SWASAN FF JAANE TU YA JAANE NA-Epilogue Updated pg:19 - Page 2

A/N: Many of u was sad that the confession was a part of Swara dream That because sometimes Dreams Do Come True and I personally believe in this Theory sometimes😆 and

Hence I have decided that the confession would remain a part of Swara dream but I promise u whenever the real confession takes place it would be 1000 times much better than this trust me Big smile😃

Another important thing this would be a complex story with lots of twists and turns and both Swara and Sanskar would have to go through a lot of emotional phases before their love emerges victorious. This FF is simply a journey how the yellow roses get converted into red ones

Besides this if at all any one of u has any queries or suggestions then do let me know

Regards

Yasmin

Chapter: 2

The moon started hiding its face behind the clouds as Maan slowly started reducing the distance between their lips

She was breathing heavily as she could feel his warm breath on her lips

She closed her eyes and they were just about to kiss when she felt some water droplets on her eyes

She was cursing the perfect cupid the rain for disturbing their privacy

She held his neck more firmly and pulled him closer she could not allow anyone to ruin this moment

Their blissful journey was just about to begin when all of a sudden she felt a strong explosion of water on her face

Swara: Tsunami Tsunami help help

Sanskar: Tsunami nahi buddu isse normal tap water kehthe hai [This is normal tap water u fool and not Tsunami]

Swara held the pillow close to her heart

Sanskar: Lagta hai abhi tak puri tarah se jagi nahi koi baat nahi abhi puri tarah se jaga detha hoon isse [It seems she is still not fully awake no problem I will wake her up completely right now]

Sanskar goes and gets ice cold water from the refrigerator and without thinking twice poured the entire water on Swara head

Swara and Sanskar together: Baraf pad rahi hai baraf pad rahi hai [It's snowing it's snowing]

Swara opened her eyes and saw the love of her life her Sanskar holding his stomach and laughing like a maniac

Sanskar and Swara were staying together in the same apartment from the past 3 years and every day Sanskar would wake her up in a similar manner

Swara: Sanskar tum has kyun rahe ho aur tumne aaj phir mujhpar baraf ka paani daala tum kabhi nahi sudroge [Sanskar why r u laughing u once again poured ice cold water on me u will never change]

Sanskar: Sudrogi toh tum nahi Swara najaane kaunsa sapna dekthi rehti ho har din aur uss pillow ko itne pyar se seene se lagakar baithi ho jaise k ussmein tumhari jaan basti hai ab batabhi de yaar kisike khayalo mein khoyi rehthi ho k tumhe subah utne ka mann hi nahi karta [Swara u have to tell me about your dream today and especially that pillow what is so special about that pillow that u hold it so close to your heart common Swara spill the beans and tell me about the special one who rules your dreams in such a way that u r not ready to get up in the morning]

Swara's monologue

"Humare sapno ko tumhare khayalo se sajakar rakha hai humne

Iss dil ko har ek nazar se mehfoos tumhare liye bachakar rakha hai humne

Pyar ki pehli khushboo ko tumhare naam se mehekane ki koshish ki hai humne

Apne jismo jaan mein bus tumhari parchayi ki jhalak paane ki chah rakhi hai humne

Humare rag rag mein bus tum hi tum chahe hue ho

Par iss baat se anjaan rehkar tum hum se puchthe ho k tum humare kaun ho tum humare kaun ho?"

[I have decorated my dreams with your memories

I have protected my heart from the world and kept it safe just for u

I have perfumed the first aroma of love with your name

I have wished to get a small touch of your shadow in my body and soul

U r the only one who is present in every pore of my skin

But u r still unaware of this truth and u still go on questioning me what significance do I hold in your life?]

Sanskar : Hey Sleeping Beauty kaha kho gayi? [Hey sleeping beauty where r u lost?]

Swara : Agar main kahu k main tumhare khayalo mein khoyi hui thi tab tum kya jawab doge? [If I tell u that I was lost in your thoughts then what would be your answer?]

