukh laggi hai jaldi se order kar''

anjli is bsy in ordering lunch and ridzz is calling arman

after smetimee he picks phone

Ri:''arman''

ar:''han sweetheart''

ri:''tabiyat kaisi hai''

ar:''tumhare binaa kaisi ho sakti hai''

ri:''medicine khaii''

ar:''tumne merii condition hi poori nai ki''

ri:''arman pls medicine kha lijiye na''

ar:''na''

ri:''theek hai mainn bhi khana nai khati''

ar:''ok kha rahaa hun mainn''

and thn there is announcement for riddhima

ri:''bye arman dutyy calls u takee caree''

ar:''bye''

and the day end ridzz is taking caree of arman bt today she go to her house as arman is better

nexxt day in hospital riddhima's cabin

ridzi is freee whn arm an cms

ar:''merii princess kiske khayalon meinn khoii hai''

ri:''rman wt the helll u r doing hre?Angry''

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Part 11 - Meri Bewkufi

Riddhima's cabin arman cme

Ar:''merii princess kiske khayalon meinn khoii hui hai?''

Ri:''arman wht the helll u doing u heree?''(She is shocked to see him in hospital as he is not completely ok and she tell him to takee restt)

Ar:''riddhima merii bat to sunoo'' 

Ri:''no arman ap merii bat suniye ap yahan kya kar rahee hainn?apkii tabiyat theek nai hai aur ap hospital meinn hai maine apkoo restt karne ko bolaa tha par apnee to hamesha apnii marji karni hotii hai.vaise to kehtte hainn mujhse pyaar karte hainn par merii ek bat to ap man nai sakte.mujhe pataa hai merii koi importance nai hai ap ke liyye tabhi to apnee merii bat nai maani''

Before ridzz can speak moree there is knock on door

Ri:''come in''

There is wardboy sunil-(su)

Ri:''sunil koi kam tha kya?''

Su:''ji mam par armaan sir se.sir ye oos patient ki reports''

Ar:''thanks sunil''

And he leftt and anjii comes

An:''hey armaan congratulations for successful surgeory''

Ri:''surgeory''

Before anjii can speak nything

Ar:''anjii mainn chalta hun ye reports ek bar check kar lun catch u later bye''

An:''bye'' 

And he leftt

An:''ise kya hua''

Ri:''anjii tu kounsi surgeory ki bat kar rahii thi?''

An:''arey vo subhh ek accident casee aayaa tha and one patient is very serious and only armaan can operate him as he is bestt in his field and with his detemination and 5 hrs longg surgeory patient survived par tu kyoon puchh rahii hai tujhe pataa nai tha kya?''

Ridzz nodss negatively 

(Actully ridzz having a afternoon shift so she does not knw any thing about it)

Ri:''anjii mujhe kuchh kam hai'' and she ran towards arman's cabin

After knocking

Ar:''kya hai riddhima?''

Ri:''arman mujhe kuchh bat karni hai''

Ar:''nai mainn to tumse pyaar hi nai karta na tum mujhse kya bat karna chahti ho?''

Ri:''armaan I am sorry please arman mujhe maf kar dijiye''

Ar:''nai riddhima tum kyoon sorry bol rahii ho sorry to mujhe kehna chahiye na mainn tumhari koi bat nai maanta''

Ri:''armaan''

Now she is having tears in her eyess

Ri"arman mainn apkoo daantna nai chahti thi par apkii tabiyat theek nai thi na aur apkoo hospital meinn dekha to mujhe tension ho gayyi. I really cares for u armaan''

Ar(holding her hands):''mujhe pataa hai riddhima aur tumne mujhe daantne ka poora right hai par jab tumne kahaa mainn tumse pyaar nai karta to mujhe bahut buraa lagaa''

Ri:''i am sorry armaan mainn kehna nai chahti thi par pataa nai gusse meinn muh se nikal gayya so sorry''(she holds her earss likee a child''

Arman could not takes it any moree he holds her hands and thn gently kissed thm

Ridzz blushes and she is abt to go whn arman holds her frm her waist

Ri:''arman chodiye''

Ar:''na tumhari punishment abhie baaki hai?''

Ri:''punishment''

Ar:''han apnee galtii karii na''

Ri(and she again feels guilty)

Ar:''so u ready for ur punishment?''

Ri:''ji''

Ar:''ok ur punishment is ab mainn jab bhi surgeory ke liyye jaaon merii jaana hamesha meree saath ho''

Ri:''kya''

Ar:''kya kya tht is ur punishment''

Ri:''ok arman mainn promise karti hun apkii har surgeory se pehle ap mujhe hamesha apnee saath paayenge''

Ar:''gud''

Ri:''ab mujhe chodenge''

Ar:''na''

Ri:''arman please koi aaa jayega na''

Ar:''ane do''

Ri:''arman''

Ar:''ok'' 

And he leaves

Ri:''ab apkii punishment''

Ar:''merii maine kya kiyya hai"

Ri:''ap mujhe binaa btaye aayee?''

