Hi friends in the recent sbs segment sahil said that there is a 360 degree turning in yuvani relationship. So i thought to write an ff about it. Please share ur likes and comments friends. So here it is...
Why yivraj? Why? Why cant u leave me alone? Why cant u live ur life amd let me live my life? Why cant u see that i too have a heart? Why are u giving me so much pain? Why cant u undrrstand that i dont love u now? Why cant u understand that i want to live my life according tocmy wish? Is hat a big mistake to live my life peacefully? Why are hurting me so much? Why r u always giving me pain?
Yuvraj was shocked to hear thesewords from the person whom he loves so much. I was just organising our anniversary party but i dont know this will cause her this much pain that she shoutt at me. I never see suhaji like this. I neve heard such hatred words from her. She is a person who life motto is to make others happy in their life. She never hated anyone but what i did toher thatbshe hates herslef so much now. I dont want to giver her pain anymore.
At first i hate her mere presence. Even when to the rituals in our marriage i take vows that was exactly opposite the vows told. But slowly and steadily i understand her and knewbher innocence. I started to care for her. I always wanted to keep her happy. But now she is crying herbheart ou just becoz of me.
She loves me geenuinely and i can see that in her eyes. But why cant shebunderstand that i love her so much and i cant live woithout her. She is just staying in bh just to obey court orders before to get divorce. She is not behaving normally. I love her cool attitude so much i want my suhani back. She is always loveable to others. I dont want to lose herbin my life.
I want to keep her happy. I want her to trust me again. I want her love. I want her care towards me . I want her concern for me. I want her smile. I want her prssence always around me. I dont want let her go.
My flow of thoughts broke when i heard her painful voice. Why yuvraj? I always trusted others and i neverncheated anyonenin my life. But why everyone whom i love and my world revolves around them cheating me? I never ever wanted to hurtbanyone in my life. I want to make others happy. But y everyone giving me so much pain which i cant handle.
I loved u so much but u dont even like me. I love my somu more than my sister but she cheated me. I love my papa but he consider me as a burden so he pushed me inthis loveless marriage. I love ur family and accept everyone here. Bit here also i dont get love and respect. What did i do to everyone? I loved everyone and accept them my whole heartedily. But in return i always get disrespect.
Now i dont want let u to live this unwanted and burdened relationship. I never want ur pity love. I dont want ur care. I dont want ur concern towards me. I dont want to force my love upon u. Just wait for three months and i will make u free from this relationahip. I am really sorry that i unknowingly hurted u. By saying thisbshe completely broken and cry vigorously.
I went near her and hugged her and caressed her. For sometime she slowly controlled her tears and pushed me away from her. Please stay away from me u are making me harder to leave u. Stop showing ur pitiful love. By saying that she walked back to "her room". We are not staying in the same room. She lives in the guest room. At first i tried to stopped her staying in guest room. But she cut it out that she is so suffocating with my presence.
I have to do something before its late to get her trust and her love for me. But HOW?
Edited by sweetysathya - 10 years ago