So what did i find...here it is
Kumud as she declared ...is all in love with Saras ...she claimed that she loved him even when he broke his heart...she is not jealous ...she has platonic love for him ...she fought with society ...she crossed all lines with him ...submitted her self to him by mind body and soul...promised to be with him forever ...🤗...Saras did all this same 👏
But But But
Saras broke, he lost himself by the hands of his past sorrows...his step mother and Father mutilated his self confidence...mother whom he loved and always looked for was called weak and coward ...and so Saras oh my poor baby Saras thought he does not deserve any happiness...he is a weak and coward son of a weakling mother who gave herself to darkness and so now he too was destined to the gloomy future...
And And AND
He decided he will not drag the person he loves most into the darkness he belongs...he cannot drag his love into a nameless life of a wanderer he was planning to live ...And he said so to Kumud...now tell me where was he wrong ...which man ever wants his wife to live on roads with him ...which man wants his wife to live with a passimist mentally sick man like himself all doomed to cry and weep...His own parents reaffirmed that he is a stigma and a weak man ...
So So So ...
He told it all to Kumud his beloved ,his sangini his radha his sita ...and what did his radha, his sita his jeevan saathi do
Begged to come back ...ok he said no ...so she burst into crying and crying and crying...so much she cried that now we have a danger may be my Germany will be flooded too😕
Now the theme of my topic ...what would i do if i were Kumud a village girl who crossed and challenged limits to support her love
Well I as Kumud would have had begged too ...still when he said no ...i would cry too...
But But But
I would realise at instant while i cry that my love, my Krishna , my Ram , my jeevan saathi needs help ...he needs his kumud by his side...he needs his all so promised sangini by his side (she promised too remeber !!!)...he is broken...he is imbalanced...he is facing bad time...why coz i would remember the pain in his voice...i would remeber that my love said that he has become a zinda laash...how could the man me Kumud Sundari loves be so distraught ...the man whom i tuoght to live life suddenly decide to be a dead man...why my saras why !!!...no dearest your kumud is coming ...marriage can wait dear ...right now u need me to be on ur side ...i would have had run head over heels to get him(would ask my laxman jaisa devar Danny to buy me a sport shoe )...i would run down and say baapu ...save my saras he is broken...he fought with his papa and baapu he sounded so gloomy so depressed ...badi maa is there a way to reach him ...pls help my saras ...
and then sure my family would say ...our saras dikra is in pain...dugba would cry ...that Gumaan needs to die ...
If this would have happened then only i would have said Kumud really loved Saras diffrently , her love was platonic and that Desai family cared for Saras
But But But
Nothing of my version happened ...and whatever happened is very very common ...the Desai family cared more for there daughter and their izzat and not saras whom they claimed to be their Saraswati's son...and kumud is so much like other girls...who fall for men charms ...give themselves and start pining on them...and if he says no ...cry like Indian Monsoon and then egive in to their family wishes and find their family God and the man a Demon ...coz the man they loved left them.
Saras never left Kumud he just did not want to drag her into his darkness ...a very truthful attempt to save his beloved... He had never cared for society and so did kumud (when she decided to do pms )and that showed in his actions and decision but then he did realise society does exist and it will kill his Kumud without him just the way his mother was killed without his father .
So my question what would u do if u were Kumud, same as me or same as cvs Kumud or something more individual
Do Reply !!!!