Sanskar : Main tumse ye kahunga k aaj 1st of April nahi hai [It's not 1st of April today]

Swara: Sahi kaha tumne [U r right]

Swara was really sad

Sanskar : Par aaj ek special day zarur hai yaad haina? [But today is a special day do you remember?]

Swara: Kya tumhe koi movie ka offer mila hai? [Did u get any new movie?]

Sanskar: Ofho Swara offers toh aate jaate rahenge par aaj ka din kafi special hai [Oh Swara offers would come and go but today is a very special day]

Swara: Kyun aisa kya special hai aaj k din? [What is so special about this day?]

Sanskar : Aaj meri jhali si friend ka birthday hai [Today is the birthday of my crazy friend]

He takes a yellow rose and presents it to Swara

Sanskar : Happy Birthday Sleeping beauty

Swara accepts the rose happily

She always waited for this yellow rose of his for the rest of the world it might be a very ordinary gift but for Swara this was more precious than a diamond

Swara: Thanks Sanskar

Sanskar : Aaj aakhri baar iss rose se kaam chala lo Swara next year jab main superstar bun jaayunga na toh tumhe ek achha sa keemti taufa tumhare birthday par present karunga [This is the last time I am gifting u a rose Swara next year I would present u something precious as by that time I would be an established and famous actor]

Swara : Par mujhe tho mera rose hi chahiye [But I want u to gift me a rose on my birthday]

Sanskar : Par kyun? [But why?]

Swara : Ye sirf ek gulab nahi hai Sanskar iss gulab mein humare dosti ki khoobsurathi chuphi hui hai aur humare iss rishte ko main kabhi bhi khona nahi chahthi hum chahe kamiyaabi k shikar tak pauch jaaye par humara rishta kabhi bhi badalna nahi chahiye tum mujhe kabhi bhula toh nahi doge na Sanskar? [This is not an ordinary rose this rose symbolizes the beauty of our friendship and I don't want to lose our friendship at any cost maybe tomorrow we would reach the highest level of success but I want our relationship to stay as it is Sanskar u will never forget me na?]

Sanskar: Ye kaisi emotional baate kar rahi ho? [Why are you being so emotional?]

Swara: Tum nahi samjhoge? [U will never understand]

Sanskar : Aur mujhe samajna bhi nahi hai chal ye chod aur ye bata k teri birthday wish kya hai? [I don't want to understand forget this tell me what your birthday wish is?]

Swara: Tum [U]

Sanskar: Kya? [What?]

Swara : Mera matlab hai meri bus yahi wish hai k tumhare saare sapne pure ho jaaye [I mean I just want all your dreams to come true]

Sanskar: Mera toh ek hi sapna hai k charo taraf bus mera hi naam ho main ek mashoor actor bun jau aur phir apni mallika Naintara se shadi karke khushi se apni zindagani bita du [I have only one dream to see myself as a famous and established actor and once I pursue my dream I will marry the queen of my heart Naintara and live happily ever after]

Sanskar: tumhe kya lagta hai mere sapne pure honge na? [What do you think would my dreams come true?]

Swara : Zarur honge [Yes]

Sanskar : Bus ab tumne keh diya toh God ko manna hi hoga waise don't worry ek baar meri shadi Naintara se ho jaaye toh main tumhare liye bhi ek Prince dhundkar le aayunga [That's it now God has to listen to u and I promise once I get married to Naintara I would search a prince charming for u as well]

Swara: Uski koi zarurat nahi hai Sanskar [There is no need for this]

Sanskar : Kyun koi already dil mein hai kya agar hai toh mujhe bata de main teri madat karunga uska pyar haasil karnne mein [Is there someone in your heart if yes then tell me I would help u in getting his love]

Swara: Tum meri koi madat nahi kar sakthe Sanskar [U can't help me Sanskar]

Sanskar: Par..[but]

Swara : Chodo na inn bato ko pehle ye batau mera birthday cake kaha hai? [Leave this aside first tell me where is my birthday cake?]

