Sid was completely shocked. Siddhant ran behind Roli and holds her hands.
Sid: Roli listen to me.
Roli removed her hands from Sid hold.
Roli: I don't want to listen anything and Don't dare to touch me again.
Sid: Please Roli, Don't leave me.
Sujatha and Mataji too came near Roli.
Sujatha: Roli. Now everything is sorted out. Please forget everything as a bad dream and start a new life with Siddhant by marrying him.
Roli: I am also planning to start a fresh life by forgetting everything including my love.
Everyone shocked to hear her reply.
Sid: Roli.. What are you talking? Will you be able to forget everything, every moment between us.
Roli: I agree it is hard. But time will change everything.
Sid: Roli.. What about our love?
Roli: What love are you talking about Siddhantji? The love between us.
Roli gave weird smile and continued.
Roli: It is already dead. Now we are no more lovers.
Sid: Roli!!!! No.. Please don't talk like this. I agree I have hurted you a lot. Give me whatever punishment you want for my mistake. But please don't leave me or talk like this.
Roli: Who am I to punish you?
Siddhant: Who you are? Don't you know who you are to me? Don't you know that you are my breathe, you are my life, you are my everything, you are my love Roli. Please don't leave me. I can't live without you and without our love.
Roli: I have already told you Siddhantji. For me our love is dead. You too forget it.
Siddhant: Roli. Please. How are you able to talk like this? I can't forget our love.
Roli: Why Siddhantji? Why can't you forget it? When you thought that by hurting me I can forget our love, why can't you do that? I will also hurt you a lot so that you will forget our love.
Siddhant: Roli!! I am sorry. I know Sorry is a simple word which will not be enough for what I did. But please forgive me. I can't able to forget you or live without you and our love.
Roli: You can't able to forget our love. Yes, you are right. You will not be able to do this. Because you have feelings, you have heart but I don't have anything. Am I right? I have to go away when you don't want and come back when you want. After all I am just a living robot who obeys your command.
Siddhant: Roli! I didn't say like that.
Roli: You never said that Siddhantji but you meant it in your every action.
Siddhant: Roli!! You have mistaken
Roli: No Siddhantji. There is no misunderstanding. In fact I understood it correctly. All you wanted to make me hate you so that I will move on with somebody in future.
Siddhant nodded.
Roli: So you thought If you hurt me I will forget you. That means either you considered my love is that cheap or I don't have no heart or feelings on my own.
Siddhant: Roli. No it is not like that.
Roli: Oh. Then if it is not like that then you might have thought that I am girl who loves guys for time pass.
Sid: No Roli!! You are taking it wrong.
Roli: Yes. You are right. I am wrong in everything. I thought you will be with me forever no matter what happens. I have believed that you will never hide anything from me. I have trust that you have understood me totally and no one in the world can understand me that much. But I am wrong. You proved me wrong. Being wrong is okay.
Sid don't know what to say.
Roli: If you have hurted me physically I might have tolerated but no. You have insulted my love. You have insulted my pure feelings for you.
Roli can't able to control herself. Tears flowed down from her eyes.
Roli: I loved you with my soul. I wanted to be with you in your every happy and sad moments. I wished that even death should not separate us. I wanted to live with you and die with you. But you. You are so selfish. You wanted to prove yourself mahaan by sacrificing your love.
Sid felt ashamed and saw the ground.
Roli: But by your deed you killed my love. Not only my love you killed me. You made me a lifeless soul. Now I am just a breathing but other than that my feelings are dead
Tears running down from Siddhant eyes.
Sid: Roli. Please don't... He can't able to talk. He felt a lump in his throat.
Roli took a deep breathe.
Roli: Please I request you. Don't ever come back to my life. Leave me. I don't want to continue the relationship with you who thought cheap about my feelings.
Roli left from there. After few steps she turned and saw Siddhant. He was pleading her with his teary eyes not to go.
Roli: Good Bye.
Roli left from there swiftly. Siddhant completely broke down and cried holding his mother. Sujatha and Mataji tried to console him. They went to Bharadwaj house. Sid went directly to his room and fell on his bed crying. Sujatha entered Sid's room and sat beside him. She caressed sid's head softly. Sid placed his head in Sujatha's lap and cried hard.
Sujatha: Siddhant. Please Don't cry.
She lifted his head and wiped his tears.
Sujatha: Siddhant. Will you be able to live without Roli?
Siddhant nodded no with tear filled eyes.
Sujatha: Then instead of crying think how to convince Roli?
Siddhant: Maa.. I have hurted her a lot. Whatever she spoke today is absolutely right. I did very big mistake. I don't think she will forgive me easily.
Sujatha: Siddhant. She will forgive you. I am sure about it. Whatever she spoke today is out of pain that she faced because of you. But her love is lying deep in her right. You know when people get hurt a lot?
Siddhant looked into Sujatha face
Sujatha: When they love more. She loves you more. She will definitely forgive you but it takes some time. All you have to do is heal her pains with your love.
Siddhant thought and nodded for approval.
Sujatha: Now as a good boy wipe off your tears and think about how to get back Roli in your life.
Siddhant got some clarity. He wiped his tears and determined to get his love back.
Udne Ki Aasha
Kumkum Bhagya
Arjun
