Taqdeer ka khel.angini.update part 50.1&2pg 73 - Page 24

@krithika..thank you so much for your awesome comments everytime...🤗

as usual it's wonderful... it's an emotional part...😭 😭 feeling bad for angini...i cant stop my tears rolling down from my eyes... didn't expect such twist on angini's life... and it's shows how mush anmol love's his wife❤️... continue it soon... just wanted to read this part again... but don't have mush strength to read it again😭

awsome part saveeta, luv the twists & turns you put in. it is like watching a serial. i tune in every day to see what is new. thanks

@zee..thanks for comment..😊

sveeta aww so sad poor anmol ..i can understand ragini's pain but he is a sweet heart always there for her.hope she understands his reasons..life is a test and its hard sometimes ...

@ Saveeta ..

Wow I was so engrossed in reading your update.. You make it like a serial ..As I read i feel i am watching it on television
So much drama and everything going in good pace
Anmol a little preoccupied,... Feeling a little down after Aadita teasing them that she wants a gift from them a bundle of joy !😳

Ragini is excited she does want to be a mom and she is looking forward to it..

so there has been somthing which has happened with her,. Gosh I hope its no too drastic and things change with time

Anmol upset and Ragini angery so now there will be some things which will keep them apart 😭

Please contnue soon !!👏

Excellent part saveeta..
The emotional roller coaster of ride was indeed shown so well

Ragini wishing to get pregnant for Anmol's child Aww Saveeta so sweet I so wanted to see Jr Anmol.. natkat bachha or must say ziddi bachha like him..

Alias now somthing wrong here and she is devistated ... Anmol knows something and the doctors have told her something ...

I hope things will be fine .. They love each other immensily I just hope this phase gets over

Please continue soon !!👏👏👏

@anizor..sami..bhondu..shanti..thanks for comments...

Chapter 21..

Sareen mansion..

Aadita….Knocking at anmol's bedroom door..anmol…

Hearing her M-I-L voice ragini quickly got in the bathroom...yes mama..

Aadita..Has ragini not yet come home?...its late…

Anmol..Though going to an extremely emotional moment ,he controlled his anguish and replied to his mom..no mama she just returned taking shower…

Aadita…Fine she must be tired..you both don't forget to take your dinner and goodnight son…

Closing the door and the atmosphere in the room was full of tension..ragini came out and anmol goes close to her..she again avoided him and not let him touch her…he looked at ragini who has her back turned to him..it was so hurtful to watch her in so much pain and not talking to him… its time ,I reveal everything to ragini why I did so…

Flashback of that day….

Ragini in a terrible accident..his convo with the doctor.mr sareen as she is going to be your wife you should know about it all..she is hit with force and internal injuries –bleeding are there … we have to do an emergency surgery ….may be can cause damage to her reproductive organs... damage of her F.tubes can undermine her chances to conceive in future.. so its up to you..anmol did not think twice and ask them to go ahead.her life was more precious to her..

Anmol…Ragini sweetheart we must talk about this..i wanted to tell you about but..he could not complete his sentence…

Ragini turned and tears rolling down her cheeks…one yr together anmol and you hid this with me.you promised me ,we will share everything nothing to hide between us..so why this ?.today I had to hear this terrible fact about me from the doctor…

Hearing doctor anmol moved close to her but once more ragini stepped back…ragini are you not feeling well.why you went to see a doctor?..please tell me ,you do know I get worried …

Ragini….Haan doctor ke paas gayee thi.i wanted to do a check up as I thought I was pregnant and will give you a good news coming home..wat a fool I was right anmol to think such thing as I cant conceive a child..i will never be pregnant and a mother because of that accident… my F.tubes and she choked on the word not being able to say it, crying all her heart pain out….

Anmol could not take it anymore.ragini all I did at that moment was for you,to save you…I love you very much and I could not bear to lose you..your life was more precious for me my love…you had …..