Sanskar: Wo toh humesha ki tarah tujhe hi banana padega [As usual u will yourself have to bake it]

Swara: Sanskar birthday mera hai aur cake bhi main banau ye kaha ka insaaf hai? [It's my birthday and u want me to bake the cake this is not fair]

Sanskar: Ab kya karu Swara bazaar se khareedi hui cake mein wo baat kaha jo tere haatho mein hai [The magic that is present in your hands is not there in the cake that we purchase from the market]

Swara : Thik hai main cake banayungi par tumhe meri madat karni hogi [Ok I will bake the cake but u will help me out]

Sanskar: Zarur madat karungana tumhara cake toh main hi khaunga [Off course I will help u after all I would be the one who would be eating the cake]

Swara : Kya ab toh tumhari khair nahi [What now you won't b able to escape]

Swara takes the pillow to hit Sanskar

Sanskar : Are iss pillow se maarogi toh tumhare sapno ka rajkumar naaraz ho jaayega [If u hit me with that pillow there is a strong possibility that the Prince charming of your dreams will get annoyed]

Sanskar hits her playfully on the head and runs towards the kitchen

Swara starts running behind him

PRECAP: Naintara: "Najaane humare kitne deewane hai par itna faltu gift aaj tak hume kisine nahi bheja" [I have so many fans but none of them have given me such a useless gift]

Chapter: 3

Swara baked the cake and Sanskar did his job well of finishing the entire cake

Sanskar friendship was Swara biggest strength Sanskar mere presence made every ordinary moment a special one for her

Her love was so selfless that Sanskar was always present in her prayers till date she had not asked anything for herself her one and only wish was to see her Sanskar happy

Sanskar was eating the last few pieces of the cake and Swara was capturing every act of his in her eyes permanently she had a fear hidden in her heart that maybe Sanskar will go away from her one day hence she wanted to live the present to the fullest

Sanskar: Oye aisa kya dekh rahi hai yaar cake chahiye kya? [Hello why r u looking at me like this do you want the cake?]

Swara: Kyun tujhe dekhne mein koi tax laga hai kya? [Why do I need to pay a tax to look at u?]

Sanskar: Abhi toh nahi par jab main superstar bun jaayunga na toh sab mere aage peeche ghumenge especially ladkiyaan [Not currently but the day I get established as a superstar everyone would be roaming in and around me especially girls]

Swara: Achha aur tum kiske peeche ghumoge? [O really and who would u be interested in?]

Sanskar gets up from the chair and starts moving towards Swara there was a strange emotion in his eyes to be more precise there was a seductive look in his eyes

Swara unknowingly starts taking steps in the backward direction her heart was beating rapidly

Sanskar was giving her killer looks which was making her weak in her knees

Swara's back touched the wall and Sanskar trapped her at that place by placing his hands on both the sides

He moved his lips closer to hers Swara closed her eyes

Sanskar (whispered huskily her name) : Swara

Swara clutched her dupatta tightly

Sanskar placed one hand of his on her waist and pulled her closer

All of a sudden Swara felt a strange sensation their proximity was doing wonders on her senses

Sanskar moved the locks of her hair that were hiding her angelic face with the help of his finger

He once again took her name seductively

Sanskar: O Swara

Swara drank her saliva as he pulled her more closer

Sanskar started tracing the path from her shoulder to her left collarbone to the hollow of her neck and finally to her right shoulder with his hand

Sanskar was touching her sensually and with every touch of his Swara was getting goose bumps

He places her hair on one side of her neck and started moving his fingers around the nape of her neck

He moved his lips towards her ear

Sanskar: Jaana chahti ho Swara wo kaun hai jiski gulami main zindagi bhar karunga? [I would be the slave of which girl throughout my life would u like to know this?]

Swara couldn't believe her ears was he trying to tell her that she is the one

Swara did not reply

Sanskar nuzzled his nose on her ear and whispered huskily

Sanskar: Bolo na Swara jawab doh jaana chahogi? [Answer me Swara would u like to know?]

