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Happy Valentine's Day to U all !!!
Ahem was confused & troubled that Gopi had not called him yet & why she has not called him...he was lost without knowing or hearing from her !!! He could not stand not knowing where he was in their relationship...he was in a dilema weather to call her or not !!! He is at the very first step of their marriage trying to know her & build a life long relationship based on love which has filled his heart !!! Gopi on her part also did not know if he would call her because she has already left the message with her maaji...she kept hoping that he would call her & looked expectantly at her phone !!! As she walked out she saw her Ahemji sitting & drinking tea...it bought extreme happiness to her that he had come for her !!! She excitedly covered her head with her pallu to talk with him to realise that she had dreamt about him !!!
In their relation from the day her rishta has been fixed with Ahem she knew he was her companion for life & eternity !!! She lived the last one year thru bad days & good days, thru day & night ...her eyes & heart always looking & searching for him...In the past she had tried expressing her feelings to only be rejected by him...She lived from the time of her marriage to him, with the hope that one day she would be able to express her feelings to him & see him reciprocate her feelings...over the last few months she has been experiencing the way her husband has been changing & expressing his feelings in small & subtle ways, the recent one being the no. of calls he had called her & yell at her for going to her mami's house without informing him !!! She herself is new & naive to these special feelings of love & does not know how to understand his feelings ...she has always been filled with his thoughts & feelings for him...not understanding how to express those feelings to her Saathiya !!!
On the other side was Ahem at 1st step of their marriage confused on why she has not called him...One glance of her serving him his favourite tea in his favourite colour bought the peace his heart was yearning for all evening !!! As he was about to take the tea he realised that she was not there & it was his heart's desire that she was there for him !!! Ahem is confused on what his heart is experiencing ...he is unable to decide what he needs to do about it...at times he is confident & at times he is scared about his & her feelings...at times his heart tells him about her love for him & at times he is confused on how she can love him so much & if it was real !!! He knows he is at a stage in their relationship without knowing her feelings he is confused if he should express what his heart feels for her...he does not know if she also feels the same for him & if she will understand & reciprocate his feelings & become his Sathiya for life & eternity !!! Unable to calm his troubled heart, Ahem tested the waters of love with a message to her which though on face of it just said Good Night but had all his feelings put into it...not knowing if she will understand & reciprocate his feelings !!!
Looking at the message from her Ahemji bought the smile back to Gopi's face that even her Ahemji was thinking & missing her !!! This was the 1st time that he directly expressed any feelings what he felt for her...she immediately responded back to his message putting all her feelings into it so that he will also understand that she is also feeling lost & incomplete without him !!! Her response bought him the answer that he was not sure that she is also experiencing what he was & thinks about him...his gawar wife's response calmed his troubled heart & bought a smile on his face...with both expressing the first expressions of love it pulled them thru the few hours of separation giving both of them the hope that they are there for each other !!! The night though long & alone now seemed to pass away with pleasant memories of happiness & love for each other !!!
Last year when he dropped her at her peehar, he never wanted to get her back...This year Ahem put down the request to bring her back home immediately saying that he has an important meeting to be taken care off & if he gets time, he will get her in the evening !!! His mom volunteered to get her back...Did his heart not want to meet her immediately ?? Did he not want to calm his troubled heart by just one glance of her?? With him being reminded about Valentine's day the special day for lovers, will he take a step ahead to show & express his feelings in his own way to her...will he also want to know & understand her feelings?
With Gopi being questioned on what she knows about Valentine's day & about love, will Ahem be able to put her troubled heart to peace by puting forward his feelings for her or will he get stuck at work causing her to believe that she can never be loved & there is no hope for her relationship !!!
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