*Thendral FF ~ Forever Me and You* Ch20 on page 19 - Page 5

Thulasi saw that there was a temple just a few minutes from the bus stand and decided to visit it once before she left for good. There was a strange feeling in the bottom of her heart telling her this decision was bad but she decided to ignore it. Thulasi knew her heart would always be with TA and no amount of dhosham would ever change that but her mind told her she couldn't ignore the signals and signs that proved that TA would only suffer with her as his wife.

Thulasi finally got to the temple and went up to Murugan, Paati's never failing saviour. She looked at the god and sighed at her fate. Whenever Paati had prayed to Murugan for Thulasi, it had always led her to TA but now where would it lead her when it seemed even god didn't want her to be with TA. It was only this afternoon, she had seen and spoken to a josiyar after her MIL had visited her this morning and warned her again of Thulasi's bad luck affecting TA.

Thulasi decided to go visit a josiyar to see if her MIL's words were true or not. Afterall, just a few days ago, TA had yet again lost his job. Unfortunately for her, the josiyar told Thulasi that despite loving each other, TA would only suffer more and more as the days went until he was reduced to nothing. Thulasi was shocked and asked him if there was any pariharam she could do to fix it but the josiyar said only way to make sure TA leads a peaceful and happy life is to not be with her and he will go far in life.

By the time Thulasi had gotten home from the josiyar, she had already made up her mind to leave. She would leave TA, write a note that she wasn't coming back and that he would soon find true happiness and peace in his life again. Thulasi didn't want to the thorn in his life and she had seen him suffer so much after he married her. She couldn't be selfish and stay here with him. It killed her to leave as she packed her bags, but she had to do it, if it meant he would be happy, she would do anything.

She didn't want to give her hubby a pattam of having a runaway wife so she left a note explaining why she was leaving and that divorce papers would arrive in the morning to his doorstep. She told him not to look for her as she would not be convinced to come back even if TA found her. She wrote that TA should sign the papers and forget the fact that he ever married her, move on with his life and find the happiness and success he could never have with her with someone else.

Thulasi kept staring at Murugan wondering why he had led her to TA when she was supposed to leave him anyways. Was it some sort of a cruel joke? Find love and happiness with the one person in the world who cared about her more than anything just to have it all taken away from her forever. Thulasi didn't understand why fate was playing her like this and began to cry. Just then she heard a motorbike sound in the distance.

will be continued...