Swasan ss:True Love Always Win (part8-pg23) - Page 4

at ni8 in NGO room-

swara sitting on window plain whn piya cm thr & sit beside her.sanskar stood at doorstep.

piya-swara tum yaha kya kar rahe ho?swara,bolo to kya kar rahe ho...

swara looking at sky-uff!kya kia pia tumne...main bhul gayi na.taare gin rahi thi.par tumari wajah se main bhul gayi.chalo main tumse baat nehi karti.she turn around & saw sanskar.she ran & hide behind pia..

pia-kya swara kyu darr rahi ho...pata hai ye kon hai...SANSKAR...tum to kabse wait kar rahi thi,ab darr q rahe ho?

swara cm in4nt & ask sanskar-tum sanskar ho??swara ki sanskar?

sanskar-haa.main hu swara ki sanskar.he hugged her & crying silently...swara cm out of his arm,saw him crying...swara was thn looking for smthng.sanskar didnt understnd wht she doing untill he saw swara gave him a choclate-'tum ro q rahe ho??ye lo choclate...' & wipe his tears...

sanskar smiled sadly.he mk her sit down & himslf sat infrnt her.'swara tum mera wait jar rahi thi na,dekho main aagaya.tum chalogi mere sath??main tumare liye bohot sare choclate toys laya hu.par wo to mere sath hai.tum chalo mere sath...fir tumhe yaha rehna vi nehi parega,hum ghumne jayenge...chaloge??'

swara-ek shart pe,tumhe har waqt mere paas rehna hoga,mere sath khelna hoga,jo bolungi wo karna parega,tabhi jaungi'.

sanskar-done.pakka.swara jumped with glee...'yayy!ab sanskar humesha mere sath rahega' &hugged him.

sanskar-haa,main humesha tumare sath rahunga.humesha...he kissed her forhead.

sanskar-thik hai,to tum kal ready rehna,apna saman pack karke rakhna.main kal madam se permission leke tumko mere sath le jaunga.swara-par tumne to kaha tum mujhe chorke nehi jaoge...main katti kar dungi...sanskar-arre nehi swara.main to yahi rahunga tumare sath.fir kal main jaldi jaldi apna kaam khatam karke tumhe leke jaunga,maine promise kia na tumhe'.but swara frowned...sanskar-pls maan jao,pakka main tumhe lekar jaunga...aur tumhe vi to reday hona hai,packing karna hai,madam se permissin lena hain,tab jayenge na'..

swara-promise to nehi toroge na??sanskar-kavi nehi.tumse kia wada iss zindagi me to kya kavi vi nehi todunga...swara gv him a big smile...

pia smiled at thm.pia-chalo swara,main khana lekar ati hu...swara-nehi,aaj sanskar mujhe khilayga & giving a puppy face to sanskar.

sanskar smiled at him,aise dekhne ki koi zarurat nehi hai.aaj main tumhe khilaunga...

pia bring dinner for thm..& swasan feed each other happily...

later sanskar mk swara sleep..bt swara was in her own mood.she sat up & said-mujhe nind nehi arahi...sanskar-zidd nehi karte shona!

swara-main swara hu,gold nehi...sanskar frowned.swara-tumhi ne to mujhe shona bola.

sanskar smiled & said-maine to tumhe pyaar se shona bulaya.par tum gold to kya,dimond-platinum aur baki sab se expensive ho.specially ur smile,thts priceless.

swara-sachhi.sanskar-muchi.now sleep jaldi jaldi.kal ready vi to hona hai,taki main tumhe apne sath leja saku.

after whn swara sleep sanskar cm out of d room.he found piya thr & ask her to give him swara's diary..piya gv it...

sanskar sat beside sleeping swara,open the diary sprinkle some water & strt reading...

at front page its written-MRS.SWARA SANSKAR MAHESWARI...

Diary entry 1-

(flashbks)

hi diary,main pehli baar zindagi me diary likh rahi hu.par kya karu mujhe bohot kuch kehna hai,par kisise nehi keh sakti,yaha tak sanskar se bhi nehi.kyun ki ye ussi ke bare me hain..so let me introduce myslf.myslf swara bose.main...oops!swara bose nehi,Swara Sanskar Maheswari...pata nehi kyu aaj kal ye naam muje bohot apna sa lagne laga hai.wajah hai sanskar-mere pati...jisse maine pata nehi kya kya kahe dia,insult kia uske feelings ka,par har waqt wo mere sath deta hai.koi aisa kaise ho sakta hai...sabne mujhe samjhaya ki sanskar mere sache jeevansathi ha.par maine kisiki nehi suni.par dheere dheere sayed mujhe iss baat pe yakeen ho raha hai.mere zindagi me jo kch vi hua uske baad main tut chuki thi,mujhe samval ne wala sanskar hai.par main kya karu mujhe sanskar pe to varosa hai...par halat pe nehi.main darne lagi apne khusiyo se...sab samajhte hain main bohot strong hu,par main nehi hu.main sanskar pe depend hu.main ye to nehi keh sakti main usse pyar kati hu..par main ye keh sakti hu ki wo mere zidagi ka ek ahem hissa bante ja raha hai...oops!lagta hai koi araha hai..main baad me tumse baat karungi..

