SwaSan TS - Journey Of Love

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A/N: Thank you for all those comments, I'm really glad and thankful. Some asked me for PM, Believe me I want to but I don't know how honestly.

And I'm planning to move this story to a website name "hinditvadda.in" I'm more used there and can update frequently and perfectly there. Thank you and enjoy the story :)

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SwaSan TS - Journey of Love

Part - II

Ragini's Point of View (POV)

My vision blur with tears as I see through the glass door. My trembling hands hold the handle of the door yet I couldn't gather enough courage to open the door. I have no courage to go in and meet Swara, my sister... my sister to whom I have done so many cruel things.

After the truth let out, I was so ashamed and even now of myself. I thought no one will care about me but Swara, Maa and Dida did, they cared about me, they gave me a chance to change myself and come back as their old Ragini. Dada, Dadi and Baba didn't even wish to see me but Maa, Dida and Swara are with me.

Swara made me understand how wrong I was but never taunt me or mock me. She said it all genuinely. I said to her that I want her and Laksh back together which she strongly denied. She said she will always see Laksh as her sister's husband aka my Husband. Oh God! How wrong I was thinking about Swara!

Presently I'm in City Hospital where Swara is admitted. Yes, she met with an accident. I was talking with Maa when the phone rings. It was from Sanskaar who informed us about the accident. His voice looks wasted. He must have been crying. And we all rushed to see Swara.

I look inside the room where Swara is. Maa, Baba, Dadi, Dada and Dida are with her. And Sanskaar?? I arch my glance and found him at the corner of room, his eyes red, hair messed up, shirt blood stain. I look at Swara once more. Her head bandage, a ventilating mask on her face, connected to a respiratory machine.

Sanskaar must have loved Swara a lot. May be more intense and deeper than the love Laksh can give to Swara. I have noticed that Sanskaar never forces Swara, he respects and values her. Swara calls it as friendship but I know she does have feelings for Sanskaar. All those two days, she sometimes used to sit alone or talk with Maa about Sanskaar. She decided to give Sanskaar a chance, does he knows it? If he doesn't know I have to say him sooner or later.

I turn my back at the room door. I have no more courage to look at Swara's this condition. It not only makes me guilty and feels remorse but also that I hate myself, for whatever I did to Swara, for whatever I did to Sanskaar, for whatever I did to my family and ... Whatever I did to ... Laksh, My first love!

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A Day Later

Sanskaar looks at Swara, sleeping peacefully in the hospital bed. There is no more Ventilating mask on her face but her head is bandaged. He himself is sitting next to her in a chair placed near her bed. Yesterday after the Gadodia's visited Swara, he excused himself for few minutes and informed his mother about the accident of Swara.

Never know that the Maheswari's had loved Swara that much that on next 20 minutes they are here, whole of Maheswari's are there. Just like Ragini did, Lakshya too didn't step inside Swara's room. He saw her from distance and went away, of course crying.

After they left, Sanskaar stay behind. Of course The Gadodia's ask Sanskaar to at least fresh up and come back which he did. The whole night he spent in the hospital room, looking after Swara. He doesn't need her decision of staying with him or not to take care f her. Even if she doesn't want to be with him as Life partner, He can always remain as her best friend right.

Sanskaar gets a call from his office and attends the call, standing near the door of the room. It was something related to a file which he gives instruction. After few minutes, when he is still in the call ...

"Sanskaar ..." A faint voice catches his attention as he turns towards Swara. There she is, sitting in the bed, holds her head, her face reflects that she is in pain.

"Swara relax" and the next second Sanskaar is by Swara's side.

"Sanskaar, my head!" She groans a little.

"Wait, I will call the doctor" Sanskaar quickly goes out of the room, looking for the doctor and within a minute a doctor is by Swara's side, attending her. They give her a Pain relief injection and the things need to relief her pain. As the dose of the medicine is high, she sleeps within seconds.

"Mr. Sanskaar, make sure she is taking lot of rest, this is what needed for her the most. She has a head injury and we don't know what the outcome is. So take care of her and make sure she doesn't strain or stressful things come in her way" Sanskaar nods at the doctor's words and close the door behind him.

He sits back in the chair and looks at her. He sighs in relief looking at her. Those cruel moments when he had Swara's head in his lap, her unconscious state, it killed him to see her that way. All he knows is that she was walking towards him and then a car hit her. It was a busy road and she must have not notice the car coming.

Around Half an Hour later,

Swara Sanskaar Maheswari's Point of View (POV)[A/N Don't mind me, I always love to emphasis that Swara is Sanskaar's wife ;) ]

I slowly move my eye lids, very slowly since my head hurts somewhere. I flinch as I open my eyes finally, the light hurts my eyes a little but I am okay now. I turn my head to my right and find Sanskaar sleeping by resting his head on the bed.

