Winchesters Through the Funhouse
Mirror: Supernatural's Thinman http://fangasmthebook.wordpress.com/2014/03/06/winchesters-through-the-funhouse-mirror-supernaturals-thinman/I've had so many different thoughts
about Thinman' that my head is still
spinning - once again, I woke up
this morning already writing this
review in my head, which I suppose
isn't a bad thing (unless of course I
was supposed to do something else
this morning...cough...work...cough...)
There was alot I loved about this
episode. In fact, Jenny Klein should
expect a tackle hug next time I see
her for the Weechesters flashback
scene alone (fair warning, Jenny).
I love that we saw some progress
with the Mark of Cain story arc,
which is a road I'm anticipating
going down even as I'm biting my
nails about the dark places Show
intends to take us. I've been
theorizing about the Mark and what
its impact on Dean has been already,
and am intrigued by the possibility
that part of what it does is pull the
wearer away from those he loves,
isolating him from family and turning
him away from love and affection and
his own humanity, so he can kill
without remorse or regret. It's a
punishment more than a gift,
influencing those he loves most to
turn away from him. And that's
terrifying. One of my favorite themes
of the Show is Dean's understanding
of why he and Sam are better
together, especially after he glimpses
a future without Sam in The End':
"We keep each other human." It's
true. Sam has repeatedly been the
one thing that keeps Dean from going
darkside, from becoming the vicious
killer that he secretly believes he is.
If the Mark can separate Dean from
Sam, how close to that internal self
image will Dean become?
Already we can see Dean pulling
away - he intends to go off on this
hunt alone, assuming that Sam won't
want to come with him. At the
beginning of the episode, Dean still
doesn't understand where Sam is
coming from. (Since Show hasn't
exactly been very forthcoming with
Sam's pov, we can empathize). He's
getting used to being hurt, though,
so he's becoming defensive, pre-
emptively walking away from Sam in
preparation for Sam walking away
from him. That beginning was chock
full of meaning, and it left me with a
gnawing anxiety about what was to
come in the rest of the episode.
Then there was the confrontation
with the MotW badguys, which took
the anxiety to full-on fear. Watching
Dean plunge the knife into that
(admittedly monstrous but still
human) young man was chilling -
we saw Sam's reaction for a second
too, as he catalogs his brother's
coldness. That scene and Jensen
Ackles' face were perfect.
I'm bouncing with anticipation to see
where this story arc takes us. I'm
fairly certain it's going to rip my
heart out, but if that stopped me
from watching, I would have bailed
on SPN years ago.
And once again in this episode, Show
gives us a clear example of how very
much Sam still loves and cares about
his brother. In fact, Show has been
careful to do this in every episode
since the brothers' estrangement, to
keep showing us that the love is still
there. Sam's agonized "Nonono,
don't!" and the expression on his
face when Dean was about to have
his throat cut just floored me with
how much anguish was there. I
found myself screaming right along
with Sam. Kudos, Jared, you broke
me. (In contrast, look at Dean's face,
stone cold and calm, like he's ready
to die and really doesn't give a damn
if he does. Chilling). Kudos to you
too, Jensen.
Protective Sam
Resigned Dean
I liked that the episode was based off
the real Slenderman' phenomenon,
which gave the Show an invitation to
go a little meta, one of my favorite
flavors of SPN. The beginning was
satisfyingly scary and creepy and
gory, which is what I expect from the
first five minutes of Show, and I sort
of wished the monster-of-the-week
was "real" just because he creeped
me out so much. In the end, though,
it was a nice twist that the
Winchesters were dealing with
monstrous humans again. We didn't
get to see them struggle with that
too much in this episode, but
hopefully we'll see the idea come up
again. It's something Kripke was
interested in from the beginning -
the idea that sometimes it's humans
who are the most monstrous, that
what appears to be a monster on the
outside might not be, and what
doesn't might be after all. Also, the
fact that they were human gave
Dean's swift dispatch of the busboy
a gut-wrenching impact (literally, for
the busboy) that left me shuddering.
My favorite callback to canon line?
"Sheriff's on a hunting trip..." I
actually yelled at the television "And
he hasn't been home in a few days".
I straight up got goosebumps at that
line.
And maybe during this scene too, for
an entirely different reason. Sam and
Dean in tight white dress shirts with
rolled sleeves? Thank you for
whoever made this happen - please
don't stop any time soon.