Ar:''yar tum kuchh bolne detii ho hitler ho poori''

Ri:''kya arman mainn hitler hun?''

Ar:''aur kya kitna daanti ho mujhe''

Ri:''mainn daantti hun apkoo theek hai mainn jaa rahii hun mujhe apsee koi bat nai karni''

Ar:''dekha fir naraj''

Ri:''armaan''

Ar:''riddhima mujhe bhukh laggi hai''

Ri:''to mainn kya karon apkee liyye''

Ar:''yar chalo na khana khate hainn''

Ri:''mainn nai aaa rahii ap jaayeyi aur kha lijiye vaise bhi mainn to daanti hun''

Ar:''riddhima mujhe sachh meinn bhukh laggi hai.aur tumhe pataa hai jab mainn beemar hotaa hun to I hve to tke my meals on timee.aur skipp karne par mainn aur beemar ho jaata hun''(thn suddenly he realize wht he say)

Riddhima actully knw tht on tht night in banglore he did not eat because of her bt now she

Suddenly dor knocked

S.l:''oh ji dr.riddhima ji is patient ki discharge filee par apkee signn chahiye''

Ridzz signs

Ri:''sister lovely ap meraa ek kam karegi?''

S.l:''ji boliye''

Ri:''mainn na halff day ki leave pe ja rahii hun ap dr. Anjli ko bta diji aur kuchh jarorat hui to mujhe phone kar lijiyga''

S.l:"ok ji''

Ar:''sister loely vo patient ab khatre se bhr hai maine ooski medicine charts par likhh di hai ap dr.vedant ko kahiyga ki mujhe ooske baare meinn btate rahen mainn 1 din ki leave par hun''

S.l:ok ji''

And she leftt

Ri:''arman chalo gharr chalte hainn aapko araam ki jaarorat hai aur mainn gharr par kuchh bna doongi apkee liyye bhr ka khana theek nai hai''

Arman simply nodss

The car journey wents in silence as bth r in their own thoughts

Riddhima is having guilty tht how muchh she makes him suffer

And armaan is tht now how he can handle her

And thy reached hme armaan;s

Armaan is in his rooom 

And ridzz in kitchen preparing lunch for him

Ri:''arman jab tak khana banta hai ap ye juice pi lijiye''

And she handles her glass 

And leftt

After halff hourr

Ri:''arman khana tyarr hai chaliye khana kha lijiye''

And thy settle on dinning table

Ridzz serve him chappati and aloo-gobhi vegetable

Ri:''sorry arman aur kuchh nai tha''

Arman holds her wrist and settle her on chair

Ar:''riddhima''

Ri:''nai arman batein bad meinn pehle khana kha lijiye''trying to freee her wrist frm his gripp bt she is not successful

Ar:''riddhima kya hua jaana bto na''(though he knw wht happen bt he wants to hearr frm her tht helps her to get out frm her guilt)

After hearing his caring voice ridzz broke dwn in his armss

Ri:''mainn bht burii hun armaan hiccups mainn bht burii hun apkoo kitna pareshan kiyya hiccups mainn apkee laayak nai hun armaan hiccups meree kaaran ap kitne pareshan ho gayye apkoo kitna tej bukhar aayaa hiccups kyonn karte hai ap mujhse itnaa pyaar?''

After tht she calms a little bit while armaan justt carssing her bck wid lve

After whn her sobss lessen he detangles her and cupped her facee in his palms

Ar:''riddhima jaana''

Riddhima looks intoo his deepp blue-ocean eyess

Ar:''tum nai riddhima mainn tumhe deserve nai karta mainee jo kiyya tumhare saath. Par riddhima aj hum saath hainn to jaana forget those things aur kisne kahaa tum burii ho merii riddhima to sabse achii hain han bas kabhie-kabhie thodi hitler man jaati hai''

Ri:''armaan'' she hit his arm playfully

Ar:''ok sweetheart shayad ap bhull gayyi hainn mujhe bhukh laggi hai''

Ri:''oh sorry''

She places his plate infront of him bt arman pushh it aside

Ri:''kya hua armaan khhyiye na''

Arman opens his mouth

Likee a child and ridzz shook her head and start feeding him

Ar:''mainn bhi tumhe khilaonga aj''and thy start eating 

Ri:''arman ek bat puchun oos din apnee kyonn khaana nai khaya tha jabki meraa behave apkee liyye achaa nai tha''

Ar:''jab tumne kuchh nai khaya to mainn kaise kha sakta tha aur ab mainn is varee meinn bat nai karna chahta ok''

Ri:''ok"

Ar:''vaise riddhima mujhe khane ke bad tumhare vaala special milkk chahiye''

Ridzz blushes after hearing tht and