ROSID FF: Love is Crazy Completed FF - Page 20

Sid understood she is upset.

But the reason was not clear to him.

Sid went near her and lay down beside her.

SId: ROli... What happend?

ROli: Nothing.

Sid: I can see your face is upset.

ROli: What bothers you?

Sid: You bother me. Now tell me.

Roli: It is nothing.

Sid: My queen upset for nothing. How it is possible?

Roli: I am not your queen.

Sid: Who said? You are my one & only queen.

Roli: Only by words i am your queen. But

Sid: But..

ROli: I dont have any place in your thoughts.

Sid: What are you talking ROli? You are in my heart & mind always.

Roli: If that is so, you might have not done this to me

ROli started crying.

Sid: Oh GOd! Tell me what I did. Then only i can understand

Roli: Now you started avoiding me

Sid: Avoiding you? When?

Roli: In the hall. You told me to take food separate. When I ate food without you since our marriage?

Sid: Oh! That is your concern. Actually you know how long we did dancing. So I was feeling tired and taking long breathe. How can I have food in that condition? THats why I told you to take.

ROli: But you too can tell me to wait for you right.

Sid: But ROli, I thought we were already getting late. So why should you wait hungry. I just thought good for you. Is this your concern tell me?

Roli: Not only that.

ROli was crying more.

Sid: Roli.. How can I understand if you dont tell me what is your problem?

Roli: It might have been good if you married my sister instead of me like how it was fixed.

SId: What do you mean?

ROli: She is more matching pair for you.

SId: Why you feel like that?

Roli: She is equally qualified, educated, talented. How beautifully she was dancing with you, when I am unable to even come to stage with you.

Sid got angry on her words and got up from the bed.

Sid: Roli I did not expect this from you. What are you talking all these rubbish? She is would be wife of my brother? How can you even imagine like that? She is my bhabhi. That is why i am calling her bhabhi even though she is younger to me so that you wont feel odd. Can you understand? Above all if i was interested on her, i might have not told to kidnap her. She was already fixed to me & I might have married her just like that. But already i told you that I got love in my heart for you. That too after I know completely about you. Then how come you get such thoughts in your mind.

Sid shouted at Roli like anything.

She went speechless and shocked.

She realised that she has mistaken. Also she remembered that day ROli told the same words that he only loves her.

In the meantime, Sid went near Window and starring outside to come out of his anger.

ROli with fear walk towards him.

Roli went near him and got afraid to talk to him.

She got no guts to face him or tell anything.

She went behind him.

She forward her hands slowly to back hug Sid.

Sid was surprised.

Roli: I am sorry. I am very sorry.

She started crying.

Roli: I never intent to hurt you. But I felt that i am not knowing anything and not able to match your expectation. As you told me to have food leaving you, I thought you are unhappy with me as I was unable to dance with you. In that frustration only, i told that. Please forgive me. I am sorry.

Sid felt pity on her.

Sid was thinking, oh siddhant! already she is reserved in nature. She always feel guilt, awkward. Above that why you behave with her like that and shout at her.

He was feeling bad about his own behaviour with her.

Sid; ROli, you be sure that you are my queen always. You may know something to do or may not. I am least bothered. Ok.

Roli: Ok. But Please dont shout at me. I am afraid. Please...

Sid realised how much she got afraid on his shouting.

Sid turned towards her and pulled her more closer and hug her tightly.

SId: I am sorry. I hurt you. I will not shout at you in future.

Roli: You were right shouting at me when i hurt you that much. I am sorry.

Sid hold her face & wipe of her tears.

Sid kissed on her eyes, then forehead, then cheeks, then nose, then chin.

SId moved towards her lips.

After few minutes...

SId: ROli, I love you..

ROli: Siddhantji, I love you too.

Sid: ROli, This love is not in words alone. It is from my heart and please remember that always.

ROli; I am very sorry..

Sid: Sorry will not be accepted by words.

Roli understood what he said & blushed

Roli moved towards his lips...

