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Gopi suddenly felt her Ahemji kiss her. She was stunned for few seconds before the reality set in. She realised her husband, her Ahemji had actually kissed her. She did not know if it was really true or it was one of her dreams she had of him being close to her. As Gopi blossomed into a women her only dream in life was get married to into a family who loved her as a family member, to feel mother's love through her MIL & above all feel the love of her husband who shared his love with her deeply & adored her. With these hopes she entered her husband's house as she married Ahem. Though she had the love of her family, a loving MIL, but due to circumstances all she felt from her husband was hatred toward her. With love & faith in her kanaji & with her MIL support she tried hard to over come the deep rejection of her husband. Though she was hurt & in deep pain, though she was disappointed beyond hope, Gopi never gave up hope that one day her relationship with her husband will also be filled with love for eternity !!!
As time passed, Gopi saw her husband change, she saw him stand by her when the whole world , even her maaji was against her. She saw him supporting her in her dream, being there for her, teaching her, worried about her, nuturing her back to health, making space for her in his life. She saw her opinion mattered to him, he looked for her support, her choices mattered to him, she saw him happily give himself to her to take care of everything related to him. She saw his care & concern for her & finally his love. During Holi she saw his claim her love & share his love with her. That day she finally felt accepted by him & their relationship & it bought immense joy & hope to her, she dreamt of a love filled future with him. But the moment she realised he did not remember what happened during Holi , it broke all her hopes & dreams. Today when she realised her Ahemji had kissed her, she did not believe what she felt, she turned around to look at him to see if this was really happening. As Gopi turned around to see him, she saw him looking at her with a smile on his face & eyes filled with love just for her. She saw him looking at her with pleasure the kiss had bought him. He held her captive in his love & as she felt shy under his gaze & she could no longer look into his eyes. With shyness tugging her, she turned turned away from him. The kiss he shared with her made her realise that her husband loves her & was ready to accept her & move their relationship forward in love. It bought back hopes & dreams of being his love forever & to finally feel his love.
With love tugging at his heart for his wife,his Gopi, Ahem could no longer just keep it to himself & shared his love with her in form of a kiss. As he walked to her, he knew how suprised she would feel to his sudden expression of love. As he kissed her, he saw her taking time to realise that he had actually kissed her & she turned around & look at him to ask him silently if it was true. With the deep love he felt for his wife, Ahem shared his love for her as he looked at her with all the love he felt for her, his wife. He finally took a breath as he saw her accepting his love & shyly turning away from him. He realised that as much as he loves his wife & needs her, she also loves him dearly. He realised that with the love they both feel for each other, they craved for one another & needed one another dearly !!! He finally took a breath as he realised that by listening to his heart, the risk he had taken made him realise that as much as he was ready to move their relationship to the next level, to share his love with her to tell her how much he loves her & to tell what she means to him that she also wants to share her love with him. The first word his wife spoke to him made him realise that she was feeling very shy in front of him. As she mentioned that she will get the water Jug, he teased her as he reminded her that the water jug was in the room. As she shyly ran away from their room, it made him realise that his wife loved him dearly & was ready to accept him for life & eternity forever !!! His wife's reactions to his 1st expression of love made Ahem realise that he needs to make his wife comfortable with him so that she could share her feelings of love with easily instead of shyly running away from him !!!
With happiness & pleasure tugging his heart, Ahem could not help but re-live those special moments of love when he had kissed his wife. Every waking minute were just filled by her thoughts & he just wanted hold her & feel her. He waited for her to come to their room & to him as he longed to see her & be with her. As Gopi entered their room, he realised she was also remembering those special moments shared between them & was feeling shy. Her shyness bought a smile on his face. He continued to tease her & as he waited for her to call him to take his green tea.
Gopi realised that she forgot to add sugar to his tea as he pointed out & as took back the cup from him, her fingers brushed his hands. His touch bought her happiness & shyness & in the process the tea spilled from the cup on his file. As he questioned her, she was scared & worried about his file & his reaction & could not control her tears. In the past once when Gopi tried a new hairstyle after visiting the parlour, Ahem could not look away from her beauty. In her shyness & with him lost in observing her, her nail poked him & the tea spilled on his hand. That day he told her that whatever she does to herself, she will always be a gawar. That day she felt her husband rejecting her. Today as he realised she had tears in her eyes, he realised he had raised his voice & immediately calmed her. He calmed her not to cry & she saw him more concenered about her. Today Gopi felt her husband's love even when things were not going as he had planned. She saw him being more concerned for her & trying to control the situation & his reactions to it. She saw him telling her that it was nothing & he would take care of it. She felt him share his love with her in this situation as much as he shared with her when he kissed her yesterday night. It made her realise that he does love her in any situation & even when he questions her & is angry on her, he still love her deeply !!!
Her tears made Ahem realise that his wife was worried & scared about his reaction as he had raised his voice at her. He realised the tea spilled on her hand, he was worried for her hoping she did not burn her hand. As she told him that she was fine but seeing her more worried about his file, his heart tugged him. As he saw her walking out of the room Ahem hoped she was fine & he wanted to ensure that in future she was comfortable with him in any situation !!!
When Gopi saw her Ahemji talking to the doctor, she realised that the truth was still to be shared with her maaji. It worried her that because of the current situation, her husband, her Ahemji was lieing to everyone, Anitha & her maaji building their hopes !!! She hoped that the day as promised by her Ahemji that they will share the truth with her maaji will come soon & that they need not lie to anyone further !!! Will the truth when revealed bring Gopi & Ahem closer or will it move them away from one another as both are unable to share the pain !!!