Though I feel little pain, I sit up and balance myself against the bed. A smile tugs at my face seeing Sanskaar sleeping like a cute baby. I let my fingers caresses through his hair locks. In few seconds, I see that Sanskaar jerks up and looks at me. I'm little puzzle but smiles at him.

"Sanskaar" I say with a faint smile.

"Swara, Are you okay?" Sanskaar immediately holds my hand as he asks me concerned.

"Yes Sanskaar, I'm okay" I place my other hand on his hand which is holding my hand. "My head pains a little but that is perfectly fine" I add.

"Swara, I will call doctor, your head is paining and you are saying it is perfectly fine?!" Sanskaar says leaving my hand and about to get up but I holds Sanskaar back. He looks at me confused.

"What?" He asks me but I just smiles at him.

"My dear Patidev, I'm fine so need for doctor, you just stay by my side" says a smiling me. Sanskaar, my husband looks shock, why?

End of SSM POV

Sanskaar looks shocked. What did she just call him? Patidev? Did she really? Is her decision is that she wants to stay with him? Sanskaar looks confused, happy, thankful, relief and all at same time.

"What happen to me? Why I'm in hospital now?" Swara shoots the next question. Before Sanskaar could response, the door opens and there comes the Gadodia's.

Sharmistha looks Swara awake and runs to her happily, saying Swara. She embraces Swara tightly, few happy tears made its way out of her orbs. She breaks the hug and looks at a puzzled Swara, her smile decreases a bit.

"What happened to you Shona? Why are you looking at me like this?" Sharmistha looks puzzle as Swara is looking at her like a stranger.

"What happen?" Shekar peeps in. Seeing Swara alright, he places his hand on her head and asks how she is. But the next thing she said made everyone in the room go astonish.

"Sanskaar, who are they?"

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"Mr. Maheswari, Mr. Gadodia , Mrs. Maheswari is suffering from Memory loss or Amnesia. She only remembers one person in her life now and that is you Mr. Sanskaar. May be because of the accident, her memory center got some problem and she forgets about other things. She doesn't remember any of you Mr. Gadodia. So Mr. Sanskaar it is your responsibility to take care of her completely since all she know in this world is you. However her behavior and talents remain the same, only that she doesn't remember others. I have prescribed her some medicines, give it to her at time" The doctor says to Sekhar and Sanskaar who listens to the doctor attentively. All three of them are at the Doctor's cabin.

"But Doctor, when will she get her memory back?" Sekhar asks the doctor, hoping it to be soon.

"A month, Months, a year, years, no one knows. May be even tomorrow or a week, It all depends on how her brain reacts or how her life goes. But now all her life revolves around Mr. Sanskaar who is her husband.

"And her health?" Sanskaar asks. What should he feel right now? Happy that Swara remembers only him? Or sad that she doesn't remember any of the others or He doesn't know her decision still.

"You see, it is related to brain, so any sudden shock or stress regarding her past might be dangerous for her. Her brain may be affected and there comes complications. Give her a new environment and happy moments. That is what needed for her. And yes along with her medicines"

After the conversation with the doctor, both Sekhar and Sanskaar comes out of the cabin, both thinking of what to do. Sekhar stops in his tracks and holds Sanskaar's hand, startling him at once.

"Yes, Baba, say what it is?" Sanskaar asks Sekhar whose eyes are moist.

"Sanskaar, about Swara ..." Sekhar starts but Sanskaar cuts in.

"Baba, Swara is my life. Her responsibility stands with me. Please don't worry. She is my priority to anything, believe me" Sanskaar assures Sekhar and Sekhar is relieved by seeing the love Sanskaar's eyes holds for Swara.

"My belief stays with you Sanskaar"

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"Sharmistha, why are you standing out? Maa, Baba, you too?" Sekhar asks his family, standing outside the room Swara is. Ragini is standing behind of all, worried about what Sharmistha said. She came to hospital straight from temple so she doesn't know what happen inside the room.

"Sekhar, she is talking with me like talking with a stranger" Sharmista says, her eyes filled with tears. And that is when Sekhar fills in about Swara's condition. Everyone is shocked to know it. They don't know what to do. Before anyone could say anything,

"Sanskaar, Sanskaar .." There comes Swara's voice inside the room. Sekhar asks Sanskaar to go in which he did.

"What happen Swara?" He asks, going towards her. He sits by the chair again and Swara sits towards him and hold his hand.

"Sanskaar, who are they?" The first thing she asks is this. She wants to know who they are. But suddenly she gets another question.

"Wait, What happen to me? Why I'm here?" And there come the next one.

"Swara, They are ..." Sanskaar is about to say but Swara changes her position. She leaves his hand but pulls him to sit in the bed.

"Swara what are you doing?" Ask a confused Sanskaar, sitting in the bed. She smiles at him, moves closer and puts her arms around his neck.

"Say me Sanskaar, I'm all ears" She says, resting herself against him. Sanskaar forgets to breathe.

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