Wat he heard next shocked him..kaash aap mujhe ..i would have been more happy if you had let me die..waise I had a useless life and today too I feel same,I feel incomplete as I cant even give birth to a child..anmol could not utter a word and just looked at ragini all teary eyed…she turned and went to her side of bed and picked up her pillows…not looking at anmol she turned to go..

Anmol….Where are going ragini?...

I will sleep on the sofa..i need to be alone and moved to go ..it totally hurt anmol but he knew ragini's mind is really disturbed.he finally said let it you sleep on the bed, I will take the sofa…without replying to anmol ,she got on her side of bed and switched off the nightlamp..

The room fell suddenly silent and anmol in tears as he knows this storm may affect their relationship..ragini has already closed herself in a nutshell …he moved to his side of the bed and so lovingly looked at ragini ..in his thoughts ,ragini meri taraf dekho I want to take you in my arms and to comfort you…he stood there for a few minutes and finally took his pillows to sleep on the sofa…once he is gone, ragini tears fell from her eyes …it was a very restless night for both..its the first time they are so far from each other..at the end anmol opened the door to the balcony and sat on the swing .memories of his cute moments with ragini keep flashing before him ,thus ended making him more emotional and he cried all his pain loud..ragini at the door looking at him took a step to go by his side but backstep and she too crying in the room…

Next morning…

Waking up, the room was so silent and he had a heavy heart..he missed ragini's presence by his side and in their room..after his shower again he missed ragini as she always kept his clothes ready for him..after their wedding this is the first time, she has not done it…few mins later, coming down his eyes searched for ragini..she was doing her usual tasks in the morning.the twins breakfast…it was her priority taking care of them before they go for sch.anmol stood at the bottom of the staircase looking at her..

Aadita..Anmol why you standing there come have breakfast…

How he wished ragini will turn to look at him but in vain…coming close to the breakfast table saying good morning to his mom..ragini still avoiding him…just then, the twins already done with their breakfast ran and hugged anmol with a good morning papa.. he saw ragini all teary eyed looking at them..he felt her pain and knew wat's going on in her mind and heart..she ran from there…days passed by ,things got more worse as ragini completely ignored his presence..not one word with him..it was difficult for him to concentrate in his bussiness same for ragini asked the personals in charge to look after the foundations …..she did everything for the family except him..at night in same room but the distance grown much more..both in same state of mind missing each other and it was only their tears and loneliness..…

The malik house…

Preparation of pallavi's engagement to ansh going on..In a week time and so much are there to be done..though not in the mood ,ragini did her best to be part of pallavi's happy moment…she went with her for shopping but her mind still cant get rid of her convo with the doc and her not conceiving..one day going to her M-I-L room as the door was slightly opened ,she heard anmol-aadita conversation..aadita motherly instinct already got it something wrong between anmol-ragini..

Aadita's room..

Anmol…Mama why you called me is there something important…

Aadita..Yes ..is something wrong between you two?..please don't lie to me anmol …you are my son and i know you..so wat's the truth?..

Anmol was silent unable to say anything..how to say all this to his mom.finally it has to be done and he related all to her…I'm sorry mama in tears, I wont be able to give you your gift…sorry I hid all this to you and with his tears ,all his pain he was going through was visible on his face..…

Ragini could not bear it ran upstairs…this was destroying her completely..how she was happy to give anmol such a precious gift…her tears non stopping, she felt angry with herself…ragini..yeh sab meri vajaaha se hua hein.i trusted a cheap guy like rahul and today I destroyed my happiness with my own foolishness..wiping her tears, i have to do something so as anmol and family get their happiness..…

Back to aadita's room..

She came forward and hugged anmol..consoling him with her motherly love..dont cry anmol .. you kept all this to yourself.now both of you suffering..i'm so proud of you my son…you love her unconditionally..she is everything for you and from the day ragini entered your life, I have seen you happy always. No this cant take away your happiness nor hers..i will talk with her..

