Hi Guys! 😃 Before I go on to my post, I think it would make sense for me to introduce myself seeing as I'm new to this forum. My name is Urvi, and I started watching SGP 2 weeks ago. I got so addicted, I couldn't control myself from going back and watching all the episodes. 😳 I'm still a little behind, but I've watched enough to become crazy about *SuShaan*. 😍 I'm really looking forward to being more active on this forum, seeing SuShaan's love story grow and making lots of friends here! 🤗
I remember on Thursday when Ishaan and Suhana had that damn adorable scene, somebody made a post about Ishaan and then it became a fully fledged discussion on Ishaan and Suhana's current relationship status 😆. After watching today's episode, I can say that some of the things posed on that forum have been proved true.
Ishaan, like any other human being in love has his insecurities and naturally wants Suhana to love him back. Till date, we have never seen this side of him. He's just been a simple selfless guy, and to be frank, just what we'd expect knowing what his character is like.
But still, I always wanted a scene like today's, where Ishaan talks about his feelings, and what is going on deep inside his heart, because till date, he has loved Suhana without any expectations or hopes, which only Ishaan Kashyap could do. 😵 But I'm sure we all knew that inside, it hurt him like hell to know that his love is one-sided, but we never even heard the slightest sound of his heart breaking, because of his amazingly gentle character. Today, watching that scene almost had me in tears. 🥺
His dialogues, his expressions, his tone of voice, everything, just made it so so so much more heartbreaking. Being alone, he couldn't control himself and let out his feelings, and to be honest, they were so pure and so true that it got my eyes wet. It all seemed so from the heart, and it was so ............. I don't even have words.
And the BG music didn't help either. 😕
But what was amazing, was that even when his mum came in, all he cared about was making sure that she doesn't find out what the relationship is really like behind closed doors. 😔 It mattered more to him that the family still believed that they were living a love-filled relationship and were happy together than the fact that he loves someone who doesn't love him back (YET! 😛😉) and that he doesn't even have a shoulder to cry on. 🤢 I mean, I'd lend mine any day, but of course, I'm on the other side of the world. 😆
I fall in love with Ishaan so much more and more by each episode, and today, I can't even tell you how much my respect for the guy has grown. 😊 And the worst part was "suno, kisiko bhi yeh mat batana, ki Suhana Ishaan ko miss nahi karti." 🤢 This was too sad. Just too sad. As much as I'm really looking forward to seeing love blossom between Suhana and Ishaan, I still feel that these scenes will always remain the most beautiful, and I will always love them slightly more than what we will be seeing soon enough. 😳
I'm really sorry that the first topic I started is so long and such a bore, but I had to post it. 😕
Please do post your comments, looking forward to reading them. 😊
Love, Urvi xx
Anupamaa