GUH
I also like the Ghostfacers, so I was
happy to see them back after all this
time and all the actors' convention
appearances. I'm kind of glad that
Show didn't go where I expected it to
with the Ghostfacers, that instead of
comic relief, their story went dark
and tragic and ended up painful. I
like to be surprised, and that was
unexpected. Wester and Buckley
proved they can do sad as well as
funny - Buckley had me tearing up
at the end, as Ed stands there alone
and heartbroken and Harry gets into
the backseat of the Impala just as
broken. The actors did such a great
job that I really felt for the
characters. Good job all around on
that last scene - script, directing,
acting, cinematography, everything. It
came through with more impact that I
would have expected.
Much of the meta on social media,
fame and fandom gave the episode
some great comedic moments. Travis
Wester and AJ Buckley can do humor
as well as Jared and Jensen (which
is really saying something) so there
were many times during the episode
that I laughed out loud in the literal
way, not the meaning-morphed LOL
way. Klein gave the Ghostfacers and
the Winchesters some excellent lines
to chew on, and according to Jared's
tweets, AJ and Travis ad-libbed some
into the script as well, giving viewers
some much-needed comedic breaks
from the angst that we've been
drowning in for much of this season.
Some of the best lines were clear
shout outs to fandom.
"No one cares what they think, they
don't even have a twitter" (Or was
this a shout out to the still-
twitterless Ackles?)
"I just got punched right in the
feels." (99% of fandom, every
Tuesday)
Also that whole conversation about
the pronunciation of "meme" was
brilliant - because who the hell was
sure how to pronounce it? Osric
confided that he's still saying me-
me. He he.
Also any dialogue that gets Dean to
say "treasure trail" is A plus in my
book.
It's always a risk when Show decides
to comment directly on fans, because
let's face it, many of us go
hypervigilant when we see it
happening, always alert for "what
they really think of us." (Us included,
since we wrote two books that aimed
to discover exactly what "they" really
did think of us!) I still love the meta
episodes in which Kripke broke the
fourth wall to depict fans on the
Show, with such a deft mix of
affection and poking fun (at the
show, the fans, across the board) -
but then there was the episode I've
excised from canon (something
about a wedding...) and it's easy to
see just how wrong this can go. I
enjoyed most of the meta in this
episode, though the "Let's keep it
going for the fans, they'll never
know" was an exception, sounding
too much like a fans-are-clueless
comment.
As always, watching SPN along with
cast and crew live tweets adds to the
fun. You never know who's going to
join in - sometimes even Captain
Kirk himself!
@Jarpad: @WilliamShatner, you
should be watching Supernatural!!!
@WilliamShatner: It's DVRing
@Jarpad: Ok...then I can forgive
Sometimes when fandoms collide like
that, I just end up staring at my
twitter feed and grinning like a fool.
Of course Captain Kirk watches
Supernatural - my Show is a pop
culture phenomenon, damn it!
Jared echoed fandom a few times:
@Jarpad: Oh, Sam and Dean...I hate
when y'all argue...
And so did Osric Chau, who was
tweeting along
@OsricChau: Brother bonding
moment
All that laughter felt really good -
until suddenly everything went from
hahaha this is so funny to OMG take
the knife out of my heart and the
anvil off my foot!
I'll confess that I'm a little touchy
about subtlety. Anyone who reads
these reviews knows that I adore
parallels, and think that Kripke's
original formula of letting the MotW
mirror the Winchesters' relationship
is brilliant. That said, as soon as the
parallel starts to feel too on-the-
nose, it yanks me right out of the
Show. That messes with my viewing
experience - and that upsets me. I
like the idea of setting up the
Ghostfacers' relationship woes to
mirror the Winchesters', and this
morning I'm more okay with it than I
was at first viewing, but as I sat
there watching on Tuesday night, the
parallel seemed so heavy-handed
that I couldn't take it seriously. There
was a lot of "Help, falling anvils!" on
twitter, and there were some upset
fans who took to twitter afterwards to
make their complaints known. Then
there were fans just trying to get their
squee on who took to twitter to
chastise those fans, and... well, you
know how this goes.
I get both sides - in fact, in this
case, I feel like I was on both sides!
