Right! Melancholy! That's what I feel!
It hurts Nim, hurts alot!
When I think what this show was & what it could have been - It breaks my heart!
Today I got the day off & watching old epis! And I started from August!
This is the month of August - When we got our magical couple SwaSan!
And more preciously, today 5th August, when SwaSan journey officially began! When Sanskaar lifted Swara in his arms and took her to the car even though he got hurt!
And then started a new era, a new beginning of a new life!
Not just for SwaSan, Bt for SwaSanians as well!
What days those were!
Where those days go?
How this show became what it is now?
Where is the charm what was there before?
What a show it was & what it could have been!
Bt what it became now?
If only...
I so want to smack myself for investing so much emotions that I still can't let go!
Nimmi, I'm not a serial person! I hardly watched 15 serials in my life till now!
I never loved any character or couple this much before!
Bt don't know what happened to me when it came to SR!
I knew I will watch it for VK as I'm his fan since 2010 & his characters Kabir & Danny really made me believe given the chance VK will do wonder!
And VK did! He was/is the perfect choice for this extraordinarily ordinary character Sanskaar Maheshwari!
And inevitable happened! Apart from VK, I fell for Sanskaar Maheshwari & later became obsessed with SwaSan!
And I became so attached to them that without them life seems incomplete! How irrational?
I mean, my life seems incomplete without Sanskaar (Who is a fictional character) & SwaSan (A fictional couple)?
If only I didn't fell for Sanskaar & SwaSan...
If only I wasn't/ain't so attached with them...
If only I could forget them...
If only I could let them go...
If only I could move on...
IF ONLY...
Bt I know I will never forget SwaSan in my life! Irrational I know!
Sanskaar Maheshwari & The beautiful journey of SwaSan will always be with me!
And everytime I will remember them, everytime this pain will haunt me - What a show it could have been! How much more beautiful SwaSan journey could have been! How much more intriguing the character Sanskaar Maheshwari could have been!
If only CVs handled it better way!
You are right! CVs should let them be!
Plz don't ruin Sanskaar or SwaSan!
Don't reduce them into nothingness!
It hurts!
I stopped watching 2 weeks back & just sticking to Forum! Bt most of the time Forum also become warzone!
So now I'm just sticking with stories & posts made by some SwaSanians like you!
And for SwaSan - I will always cherish those golden days!
Edited by Nupur_5 - 9 years ago