Anmol…Abhi nahi mama..she is really disturbed by all this even not talking to me…woh mujh se bahut naraaz hein mama..my only fault I hid this fact with her as I cant see her in pain..i can do anything for ragini but hurting her its impossible for me to do so.thats why I did not tell her anything..she is in deep sorrow mama and I do feel the anxiety in her heart… I really don't know wat to do as I miss her so much .being in same house we are not close.its so painful..i want to bring her smile back..i love her too much..in tears ,he hugged his mom..she is by my side its enough for me…I have muskan-misal..they are already mine…ragini I wont be able to live without her…

Aadita….I know how much you love her...she loves you same anmol but I understand ,she is going through such a trauma..i promise I will make everything fine for you both wiping his tears...now go to your room..she needs you same as you need her.. aadita who has kept her emotions hidden from anmol while giving him her support,once he is gone her tears came rolling down her cheeks…you are truly anmol my son..i promise I will bring back your smile and ragini back to you…

AR bedroom..

It was dim light when anmol entered the room..ragini was at the window letting the cool breeze on her face..anmol just adored her from a distance and with a feeling of nostalgia …thinking to himself, when this distance will be no more between us ragini.i cant bear it now…lost In her thoughts ,when suddenly she heard anmol loud cry..he has absentmindly shut the closet door on his left hand…he was in pain..ragini without second thought rushed to him and took his hand in hers..anmol perplexed by her reaction and instantly he felt all his pain over..after 3 weeks ,he felt ragini's touch and so close to him.he kept gazing at her when she too sensed their closeness..she turned to go but anmol grabbed her arm and spun her towards him..his gaze to her and he held contact with her eyes for a moment….making her want to fall in the depth of his eyes and to forget everything..his whisper was soft ,his hand in her hair and he buried his head in the curve of her neck..close to her ears,ragini I missed you baby…forget that incident..i'm always there for you..i don't mind at all if we don't have our own child.you are by my side and your love is enough for me to live my whole life..i love you too much my sweetheart..he cupped her face staring down at her,his grip so tight it was almost as desperate as she felt..she could feel his heart beating and anmol soft kisses on her forehead.eyes.cheeks.. lips and she was completely lost in his arms..Baby I need you in my life .i cant live without you and I know its same for you hugging her tightly..Ragini so comfortable In his arms just whisper ..yes I cant live…..

Suddenly it clicked to ragini of wat's happening..the convo of anmol-aadita back on her mind and she break their embrace instantly..she took a few steps back,her vision blurred by the tears streaming down her face..anmol felt the void in his arms and whispering her name ragini…

Ragini…Taking courage ,looking at anmol I have taken a decision..this cant go on like this..i have found a solution for all this..for my selfishness and a wrong doing of the past ,I cant destroy this family happiness and make you all suffer...Maaji has expectation from you to give her a grandchild and as a son, I think you should fulfill her wish..controlling her tears which already welled up In her eyes…I want you to ..avoiding his gaze..aap doosri shaadi….

Anmol….A bit loud.dont ragini..dont say it nor even think about it..you listen to me, I married you for life ..maar jaounga but I wont do so.taking his car keys, he went out of the room..

Ragini shocked by anmol's reaction as it's the first time he has seen him so angry ..the screech of the tyres and she rushed to the balcony ..wat she saw anmol nearly crashing with the main gate..her heart beat growing faster getting flashback of anmol's words ..maar jaounga.i prefer to die…this shook her to the core.

Its understandable ragini's trauma she is going through..she so wanted to give anmol such a precious gift..its destiny again playing a game with her life..anmol love for her is too genuine and loves her unconditionally.this is affecting their relationship though both have a longing to be with each other..

Ragini's drastic decision ..will this break their relationship?...wat will happen to anmol as he left in anger?..

Will update soon ..keep reading…

Awesome part saveeta. You have really described their emotions well cont soon