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Today as Ahem walked into the house he was suprised that Gopi was down...he was wondering what was she doing & she smiled sweetly at him...& as he was about to leave for his room after talking to Jigar...he could not help but look at her...It appears that the fight in himself had ceased as both his heart & mind are in tune with the person who happens to be very important in his life !!! At one point of time even if she was in the same hall he never bothered about her & got irritated with her...then over a period of time she took over him with her caring nature & now with the time spent together as she was recovering...he yearns for her...after a hard day's work a glimpse of her makes him feel at peace...
As he saw the gift which had 3 special words " I Love U" he wondered why would Gopi give something like this & then slowly he realised what Gopi wanted to tell him !!!! He could not wait & went to see her immediately...He saw her at the dining table & when he questioned her...she was scared that he would get angry with her for working when he asked her to rest & she justified to him saying she is doing very little work...it took him few seconds to understand what she was saying...then he asked her about the gift & when his mom came he did not proceed further...But since Gopi was thinking about the other gift she asked him casually...he was shocked that why she was asking about it in front of his mom especially if he liked it ...he was embarrssed & tried to tell her with his eyes that mom was there & as she did not understand he walked out in the process of confusing her with his behavior...today he realised that they are few things which are special between them as a couple & hence he did not even give a word out before his mom !!! There was time when she decorated his room as a thankyou with roses & candles , he shouted on her & disappointed her by telling he had taken care of her due to humanity...today a gift which speaks more than that seems to have touched him very much !!!!
He came back to his room & was thinking about the gift...he was taken back that she gave him a gift which expressed her feelings & then she asked him in front of his mom...he was confused on how to react...As she stood in front of him... he asked her what was this gift...Looking at her suprised & confused face he told her ...I know that you have bought this gift for me...do you know what is written on it ...& if you wanted to give me...you should have told me...& why did you say this in front of mom...
His expectations & thoughts about her were very clear in the questions he asked...he felt happy that she bought him a gift ...he proudly said I know this gift is for me...& he was inwardly happy that the feelings he was feeling for her is what she is also feeling for him...he wanted her to keep things between them a secret which only both can cherish...
As she explained that this gift was not for him...he was very disappointed...in those few minutes when he thought the gift was for him...he felt special & did not know how to react to that special feeling...During Holi under baang influence she opened up & put all her feelings in front of him on what she feels for him...her expecations from this relationship & when she latter tried to ask him what it was, he told her he does not remember...today when she apologised & told him she will take back the gift to Rashi, he was hurt !!!
Today his excitement & disappointment show that he has moved so further in the relationship that he wants to take it to the next level...but the question he is facing is how? How will he explain his feelings to this special women with whom he wants to go forward in the relationship? How will he tell this lady that he wants to become hers as she has become his by accepting him as he is...& his family as theirs? How will he tell her that each & every word & every action she does for him he cherishes in his heart & expects more from her? How will he tell her that he wants her to love him & share those feelings with him?
