Originally posted by: LakshMila
After a lot of analyzation about myself throughout these two years,I realised what is my passion-cum-profession.
I want to be a Director,or to be precise an entertainment entrepreneur.Not only an entrepreneur/Director but a successful one.
I have always dreamt of leading people.And along with them I want to work on my imaginations,I have so many stories to tell people.I have unique things to potray.I want to make my people fall in love with their work,their imaginations.And there comes my dream projects.
I want to spread happiness through them :))
Big dreams 😳 atleast for where I am at the present.
Mili my jaan. Am with shruthi on this...
And as I said tum kaha thi itne din? 😆
I have a list of dreams from the time I was 1.5 or 2. The tym that I never understood anything. I was fond of TV from that time itself. Like a total addict 😆
As I grew up my parents literally had to remove the cable connection. But I managed with Doordarshan also 🤣
At this my parents dumped the TV also..
But after many years, we again got a TV and the circle began. But that circle was enlightening and different.. I came to IF. Read what a show is? What a screenplay is? What the meaning of each scene is? What each shot means? How are dialogues given? I was a silent reader for a year. But my silence broke 😆
I started with incomplete FFs and some completed OS's. Then I shifted to poetries. After that analysis. Then a series of OS. The journey was unstoppable as I scored a hattrick for poetries 😆. What opened up next was a journey of my blog.
I have many ppl "compromising". I hate this word 😡. Adjusting is fine compromising is a crime. You devalue yourself with this.
Accomplishing dreams takes tym. Maybe a day, a month, a year or a decade. U never know..
Bas believe it.. That's it... The cycle is like dream- belief- opportunity-work-result.
Out of these to believe and to work are in ur hands. Dream, opportunities and results are not known.
I have seen ppl losing their faith at every juncture.. They compromise their dreams for the rulebook of the society.
Most imp is belief. Cz u never know when that will help you.
My situation is same..
I have an undying passion for TV and films. Reason not known. The passion became dreams... Whatever hurdles came my way. I was distracted, diverted but that love didn't end instead it has grown over the years and that was my belief. Am working on it as and when I get tym.
Maybe I won't get any money for it for some time. Maybe I'll have constraints. But I do have an undying faith that drives me..
U really need to c this. The dream is a candle and the flame is our belief.
To keep the candle burning u need to work...
And if u stop the work, the flame will extinguish and the candle is meaningless.
Am trapped in a circle.. Ppl around me say, what u wish for has no future. My take is if you have never experiences it or worked in it how do u know? I have made it a point to not get influenced with such thots. Cz the day I do I'll fail.. And if I fail I won't be able to get up again with the same dreams..
At every step am trying to make a base. A circle, a network. Art is a space where u need audience. Its rude to say like this, but it is true..
And when u want to work, u are asked for experience and samples. I had this experience at the age of 20. Full fitoor tha paise kamane ka 😆 but I had some samples of my shayari then. Presented it but was asked for a script. Wrote the script in 6 days 😆 that was insane and a beginner's shit. 😆 but their requirements were diffn and I declined the offer.
But that again didn't rule me. After a year or smthn I started the journey of blogging. So that I can keep my thots, my works in one place.. And its growing day by day..
"Boond boond se banta Sagar" u need to remember this always.
And if u really wanna come in this field, yet persuaded for engg and unable to convince your family, take up engg but take some correspondence certificate courses for ur passion. This is where I was wrong. But I don't regret. Cz if engg wouldn't have happened I wouldn't have learnt my potential. 😃