Melancholy..
In the month which gave so many beautiful memories of my beloved OTP. My SwaSan. My Sanskaar. My Swara.
and yet... instead of feeling the celebratory mode all I feel is ... Sadness.. If Only..
Oh I wish.
What If?
If Only... The story was handled in a better way; there would have been so many more memories to cherish. Our life would still revolve around that 9.30 pm of the night.
around the forum.
around the characters we adore and love.
Oh I wish.. The serial had ended on a high note and comes back with season two with another beautiful story than the random disjointed plots and tracks and winging it as it comes than putting heart and soul and sense in the story.
What If... what if I never fell in love these beautiful characters, the magic that SwaSan is. what if I never got emotionally invested in them... I could have moved on.
The discussions on SwaSan brings sadness.
and their pictures.. Melancholy..
If Only.. Oh I wish..
I am a SwaSan'ain but first and foremost I identify myself as Sanskaar'ian. It hurts to see him reduced to this.. Nothingness.
Not watching them anymore..yet still attached to them and hence keeping track of their lives. how are they living? are they happy? Is their love still magical? are they still standing Tall? are they still being themselves.. Sanskaar and Swara?
and the answers to the questions.. Hurts..
It is almost sad ... the level to which I am in love and emotionally invested in these fictional characters. but then again they were never fictional for me. they were so real. so magical.
Moving on when the time is right should be the first choice.. it is not even being an option for so long when it comes to these characters and couple I so love.
May be .. someday I shall find the strength in me to not care anymore. To finally move on..
Maybe...
Till then... I wish... Please! Dear Creators! If you can't respect the characters you have built with such a beautiful magic; if you can't care for them anymore; if you can't build them anymore.. then please... Let them BE.
Do NOT insult them.
Hate them or treat them like this.
and please don't destroy them bit by bit, chip by chip; a chuck of soul and character every next episode.
Just Let Them Be!
Don't reduce them to... nothingness.