part - 10tu jo hai... toh main hoon
yoon jo hai... toh main hoon
"Laksh...laksh""laksh... ye patra to reh hi gaye"... shouted akshi entering their chamberLak.. (she stopped shouting as soon she saw urmila sitting on the floor... she looked around and noticed everything was scattered on the floor)
She looked at urmila... and felt bad for her"achha nahi lag raha hai tumhein aise dekh kar urmila... shayad hum jaante hain ke yahan kya hua hai..."
U - nahi hain...
Akshi looked at her with questioning eyes
U - aapke laksh... yahan nahi hain (she said looking up to her... and again looked down towards the floor)
Akshi flashed a smile to her and turned to leave
U - aapke patra ... (she said raising a hand towards her still looking at the floor)
Akshi stood still realising she hasn't read all the letters... has she?
Urmila looked up to her with questioning eyes
U - lijiye gandhar kumara...
A - mai kisike vyaktigat patra nahi padhti... na hi unhe apne pas rakhti hoon
U - vyaktigat !... huh... aapke hi hain... le lijiye
A - bina padhe kaise keh sakti ho mere hain...
Urmila looked up to akshi... with anger... still she was maintaining her composer... afterall she is sita's sister,,, she cant behave rudely to anyone
U - ye vo patra hain jo unhone aapko likhe thhey mithila se... ve yahan bhool gaye hain... aap upaar kijiye mujhpe aur inhein yahan se le jaiye
A - satya kaha... kintu adhoora satya... ye jo aapke pas yahan bhoomi par faile pade hain... ye vo patra hain urmila jo laksh ne hume likhe thhey...Kintu ye jo aapne alag se uthhakr hume diye hain ye vo patra hain jo laksh ne hume mithila se likhe thhey...
Urmila looked at her with "what the hell is the difference between both these things"
Kintu hume bheje nahi... kyunki samay nahi mila unhein... (smiles) (she continues) aur vaise bhi laksh ne hume ye patra likhe avashya thhey kintu humare vishya mein isme kuchh bhi nahi thha... hai na urmila Aagya chahtey hain urmila... shubh raatri (smiles)
Urmila twinched her teeths in anger..."nahi padhne hain mujhe koi patra" She soon heard some voices from outside
"yuvraj... lagta hai kuchh rakshaso ne aakraman kia thha... ab sthiti niyantran mein hai... kintu"
"kintu rajkumar lakshman van ki aur gaye thhey... aur abhi tak laute bhi nahi"
"aashanka hai kahin rakshason ne unhe kuchh..."
Urmila felt as if her body will leave her life "sumitra nandan"
... she runs towards the forest forgetting all her anger she just wanted to make sure that he is alright and nothing happened to him
"kuchh nahi ho sakta aap ko sumitra nandan... kuchh bhi nahi"
She was running in the forest in trance and suddenly she crashed into someone ... she closed her eyes in fear of falling ... she soon realises that someone has saved her from falling ... someone... she knew this touch...she opened her eyes and saw lakshman in front of her As soon she saw him she burst out her anger on him...
"Yahan kya kar rahe hain aap... jaante hai sab kitne chintit hain vahan... rakshaso ne aakraman kia thha ... aur aap yahan hain... meri chinta to hai nahi aapko... jijashree aur didi ke vishya me hi vichar kar lete... ab aap boltey kyun nahi hain"
L - aap apne prashn smapt kar lein uske baad jab aap aagya dengi to mai uttar de dunga(he said in a rude tone)
It is for the first time lakshman was talking to her very rudely ... it was unbearable for herBut she was staring at him... she was looking deep in his eyes... he was hurt... "hurt" No not at all... he is not hurt... she is hurt... and he is the sole reason... and he is the sole person who caused her unbearable pain
"adbhut sumitra nandan... aap toh yahi kahenge na... aakhir satya jo pratyaksh ho gaya hai... chupchap choro ki bhaati aankh bacha kar chale aaye aap vahan se" "satya hi socha thha maine... mere hone na hone me koi binnata hi nahi hai... aapka jeevan vaise hi chalega jaisa chalta aaya hai... kyunki mai to avashyak hoon hi nahi aapke jeevan mein...
she was blabbering a lot of things... which were aggreavating lakshman
"aaj yadi mujhe mrityu bhi...
Urmilaaa
He shouted with all his power...
