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Kunal has to come back to take his keys and in that little moment of escape he produces his gift-- a beautiful girl all set to fly! A wonderful smile appears on Nandini's face-- with eyes full of dreams n content, she looks at it with a lot of expectation and hope. Kunal explains her she is like that girl in the statue ready to spread her wings and fly. But as he is about to leave, Nandini continues to give her side of
Clarification.
Nandini's words delve deeper and hits something inside us as she puts the fact that she wants to fly but she is alone. She talks to herself more than to Kunal and her sentences reveal how lonely and heartbroken she is. A deep ache appears in our heart as she talks about herself.
Her falling tears reveal her miserable state that she is unable to hide anymore. As the champagne works Nandini becomes more open and frank about her Pain and talks freely. There is nothing to hold her back. No one to hear except Kunal and she pours all her heart out. She says how she wants to start a new life but wishes she had the company and love of someone to hold in her heart. She wants to have that someone in her life who loves her and hoped it was not so far out of reach from her. She wants to see the sky but only a part which she could grasp from the window of her lover's abode. Nandini knows what she dreams to have could never be hers and that takes her suffering a notch higher. The grief becomes irrevocable and raw.
Kunal listens to all of it stunned. He is in shock. He never expected Nandini to reveal her thoughts and that too so explicitly. Kunal is speechless. He doesn't know what to say. All he could do is leave.
I think Kunal was uncomfortable because he knew what Nandini was saying the emotion behind it was not right.
I wonder if he understood what made her so open. Whether he had felt the urge in her voice to be soothed or cocooned. I wish he had seen those tears of sorrow in her eyes that speak of lonliness and want the love she never had.
But I guess Kunal didn't had the courage to face her at the time.
A lost and unmindful looking Kunal gets back into the car and drives home.
Rajdeep meanwhile makes a visit to Nandini and teases her in his own menacing way. It was truly fearful how he smelles her perfume and mocks her manners. A timid and scared Nandini shuts the door on him and shakes vehemently. At that moment we are sad to see the old Nandini back. :(
On the other side Mauli had something else planned, unaware of everything she is all set to start a family and for that she made arrangements. As Kunal steps inside he is surprised.
Mauli tries to charm him by her beauty and physical attribute while Kunal is flabbergasted. He had no clue how to act. He just follows Mauli. But at that moment instead of his wife the image takes shape of the woman he has been constantly thinking. None other than Nandini stands before him and shocked Kunal in wanting to keep distance roughly pushes Mauli away.
In all this what is most pronounced is Kunal's thoughts. He is not himself. He doesn't know what he is doing. Irritated with himself and his own feelings Kunal has hit the edge. And that shows in his actions towards Mauli. But most astonishing thing is if it had been truly Nandini most probably he wouldn't have pushed her away. But in his thoughts he is adamant to bar Nandini's image from popping up.
What is pathetic is -- his mind wants to wipe out Nandini but his heart disobeys. And in all this he is becoming a mess.
The moment he realise his mistake Kunal apologises to Mauli and at the same time says that she shouldn't have done all that because it won't make any difference to him. In his words Kunal half exposes the truth which obviously Mauli fails to understand. He further states that people change. He behaves straightcut and moves out of the room.
The next moment Kunal changes and rebukes himself and asks how he could do all this to Mauli. How he could punish her ? He must and should control his feelings which Kunal has been repeating again n again now but failing miserably to follow!
Mauli's pain is so transparent and vivid. She tried her best to make things work but in the end it all bounced back in an ugly manner. She could have hardly imagined that could ever happen. But the kind woman that she is Mauli comes to the conclusion that it is because she had barely given time to Kunal and now she should be the one to make things right again. How understanding of her. She is trying to be so co-operative. I just pray her heart doesn't hurt. She must stay away from the truth otherwise it will crush her badly.
We then see both sides where on one hand Nandini makes up her mind to call Kunal n talk to him about Rajdeep but cancels it deciding it's best she handles her problems on her own. In the other hand we get a similar picture of Kunal who tries to contact Nandini after his confrontation with Mauli but hesitates and in the end thinks it's best not to.
It is ironical how the two feel troubled by eachother's thought yet only finds the solution of matters at hand in eachother and tries to connect one another .
But it is a proud moment that Nandini is taking matters in her own hand rather than relying on others.
The next morning Kunal makes up his mind to leave for the conference. In reality he decides to stay away from Mauli for the time being so he could hurt no one and also sort out his confused feelings.
A right decision.
Deeply troubled and in turmoil Kunal actually is in two minds. Sometimes he is desperate in his thoughts and sometimes he shuts them up. Like he rightly said he is totally and utterly confused.
The Cvs are making him one hell of an unbalanced soul.
Kunal's emotions are complicated. Sometimes we think we know him but other times we don't. He longs for Nandini, Stares at her with deep emotion yet when it comes to choose her he backs away. We know because he is married it's inevitable, but then we could ask why must he hurt Nandini by expressing his feelings to her? It's best if he did not convey them at all. Best for Nandini and for him.
Now to calm herself Mauli goes to Nandini's home. Nandini doesn't hide her astonishment when she hears about Kunal leaving. But she doesn't guess anything more.
When Mauli goes on to share her love affair with Kunal, for the first time Nandini avoids listening to the topic. It is slowly becoming unbearable for Nandini to hear about their love life as Kunal is gaining more importance to her.
Mauli rings Kunal and in videochat Kunal professes his LOVE. But again it's a question whether it was meant for Nandini or Mauli alone??! We still don't have an idea about that. It is not very clear to us. At least to me.
Busy Mauli leaves and Nandini is torn and deeply affected.
Today's epi heavily deals with emotions.
Tonight Everyone was spot on in their characters be it Shakti, DD, Aditi or Abhinav. đ
Precap looks full of suspense. Why is Kunal there? And why does he look so anxious? Akhir majra Kia hey?!!
Well we have to wait to know.
Please do share your thoughts on tonight's episode. I'm waiting to hear from you. đ
And even if I can't reply immediately please know that I read all of your comments. And although i try my best But because of my job pressure I fail to reply at times.
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