But from past few weeks I wasnt that much eager to watch the show like before but still hooked to it just for SwaSan even when they are made statues without any proper dialogues.. Just their glimpse is enough to get a smile on my face..
I am facing many problems in my life.. From past one yearI am very sick.. Just by watching SwaSan I forget everything..my problems and my pain as well.. To distract myself I joined this forum and used to stalk the forum frequently..
Just like all other SwaSanians, even I was eagerly waiting for VaHe segment on VK's B'day.. Was praying to Baba from morning to give atleast one segment of VaHe.. But we didnt got one and am like okay no problem.. May be some other time..
And I am least bothered about off screen relations. I dont mind if VK is bestie with Tejaswi or any other from the set.. But all I wanted was a VaHe segment about SwaSan..because they gave life to SwaSan.. Keep aside VaHe segment, Helly was not even present in any of the B'day segments along with other cast members.. I was very disapponted.. But still thought may be Helly was busy..
Then I read somewhere that VK said no to do a segment with Helly and I was like am I reading correctly.. I dont know if its true or not but it broke my heart.. I was on the verge of crying.. This was final nail in coffin..
I joined twitter a week back just for SwaSan and am cursing my self for it.. And I am goint to delete that acoount also..
I know it doesnt make any sense but I cant take it anymore.. There is a limit for everything and it reached threshold..
I know I miss SwaSan.. But I will cherish the SwaSan journey which we got till now.. Thanks to Asha for making a thread with SwaSan Scenes..
I dont like saying BYE even to my friends and I always say See You Soon.. But I dont want to say that here..
Before leaving, I just want to convey my wishes to Helly Shah.. I adore her a lot abd she is my inspiration..At such a young age she is bearing all this.. I am proud to be her fan.. Fan for a life time.. And I so want to become like her.. Love you so much Helly.. You are a SHINING STAR.. May god fulfill all your wishes and always keep smiling doll.. Spread the positivity in others life with your cute smile which made my day.. I wish you a speedy recovery and get well soon Princess..!!!
IF.. Swaragini.. SwaSan..
Thank you,
Shreetha..
PS: I am sorry if I offended or hurt anyone.. All I said is just my POV.. You may not agree with it.. But its okay.. It's not intentional.. I dont know how to express my self.. I am an introvert.. It takes a lot of time for me to become someone's friend.. But if I connect to someone or something, it takes a lot more time to forget them.. And I am a very sensitive person which doctor himself said to me.. So please excuse me..
PPS: I am sorry friends am not going to update my stories.. I will just update Epilogue for Remember Me as many of you want it.. My apologies again..
PPS: Guys, Just because I have not mentioned Varun(or because of this rumor) doesn't mean that I hate him. In fact I love him a lot. He is the only actor whom I like from telly land not because he portrays Sanskaar, I love him for what he is. He is as much important to me as Helly. And I can't imagine anyone other than Varun as Sanskaar and same goes for Helly as well. So please dont say that I dont like him anymore and I am wishing not so good for him.. And guys, I didnt even know about the IV which you all are talking about.. I have not watched that IV.. So I dont know if there is anything against VaHe or SwaSan or SwaSanians.. Again I am sorry if I hurt anyone..
PPPS: I know I said I will not watch Swaragini anymore, but do you believe me if I say I was literally waiting for my clock to strike 9.30 so that I can see my SwaSan. Its very hard to forget them and move on..