He squeezed her waist slightly while asking this

Swara: Haan [Yes]

Sanskar: Sanskar ki zindagi mein ek hi ladki hai jo har ek pal mein uske saath rehti hai kya tum ye nahi jaanti? [There is only one girl in Sanskar's life who always stays with him in every moment of his life don't u know this?]

Swara's heart was dancing in joy yes she was the only girl who was with him in every phase of his life yes he was indeed talking about her

This was the biggest birthday gift for her finally her Sanskar had understood her worth

Swara: Jaanti hoon par ek baar tumhare hotho se sunna chahti hoon [I know but I would like to hear it from your mouth]

Sanskar: Ek hi toh hai aur wo tum' [There is only one girl and it is u..]

Swara was still trying to register his words when Sanskar continued

Sanskar: Aur WO tum nahi balki Naintara hai [It's not u but it's Naintara]

All her dreams shattered in one second she felt as if someone had stabbed her heart with a knife

She opened her eyes immediately and she could see Sanskar laughing when her heart was crying severely

Sanskar: Swara khud ko dekh aisa lag raha hai jaise k tu ye soch rahi thi k main tera naam lene wala hoon I should say tu romantic scene kafi achha kar legi [Just look at yourself Swara it seemed that u were expecting that I would be taking your name I should admit that u would be really good with romantic scenes]

Swara: Tum ye baat chair par baitkar bhi bol sakthe the na? [U could have said these words while being seated on the chair as well]

Sanskar : Are darasal aaj ek audition k liye jaana hai aur koi romantic scene honewala hai audition mein toh bus ussi ki practice kar raha tha [ Actually there is an audition today and we r supposed to enact a romantic scene so just thought of practicing it with u]

Swara : Bus itna hi karna tha [U just wanted to do this]

Sanskar : Nahi yar tujhe ye bhi toh batana tha k meri zindagi mein bus ek hi ladki k liye jagah hai aur wo hai Naintara [No dear I also wanted to tell u that in my life there is place for only one girl and it is Naintara]

Swara : (thinking) Iska matlab tumhare zindagi mein mere liye bhi koi jagah nahi chalo achha hai aaj tumne mujhe iss baat ka bhi ehsaas dila diya [That means there is no place for me in your life it's good u made me realize about his truth ]

Sanskar: Kya soch rahi ho Sleeping beauty [Where r u lost Sleeping beauty?]

Swara: Kuch bhi nahi tumhe audition k liye jaana haina tumhe der ho rahi hogi [Nothing u might be getting late for your auditions]

Sanskar : Are haan toh chal main chalta hoon bye [Oh yes so I am leaving now bye]

Sanskar opens the door and goes away

Swara: Sach keh rahe ho Sanskar main Sleeping beauty hi hoon kyunki main tumhe sirf sapno mein paa sakthi hoon par chahkar bhi tumhare sapno mein shamil nahi ho sakthi kyunki main tumhari zindagi mein meri koi zarurat nahi hai [U r right Sanskar I am indeed a Sleeping beauty as I can claim u only in my dreams but I do not have the permission to be a part of your dreams as I hold no importance in your life and u don't need me]

Precap:- Prem: "Swara jitna khoobsurat aapka chehra hai usse kayi guna khoobsurat aapka dil hai" [Swara ur heart is more beautiful than ur face]

A/N:-Thanks for your love and support dear friends. I am really happy with the response 😛😛😛 that this FF is getting Here is the next part I hope each one of u would enjoy reading it

Love-Yasmin

Chapter: 4

Sanskar left for the audition

Swara took the rose and admired it for sometime

She opened a book that she had kept securely in a special box and placed this rose in it

This had become a habit of Swara every year she use to keep Sanskar gift i.e. a yellow rose safely in this book

Swara:

"Rishte ko naam dene ki koshish mein hum ye pal kyun gawaye?

Tum humare nahi ye jaante hue bhi aaj ki khushiyon ko daaman mein hum kyun na saajaye?

Tum shayad hume aage jaakar bhula doh par tumhari yaado par hum apna haq kyun na jaataye?"

[Why should I lose this moment by making an effort to name our relationship?

