Part 62
Roli was omitting the next day morning.
Sid tried to help her. But she did not accept his help.
Sid forward his hands towards her, but she moved away from him.
Roli was not coming out of the room.
Sid took the food to the room and made her eat.
Roli's eyes were filled with tears always.
Sid was thinking, ROli why are you punishing yourself like this. I accepted your wish & also facing the consequences myself. When you will realise all these. Leave me, I can tolerate whatever you do. But what happens your health & baby's health if you continue like this. I wish you come out of this soon.
Sid too stopped talking to her or touching her as he do not want to get her more upset.
Sid was waiting for herself to realise what has happend in some or the other way.
The days were passing.
ROSID went to doctor for next month scan & check up.
Doctor check Roli.
Doctor: The baby is normal in growth. But she seems to be too weak. She need to take good food & rest. Her face is swollen. I dont know why.
Sid: Ok Doctor. I will take care of her.
ROSID returned home.
Roli was as usual in their room.
Sid: ROli, did you hear what doctor said? Why are you spoiling your own health? If you think I committed mistake, then punish me. Tell me what should I do. But dont be like this. I cant see you in pain.
No reply.
Sid: ROli, I know you are not even interested to talk to me. But I only request you to think well whether your Sid can do something bad to you. If something has happend, wont there be any reason behind. What happend to our love? We were same in our thoughts & actions. But now this much misunderstanding between us. I only request you to think well.
Sid left the room.
Roli eventhough does not reply to Sid anything. She got some spark on her mind.
Roli started thinking whether Sid is such a person who do something like that which can hurt her.
Roli went into deep thinking.
Roli got wavering thoughts on what might have happend.
Roli washed her face & got ready.
Sid return to their room and was happy to see ROli with some clarity on her face after long time.
Roli: Siddhantji, will you take me to mandir.
Sid: Sure Roli. I am eager to do that.
Sid took ROli to mandir.
Rosid prayed to God to show the way to get out of the pain they are facing.
ROSID received prasad from Pandit.
ROSID felt little relieved from the pain.
ROli started thinking when he loves me so much, he should not have done anything wrong. There should be some reason behind it. I need to find it soon.
On that day night, ROSID were on the bed with some gap which is their usual after ROli's pregnancy is revealed. Sid always face ROli & sleep starring at her while Roli turn against him & sleep.
But that day, Roli faced towards Sid. ROSID were starring at each other & both their eyes were filled with tears.
Roli was unable to bear any more and moved towards Sid.
ROli kept his face on SId's shoulder and hug Sid.
ROli: you are right. You wont harm me in any kind. If you did something, there should be some reason. I did not understand you & hurt you all these days. I am sorry.
Sid: ROli. No need to say sorry. I am happy that you started understanding, i did not do any harm to you.
ROli: SIddhantji, please tell me what is the actual reason
Sid: Roli. Dont put pressure on your mind. Relax yourself. The clarity which you got now it enough for you to come out of your frustration.
Roli tried to talk something while sid hold her from talking keeping his fingers on her lips.
Roli smiled after a long time and slept on his shoulders.
Sid was also feeling relaxed that Roli is coming out of the tension now...
Edited by banuprasa - 10 years ago