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I never knew I would writing a RagYa os . Anyways , enjoy đ hope you like it and please do leave back your views .
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"I'm battling monsters, I'm pulling you out of the burning buildings/ and you say I'll give you anything but you never come through."
-Richard Silken, Crush
-Richard Silken, Crush
Dear Lakshya or like I used to call you Lakshya Ji ,
Dadi first introduced you to me . You were a stranger to me , a total unknown person to me . Yet I was ready to marry you because I knew that whoever my family had chosen for me would be a good person .
And you were indeed a good human . I fell in love with you instantly . Love at first sight I guess .
I never knew how I fell for you and came to love you so much that I forgot all my moral values principals and my family itself .
Today I'm not here to express my love , I have done enough of that . Neither I am going to express my anger . Mere words can not express how I feel right now .
Today I just want to thank you Lakshya Ji . You made me realise that nothing in the world is worth fighting and living for . Nothing in world is as I important as family or the near and dear ones .
I learnt a lesson that "Never hurt the ones who love you for the one you love " . Love , really is blind . Maybe that's the reason why Lakshya Ji I could never see hatred for me in your face or never could read out that I was never your choice .
I would like to also thank you Lakshya Ji for letting me realise what wrong I have done . I did all the wrong things every time , hurt people around me who actually forgave me despite my misdeeds .
I thought doing that was justified after all "all fair in love and war" . But it wasn't and thanks for making me realise that .
I hurt everyone around me Lakshya Ji . I hurt my sister the most . The sister who kept loving me despite all . I even tried to kill her for you . And today I feel totally ashamed of it . And thank you for giving me that realisation . I can never actually payback all the self realisation you gave me .
I fought the world for you but today I lie back in the battlefield alone , scarred with your hatred . Nothing hurts me the most .
But you live your life peacefully . I will try to live my own . I now understand that you were never meant for me . And I will live my life to its best . Will actually try to use my life for something good maybe uniting my sister with her husband .
Just wanted to say these things before I erase you off my memory . And one last thing ,
And who do you think you are ?
Running around , leaving scars ...
Collecting your jars of hearts and tearing love of apart
You're gonna catch a cold , from the ice inside your soul.
Who do you think yo are ?
Regards
Ragini
PS - *'And if you like the way you look that much
Oh baby you should go and love yourself* 
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
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