I get why fans are upset when Show
seemingly does something that's not
perfect. Let's face it, we hold Show
to a pretty damn high standard. We
want it to be witty and funny and
smart and breathtakingly gorgeous
and also to make us FEEL, which is a
lot to expect (I can't be the only one
remembering what a mistake it was
to expect all that in teenage romantic
partners...). But we do expect it from
our favorite Show. We're passionately
invested in Show's "success" - that
is, when the Show delivers all these
things, we feel like it's a winner. And
we, in turn, also feel like a winner.
There's research (yes, legit empirical
research, for those of you who are
academically inclined) that shows
that when a sports team wins, the
invested fans of that team experience
the exact same rush of endorphins
and euphoria that the actual players
do. It's the same for media fans -
when we feel like "our" Show is witty
and funny and smart and gorgeous
and tugging at our heartstrings
successfully, then it's a "win" for us
too. But if it seems our Show falls
short of the mark, we're devastated -
and then we're angry at our "team"
for not winning so we can have that
lovely addictive endorphin rush! As I
was watching the first time, I had
plenty of euphoric moments, but I felt
a bit of that let-down too when the
parallels weren't the subtle sort that I
love.
I'm invested in Supernatural, and I
watch to get my fix of these
fascinating characters and this
amazing intricate world I've been
sucked into over the past nine years.
So when something doesn't quite go
the way I wish it would, I need to sit
back and figure out why. I don't want
to be that devastated fan sitting in
the bleachers with her head in her
hands - I want to be jumping up and
down cheering and euphoric and
eagerly counting off the days until
the next "game". Over nine years, I've
come to trust Show to take me there
about 9 times out of 10, which is a
pretty damn good record (better than
some early examples of that dating
analogy).
Having pondered for two days, and
rewatched the episode, I'm still
happy about all the things I loved,
and I'm alot happier about the
parallels. Here's why: The blatant
parallel works for me if I look at it
from the Winchesters' point of view,
and in fact the whole episode works
well this way. It's almost like I'm
reading a piece of outsider pov fanfic
(one of my favorite things in the
world) - we're seeing Ed and Harry
through Dean and Sam's eyes (even
when Sam and Dean aren't in the
room with the Facers, it's like we're
seeing and hearing from the
Winchesters' pov).
Perhaps that's why the things Ed and
Harry say to each other are at times
almost a verbatim repeat of what the
brothers have said to each other in
the past. Many times, it's literally
what Dean and Sam are hearing. The
camera angles and perspectives
make this explicit - we are watching
Dean or Sam watch Ed and Harry.
They don't comment overtly on what
they're seeing and hearing, but we
see their line of sight, their
concerned expressions, their
constant sideways glances at each
other to check on how their brother
is reacting. We can almost hear the
Winchesters' internal dialogue: "How
is he hearing this? Does he think
that's what I'm doing? What I did?
What meaning is he taking from what
he's seeing here? Is this where we're
headed too?" I was going to say that
I wish they had actually said some of
that, but honestly, I don't. At first
viewing, I thought this episode lacked
subtlety - watching it this way, the
Winchesters say plenty with just
those looks. And each one breaks my
heart.
The other thing that bothered me
about using Ed and Harry as a mirror
for Dean and Sam was that the
parallel just didn't work well for me. I
mean, the Ghostfacers and the
Winchesters have vastly different
histories. Ed didn't practically raise
Harry, and they haven't saved each
other's lives a million times. When
Harry accuses Ed of "dragging me
away from a normal life" it seems
like that could apply to Sam too -
except Dean had a real reason for
doing so, not a fabricated lie. And he
brought Sam back. Sam chose to
come with Dean after Jess was killed,
he wasn't tricked. He's choosing to
stay with Dean now (at least as a
hunting partner) when he knows the
truth about Gadreel.
They also have vastly different
missions - the Ghostfacers haven't
been tasked with repeatedly saving
the world, after all. They haven't had
to make the kind of impossible
decisions with which the Winchesters
grapple on a weekly basis. Yes, there
are surface similarities in their
situations. There's one partner who
desperately doesn't want to lose the
other and deceives them to
accomplish that, which superficially
fits both duos - or at least fits from
Sam's overt understanding of what
happened with him and Dean. Yes,
lies were told and people died and
the deceived person feels
responsible for those deaths. He
also feels understandably betrayed
and not sure he can keep trusting.