she gets scared by his scream
L - ab ek shabd bhi aur nahi sununga maisamajhti kya hain aap apne aapko...Na kisiki baat sunti hain na kisiko kuchh bolne deti hain... Na aap ab meri baat sun rahi hain... na kuchh samay poorv kaksh mein sun rahi thhi
"Kisne diya aapko ye adhikar ye kehne ka ke mai apna prem anek streeyo mein vibhajit kar dunga
"kisne kaha aapse ke mai apna purushtva siddh karne ke liye anek patniya rakhunga"
"kon kehta hai ke raghuvansh me anek patniyan rakhne ki parampara hai"
"kon kehta hai ke mai doosra vivaah karne ja raha hoon"
"prem karti hain na aap mujhse ... kintu vishwaas nahi karti aap mujhpe"
Aur kya kaha thha aapne... satya prakashit ho gaya
Satya sunna chahti hain na aap... suniye
"satya ye hai ke laskhman ne aajtak keval ek hi kanya se prem kia hai... aur kisiko uske poorv na dekha hai ... na uske pashchat kisiaur ko dekhega"
"lakshman ka prem na kabhi vibhajit hua hai na hoga"
"satya ye hai ke mere jeevan mein keval ek hi kanya hai jisse mai is sansaar mein sabse adhik prem karta hoon"
"satya to ye hai ke uske atirikt kabhi maine kisi aur ke vishya mein itna vichar kia hi nahi"
"satya to ye hai mila ke is adhoore se lakshman ko us ke atirikt kisine poora kia hi nahi hai"
"satya to ye hai... ke uske atirikt laskhman ko koi aur dikhai nahi deta"
"satya ye hai ke ye lakshman ... keval uska hai... vo nahi to lakshman bhi nahi"
"satya to ye hai ke laskhman ka vajood hi us se hai"
His every sentence was piercing her heart like a dagger
"vo mai keval aur keval us se prem karta hoon"
"vo meri aankho mein hai sapne ki tarah"
"vo meri sanson mein hai khushboo ki tarah"
"vo mere dil mein hai dhadkan ki tarah"
She takes a deep breath feeling his hands wrapped around on her waist and his body so close to her
Vo... vo tum ho "MILA"
He cupped her face made her look up to him...
She looked at him shocked ...
He holds her tightly against his body. They were caught in a really deep, strong and intense eyelock... as if they don't need to utter more words... as if the words have fallen short to confess their feelings towards each other...
After some time lakshman broke the silence...
"Nahi keh saka tumse... bas yahi bhool hai meri"
"nahi keh saka ke vo tum ho jiske bina mai adhoora hoon"
"nahi keh saka ke vo tum ho jo meri aankho mein ho sapne ki tarah... meri sanson mein ho khushbu ki tarah"
He took her hand and placed it over his heart...
"ye tum ho ... keval tum"
She looked at her hand and then at him...she could feel his heart thundering under her palm,,,she glanced at him again as his gaze met hers briefly
"jisse prem kia usise vivaah kia MILA"
"MILA... bahot bahot prem karta hoon mai tumse, na toh kabhi tumhare sath chhal kia hai... na karunga... aur kabhi mrityu ki baat apne adhron pe lana bhi mat mila... mai sehen nahi kar paunga"
She looked at her with tears in he eyes... she was overwhelmed by lakshman's words for her... by his confession... everything seemed like a dream to her...(again)
She raised her hand to touch his face
" urmila... ye koi swapna nahi hai... aur na hi humare kangan jua ki vidhi ki ratri ek swapna thhi...mai aapko ye sab batane aaya thha us ratri... keh toh nahi saka kintu pratyaksh karne ka prayas kia thha maine, jab mujhe ye anubhooti hui ke aapko koi baat vichlit kar rahi hai... aapke hath mein chote aayi thhi mila kintu peeda mujhe ho rahi thhi...maine aapko sulaya aur main vahan se chala gaya... aur us ratri ke pashchat mujhe laga sab theek ho gaya... kintu"
Urmila reminicises about the night which she thought was her dream...
She swallowed hard... "maine aap.. ..." she began as he walked towards her, passion heating his eyes
He placed a finger on her lips "sshhh gyaat hai mujhe"
"mai tumse us raatri milne aaya thha mila"
"tumne koi swapna nahi dekha"
Urmila looked at him with irritating expressions, pushed him a little and start hiting him on his chest
"kyun karte hain aap aisa, jab aap chahein milne aa jatey hain, vo bhi badi ma ke mana karne ke baad, aura a hi gaye thhey to bata saktey thhey na prateh ke aap sach me aaye thhey..."
L - milaaa
U - mat kahiye mujhe mila... aapko pata hai mai kitna royi hoon
L - haan aur mai to bahot khush thha na... khushi ke mare nritya kar raha thhaaa
U - kyaaa... aap nritya kar rahe thhey...(pout)Mai itni udaas thhi aur aap toh utsav mana rahe thhey (she turned her face away)
Lakshman banged his head with his hand "kya karun mai iska"
He let out a smile and thought in his mind "yeh hai meri mila"
Urmila saw his smiling and start hiting him again "aap has rahe hain... aapko aanand aa raha hai"
L - arre urmila bas karo laga mujhe... But urmila being urmila was busy hiting him... afterall he was only and only his "SUMITRA NANDAN"
Lakshman thought something in mind
"aaah"
U - aarya ... kya hua
L - kya k... kya hua... laga mujhe... peeda ho rahi hai
U - dikhaiye kaha laga... btaiye na... kahan peeda ho rahi hai(concerned)
L - yahan (pointing towards his heart)
Urmila looked up towards the direction of his finger... and then slowly looked up into his eyes...she senses all his emotions dat were flowing through his eyes..she gets shy and tries to run away from there when lakshman grabbed her wrist and gripped it tightly pulling her towards him making her collapse to him...
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(janak nandini sita... ye tumhare jeevan ki aakhri yatra hogi...)
Edited by zubi_23 - 9 years ago