He was not found anywhere.

She went to every corner of the house, but no use. He was missing.

ROli was thinking, Siddhant where are you. How come you go leaving me like this?

Tears filled her eyes.

Roli was thinking, I searched at each & every place. But not finding him anywhere. Where he should be?

Finally a spark hit her mind.

Roli rushed towards the terrace.

Her feet was not even placed in the stairs. She just ran towards the terrace.

Yes. Finally. She got her love in the terrace.

He was looking at the sky standing near the terrace wall.

Roli felt relaxed.

She is yet to get her breathe normal which increased because of running to the terrace.

Her heart beat was increased.

ROli went near her Sid.

She hold his hands and lean on his shoulders.

ROli: Siddhant, i was searching for you all over the house you know.

SId: But why you need to search for me?

Roli: What sort of question is this? Who will search for you then?

Sid: NO one will search for me.

ROli: What are you telling? I dont know about others. But I only search for you.

SId; I dont think so.

Roli: Why are you talking like this? What happend to you?

Sid; Nothing. I realised the truth.

Roli: Realised the truth!!! which truth?

Sid: the truth that i am least wanted by anyone.

Roli: tell this looking at me.

Sid: No I dont want to look at anyone.

Roli: Siddhant, are you angry with me?

SId: Who i am to you to get angry on you?

ROli: who you are to me? do you remember with whom you are talking to?

Sid: Yes I do. To the one who i mistaken.

ROli: Mistaken!! What is mistaken? Can you please tell me what is bothering you?

Sid: What can bother me after all i am nothing to anyone?

ROli: Please dont kill me by your words. I cant tolerate. Tell me what happend.

The tears came out of ROli's eyes.

Sid: I too cant tolerate all these. I am planning to go again.

SId tried to move from there while ROli hold his hands.

Roli: What you cant tolerate & Where are you planning to go?

Sid: No need for me to tell you. When you have least concern about me

Roli: Least concern about you. why are you talking like this? In this world if i have any concern that is on you.

SId: It does not reflect in your actions.

Roli: Tell me what i did which is making you to talk all these with your Roli.

Sid: I too was thinking you as my Roli. But today I understood this Roli does not belong to this Siddhant.

Roli: What are you trying to say? Tell me frankly.

Sid: I understood today that he is your matching pair & he is your happiness.

ROli: WHo?

Sid: With whom you forgot the world for hours together

Roli: forgot the world with someone!!! Whatever it is please tell me directly. I cant bear this anymore.

Sid: What can i tell you directly? You want to tell you that you are more happy with my brother than me.

Roli was shocked.

She left the hold from Sid's hands and started walking backwards till she hit the terrace wall.

She sat on that corner speechless.

Now ROli realised what was disturbing him.

Sid was continuing now.

Sid: I never imagined just because I dont know to dance, you will search happiness with him. How much you were happy dancing with him. You told me to eat separate and had dinner also with him. Just an evening changed you completely which i never expect.

ROli: Will you please stop it.

Sid stopped by her shout.

ROli got up and hold his collar of the shirt.

ROli: What are you thinking in your mind? How dare you can get such thoughts on you? What you said i am finding happiness with him. He is husband of my didi. he is my jiju. You know the meaning of that relationship. Yes I did dancing with him. It was in public. In front of you too. If I wanted to enjoy dancing with him, i might have danced in his room privately. Yes I told you to eat because i felt you will be hungry. I know you wont bear being hungry. I had dinner with him because all other already had dinner before us. If you have that much in your mind, why dont you wait till i come to eat. I am not the one who changed in the evening, you are the one who changed over all in evening. I too never expect this from you.

Sid: ROli...

Roli: DOnt even tell my name. This much faith alone you have on me. Just remember the moments we spent together since we started loving each other. Do you feel like i will do something like that leaving your hands. Am i seems to be seeking happiness outside you. You have broken my heart.

Roli with tear filled eyes ran from the terrace...

Sid was shocked.