My disorganized thoughts, emoted by Bihaan

On the dreadful night when Bihaan's whole world crumbled down, after marrying Shankar. The reality struck him hard that his love of his life is no longer HIS, he was emotionally a broken man with no ego. Shankar took the opportunity to shower compassionate passion towards him. In those fragile moment, any person will dissolve even in the embrace of an enemy but Bihaan was truly exceptional, was so quick to shove any form of "LUST" away to reaffirm his love and hatred is for Thapki only and not ready to share it with another.

OH BIHAAN, Thapki should have witness these moments, she would have died thousands of death. Even in the weakest moments her Bihaan did not waver the true love he has on her. Indeed you are an Angelic True Lover.

Bihaan asks Thapki to perform the final rights to end all relationship with the Pandeys. What were you trying to prove? Is it an attempt to break Thapki into pieces like she did to you, or the hatred you are portraying is a disguise to prove Thapki once again what she'll be losing by not being your lover? How vindictive you are, you are emotionally blackmailing her.

But then why did you shudder, Bihaan, when Kabir released Thapki's hands deliberately on Babu ji's pot, you felt the excruciating pain as well, that made you shut your eyes refusing to witness the occurrence. You wanted to hurt Thapki but instead fate imposed the same pain on you. Did you feel your anger & hatred pushing you down the gallows burying you six feet under where you cannot reach out to your Thapki? Karma is a BI**H indeed.

When all your hopes are being dashed simultaneously, the universe surprises you in the form of Badi Dadi., She enquire on your wife? As though the vibes were strong, she points to Thapki, is she your wife Bihaan. You were surprised yet contemplated the answer, your love is rekindled and the heart of yours did skip a beat to accept the fact, Yes Thapki is my love of my life but your ego silenced you to contain your emotions.

The twinkle in both your eyes, Bihaan and Thapki, during Badi Dadi blessing session reminiscence the soul mates connection. Hoping for the silver lining in the sky to stretch the moment for eternity.

THE BIHAAN, who portrays the rough and tough with so much of anger and hatred, what are you hiding in the fragile heart of yours. I see a lost lover with lots of hope with a silent prayer to dissipate all illusions around you into the thin air like a dream. And to grant the only wish you have, to wake up in the hands of your beautiful Thapki to complete your incomplete love story, this is so evident.

.. Thanks for taking time to read my rumbles, i have to let it out.