@TM - hello shelloo..I love ur analysis threads⭐️⭐️ (have been stalking them silently since last weekend😆)
anyway, so I stumbled upon swaragini just the last week while changing channels (not that I dont know about its existence, the promos were all over 😆 just me = 1000 miles away from RS shows😆), but luckily what caught my attention was this 15 second glance of sanskaar, the one sided Palat moment, while swara walked away with her maa baba..and then the screens froze..and I was stunned..since when did a male lead in RS show look so appealing and seem to have potential 😲😳😳 and then just to confirm if indeed this character was awesome, marathon-watched all important scenes, more closely from sanskaar's entry onwards😳..YASS he indeed is fabulous, unique and fresh character, very well written, well performed and with a constantly evolving character graph..👏👏
guess thats a bit too much for introduction lolll😆
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Anyho coming to yesterdays..yeah I agree with ya, my perspective on Swara and Sanky both
Swara - for all this time personally I did think Swara was just ungrateful and rude towards Sanky specifically since his love confession, but I kinda get her perspective now..She isnt repelling Sanky's love, as much as she is pushing away the idea "LOVE" itself..and she indeed seems to be scared of that emotion now, because she feels with love comes betrayal, separation and pain, (courtesy Lux ki kartootey🤢🤢🤢) hence she feels betrayed that Sanskaar ruined their "unconditionally there for each other friendship" by involving the "according to her ("bakwaas" )emotion of love..as in the confrontation..little does she know that a part inside her has already started reciprocating..she may hide it under the garb of mahantas and overt concern for her family..she may reaffirm it 100 times that her and sanky's association was all about a mission and THAT alone..or consciously avoid remembering any of their sweet moments that they shared while they were staying together (while still holding onto betrayals by Rags and Lux)..but it only points to this - that subconsciously its all calculating up to her falling for Sanskaar..and her counter-reactions to it is infact making it more evident..since she still has his love confession in forefront, even though she herself wants to push it far away somewhere..Lux is not even in the periphery..while Sanky is slowly but surely becoming her center of gravity😳☺️ It will take time I think for it to dawn on her..where she can fearlessly accept her emotions, and also trust Sanky as her Lover/Companion..(she already does - just that she thinks that trust was for the "friend" Sanky)
Sanskaar- This man is on some other level altogether..he is literally bettering himself everyday as a Human being..and still holds on to his pragmatic self..I dont think he was being Mahaanta ki murti either..all he wanted was to see a happy, an at peace and a content Swara..while he believes he is so used to isolation and separation from his love, that he is strong enough in a way to deal with this pain..
and here is a girl who has been constantly telling him off for being in love with her, who wants to have no relationship whatsoever with him..its not like he backed out, for the sake of his brother, not considering Swara's emotions, because hey Swara keeps blasting him that she doesnt want any relationship with him..and with the double divorces happening and Swara not even opposing their divorce (sure she isnt happy, but she hasnt yet even thought about giving their marriage a chance), (ILL NEVER EVERRR understand why the sisters fell in love with Lukkhaa Lux in the first place..while the Vanilla icecream Sanky is neglected by the family and girls???😆)
it only made sense that he thought maybe things between Lux and Swara can change..ofcourse I think he expected Lux to behave with some maturity and take things slow with her, starting with a heartfelt apology..but LAWL! he overestimated Lux's IQ and EQ quotient - MINUS hai bandey ka..naa dimaag thikaaney ka hai, na dil..im glad Swara gave him a serious piece of her mind and pointblank refused..she is clear about zero botheration about Lux atleast and that makes me soooper happy!😆😆
I just hope it doesnt have to come down to Sanky taking a bullet for Swara to mark the start of her realization..I hope its a gradual build up towards him from Swara's end, once she returns to MM..confession can happen in due course..but the coming down of the wall against love in her heart has to happen step by step..hopefully..