-bye

Diary entry 2-

hi diary,pata hai aaj bohot kuch ho gaya.main rona chahti hu,,,bohot rona chahti hu..aaj karwachaut tha...maine sanskar ke liye vrat rakha kyuki main rakhna chahti thi.dil se.bt mujhe ragini ki naam lena para,main sanskar se kehna chahti thi ki main dil se ye vrat rakh rahi hu.par mujhe aaj sargi k waqt thora sa bura laga.jante ho kyu??lets strt from tht.main aur sanskar baate kar rahe the aur main kehna chahti thi ki main maa ko batana chahti hu main dil se apne shadi shuda zindagi ko ek moka dena chahti hu.par main kuch kehti sanskar ne keh dia ki main maa ko kehna chahti mujhe divorce chahiye,main ye sab ragini k liye karna chah ti hu.pata hain mujhe thora ajeeb laga,pata nehi kyu??par ussne mujhe hasa vi dia...sirf wo hain meri muskurahat ki wajah...usne mera adha sargi vi kha liya...usswaqt to kuch nehi janti thi, mujhe baad me pata chala usne vi mere liye vrat rakha hai..jab vi sochti hu iss bare me mujhe goosebumps ane lagte hai,dekho ab vi agaya...par usse chakkar aagaya tha.ussne vrat rakha par kissise kuch nehi kaha.koi kisise aisa pyaar kaise kar sakte hai...??par sabse bada panga to karwachat k baad hua.pata nehi kis kambakhat ne meri aur laksh ki edited pics ghar vej dia...arre haa,ye vi suno.aaj suva ragini ne mujhe galati se call kar dia aur maine uski-laksh ki sari baate sun li.main jab waha pohochi ragini waha nehi tha.par jab hume pata chala wo ghar wapas agaya gusse me hum vi arahe the ki mera kidnap ho gaya,laksh ne mujhe bachaya...I was scared-laksh was consoling me.par ek baat batao consol karte waqt kiss karne ki kya zarurat..mujhe bohoti ajeeb laga,chee!imean wo devar hain mera,mere muh se to sanskar ka naam nikla & laks ne kaha wo laksh hai,sanskar nehi...jaise ki mujhe pata nehi.ab mujhe uswaqt sabse pehle sanskar k pas jane ka maan kia to main kya karti?khair age suno-kisine humari pics click karke ghar vej dia.main ghar atehi sabse pehle sanskar se mili.aur usse hug kar lia...u knw in sanskar's arm I feel safe..ajeeb hai na ki main ye keh rahi hu par yehi sach hai.sanskar ko to jaise tabhi samajh agaya kuch gadbad hai par tht time I cudnt say anything.haa,to usse hug karte waqt mujhe patahi nehi chala main staris pe khari thi.sab hume tease karne lage.phir sabne vrat khola,firse mujhe aur sanskar ko teasing sessn jhelna para..& I njyed tht.also I was worried I mean I felt happy ki sanskar also fasting for me bt I dnt wnt he bcm sick...at night he served me food!how cute..& thn tht big tamasha.wo pics bade papa-badi maa k hath lag gaya & thy strtd to qs me.pata nehi ragini ne kaisi ghatia ghtia bate ki,mom to pehele sehi mujhe pasand nehi karti thi...par sanskar ussne mera sath dia,usne sabko kaha mujhe thora moka de kuch kehne ki...fir main sabko sabkuch bataya...& thn thy understand everything.after coming bk to room sanskar consol me & promised me tht he will find out the person who did tht.abhi wo so raha hai aur main diary likh rahi hu.haa,aaj maine sanskar se kaha wo mere paas ruk jaye & wo ruk gaya.par humare bich ek bohot bada pillow border hai..hihi!.koi kisipe itna varosa kaise kar sakta hai,I didn't even get time to explain everything yet he supported me.at our room he said he trust me,he dnt need any explaination...par kaise?i mean he knew at a time I was his bro's fianc-he saw those picx before I said smthng to him,I insult his feelings,said him he did wrong to bring love into our frndshp...yet after all ths he trust me.laksh ne to ussi mandap pe ragini se shadi kar liya...ye kaisa pyaar hai sanskar ka..??

yehi faith mujhe sanskar ke aur karib le jari hai mujhe.mere nazar me uske lia respect aur bar chuki hai...maine to keh dia ragini thik hotehi main badi chali jaungi,sanskar ko divorce dungi...par kya main ye kar paungi??can I live without his love,care,support??i m habituated with him around me...

I dnt knw...well,now its 2:30am.gdnt.c u later.

(flashbk ends)

Reading all ths sanskar bcm emotional.kissing swara's forhead again n again he said ye sab kya hai swara,ek baar keh deti ki tum kya feel kar rahi ho...'

Prcp-some swasan moments & again some diary entries...