U can never be mine but why should I stop decorating my folds with the present happiness by living in this fear?

U might forget me in the later phase of ur life but why should I stop myself from claiming u in my dreams?" ]

Swara kept on admiring the rose

Swara: Jaante ho Sanskar inn phoolo ko maine kyun samalkar rakha hai? [Sanskar do u know the reason why have I kept all these flowers with me so safely?]

Swara : Nahi jaante na... ye phool mujhe uss waqt taakat denge jab tum mujhse dur chale jaayoge [Don't have an answer? These flowers would be my strength when u would not be there with me]

Swara: Kya kaha tumne tum mujhse kabhi dur nahi jaayoge? [What did u say u will never leave me and go anywhere?]

Swara: Ye toh jhooth hai Sanskar tum jab bhi apne future ki baat karte ho ek pal k liye bhi mera naam tumhe yaad nahi rehtha tum toh mujhe kabka bhula chuke ho bus puri tarah bhulane k liye tumhe ek cheez ki zarurat hai aur wo hai shaurat aur kamiyaabi uske baad tumhe kabhi bhi koi Swara yaad nahi rahegi [This is not the truth Sanskar I can never see my name in your future infact u have already forgotten me just a few traces are left in your memory which is associated with me and when u would be a successful man I am sure u will never remember any Swara]

Swara: Kaho kya ye sach nahi? [Is this not the truth?]

Swara's finger touched a thorn at that moment

Swara: Jawab mil gaya Sanskar jawab mil gaya [I got my answer Sanskar I got my answer]

Swara:

"Ek kali thi main jise phool banne ki khwaish thi

Ek nadi thi main jise saahil ko paane ki tamanna thi

Ek sehra thi main jise ek bheege baadal ki talash thi

Ek Panchi thi main jise aasman mein udnne ki chah thi

Saari khwaishe dil mein reh gayi; main phool banne se pehle hi murjaagayi

Saari tamannao ko bhul gayi; nadi k gehre paani mein main saahil se milne se pehle hi dhoob gayi

Thakh gayi meri aakhein baadal ki talaash mein; sehra ki zindagi kabool karke khud pyasi reh gayi

Aasman ko apne daaman mein samet nahi paayi; pancchi banne se pehle hi udne ki taakat much se chinn gayi"

[I was a bud who wished to bloom into a flower

I was a river who wished to meet its shore

I was a desert who was searching for a cloud full of rain

I was a bird who wanted to fly in the sky

All my wishes remained in my heart as I died before I could become a flower

I forgot all my desires as I got drowned in the deep water of the river even before meeting my shore

My eyes got tired and lost the hope of finding a cloud full of rain I was a desert and my thirst remained unsatisfied

I couldn't embrace the sky in my folds as someone took away my wings even before I could become a bird]"

Swara kept the book inside and closed her eyes

Swara: Babaji mere Sanskar k saare sapne pure karna [God pls fulfill the dreams of my Sanskar ]

Love is so strange here Swara was cherishing a small gift from Sanskar and Sanskar's so called princess was insulting someone's gift as if it was not more than trash

Naintara: Anita ye bakwaas haar humare room mein kya kar raha hai? [Anita why is this worthless chain present in my room?]

Anita: Madam aaj aapki movie superhit ho gayi iss liye humesha ki tarah aapke Fan number 1 ne aapke liye taufa bheja hai [Madam your movie was declared superhit and as usual ur Fan no.1 has sent u this gift]

Naintara: Fan no.1 my foot

Naintara threw the chain on the floor

Naintara: Najaane humare kitne deewane hai par itna faltu taufa aaj tak hume kisine nahi diya [I have so many fans but none of them have given me such useless gifts]

Naintara: Ab yun khade khade mera muh kya dekh rahi hai jaa jakar kachre k dabe mein isse phek aa [Why r u staring at me like this go and throw this trash in the dustbin]

Anita: Par Mam ye sone ki chain hai [But Mam this is a gold chain]

Naintara: Toh kya hua aise chain toh aajkal bhikariyon k paas bhi hote hai hum Naintara hai Bollywood Queen Naintara hum aise downmarket cheezo ko chuna bhi pasand nahi karte[So what nowadays beggars also possess such type of chains I am Naintara Bollywood Queen Naintara I don't even like to touch such downmarket things]

Anita was going to pick up the chain when Naintara's dog Tommy started playing with the chain

Naintara: Tommy aapko ye cheez pasand aayi aap kuch ghante iss khilone k saath khelna pasand karenge? [ Tommy did u like this thing would u love to play with this toy for some time?]