But there are so many differences in
their situations, it's hard for me to
see a mirror image. Ed created the
Thinman fantasy to keep Harry as his
partner; Dean deceived Sam to save
his life. There's nothing keeping Sam
from leaving Dean. Ed's deceit
seems mostly selfish, although he
rationalizes it as getting Harry away
from a life that wasn't "right" for him
- but it's made fairly clear that's
only a rationalization. Dean's deceit
may have been partly selfish, in that
he doesn't want to be without Sam,
but it was also clearly about Sam
too. Saving a life is not the same as
hey, don't marry that girl. Both Harry
and Sam ended up hurt by the deceit,
but Ed and Dean's motivations were
quite different. Ed kept it up for a
ridiculously long time simply
because he wanted Harry to stay;
Dean kept it up reluctantly because
Gadreel kept threatening to let Sam
die if he didn't. It wasn't an
intentional gaslighting, though from
Sam's perspective, intent doesn't
matter quite so much when you're in
the agonizing position (again...) of
thinking you're going crazy. But the
stakes are vastly different here.
So there I sat, gnashing my teeth and
saying "Come on, Show, fandom is
smarter than this, you know that"
when suddenly it hit me. Maybe the
parallel isn't supposed to line up.
What Ed did to Harry is not what
Dean did to Sam. Sure, it sounds like
it on the surface - and maybe that's
why we got the exactly mirrored
dialogue so often - but dig a little
deeper, and it's not a mirror at all.
It's a fun house mirror, with the
reflection skewed and imperfect. At
first, it looks like we're supposed to
see it as a reflection, because we're
still seeing through Sam and Dean's
eyes - and they are seeing the
parallels. They are seeing the mirror
image as closer to their own than it
really is, because that's how any of
us would view it if the reflection was
right there in our faces. But Dean and
Sam are smart. They're almost as
smart as the SPN fandom. They'll
figure it out. They'll see the places
where the images don't line up,
where the reflections diverge. They'll
use the mirror in (perhaps) the way it
was intended - to see that their own
path forward doesn't have to be the
one that the Ghostfacers followed.
Harry's forlorn comment from the
backseat hit home, both with me and
with the Winchesters.
"You roll with a guy so many years,
you start to think he's always going
to be next to you. When you're old
he'll be in the rocking chair next to
you..."
Neither Sam nor Dean want that
rocking chair next to them on the
porch to be empty. (And Jenny, be
prepared for another tackle hug from
me for that image of future!Sam and
Dean, which is the ending of some of
my favorite fanfics). I can see the
wheels turning for both of them.
Agonizingly slowly, yes, but this
wouldn't be Supernatural if it didn't
shatter my heart and then drag it
through the mud for five or six or
twenty episodes. But I can see the
glimmers of understanding in both
Sam and Dean, and it's enough to
keep me hopeful.
...empty rocking chair
The highlight of the episode, other
than the fact that we actually saw
some evolution in the Winchesters'
relationship drama (albeit without
words), was the glimpse we got into
Sam and Dean's childhood. Every
time Show gives us a morsel of
backstory, it feels like the most
delicious treat imaginable. And this
one was perfect, absolutely perfect.
It's in line with all my head canon of
how Sam and Dean were as kids, and
(as Dean no doubt intended), an
illustration of all the countless times
that Dean took care of Sam. The
image of an injured Sammy balanced
on just-a-kid-himself Dean's
handlebars as he races to the
hospital left me so emotional I didn't
know whether to squee or sob. Sam
wanting to be Batman, following in
his big brother's footsteps always -
it reiterates so much of canon
history, so many things the brothers
have said to each other and been to
each other. You can see how
emotional Dean is as he remembers,
a fond expression on his face (and
eye crinkles!)
You can see that Sam has the same
fond recollection, affectionately
ribbing his brother (like they used to
all the time, OMG Show you're killing
me here!) before he schools his face
into a more serious expression.
Kudos to Padalecki for making it look
like Sam had to really struggle to do
so.
So, in the end, I liked this episode a
lot. I don't know whether the
imperfect mirroring was intentional,
or if TPTB insisted that the parallels
be more on the nose so even a brand
new viewer could get it, as they're
apt to do. I prefer to believe the
former, because there's a reason
SPN is my tv boyfriend. Show really
is smart and witty and funny and
gorgeous and makes me FEEL. So I'll
be right here in the bleachers,
cheering for my winning team.
PS - Twitter started clamoring for
fanart of that backstory immediately,
and fandom, as always, didn't
disappoint. If the uncredited one is
yours, please let us know so we can
credit. Couldn't resist posting them
all, because damn, our fandom is
talented.