Naintara: Hum samaj gaye thik hai aap 1-2 ghante iske saath khel lijiye uske baad aapko achhe se nahana hoga hum nahi chahte k aisi ghatiyaan khilone ki aapko aadat ho [ Okay u can plya with this toy for 2 hours but after this u need to take a proper bath I don't want u to make it a habit of playing with such bad toys]

Naintara: Anita 2 ghante k baad iss ghatiya cheez ko muncipality k dustbin mein phek dena aur humare Tommy ko ek shahi bath dena [Anita after 2 hours throw this chain in some municipality's dustbin and don't forget to give a royal bath to my Tommy]

Meanwhile,

Sanskar was waiting for his turn for the audition

Sanskar: (thinking) Naintara ko wo chain zarur pasand aayi hogi usne mere diye hue ab tak k saare gifts ko samalkar rakha hoga aakhir uska Fan no. 1 usse pyar jo karta hai [Naintara must have surely loved the chain she must have kept all my gifts safely as her Fan no. 1 loves her so much]

Director: Sanskar Khurana ab aapki baari [Sanskar Khurana it's your turn now]

Sanskar: Meri Princess ko yaad kiya aur turant hi mera naam audition mein pukar liya gaya mera pyar meri Naintara mere liye kafi lucky hai [I was dreaming about my Princess and immediately my turn has arrived to give the audition my love my Naintara is really lucky for me]

Sanskar goes and gives his audition

After sometime

Director: Sanskar tumhe select kar liya gaya hai congratulations [Congratulations Sanskar u have been selected]

Sanskar: Wow waise kya main jaan saktha hoon k mere opposite kaunsi actress kaam karnewali hai? [Wow by the way may I know the name of the actress who would be paired with me]

Director: 5 minute k role k liye tumhe ek actress chahiye apne saath kya demands hai [Ur role is just of 5 minutes and u want an actress paired with u? Great demands]

Sanskar: Ye kya bakwas kar rahe ho Hero ka role hai toh 5 minute se kya matlab hai tumhara? [What rubbish I am the main lead so what do u mean by a 5 minute role?]

Director: Tum koi main lead ka role nahi balki main lead k bhai ka role karna hai jiski maut accident mein ho jaathi hai [U r not the main lead but u r the brother of the Hero who meets with an accident and dies]

Sanskar: Tumne soch kaise liya k SK aise chote mothe role karega [ How could u think that SK would be doing such cheap roles]

Director: Tum ho kaun tumhari haisiyat kya hai abhi role mila nahi aur itna tevar? [Who r u what is ur status? U didn't even get the role and still u r showing so much attitude]

Sanskar: Main kaun hoon wo jald hi tumhe pata chal jaayega ek baar superstar bun jau tum sabko jheb mein lekar ghoomunga [ U will come to know abt me very soon once I get established as a superstar each one of u would be in my pocket]

Sanskar walked away from there

Meanwhile,

Swara dressed up and left the house as she too had an audition today

Swara was waiting for the bus but as she was getting late she decided to walk towards her destination

An old lady was trying to cross the road when a car with a very high speed passed from there

The old lady falls on the road Swara immediately rushed to help her

Along with Swara another boy also rushed to help the old lady

Both of them together: Maaji aap thik toh haina? [R u okay?]

PRECAP: Prem: " Swara jitna khoobsurat aapka chehra hai usse akyi zyada khoobsurat aapka dil hai" [Swara ur heart is more beautiful than ur face]